one of those days.. again

another heartbreaking attack..hay been bearing this loneliness for 5 years now..and  it cant be stop..unless..

so from now on..

i dont want to tell him everything in my mind from now on..i dont want to start anything with him from now on..its just me from now on..just me and my family and my own future and my own health..

i want to meet someone that is there in my good days and esp my bad moments..just listening to me..