pa circle circol circul lng ang buhay
somewhere in the middle !!!
kasi bangag ms c'=
currently listening to dishwalla - somewhere in the middle
ive been harsh well thats me pabigla bigla ...i want to drink...
to change my atmosphere may mayayaya` ba ako dito ? mga friendships ko ba game b dito?or anyone na di ko pa naaya before or i want a night alone with myself..starring at the stars across a field of grasses or the city basta mataas na lugar na abot tanaw ung mga bagay bgay while drinking lite.. meron bng gnun stress sa practicum? tingin ko ako lang un.. i want a condo. studio type.. i must invest... i wanted to start at that point... makita improvements ko unti unti mapupuno ng mga gamit etc while providing and helping my family... i wanted to start on scratch.. simple na lng ang gusto ko ngyon after ko makagrad. to work.to help my little sis to grad too in college.to live,love,enjoy life while spending mah own cash..to share wat i have.and to die peacefully.no more little me or perhaps marriage..i think madami mgagalit but dito in the future but im sori..i have many fears..future.. so many twist kaya wag dapt unahan ang mga bgay bgay. im still young and capable. i must right what i did na mali this past few years..i must start right away..like now?! i'll drink my last liquor and savor all my pleasures except comp games cause this would be the last..ive been selfish for the past years and i must live my life nman for others para sila nman sumaya.. 2 nights ko ng nilalabanan ung isipan ko to set it right its really really super duper hirap coz u dont know where tlga to start.. i want all to be happy , at di lng ako dpat ung masaya.. i must be the last one to be happy from now onwards until i die thats for sure c; and i'l do it right now starting this night...i have to fight for it even my heart and mind breaks..carry lng!
..hopefully that would be the last time posting my extreme emotion to someone..i dnt know.
..i want someone to appreciate too what im hearing ryt now..
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