SUITORS

Okay, eto na nag uupdate na ako..hihihih
Ai sya.. its been a while na mag update ako ng gabi hehehe.. nman talaga di ko na alam gagawin ko.. nag OJT lng ako neto ah tas mdami na nangyayri sa kapaligiran.. nman including me.. as in could someone help me nman o.. T.T worried na ako.. kasi ganto un..

Ehem ehem.. my cuzn..#.# nman o!!!!! may pinakilalang stranger and 2 nights na niya ako bina bug as in BUG in my cell..at ako'y natatakot coz my cuzn keeps on pushing him for me and i think he is waiting for something.. T.T namn o!! grrr hay nalilito na ako cuz i know na he just nid a friend kasi nga mhirap tlga mgtrabaho sa barko at nakakalungkot dun at kakamove on nya lng sa ex nya from gen san.. after ng contract nya e he's going to visit me? to give mga pasalubong ng cuzn ko samin.. but i smell something fishy tlga dun..hay hay at eto pa he's spending much na sa kakatawag saken minsan after lunch at most of the time tuwing gabi.. i already seen his pic sa friendster and aun so so..basta naguguluhan ako sa kakatawag nya ng mdalas and im worried na wla ako mapgsabihan e..T.T!

Another one.. actually matagal na to.. i meet him during may NCO days his name..actually dalawa silang namba BUG din hehehehe.. wag nating isiwalat ang kanilang mga pangalan para di expose hahaha.. pangalanan naten ung isa na UP aun.. si UP we plan na mgbeach outing kaso di natuloy hahah..before he plans na magdate daw kami or wat knowing i have a BF ha! malakas ang loob nya tlaga at nkuha nya akong tawaging sweetie.. T.T nman o but recently di na sya nagt2xt..aun buti nman hehehe the other one pangalanan natin syang TM.. si TM aun kaka BUG lng nya recently and malakas din loob neto grbe kakaiba n talga mga tao ngayon.. knowing tlga na may BF ako ha as in BF.. niyaya nya ako n magdate daw kmi last thursday.. T.T nman o... confucious talaga ang drama ko tlga..!!!@#$@#%

at eto pa malupit... binansagan akong crush ng bayan ng BCT...!!! the hell talaga!!!
kasi i dont know wats his position in Sykes but i think mataas nga..this guy pangalanan naten syang J.Lo hahah John Patrick Lopez ata name nya.. he looks young for his position and i think he is very knowleadgeble talga.. actually ung incident nangyari sa elevator.. he said those guys inside said na 'pretty daw nung bagong IT ekek' and he keeps on teasing me.. kaya aun nalaman na ng mga boss ko dun at lhat sila inaasar na ako..T.T for me nakaka flatter un at times but for me i feel na they are just making fun or something na di na bago sa akin kaya di na ako naapektuhan.. hinahayaan ko sila kung dun sila lumigaya.. so wat!

lately din nakakareceive ako ng mga invitation na magcoffee daw kmi ekeke via net! di ba iba tlga nman o.. grbe tlga advancement nten ngayon sa technology.. ang lalakas ng mga fighting spirits nga mga tao..tsk tsk.. sori pero di ako gnun grrr!!! di nila alam di ako nagrereply sa mga gnun ahahahah mahirap na noh! unless kung si PIOLO un hahaha kidding!! :D

di ko lam kung fortunate ba ito or gift or wat...but for me ayoko na makilala as a pretty face lang.. never ko iniisip na maging ganun.. i only want is na makilala ako as having a good character, knowledgeble kahit pano, has enormous faith in God which lately di ko na ganong naeexercise, humble at may diskarte sa buhay....un ung mga gusto ko e..hehehe

title siguro netong blog ko SUITORS in ACTION!!! Horror to promise!

somewhere in the middle !!!

pa circle circol circul lng ang buhay

somewhere in the middle !!!
kasi bangag ms c'=

currently listening to dishwalla - somewhere in the middle
ive been harsh well thats me pabigla bigla ...i want to drink...
to change my atmosphere may mayayaya` ba ako dito ? mga friendships ko ba game b dito?or anyone na di ko pa naaya before or i want a night alone with myself..starring at the stars across a field of grasses or the city basta mataas na lugar na abot tanaw ung mga bagay bgay while drinking lite.. meron bng gnun stress sa practicum? tingin ko ako lang un.. i want a condo. studio type.. i must invest... i wanted to start at that point... makita improvements ko unti unti mapupuno ng mga gamit etc while providing and helping my family... i wanted to start on scratch.. simple na lng ang gusto ko ngyon after ko makagrad. to work.to help my little sis to grad too in college.to live,love,enjoy life while spending mah own cash..to share wat i have.and to die peacefully.no more little me or perhaps marriage..i think madami mgagalit but dito in the future but im sori..i have many fears..future.. so many twist kaya wag dapt unahan ang mga bgay bgay. im still young and capable. i must right what i did na mali this past few years..i must start right away..like now?! i'll drink my last liquor and savor all my pleasures except comp games cause this would be the last..ive been selfish for the past years and i must live my life nman for others para sila nman sumaya.. 2 nights ko ng nilalabanan ung isipan ko to set it right its really really super duper hirap coz u dont know where tlga to start.. i want all to be happy , at di lng ako dpat ung masaya.. i must be the last one to be happy from now onwards until i die thats for sure c; and i'l do it right now starting this night...i have to fight for it even my heart and mind breaks..carry lng!

..hopefully that would be the last time posting my extreme emotion to someone..i dnt know.

..i want someone to appreciate too what im hearing ryt now..

Bitches are witches.. and so are you!!!

Bitches are witches.. and so are you!!! -> para sau ito nagfe feeling!! potah

Putang ina tlga mga pangit sa paligid ko!!!!Grrrr!!! Sori but i have to. Ayoko sa lahat ng mga ganito eh!!!! mga pangit na physically ang lalakas pa ng loob!!! Bullshit tlga sa mga nag eencourage sa mga pangit na yan!!! Da hell mga un!!! Fyn fyn just rejoice and flaunt probably ngayon ka lang nasabihan ng gnun wow *applause* but dont you ever make fool to me again kasi di ko kau uurungan mga bullshit kau!!! kau na nga itong panget eh ang lalakas pa ng loob nyo..bravo tlga ako sa mga fighting spirit at kapal muks ng mga PI n yan!!!!