Win
by Brian Mcknight
Dark is the night
I can battle the storm
Never say die
I've been down this road before
I'll never quit
I'll never lay down, mm
See I promised myself that I'd never let me down
I'll never give up
Never give in
Never let a ray of doubt slip in
And if I fallI'll never fail
I'll just get up and try again
Never lose hopeNever lose faith
There's much too much at stake
Upon myself I must depend
I'm not looking for place ashore
I'm gonna win
I'll stop at nothing
There's still a ways to go, oh
Someway, somehow
Whatever it takes, I knowI'll never quit, no no
I'll never go down, mm, mm
I'll make sure they remember my name
A hundred years from now
When it's all said and done
My once in a lifetime will be back again
Now is the timeTo take a stand
Here is my chance
That's why I...
Mmm, I'm gonna win
-->para sa acads nten mga katoto
November 25, 2006
how to save a llife
"How To Save A Life"
by The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
by The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
munting paalala ni true insignia
Some reminders from the expertzz p.o.v(madami cla)-->lang ko2ntra..tnx!!
How do you know when you are in love? How do you tell the difference between a crush or infatuation and real love?
+=+The simple answer is, you just do! It's like no other feeling you have ever experienced. You can't stop thinking about the person; your heart skips a beat every time you see them. You don't care about anything else, and would do anything in the world for that person. You click on every level: hobbies, personality, likes, dislikes. It's the most amazing feeling in the world! I don't believe there is such a thing as love at first sight. I think there is attraction at first sight but you truly have to know a person to fall in love with them. That is the difference between love and a crush. Chances are if you are infatuated with someone or have a crush on them you don't really know that person and the street is one way (you have feelings but they don't feel the same). True love is a two-way street -- the other person feels the same way about you as you feel about them.
+=+I know I'm in love when I feel like the one I'm with was made for me by God himself. They're designed to be your other half and you question everything in your life that has every happened up until the point you meet them and everything in your life changes. Your every sense is heightened as if you're intoxicated with this feeling of total bliss! You'll know when it's real.
+=+Youknow you're in love when there is no hesitation in expressing yourself. When you feel you can share anything and everything. When you are not anxious about making a commitment. Mostly, you don't feel the need to look around for greener pasture. You don't think that maybe the next man you meet may be better. You are willing to check this relationship out...see where it goes. A crush or an infatuation doesn't last long -- it's not satisfying and doesn't usually turn into a long-term relationship.
+=+When you are in love you will just know it. There is no formula or logic to love. You just feel it in your heart, your mind, and your soul. The feeling is something you can't describe but can arise at any moment, triggered by a memory, a word or a thought of that special person. The difference between a crush/infatuation and real love is that a crush is someone you may forget about during the course of a day/week/month. Someone you may think of a few moments from time-to-time that you can do fun things with such as dates, dinner, and movies. A real love is someone that you cannot live without, someone who is constantly on your mind, day in and day out. It's someone you can't wait to talk to next. Someone who you can't wait to see for whatever reason!
+=+It's a fast way to lose 20 lbs. You can't eat. You toss and turn at night and have butterflies in the tummy. Oh what a feeling! That's love. On the other hand, a crush is gone in about a week! Infatuation is purely physical, but then again all of these can be physical.
+=+It's hard to describe being in love; you simply know it when you feel it. A crush is a romantic bliss state where the person does no wrong. Infatuation is where there is no care about the big picture and your enjoying the hot sensation of the moment like a fast-burning candle. Being in love is like an anchor of reason and romance living in balance. Unlike a crush or infatuation, love is comforting as it settles from the spiking highs and lows. Love is a condition of the heart and mind. Love is understanding the "why" behind your acceptance. Love is warm.
