Prince Name _ _ _?

Prince Name _ _ _?

Before i leave..literally ha..cuz im going to jm's crib 2 work on our project..
i had a funny thought bago ako maligo..wala lng..naalala ko lng ng bata pa ako kasi ..im dreamt na im a princess..and im wondering kung anu name ng magiging partner ko in life forever..hahaha medyo weird kc dami kong iniisip na kung anu anu..like how does he look like, mbait ba sya, anu physical features nya..etc.. Hmm i also compose names sa mga mgiging anak nmin kaso ung isang name lng ung naaalala ko..kyle nicole..hahaha the rest blur n sa mind ko..sobrang bata ko p nun..kitams ang landi ko n nung bata ako...wahaha joke!!as in pero honestly, im dreaming tlga kung anu name nya hahaha ive encountered IAN as a name many times but considering n name sya ng bf ko ngyn..it means a lot to me now... three letters lng nman pla ung name nun!!Hmmp ..hahaha i wander pa e noh!.. ai ewn ang bilis ng panahon..but i want to spend the rest of it with my familt and with my GG forever..(God's gift)..=D

The reason why my prayer was answered..

The reason why my prayer was answered.. Psalm 34:7

The LORD, a Provider and Deliverer.

A Psalm of David when he feigned madness before Abimelech, who drove him away and he departed.

¹ I will bless the LORD at all times;

His praise shall continually be in my mouth.

² My soul will make its boast in the LORD;

The humble will hear it and rejoice.

³ O magnify the LORD with me,

And let us exalt His name together.

⁴ I sought the LORD, and He answered me,

And delivered me from all my fears.

⁵ They looked to Him and were radiant,

And their faces will never be ashamed.

⁶ This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him

And saved him out of all his troubles.

⁷ The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear Him,

And rescues them.

⁸ O taste and see that the LORD is good;

How blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him!

⁹ O fear the LORD, you His saints;

For to those who fear Him there is no want.

¹⁰ The young lions do lack and suffer hunger;

But they who seek the LORD shall not be in want of any good thing.

¹¹ Come, you children, listen to me;

I will teach you the fear of the LORD.

¹² Who is the man who desires life

And loves length of days that he may see good?

¹³ Keep your tongue from evil

And your lips from speaking deceit.

¹⁴ Depart from evil and do good;

Seek peace and pursue it.

¹⁵ The eyes of the LORD are toward the righteous

And His ears are open to their cry.

¹⁶ The face of the LORD is against evildoers,

To cut off the memory of them from the earth.

¹⁷ The righteous cry, and the LORD hears

And delivers them out of all their troubles.

¹⁸ The LORD is near to the brokenhearted

And saves those who are crushed in spirit.

¹⁹ Many are the afflictions of the righteous,

But the LORD delivers him out of them all.

²⁰ He keeps all his bones,

Not one of them is broken.

²¹ Evil shall slay the wicked,

And those who hate the righteous will be condemned.

²² The LORD redeems the soul of His servants,

And none of those who take refuge in Him will be condemned.

just wanted to share..i think i'll hold to this reason why im claiming na answerd ang pryer ko..
last sunday nagmass ako..ung pastor my tinatanong kung anu ung verse na dinidiscuss niya that day sa mga naki2nig..aun he mention psalm 34:7..un ung verse na nilagay ko sa phone ko..i intended to remember that and place it tlga sa blog ko for reflection.. not until i found ung verse tlga that goes..now i know kung y ko un d inerase sa notes ng phone ko..nice tlga...thank You LORD!! =D

⁷ The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear Him,

And rescues them.

Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

'cause you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay, yeah
Whoa-oh, stay, whoa

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray, (gray)

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

--> LSS ako sa song na to tska sa Helena ng My Chem Romance...
--> For my special someone..kay elephante..yuck!! hahaha.. princess kasi ako e..hahaha..
-->download nyo!! cute nan..

