+---2 tulog n lng....happy new year...!!!!

wahaha... tama 2 tulog n lng at new year nah!!!...pero bago yun... dapat tpucin ang taong 2004 ng maayos.. i mean kailangan na salubungin yung su2nod na taon ng maayos... maka2tulong kung c2mulan mo sa houz.. xmpre 2do linis ako ng mga kalat ko lalo na yung mga papers at kung ano2 pang xerox etc., cnunod kong linicn yung mga damit ko.. tinanggal ko yung mga damit n d ko n kailangan.. pinaayos ko din yung damit ng kapatid ko para maayos... buti na lng mayroon na akong mabi2gay sa host family ko sa cwts... xmpre di ko maka2limutan yung sarili ko.. ngpagupit pa ako ng buhok para swerte..hehehe....kailangan mging optimistic at realistic para buenas ako sa susunod na taon...khit na mdaming mga problems at mga pangya2ring inuwan 2ng taon na i2..like nung recent na tsunami...grbe ... mgpa2lit pa lang ng taon nanggyari pa yun..sus...hopefully talaga mging maganda yung su2nod na year 4 me and also 4 my frendzz and familly xmpre... hope ko na mging ligtas at masaya ang pagsalubong nmin ng new year!!!...
additionally: hope ko din na mging maganda at maayos ang mgi2ng plans ko 4 nxt year... at sna
sna... ahm.. sana...ahm...mangyari...ang ... ahm... yung.. ah e... ahm......ahm ...ahm ahm ahm ahm... !#$#$#%$%$^%&^&*&*)$%#$#$#%$^... ahm ...ayan tinataboy ko yung ....malas...hahahaha.....= D

+---lAnG KwEnTa--+

haha....nka2inis tlaga bkit kaya gnun ...ngyon lng ako nkagawa ng blog message....hahah
ewan ko ba... ngu2lohan ako ... kasi nman tong la kwenta kong kaibigan... nhulog n2man sa patibong ko...hehehhe...kaya ayun napa2icp n2man ako... dpat maging hapi sya khit pa2 ano noh d ko sya binasted... ha2yaan ko n lng sya na mgpa impress again and again to win ...dis dhung heart of mine ...hahaha...loko loko talaga ..inaalok ko ng other girla loo ayaw...kainis pano na yung priority ko... mawa2lan n2man ako ng concentration...

bkit kaya gnun no...kung cno pa yung gus2 ko ayw nman... at kung cno pa yung may gus2 sakin tinatanggihan ko pa...lang ya o!!! ..ang potah .....nai2nis na ko... yung code nwala...argh argh....kainis..!!!

christmas day!!! moment of the year...= D

...Atlas... this day had come. ..= D
...I'll so glad kc dumaan i2ng araw na i2 ng maayos khit na medyo malungkot kc sa crisis nga!!!..
..parang di hapi yung mga tao...
.....pero at least andun pa din ang essence ng celebration w/c is yung birth ni jesus....= D

BuTi nA lNg yUnG hInIHiNtAy kOnG MoMeNt bEforE AkO M2Log Ay NgYaRi...

.....i'll just type it here briefly....

nong christmas eve la tlaga akong magawa kundi ma2log, kumain at mgchat...tingin ko nga e maba2to lng ako dhil sa sobrang boring d2..heheh...pero ok sa part nla ma2 kc bumuti n din lagay ng sis ko...la ng sakit...
wala pati cna mama at papa nag last minute shopping pa sila before clang mgprepare para sa noche buena... e yun nag open lng ako ng mail at ng chat..nkachat ko lng c kuya mark we had a good conversation bout lyf and luvlyf...after nun kuya mark made a call d2 sa bhay... la lng just want to greet lng ...kwen2 ever ng mga grudges sa puso heheh...but at least it help in our part na ma ease yung mga kalungkutan na nafe2l namin khit pasko...

BOUT nman dun sa pinag u2sapan nmen e... samin n lng yun heheh...
da question i long to ask 4 my self is finally answered... nafeel ko yun... 22o at walang halong kaplastikan.. i think dat dis thing will happen again and again... until i finally got it.
In dat instance when he told his feelings 4 me. . i realize na sya na kaya? o baka wala lang?

.....YOKO munang pag usapan ang bagay na i2 ...Nxt tym n lng... nxt blog...hehehe...

NEWAYZ... ayun nga after naming mg usap ni kuya sa phone... i receive many text... greetings ng mga frends at kung cno cno pa.. i didm't expect na ta2wag c claire akala ko nman na yun nga ba2ti lng at manga2musta ... 2mwag din pla sya para sabihin na 2mawag daw ako kna nel.... ngtaka lng kc ako ,... d nman cla ngce2lebrate ng xmas ah? at ako pa ang ta2wag...hmp?!?