+=+I think the difference between a crush and an infatuation is only in degree and neither of them is even close to the meaning of real love. I perceive a crush to be something rather platonic. For example, your best friend's brother is a cutie and you have a crush on him, that type of thing.An infatuation is intense and often times, short lived. In infatuation, people tend to idealize the other person and fail to see their shortcomings. They emphasize the positive attributes in the other person and this adds to the intensity of their infatuation, which they mistakenly perceive as "real love," or more accurately described, they feel they are "in love."Being in love is an exhilarating feeling, and it has the potential to become real love. Being in love is like the hook for the opportunity of real love to present itself. When you are in love with someone, you feel very attracted to the other person, in several different levels: physical, mental, emotional and yes, spiritual. From getting to know the person with whom you are in love, real love has the opportunity to flourish.Real love, unlike an infatuation is realistic. Real love is a complete acceptance of the other person, and of oneself. Because if you can't love yourself, who can you love? Or who will love you? Complete acceptance does not mean that we don't find shortcomings in the other person, as that is not possible, we are humans and we are not perfect, we all make mistakes. Complete acceptance means discernment with no judgment. It means that we accept the whole package just as it is, without trying to change the other person to meet our every need.Real love resides in knowing one another. In knowing what our strengths are, what our weaknesses are, what our potential is. In knowing these things we come to respect, and admire each other, and out of that, real love is born. In the words of Wayne Dyer, " Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves without any insistence that they satisfy you."
+=+Love is when a stunning woman, a stranger, walks into the room and you look over to the one you're with, the one you've shared many conversations and memories with. You look at her and can't wait to be alone so that you can hold her in your arms. That is when love becomes so much more then infatuation.
+=+I know I'm in love when I feel an overwhelming sense of complete surrender and awe for another person and a feeling of completeness when we're together -- and incompleteness when we're apart. Real love can only be achieved through the test of time and mutually getting to know each other. I don't think real love is ever a one-way street. A crush or infatuation is a feeling of desire for a person based on my fantasy of what could be, should be, or might be, but not necessarily what is. It's kinda like my relationship with Rick S.
+=+How do I know when I'm in love? When no sacrifice is too big, no distance is too great. When every time I think of her, I feel happier than the moment before. When I see her in everything I do and everywhere I am. When her love in return wraps me like a warm blanket. Then I know. A crush doesn't come close.
+=+Infatuation is that "floaty" feeling you get when you meet someone and the chemistry is right. The head has absolutely nothing to do with it at this point and you really don't know the person inside yet. You haven't had a chance to "love" the real person. It's all surface in the beginning and most people mistake that for real love. Usually, we're more excited about the high you initially get. Sometimes we can start creating this scenario of love in our head. It's fun to feel like you're in love. We sometimes create all of these wonderful thoughts about this person without even knowing them. It doesn't mean love can't follow after you have really gotten to know the person, their heart, their soul, but it isn't love in the beginning. Love grows with time. If a relationship is very new and you think you're in love, ask yourself, "What is it about the person that you love?" Sometimes the person is not kind to others; he likes to flirt and was unfaithful to his ex, but still you think, "but, I'm in love". When you get to know and are in love with the person, along with that wonderful "floaty" feeling you get in the very beginning, that's when you know it's something you can count on. That "floaty" feeling is just nature's way of making sure we repopulate the planet. Be smart and use your head with your heart.
+=+I know I am in love with someone when I cannot control my feelings. When I cannot stop thinking of her -- then I know I feel love. If it is a crush or infatuation, then I know I can shut her off and think of someone else; even plan a date with another for a later time. But, if I cannot do that and do not want to see anyone else, continue to think of her all day into the night, look forward to seeing her again and put aside all others, I am in love. It has been wonderful when I have felt that way. I have had many a crush, but have been in love only a few times to the point of forsaking all others, including friends, to be with her.
+=+When I'm in love I feel that I'd like to do anything to make him happy. I think that the difference between a crush or infatuation and real love are taken - you want someone badly and given - you're willing to let him/her go.
How do you know when you are in love? How do you tell the difference between a crush or infatuation and real love?
+=+The simple answer is, you just do! It's like no other feeling you have ever experienced. You can't stop thinking about the person; your heart skips a beat every time you see them. You don't care about anything else, and would do anything in the world for that person. You click on every level: hobbies, personality, likes, dislikes. It's the most amazing feeling in the world! I don't believe there is such a thing as love at first sight. I think there is attraction at first sight but you truly have to know a person to fall in love with them. That is the difference between love and a crush. Chances are if you are infatuated with someone or have a crush on them you don't really know that person and the street is one way (you have feelings but they don't feel the same). True love is a two-way street -- the other person feels the same way about you as you feel about them.
+=+I know I'm in love when I feel like the one I'm with was made for me by God himself. They're designed to be your other half and you question everything in your life that has every happened up until the point you meet them and everything in your life changes. Your every sense is heightened as if you're intoxicated with this feeling of total bliss! You'll know when it's real.