--> sbrang ok n ang lhat hopefully mag2loy 2loy na grbe ..answered prayer tlga.. thank you LORD!! as in..i love you..=D

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Angels Cry lyrics

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Angels Cry lyrics

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well it's hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
(please don't cry)
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why
(please don't cry)
I can't tell you lies

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
[repeat]

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words can't hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

- yeea..they cry especially pag d n kaya
...pero w8 lalaki kc kumanta neto e..d other way around ok..
ang eps mo ksi e..nai..bruha ka..grrr
- mali n yng kulay..hay naku..naiiyak n nga ako kasi d ko p tapos ung gnagawa ko..T.T
-download mo !! nyo n din..mwah

1st over night this 2nd term...

1st over night this 2nd term...

taksyapo!! punyeta!! ai ewn ko tlga...grrr.. kelan kelan ba ha??? talga sobrang argghhh...yoko n ng mag-aral may plano akong magLOA .. gusto ko muna magbreak!!! as in sobrang tired na ko..T.T but minding may situation.. i wanna get out from this shoes and try somebody else's shoes..o kaya maging paa n lng ako..?!! hay pwede dn..i just want to do want i really want..again im being selfish..tsk tsk ..grbe start p lng ng second term e dami n agad gagawin and problems.. i think i should be glad coz d pa ako mamamatay T.T dami ko p kc iniisip ..labo ko na nanaman..actually ngayn first over night ko this term..ntapos ko na ung dfd.kitams.. dfd p lang un ha..hay sobrang long loooong way pa...im tired but not sleepy.. i just dont want to mind anyone this week..ako muna ... labo at ang gulo ko e... nalilihis na nanaman ako sa sibilisasyon e..taong emotera ako.. as in..i wanted to isolate my self again..hay buhay..sobrang gulo...wanted to escape.bitter escape bwahahaha.pano ko kaya sasabihin ang aking paglayo? lalayo? pano? i think its better if that happened.. bakasyon muna agad..!?? yey!! but no..how i wish tlga..i want to try something new...i want to try something i long to do..hay hay buhay ang sipag ni carmz..pablog blog at download n lng ako dito e c carmz waaa as in focus..c jm aun rest muna,,hehehe sobrang simple lang..i dnt want to mind other people's view towards sa akin or even sa kanila..i want to be me.. really me..as in..i miss someone not so special..gusto ko lang makibalita..but i dont think he could find time pa to read this..i think busy n din un..update lng nya sana ako bout " life i think solve na ko..medyo similar cguro kami..so simple yet mas maganda ako..wahahaha joke..!! gusto ko magpadraw ..nung face ko, nung favorite screen ko which is watching the set of sun in an island n wlang kahit anu?!! pwede din talga..wahaha.. pero ako dun..
sobrang selfish noh..kahit one moment lang n for me..kahit sa ganto lng..ibang iba kc gusto ko mangyari sa buhay ko . i admire people n marunong magdraw..actually the drawing itself..elebs ako dyan..
paramdam ka bakla!!txt lng ok n ko...sarap kasi pag may naaasar ako e...nid fresh news at chika.. hay masokista tlga ako ... tpos na nga e..my buhay n un ng sarili yoko ko ng mangulit ... miss ko lng but it doesnt mean n im bad.. ok!! gusto ko na itong iend coz gacng n mom nijm..inaantok na e...basta wag nyo akong kausapin tom coz ill sleep 2 ur face...ZZ..signing off...mwah mwah!!

Ryan Philippe

Cruel Intention

Ai sya .. Nice! papable c Ryan Philippe..period .. NC!!!
ianski pa din!!! hahaha nagpost ako ng new!
haahaha

Sala

Sala

Pumikit akong may luhang sumisilid sa aking mga mata. Patuloy itong dumadaloy habang akoy nakahikbi at tila manhid sa pag iisip lamang ng mga bagay bagay na akala ko’y tinapos ko na noon pa. Patuloy pa din ang daloy ng mga luha na tila ngayon lang tumulo sa aking mga mata. Lungkot, pagsisi, at panghihinayang ang aking nararamdaman. Ako ang may sala…
Bago ko ilahad ito, naaalala ko ang mga salitang aking binigkas noon. Isang eksena na noo’y baliwala lang , panandalian lang, ngunit sa isip isip ko ito’y tumatak at naging isang palaisipan.