YUN pla... ngsabi lng ng burden nga ngyon xmas... ... nagthank you lng nung bday nya....... grbe detalyado ... hehehe......hehehe...binaggit din nya yung feeeeeelings na2man !!! oh no!! nya daw again sa kin...gulo noh...!!! ..= [

ANG Moment... na pinakahihintay ko ay i2... whahahahiehiehehe.... ilang minutes na lng kc at mg chri2stmas na... iniexpect ko pa nman na may mg text o kaya my 2mawag man lng sa kin w/c is c Mr. Ralph Sialdon "don" Acoba...hahehehe... ayun... ng miscol sya after nming mg usap ni nel.... nagparinig me na im expecting nga na my bumati man lng bago mg christmas...heheh he replied na could i giv him 20 mins... hahah sinaka2 p tlaga sa xmas.... ayun 2mwag lng sya at ayun n nga ...yun yung moment na pinakahi2ntay ko ... para pagtapos nun chibugan na at pahinga.... sa 22o lng after he called i just fell asleep sa sobra atng saya ...waheheh di din ata ako nka2log dahil sa ngputukan na d2 ...ang layo noh!!! xmas tpos ngputukan wahehehe...

EVERY LITTLE THING (he does is magic)

Though I tried before to tell him
All the feelings I have for him in my heart
Every time that I come near him
I just loose my nerve
As I've done from the start
('cause) Every little thing he does is magic
Every thing he does juust turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on

Do I have to tell a story
Of the thousand rainy days since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me who ends up getting wet
I resolve to call him up
A thousand times a day
And ask him if he'll marry me
In some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reached the phone
Long before my tongue has stripped me
Must I always be alone

Every little thing
Every little thing he does
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic

MISS YOU

Miss you...
Everyday and every night
this feeling I fight, try as I might
but I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright
Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now
I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you (I miss you)
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too
Miss you
All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can't bear it boy, alright
When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as might to hide the tears,
and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near
Miss you...

STILL Surviving.........HAY!!!!....= D

HAY BUHAY!!!!

sa wakas tpos n ang mp ko!!!! hope na maging maganda at maayos ang demo ko 4 2m.....grabe hectic na hectic tlaga ang sched ko dis term

....ISA PA NTIN ANG EXEGESIS hay nku!!!!....sana mging fruitful at productive ang mga pinaghihirapan ko.... para makabawi....=D

one week n lng at finals na ... at pag tpos nun e... SEMBREAK....yahoooo.!!!

kaso di pa dun ngta2pos ang mga burdens at mga g2win ko...dhil the next panigurado mhirap pa din... thank God dhil he never fails to help and guide me ...hehheheh.....thanx dhil pinala2kas nya ako through all of this.....

.........= )

it's hard to say i'm soryy....... daw!!!!!!

my title is quite not suitable....

about want had happen last day....

i'm so glad kc ngkaayos na kmi ng long lost friend ko...

and that really matters 4 me....

we've been together almost 2 years way back in h.s.

he is really my best pal... kaso d talaga maiiwasan ang mga pagtatalo

at inisan.... di man kmi ngkita...

nka2long tlaga ng malaki ang ym at xmpre ang suspensyon ng class...

hope ko sana pag ngkita kmi e mabalik yung bondness na naudlot...

i'm really happy even though madaming requirements dahil malapit na yung finals

namin at least naayos nmin yung past past conflict nmen...

gudluck na lng sa kin...

hope mapasa ko lhat ... para happy ang xmas at vacation...

whahihihih....= D

........sentiments of mine..........

i always fall in and out of love all over again...

and that really sucks...

i try not to mind their feelings esp. if it is for me...

but it doesn't change the fact that i should try to let them know

that i don't want to do the same mistakes i did before...

i'm somewhat difficult to understand when it comes to relationshps...

....dis was taken in my description in friendster.......

i'm somewhat tired of having that state in my lyf...

i try not to mind it but it really sink in2 my mind... whahehe..

hope to have other ways to mend this event in my lyf ....

could der be some one again that will catch me ...

or could der be something miracle that might happpen ...

.....abangan...hahahahaha...............= D

Everytime - Janet Jackson....= ( huhuhu

I'm afraid I'm starting to feel
What I said I would not do
The last time really hurt me
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause everytime I fall in love
It seems to never last

But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause everytime I see your face
My heart does begin to race every time

One half want me to go
Other half wants me to stay
I just get so all confused
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time
My heart does begin to race every time
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
'Cause every time I fall in love
It seems to never last

Every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
'Cause every time I see your face

Could it be that this will be the one that lasts
The fear does start to erase every time
Oh could it be that this will be the one that lasts
For all my times

potah!!!!!!!!!#$@#%#$^$%

**** ewn ko ba kong bket ako gumawa n2...ang potah!!!!!!!!1

argh!#%$#$%^%&

hahahah ihihihihih...pa angasan pla 2 ah heheh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kairita...