+=+Youknow you're in love when there is no hesitation in expressing yourself. When you feel you can share anything and everything. When you are not anxious about making a commitment. Mostly, you don't feel the need to look around for greener pasture. You don't think that maybe the next man you meet may be better. You are willing to check this relationship out...see where it goes. A crush or an infatuation doesn't last long -- it's not satisfying and doesn't usually turn into a long-term relationship.
+=+When you are in love you will just know it. There is no formula or logic to love. You just feel it in your heart, your mind, and your soul. The feeling is something you can't describe but can arise at any moment, triggered by a memory, a word or a thought of that special person. The difference between a crush/infatuation and real love is that a crush is someone you may forget about during the course of a day/week/month. Someone you may think of a few moments from time-to-time that you can do fun things with such as dates, dinner, and movies. A real love is someone that you cannot live without, someone who is constantly on your mind, day in and day out. It's someone you can't wait to talk to next. Someone who you can't wait to see for whatever reason!
+=+It's a fast way to lose 20 lbs. You can't eat. You toss and turn at night and have butterflies in the tummy. Oh what a feeling! That's love. On the other hand, a crush is gone in about a week! Infatuation is purely physical, but then again all of these can be physical.
+=+It's hard to describe being in love; you simply know it when you feel it. A crush is a romantic bliss state where the person does no wrong. Infatuation is where there is no care about the big picture and your enjoying the hot sensation of the moment like a fast-burning candle. Being in love is like an anchor of reason and romance living in balance. Unlike a crush or infatuation, love is comforting as it settles from the spiking highs and lows. Love is a condition of the heart and mind. Love is understanding the "why" behind your acceptance. Love is warm.
+=+I think the difference between a crush and an infatuation is only in degree and neither of them is even close to the meaning of real love. I perceive a crush to be something rather platonic. For example, your best friend's brother is a cutie and you have a crush on him, that type of thing.An infatuation is intense and often times, short lived. In infatuation, people tend to idealize the other person and fail to see their shortcomings. They emphasize the positive attributes in the other person and this adds to the intensity of their infatuation, which they mistakenly perceive as "real love," or more accurately described, they feel they are "in love."Being in love is an exhilarating feeling, and it has the potential to become real love. Being in love is like the hook for the opportunity of real love to present itself. When you are in love with someone, you feel very attracted to the other person, in several different levels: physical, mental, emotional and yes, spiritual. From getting to know the person with whom you are in love, real love has the opportunity to flourish.Real love, unlike an infatuation is realistic. Real love is a complete acceptance of the other person, and of oneself. Because if you can't love yourself, who can you love? Or who will love you? Complete acceptance does not mean that we don't find shortcomings in the other person, as that is not possible, we are humans and we are not perfect, we all make mistakes. Complete acceptance means discernment with no judgment. It means that we accept the whole package just as it is, without trying to change the other person to meet our every need.Real love resides in knowing one another. In knowing what our strengths are, what our weaknesses are, what our potential is. In knowing these things we come to respect, and admire each other, and out of that, real love is born. In the words of Wayne Dyer, " Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves without any insistence that they satisfy you."
+=+Love is when a stunning woman, a stranger, walks into the room and you look over to the one you're with, the one you've shared many conversations and memories with. You look at her and can't wait to be alone so that you can hold her in your arms. That is when love becomes so much more then infatuation.
+=+I know I'm in love when I feel an overwhelming sense of complete surrender and awe for another person and a feeling of completeness when we're together -- and incompleteness when we're apart. Real love can only be achieved through the test of time and mutually getting to know each other. I don't think real love is ever a one-way street. A crush or infatuation is a feeling of desire for a person based on my fantasy of what could be, should be, or might be, but not necessarily what is. It's kinda like my relationship with Rick S.
+=+How do I know when I'm in love? When no sacrifice is too big, no distance is too great. When every time I think of her, I feel happier than the moment before. When I see her in everything I do and everywhere I am. When her love in return wraps me like a warm blanket. Then I know. A crush doesn't come close.