“I’m big enough and I’m liable with my actions! Whatever I do to my life I’m responsible to it” bulalas ko nang kami ng aking ina at kapatid ay nag uusap patungkol sa mga ikinikilos ko noong mga panahon na ako’y naging manhid. Manhid. Panandaliang patay sa mga nararamdaman ng mga tao sa aking paligid; sa aking pamilya.

Pinilit kong balikan ang mga pangyayari ngunit kalungkutan ang pumupukaw sa aking isipan marahil na di lingid sa akin ang mga saway at payo nila sa akin. Ngayon sa isip isip ko ako’y nagmistulang bulag sa sitwasyong aking kinalalagyan. Natatakot ako n dumating ang araw na iyon..araw na kung saan ako’y sising sisi..d ko lang alam kung paano, saan, at kailan…
ipagpapatuloy...

Horoscope for the day

Horoscope sa friendster..naman o naka2relate ako..hahaha

The Bottom Line

What you have been worrying about isn't a big deal -- it's merely a minor setback.

In Detail

Your feelings are what they are -- own them, and own up to them! Denying your emotions any longer will only delay the inevitable. Respect the way you feel and you'll teach others to do the same. Whatever hesitation you've been feeling about a relationship will disappear today when you get a phone call or email that sheds some much-needed light on the situation. What you have been worrying about isn't something you need to be worrying about -- it's merely a minor setback.

Horoscope ng Pisces..for ian

The Bottom Line

A small change you made weeks ago has created huge improvements you'll see today.

In Detail

A small change you made weeks ago has created a huge improvement in your life, and you will start noticing the rewards of your efforts today. Very soon, you'll be able to kick back, put your feet up, and let someone else worry about things for a while. Being passive isn't a character flaw ... it's an element of every balanced person's personality. Your quest for balance has been very successful, and this is one of the few final elements to incorporate into your life.

8th monthsary

8th Monthsary

Gosh!! first kiss ko to..lol

Goin strongly together..haha

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Feeling of what?!@!#

Feeling of what?!@!#

im scared but i have to face it. im threatened every time i think about it. it seems i dont know how to deal within it.. again. i just dont know. im waiting and hoping for the situation to turn out well as i was prayin for it everynight or even im reminded of it everytime. i absolutely dont know how. i was always reminded of the message that ive got in my phone..

the saying goes....Dear student, I see that you're tired. I tell you, drop your book & rest for a while. Why WORRY TOO MUCH about the fight? Smile. Be confident. All you have to do is to prepare well & be in school. Then, against the hundred questions that tired to destroy you, there i'll stand & rescue you. Passing the course requires not only Me nor you, but rather me & you. Just do your best & i'll take care of the rest. Your teacher, Jesus..

..im still holding this..until i'll know.. ..this is fuckin hard..i swear..sorry for the term ..there is no way i could say what i felt...just misses the old me..in some aspect..evaporate

Tweenteen..me

Tweenteen..

Ilang oras n lng twenty na ko..but i dnt feel like celebrating..still waiting for something to happened..sana positive..maybe un n ung best gift namare2ceive ko ever..sobrang d ko makakalimutan 2ng edad na to..and ill make sure na it'll be the start of new improved me..syempre i wont mention n ung mga bagay n gusto kong baguhin..mahirap mg change pero what can i do d b? ito ung choice n maigi..hay hay hay..hoping na maayos na..

