OMG as in!!!

OMG as in!!!

OMG to the highest levels tlaga!!! waaaa i really dont know what to do.. someone propose ba ito?? kasi ganito un kagabi, jayson called me... wla lng nangangamusta since pauwi n din sila from venezuela and he said na he cant wait to see me on sept..@.@ waaa and then he miss me daw etc etc..
later kaninang umaaga he called me also to say na anu daw b ang sagot ko??waaa yes or no lng daw? waaa i didnt even hear kgabi na my sinabi sya n magic words saken..
well i just said na i have a bf already and he knows that and i dont want to hurt anyone and im happy na friends lng tlga kmi.. he said na he is fallin for me ek ek at kung anu anu pa.. and he will also respect what will be my decision.. cra kasi cuzn ko and he really pushes him to me.. nman my cuzn said na jayson loves me and he wanted to marry me?!? waaa
i have nothing to say since i know na di tlga pwede ung gusto nya mangyari.. nman o...he is looking forward to see me soon..
waaahay!!! why why why!!??
state of mind: really disturb!!!

Unfortunate day

Unfortunate day...:(



Ewan ko ba today.. lapitin ata ako ng kamalasan..puro bruises at pasa ang inabot ko..=( puro sugat mga kamay ko.. nagkapasa pa ako sa paa dahil nbagsakan ako ng CPU..buti n nga lang endi kuko e...hay nman eto pang mas malala ang dami kong pimples...nman o! :( sobrang tiring ang week na ito... i want to rest and buy a new something next week a book will do or magpafacial para gumanda.. hay i want something new to me.. i also want to have a new hair style?? i want blue highlights...hay so many things to wish but so many things to do din...i also have to prepare our thesis pa.. sa wakas ilang weeks na lng at matatapos n OJT ko...wheww!

Not so good yesterday

Not so good yesterday

Hay muntikan na naman ako mang away dito sa ofis. I really felt bad thats why i cry. Umuwi n lng ako after ko matapos ung task ko kahapon. Buti n lng pag uwi e my mama comfort me.. nakakamiss din ung mga advices nya pag may ganung situation. I never hesitate in telling her about what happen dito sa ofice. She just said that ganun lng talga sa office at marami ka pang ma-eencounter n mga ganyan since un ung work mo...Hay well so be it.. Some people tlaga akala biro lng kasi ang lhat... they don't see your effort kahit physically at mentally e pagod na pagod ka na..kung anu anu kasi pinagagwa e akala nman employee na ako dito ... hmmmp.. i'l never work here tlga.. i dont want to spend my entire career with this kind of people around me..NEVER