+=+Infatuation is that "floaty" feeling you get when you meet someone and the chemistry is right. The head has absolutely nothing to do with it at this point and you really don't know the person inside yet. You haven't had a chance to "love" the real person. It's all surface in the beginning and most people mistake that for real love. Usually, we're more excited about the high you initially get. Sometimes we can start creating this scenario of love in our head. It's fun to feel like you're in love. We sometimes create all of these wonderful thoughts about this person without even knowing them. It doesn't mean love can't follow after you have really gotten to know the person, their heart, their soul, but it isn't love in the beginning. Love grows with time. If a relationship is very new and you think you're in love, ask yourself, "What is it about the person that you love?" Sometimes the person is not kind to others; he likes to flirt and was unfaithful to his ex, but still you think, "but, I'm in love". When you get to know and are in love with the person, along with that wonderful "floaty" feeling you get in the very beginning, that's when you know it's something you can count on. That "floaty" feeling is just nature's way of making sure we repopulate the planet. Be smart and use your head with your heart.
+=+I know I am in love with someone when I cannot control my feelings. When I cannot stop thinking of her -- then I know I feel love. If it is a crush or infatuation, then I know I can shut her off and think of someone else; even plan a date with another for a later time. But, if I cannot do that and do not want to see anyone else, continue to think of her all day into the night, look forward to seeing her again and put aside all others, I am in love. It has been wonderful when I have felt that way. I have had many a crush, but have been in love only a few times to the point of forsaking all others, including friends, to be with her.
+=+When I'm in love I feel that I'd like to do anything to make him happy. I think that the difference between a crush or infatuation and real love are taken - you want someone badly and given - you're willing to let him/her go.
get here
Get Here
by Oleta Adams
You can reach me by railway, you can reach me by trailway
You can reach me on an airplane, you can reach me with your mind
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can
You can reach me by sail boat, climb a tree and swing rope to rope
Take a sled and slide down the slope, into these arms of mine
You can jump on a speedy colt, cross the border in a blaze of hope
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can
There are hills and mountains between us
Always something to get overIf I had my way,
surely you would be closerI need you closer
You can windsurf into my life, take me up on a carpet ride
You can make it in a big balloon, but you better make it soon
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can
I don't care how you get here, just -- get here if - you can
--> gus2 ko lang din ulit ipost..para sau?!?nai
by Oleta Adams
You can reach me by railway, you can reach me by trailway
You can reach me on an airplane, you can reach me with your mind
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can
You can reach me by sail boat, climb a tree and swing rope to rope
Take a sled and slide down the slope, into these arms of mine
You can jump on a speedy colt, cross the border in a blaze of hope
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can
There are hills and mountains between us
Always something to get overIf I had my way,
surely you would be closerI need you closer
You can windsurf into my life, take me up on a carpet ride
You can make it in a big balloon, but you better make it soon
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can
I don't care how you get here, just -- get here if - you can
--> gus2 ko lang din ulit ipost..para sau?!?nai
insyd ur heaven
Inside Your Heaven
by Carrie Underwood
I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' windI wanna be inside your heaven
When we touch, when we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing windI wanna be inside your heaven
When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry fromW
here the storm blows your way
I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' windI wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I doI wanna be inside your heaven
-->..gus2 ko lang ipost..*_*
November 13, 2006
True Insignia
True Insignia
> Reality does bite; must endure it for acceptance....OMG..O_o!!! Secrets revealed..<
-It is more ridiculous to believe what oders say 2 u without nothing to flaunt any of it at all...lol..Hahaha.. (masakit man ang katotohanan kaya wag magfeeling *feeling mganda/pogita??!!* ) change if applicable|| do not disturb..:p
Marami ngayon ang mapaniwalain..you heard me ryt!!..masakit o masama man ngunit kailangan na para mabawasan ang mga utu-uto sa mundo…I’m just being honest...and not being mean ayt.. coz somehow reality bites..ok ok..ill site some instances of which is which…just agree if u felt that or if the situation is suitable to you…
Sa ngyon, marami ang natutuwa at flattered pag sinabihan ka ng maganda/gwapo (Pero sa 22o lng kaw lang ang mukhang tao at matino sa grupo in which bumaba2 ang standard at perception ng mga nkapalibot sau…kaya ang tendency mo ay..tsk tsk magfeeling (lahat n nang mga kafeelingan…like feeling matalino pero d nman, feeling cute pakyut nman, feeling maganda d nman,, feeling gwapo mukha nman swelas, etc..etc..)), pag my kakilala ka na mtaas ang posisyn dahil malakas at closy closy kau, walang mukhang matino sa group nyo kaya kahit walang ‘K’=karapatan at ka2yahan= sya na ung ngle2ader leaderan..hay..