Narration and Realization 101

Narration and Realization 101

How’s my day? (Kahapon n lng kwento ko)

Yesterday, deadline ng last requirement ko sa isang subject. Sa relsfor yon, survey research. Hekhek my honey helped me out sa proj ko and I want to commend how thankful I am for dat hehe. After non nagmeet kmi sa um.. d pa kmi dumiretso umuwi kasi 6pm p ung sfc ko e mga quarter to 3pm lng un.. so sinamahan ko c ian maglaro… ng ano? Malamang adik un sa mga comp games kaya aun one hour sya nagdota at kung ano pang games e talo nman…hehehehe after non d p kmi nakonteto nagsu2nog nga kmi ng oras e.. nag arcade kmi dun p din sa um.. oh well first time kong mag arcade dun.. d me ganung nagsaya kc medyo inaantok me dun.. nagloro ako once kaso ka2sawa kaya sya n lng naglaro…grbe adik tlga tsk tsk tsk .. naubos mga barya nmin kc talo sya lagi hekhek … but honestly isa cguro un sa mga gusto kong mga mangyari .. I mean gusto ko gwin kasama sya .. lyk watching him playing comp games etc..happy lng ako.. kc nga ang kulit nya mag react pag natatalo..wahahha. After nun, umuwi n kmi at sumakay sa van.. isa pa sa mga gusto kong mangyari pagmagkasama kmi e magkatabi kmi sa van or any trip..oh well d kmi magkatabi.. aun lng..pero we stayed close p din nman on d latter part n ng byahe..another p n moment n gusto kong gwin pagmagkasama kmi e ung dumadantay sya beside me pag magkatabi kmi .. oh well gusto ko un kasi I feel secure pag nka-wrap ung arms nya sken…yiheee!!..cool hekhek I also love n gwin nmin together is ung mag usap ng kung anu anu mapahone, cp, text, mail, ym or khit anu n means of communication..i think we understand each other well kaya nag e2njoy ako n kausap sya kc I already told him n ata un n we understand same things khit anu man un hehehe..kaya khit cguro tumanda kmi e gusto ko kmi lagi magkwe2ntuhan ng buhay buhay..hayz..neweiz….After nun napadpad kmi somewhere n ngyon ko pa lng npunthan.. aun napakain kmi ng kung anu anu…food trip kung food trip..buti n lng e malakas immune system ko hekhek kundi sumakit tyan ko..neweiz…after nun diretso n kmi dun sa miting place nmin ni kua joerie every sat sa jaca.. medyo pagod n ung honey ko non kaya d n nkasma..hayun kita n kmi ni kua jo nilibre nya muna me after nmin hated gf ..pretty ng gf nga swear ewn ko b anu gnaw ni kua n gayuma dun hekhek hek joke..she’s a supervisor sa cebu pacific at well nag inquire ako bka pwede me magflight steward ..hehee malamang may height requirement dun …T.T pero gud thing meron daw nakakapasok khit d..oh well my childhood dream of being a flight attendant e masasakatuparan ko na..wagi hehehe..dmi ko ng option sa mga plans ko for my career path ko like plan A..be a flight attendant..for 2-3 years probably..plan B..ok practice ko n ung field ko systems analyst na..while having that options I’ll make ipon for my masteral and sa pagsupport ng studies ng bunso kong kapatid..and last but not the least..plan C to go any apply job abroad to practice again ma field…sysmpre mga gmik at hang out kasama n dun sa mga plans ko..kasama n din probably ung pag-a2partment nmin ng mga eternal friends meaning mga friends ko since HS at magpasahanggang ngyon..syempre maka2limutan ko ba c n mama at papa oh well hindi noh..i’ll still help them sa pagtulong ko kay aubs sa studies nya sa college…since cya n lng mag-aaral smen..so pwede n cla lumarga at magfly sa abroad kasama ate ko kung/sana e mkawork cya dun…im glad kc unti unti n kmi nka2raos sa pag-aaral..khit mhirap e..hopefully my rewards nman ung pagtitiis nmin sa huli…hekhek hek pero dapat lagi cla healthy kc health is wealth d cla maka2larga nun pag d cla malusog....so back again sa mga nagyari saken yesterday..aun we waited sa tsekot ni kua tska lagi akong early bird dun..i ate many fud der while watching nina’s video sap sp ni kua cool nga ..hekhek..aun the event started na praise n talk n afterwards…dami n2man me natutunan ..actually I