so to start off..anu nga ba its been 2 years i think since my last post :))..natripan ko lng kc wla nnmn ako mkausap kundi sarili ko ..so i have to vent my ideas here har har..bare with it.. :D
theres alot of changes in me..super..so far i dont have any regrets except for one thing.. of course not to be able to grad on time.. but here's the big but..i dont feel sorry for my self dhil sa mga pangyayari kc kung d dhil dun hindi ako mgging mtatag na tao...actually d sya kawalan.. im seeing the bigger picture na e... i think unti unti akong lumalakas sa mga gnung pagkakataon..im human..ang pagkakaiba ko lng is im not following any norm ...im not tryin to please anyone but myself...im tryin to live my life the way i wanted..im happy... i know time will come for this kaya continue lang ang buhay... ako ung taong d titigil until makuha ko ung gusto ko... pero for sure d din ako msasatisfy after i grad.. hehe kc its just a diploma ...asa tao din ung initiative to move forward..
mrami akong taong nabigo, nahindian, naaway at madami pa over the years..but one thing's for sure.. pagnakakatayo na ako ng tuwid at wlang hawak definitely babalikan ko kau.. and prove that im not a failure instead a precious gem... may mga lupa lupa pa ako ngyn but over the years will surely be a priceless treasure sa mga minamahal ko...
na-uuber ang kasentihan ko kc nmn ...im really motivated magsulat while listening to music..
aside from this, i'd like to mention this..unsure nnman kc ako.. i think im fed up of loving someone..parang nmimiss ko ung singlehood..coz currently im in a relationship..parang sakto lng.. parang wlang masamang tinapay samen..tanggap ko sya and tanggap nya ko..we definitely love each other so much..but ..lagi tlgang may but...ewan ko lng talga feeling ko ako tlga ung may mali...kc eto ung nakikita ko ah... parang ung personal space nya as a human e nacover ko na din..which i think masama..kc wla akong para sken at sya for me..im not sure if its right..gusto ko ding may masabihan ng lhat lhat ..kaya bumalik ako sa blogging...mahirap pla magkarelationship..ha ha ha..msaya tlga at first..pero d ganoon forever..but d nmn ako anti ok...masaya ung feeling na narereciprocate ung love na binibigay mo...but in reality d nga gnun ...believe me... bwahaha
guyz if you're lookin for or naiinggit mgkarelationship..i have a piece of advice.. dont ask for it...totoo ang mga ksabihan ng mga matatanda belive me... it will just come whenever you're ready...parang iprepresent sau iyon in its perfect time moment kung anu man ung tawag nila...
i think for me... i've asked too early :))...which is not bad at all..ang kinagandahan lng is maaga lng ako namulat sa mga bagay bgay and naging malawak ung understanding ko sa love aspect..
i'll close this post with a simple saying...isa pang changes saken is mahilig ako sa mga inspirational and senseful na mga quotes..
"Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts. " - Winston Churchill
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