…WAG BASAHIN NG MGA MAIINITIN ANG ULO…plz
marami pa yng ganung katangian.. ung iba nman ang tigas ng mukha..sinabihan lang na kesyo ganyan ka at ganyan ka...huli ka boi.. uto2x..tsk tsk..very conceited na..kailangn may manggcng n sa inyo..kc nman mas malaki pa sa hot air balloon ang ulo nyo..haha nadaig nyo pa ung frend ko hahaha nung hs.. I mean hello hello der tlga..yohooo…stop being vain coz it poisons all people around you..nagiging mapagmataas na, kasi nman laging bida…tsk tsk.. could anyone create a task force to get rid of those people na ganun..plzzz..
Sobra nman kasi ang pagboost up ng ating environment today..kahit pangit go lang..tsk tsk..nawawalan n cla ng sense of creativity… I mean kung iku2lture or i-i2solate nten ang isang grupo ng mga indibidwal which is compose of different attitudes, appearance, and approaches…malamang may mag o2ut stand dyan..kahit walang K..tas yong iba nman mag gro2p group and will create new norm hay…ewn ko..masyado akong ncarried away at dito ko naibuhos ang pananaw ko sa issue ng mga nagfe2ling…payo ko lang manahimik n lng kau..be sensitive enough sa feelings ng ibang tao..ayt..
Show youre true insignia for you to shine!!!
November 11, 2006
Hawak kamay
HAWAK KAMAY
by: Yeng Constantino
from the album: Pinoy Dream Academy (Originals Volume 1)
Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema
Minsan nahihirapan ka at masasabing
“di ko na kaya”
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpungan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan
Chorus:
Hawak-kamay
Di kita iiwan sa paglakbay
Dito sa mundong walang katiyakan
Hawak-kamay
Di kita bibitiwan sa paglalakbay
Sa mundo ng kawalan
Same chords as intro:
Minsan madarama mo
Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa
At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpangan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan
Repeat Chorus
Bridge:
Wag mong sabihin nagiisa ka
Laging isipin meron kang kasama
Narito ako oh,Narito ako…
Repeat Chorus
Sa mundo ng kawalan
Hawak-kamay,hawak-kamay
Sa mundo ng kawalan
--> ah inaalay ko ang awitin n i2, sa mga friendships at mga kakila2 ko na nka2kila2 skin b_d ..im just onli hir..ayt.. last night ko lng narinig(naintndhan ung essence ng kanta) sa yfc covenant orientation..azZzztig !!..cool.enjoy
November 04, 2006
bago ko burahin sa phone.....
bago ko burahin sa phone.....
event: texting my new found friend...nai
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I: Ganon? kac nmn prng lgi kng may prob kya nakikitimple n lng me sa mood mo db, actually prng 1st tym molng me tinxt n good mood k, hehe
ME: Ang ybang n2, mnsan good mood d lng halata.
I: Hui, di q nmn lam eh sry...misteryosa k kcng babae and dts wut i lyk bwt u, :p
ME: Nku yan n2man kya mhrap 4 me 2 trust sme1 bka mang iwan l8r, feel ko lng tngn u skn manhd nh?
I: Di k manhd, i know it cuz ur experiencng tough tyms and ive been der too, and i wnt u 2 know n di aq marunong mangiwn and i just hope dt in tym ul learn 2 trust me cuz ryt now, i do trust u
ME: Hmm gr8 2 hear dt frm u, buti n lng at nai2ntindihn mo ko, in tym cguro magi2ng ok n dn aq kya chill k lng, thnx dn pla at ngti2wla k skn,u
I: Sna nga lng kht papano, lil by lil, nagiiba n paningin mo sa akn, i can w8, i dont want 2 rush things cuz i know d pain is sumwut stil der in u, ill just tell u ds, u have changed me for d better and i hope i can help ease ur problems pra gumaan nmn buhay mo
ME: O tlga? Anu k b dti haha i mean in wat way nman kta nbgoe hard drnkr, smkr, at loser k p dn, nyahaha
ME: Ows tlga, ahm mani2wla kya aq? pg icpn ko muna, haha
I: I dont nid 2 know f u want 2 believe wut ive said cuz i know sumhow dt kung ano and cnbi q sau dts wut i feel
ME: Cge n nani2wala n ko e2 srious u nmn 2day, eat n muna ko, kw dn kain n.u
I: Ayyt, ingat sa consumption ng calories ha, aq ang bnty mo dyn sa pgdiet mo ok? Hehe
ME: Surenes kw dn nh kla mo nmn haha.u
I: Nuod me res evil apoc, sna d2 ka rin pra me ksma me, kakagult. >.<
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Reaction: somehow clear na rin sakin ang intention ni2ng batang i2.. somehow sya din ung isa s mga reason kung bkit i must go on khit olats ako sa buhay pag-ibig.. and now i believe na f i lose someone 2day, it means dat someone better s comin 2morw(not sure kung sya nga i2..but im hoping 2 have a good relationshp soon..grbe d nman ako bumabata e nh O_o)...d pla kailagan mag paapekto sa nararamdamn..ill just take my tym to know him more..in fairness my mga good qualities nman ung tao.. i never rate someone interestd 2 me.. i just let friends do it..hehe lam nila i2.. i just dont know..do ko ugali un e..good thing about me is dat i never criticize someone n alam ko n my intentions 2 me.. i let dem be there self.. kasi yun nman tlga gus2 ko..maging totoo ka sakin at magiging totoo din ako sau..