already knew dat narefrash lng ulit sa mind ko ung mga virtues na natu2nan ko…as a whole narealize ko lng na the Lord God used this opportunity para my iremind saken…esp sa sarili ko at relationship ko sa kanya.. I realize na his der all the time even though d n ko regularly umaatend ng mass or even praying at night and after waking up.. I fell unworthy being his daughter kasi malaki n ung changes n nangyari saken at sa relationship nmin in the past.. I think nagging busy tlga ako sa mga earthly activities at nalihis ng onti lng sa path na gusto nya for me… Kaya ung dating ng problems saken this past months e medyo d at ease dalhin.. but im happy kc d nya me ni-let go kahit ang layo ko sa kanya.. the Lord find ways and used someone n malapit sa akin to constantly remind me to be obey and follow his godly and holy deeds.. eventually d ko nman cguro instantly mababago ung nkagawian ko but I’ll just instill to my self na be reminded to be worthy child to him by simply acting and doin things that glorify him..actually lhat nman tlga ng mga nangyayari sa lyf ko khit d ko irequest or khit narequest ko s knya e my nagra2nt sya..khit matagal I just think n lng n his finding the right and perfect thing na deserve ko.. im happy kc medyo mahaba haba ang pagkwe2nto ko ng realization ko this moment.. tahimik kc ng ambience kya nagana ng maayos ung utaks ko e..hayz hayz..ano p ba.. hmm tama isa p pla n gusto kong ishare here is ung reason ko why im having online diary like my blog here..since then naging open sa public ang life ko…hekhek parang artista lang..but honestly gusto ko maglahad ng kwento ng buhay ko ditto for my future sons and daughter’s ko.. I mean they’ll be grateful kasi dey could read my blog even khit d na ko nag-e2xist..sad it my seems pero at least my naiwan akong marka kahit through online man lang… the thought n may nag-exist na ma. Angelic a manansala abaca sa world da bah???!!! Well aside don I think mas nagiging open ako sa nararamdaman ko while im putting it here.. no one will object or complain kasi this whole thing is mine ..the thought of it and all crap that im doin every single day or event in ,y life e nabubuhos ko dito..well basically that’s my point I also made this so that my honey will know how’s me in all aspect ng buhay ko mapamood swings ko this day man or physically or mentally disturb ako or wat..ok nalilihis na ako..medyo nake carried away n ako..insight un d bah..eneweiz…back to the topic.. im glad kasi dami ko naging mga friends dun..last time n attend ko dun e la me ganung nkausap ..well iba n next sat kasi my kakwentuhan at kdaldalan n me dun..hahahaha I really don’t find them different kahit naglevel up na ako as sfc..d ko pa nga naeenjoy ung pagiging yfc ko but buti n lng pwede p daw ulit me mag youth cute ..hehehe medyo naconfuse nga me sa religion ko e..half half ang lahat coz my mom christian sya while my dad catholic..per o before issue to sa family ko e..kasi nung una tlga catholic pamilya nmin pati relatives ko sa mother side … sa father kasi catholic sila e..e ngyon born again n cla…hmmm medyo confusing pero we still all believe in one God..nice d ba..d n cya issue smen hekhekhek…basta ako half half pwede s khit anu cuz I have God in me…tpos anu p ba ikukwento ko..hmmm aun sana pla e makasa ko c ian sa mga gantong activity..he said to me n d nya to trip..pero sana …malaking SANA e we could make it…impt kasi ung mga gantong bgay para maging fruitful at meaningful ang aming relationship at eventually family in the future…oh well this is it muna..kinda tired na I’l make kwento n lng probably 2m..huuuo//:o signing off.. mwahmwahmwah xoxome

…il post din probably tom ung kanta ko sa relationship nmin ni ian..abangan sa multiply ko…bwahaha.

….sana pag nabasa to ng mga anak ko in the near future e gayahin nla c mommy..not the naughty at sutil side of me but the good things in me…hekhek syempre daddy din nila..hekhek