mode ko at nya: stupidity and moroness

mode ko at nya: stupidity and moroness

scene:nangyari lamang ng kaming muling ngchat at nag usap

astig ng mode ko: nasa trying to be friends again until we can wait and see mode (niki's theory)

status ko: relief whoho::ang saikt buti n lng nglog out ka na.. but still were ok..arent we.?:D hapi hapi p din

follow up na status ko:kung invi ka: magsaya ka na sa status ko kanina..3 secnds lng karmang naexperience ko..magsaya ka n tlga..mag aral k p din ng accouting ok kaya mo yan!..kw p..:D..somehw niki knows wats happening 2 me..

scenario: kachat ko si nel and his last mesage 2 me b4 he go is this..very striking hu? so come on read it..

we talked..kamustahan blues.. he is drank and got to post his final message to me

sabi nya: if everything happened in exactly at the right place and time, then everything could have been different, may be better. but that's not the case. the potential's always there, but it is realized at the wrong time. but as one tries to relive the "something (my term)," the being comes together, making it whole again... living in different realities is hard. but the world is small. and the potential is always there. today, it is may be sleeping. --- a summary of fr. roque ferriols lecture regarding potential and repetition. good night

haluan b ng intellect ang mga gnung bagay..tsk watw do i expect..sya un e..

sobrang harsh ng mga pangyayari..dpat ako tlga ang sisihin kung bakit ako at kmi nging ganito..stupid nga ako..cge na.. kaya ung karma gnun n lng kung humampas sakin.. define angelica abaya: gurl which is hard 2 understand..stupid tlga... but still.. im looking on the bright side..sapul tlga ako..d2 as in.. kasalanan ko tlga 2..nasa harap ko n sya dti tas tinanggihan ko..stupid me...

it start with my dream of him ... (narrate it next tym)

so feeling mo nman mkikipgbalikan tlga ako sau..cge na rejoice or laugh until u want...

realization of my relationships...read pagod na ko sau..look at the logic..

pag lumalapit ka, ayw ko = pag lumalapit ako, ayw mo..

congruent d ba..parang ung dati mong tinuro sakin sa trigo nten nung hs...

i want to resign; im sick and tired of this relationships, i think niki is right..i think i'll wait for somebody who i deserve to be with..

sana d kaw..belat ..im loser loser loser loser lose

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