I dont want to have a perfect relationship at all..kasi impocble un..im just hoping and praying kay God kung sya na ba or wat yung GG(GOd's Gift) na ibinigay nya 4 me...i never give standards(unattainable standards n pang perfect ika nga..dahil of course d nman ako perfect e)...tska aside from this.. gusto ko n din khit pano maging settle sa portion n yan ng life ko..kc u know wat some of my friends and family thought na "ano ba yan..dami nman n2ng boylet..paibaba etc etc..."..syempre yoko namn kung kani kanino ako mapapadpad...tsk tsk ayoko naman ng ganun kasi mawa2lan ako ng dangal non...
Nga pla..nakain ko na2man mga sinabi ko.. not dat much kc nga i said before na resign muna aq sa love echos..but yun nga i believe na mahal talga ako ni God kc nga d nya ako hinayaan na malumbay ng ilang taon.. parang my ipinalit sya for me to recover soon.. and im really thankful for dat..
Na notice ko din na habang nadadagdagn ung age ng isang tao..parang mas nagiging simple n lang at attainable ung dream nten sa love-part industry...simple bec. for me gusto ko na mapadpad sa braso ng tao na mahal na mahal ako..of course dahil mapapanahal n din ako..attainable kc nga after all of my realization about sa past relationships ko..dapt tlaga from the start tlaga clear at totoo dapt kau sa isat isa..
Another thing about me dat i must confess is that, ang bilis ko kasing magsawa sa mga bagay na uncertain or ung minadali...considerations and prioritize yun pla ang dpat before dealing with something na pangmatagalan ang effect sa buhay...
I'll mark the month od SEPTEMBER to be the start of something new..start ng pagkakulot ng hair ko..at pag end ng mga childish(immaturity) stuff ko..18 years is done..start of 19 onwards and new wonderful years ahead of me..
I wanted to feel and appreciate that perfect moments..no flash back thingy in the past..coz i dont want to lose those moments na dpat ko p plang ipagpasalamat at of course i cherish sa life ko...
Once lang ako mabubuhay and i want to feel, express, be real to want i believe and i wanted to do...
REALIZATION OF A GIRL WHO DREAM, AND DREAMS, AND DREAMS, AND DREAMS...:D
event: texting my new found friend...nai
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I: Ganon? kac nmn prng lgi kng may prob kya nakikitimple n lng me sa mood mo db, actually prng 1st tym molng me tinxt n good mood k, hehe
ME: Ang ybang n2, mnsan good mood d lng halata.
I: Hui, di q nmn lam eh sry...misteryosa k kcng babae and dts wut i lyk bwt u, :p
ME: Nku yan n2man kya mhrap 4 me 2 trust sme1 bka mang iwan l8r, feel ko lng tngn u skn manhd nh?
I: Di k manhd, i know it cuz ur experiencng tough tyms and ive been der too, and i wnt u 2 know n di aq marunong mangiwn and i just hope dt in tym ul learn 2 trust me cuz ryt now, i do trust u
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ME: Hmm gr8 2 hear dt frm u, buti n lng at nai2ntindihn mo ko, in tym cguro magi2ng ok n dn aq kya chill k lng, thnx dn pla at ngti2wla k skn,u
I: Sna nga lng kht papano, lil by lil, nagiiba n paningin mo sa akn, i can w8, i dont want 2 rush things cuz i know d pain is sumwut stil der in u, ill just tell u ds, u have changed me for d better and i hope i can help ease ur problems pra gumaan nmn buhay mo
ME: O tlga? Anu k b dti haha i mean in wat way nman kta nbgoe hard drnkr, smkr, at loser k p dn, nyahaha
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I: I drink less, i hardly smoke anymore since u h8 smokers and i feel like a winner wenvr i c u, i noticed it myself evn f ds r small things, wat habts ud i not change 4 u eh i better off ryt now than b4 i met u...
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ME: Ows tlga, ahm mani2wla kya aq? pg icpn ko muna, haha
I: I dont nid 2 know f u want 2 believe wut ive said cuz i know sumhow dt kung ano and cnbi q sau dts wut i feel
ME: Cge n nani2wala n ko e2 srious u nmn 2day, eat n muna ko, kw dn kain n.u
I: Ayyt, ingat sa consumption ng calories ha, aq ang bnty mo dyn sa pgdiet mo ok? Hehe
ME: Surenes kw dn nh kla mo nmn haha.u
I: Nuod me res evil apoc, sna d2 ka rin pra me ksma me, kakagult. >.<
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Reaction: somehow clear na rin sakin ang intention ni2ng batang i2.. somehow sya din ung isa s mga reason kung bkit i must go on khit olats ako sa buhay pag-ibig.. and now i believe na f i lose someone 2day, it means dat someone better s comin 2morw(not sure kung sya nga i2..but im hoping 2 have a good relationshp soon..grbe d nman ako bumabata e nh O_o)...d pla kailagan mag paapekto sa nararamdamn..ill just take my tym to know him more..in fairness my mga good qualities nman ung tao.. i never rate someone interestd 2 me.. i just let friends do it..hehe lam nila i2.. i just dont know..do ko ugali un e..good thing about me is dat i never criticize someone n alam ko n my intentions 2 me.. i let dem be there self.. kasi yun nman tlga gus2 ko..maging totoo ka sakin at magiging totoo din ako sau..
I dont want to have a perfect relationship at all..kasi impocble un..im just hoping and praying kay God kung sya na ba or wat yung GG(GOd's Gift) na ibinigay nya 4 me...i never give standards(unattainable standards n pang perfect ika nga..dahil of course d nman ako perfect e)...tska aside from this.. gusto ko n din khit pano maging settle sa portion n yan ng life ko..kc u know wat some of my friends and family thought na "ano ba yan..dami nman n2ng boylet..paibaba etc etc..."..syempre yoko namn kung kani kanino ako mapapadpad...tsk tsk ayoko naman ng ganun kasi mawa2lan ako ng dangal non...
Nga pla..nakain ko na2man mga sinabi ko.. not dat much kc nga i said before na resign muna aq sa love echos..but yun nga i believe na mahal talga ako ni God kc nga d nya ako hinayaan na malumbay ng ilang taon.. parang my ipinalit sya for me to recover soon.. and im really thankful for dat..
Na notice ko din na habang nadadagdagn ung age ng isang tao..parang mas nagiging simple n lang at attainable ung dream nten sa love-part industry...simple bec. for me gusto ko na mapadpad sa braso ng tao na mahal na mahal ako..of course dahil mapapanahal n din ako..attainable kc nga after all of my realization about sa past relationships ko..dapt tlaga from the start tlaga clear at totoo dapt kau sa isat isa..
Another thing about me dat i must confess is that, ang bilis ko kasing magsawa sa mga bagay na uncertain or ung minadali...considerations and prioritize yun pla ang dpat before dealing with something na pangmatagalan ang effect sa buhay...
I'll mark the month od SEPTEMBER to be the start of something new..start ng pagkakulot ng hair ko..at pag end ng mga childish(immaturity) stuff ko..18 years is done..start of 19 onwards and new wonderful years ahead of me..
I wanted to feel and appreciate that perfect moments..no flash back thingy in the past..coz i dont want to lose those moments na dpat ko p plang ipagpasalamat at of course i cherish sa life ko...
Once lang ako mabubuhay and i want to feel, express, be real to want i believe and i wanted to do...
REALIZATION OF A GIRL WHO DREAM, AND DREAMS, AND DREAMS, AND DREAMS...:D
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