is it for real??

is it for real??

one thing i thought when i woke up this morning...is it really happening to me? waaa grbe na ito!!! im sick!!! i wana cry.. i want them to know that im sick but hell not coz they'll be angry for the cause/reason of it... is it really for real..eto n b ung mga signs n were not meant for each other?? is it? i really love ian so much..and God knows that.. but eto n b tlga ung intruder n ta2pos ng lhat sa amin... im really bothered... i wanna cry and tell someone about the things going in my mind and tell what really my condition is..but heaven gracious no....every time i think of it and other related things with it... i just feel worried, sad, and hopeless.. i never regret the things that happened to me but if this is really the prize for it... i have to accept and live life...as the way it is...updated!!


//d,j,j,i,a

long time no update...

long time no update...

thats ryt!!...hay just visit my multiply site if u want...ryt now im addict in pc games as in...T.T
hmmm 3rd term is about to end and in a matter of weeks waaa mag-O2jt n ako and i'll be doin or we'll be doin r project!!! i hav to learn .net in a short span of time waaa how is dat???!!...i hav to do what im suppose to do thats mah motto>.<...hopefully guys ur doin good also...lets continue to reflect even if its not holy week...dats for now...hopefully i could update it more often...sayounara!!

Oh come on!!

Oh come on!!

Grabe ha!! this past few days e.. warrr kami ni ian!!-.-as in awy tas bati... haay sobrang liit lang nman nung mga pinag aawayan nmin...ai nku tlga!!! get lost mga bwsit na intruders sa friendster ko at nya okie!! pakelam b ha!!!;p neweiz hope na we could spend time each other na d kmi nag aaway...-.- ;p

----> midterms ngyn kaya bz bzhan ayt!!! babush!!!
----> news: fyi magpre2sent ako at ang vp nmin for the how 2008... ibang level tlga, nominated kasi mga project nmin and hopefully it'll turn out just fine/okie... bigatin din mga kalaban nmin..hooh!! wish us luck!!!


---> hope we all pass our midterms!!! onti n lng guys!!! we could do it!!!=D
---> Godbless!!!tc!

Happy V-day!!1

Va-len-tines..ss

First and foremost happy Valentines day 2 all my friendz!!!

Basically, aun lng ung post ko!!!






Mag-enjoy kau sa mga jowaers nyo..or if wala with family and friends n lng!!! hehehe peace spread the love..!!! mwahh =D

ange!!! tandaan mo to!

waaah...ange!!! tandaan mo to!

ai nman talaga o kanina good mood ako..ngayon boraot na!!tf i just dnt know basta yoko and indi ko feel and mga pinag iicp ko ngayn.. i have to achieve my goal this week.. maiinis tlga ako pag di ko na attain un...T.T

->una wag malate this week
->pangalawa wag maging magastos (as much as possible talaga)
->pangatlo maging pa good girl na !!@.@ icontrol ang dapat icontrol
->pang apat careerin and acads
->panlima makapag mass 2 times or 3 times this week...
->pang anim makapag swim para magtone nman khit unti katawan ko

->major accomplishment ko would be mabili ung pinag iipunan ko this week!!! actually kakikayan lang un hahahaha pero sasaya na ako pag naaccomplish ko un bec that means im in control ng mga bagay bagay.. really ... i dont want to slip away the chances na maaring mangyari..as long as i could handle and control things up nasa civilizasyon pa ako... meaning little by little e may pa22nguhan nman ung buhay ko.. i mean may direction ba.. grabe i wanted to act and be mature mag icp coz ang panget nman pag indi...i wanted to think mature Un uN! to simplify just wanna use my brain sa mga bagay bagay n may sense ba!! kaboraot tlga pag di..nabobobo kasi ako..nakakahawa..yikes!!!

--? sori for this post napeste lng...*.* hay back to doin acad stuff again..babushh!!


......basta azarness talaga pag di un natupad!!!amp!

How to start updates like this........

How to start updates like this........

-> okie eto na mag uupdate na ako but i dunno where to start..to begin na lang i'll just narrate briefly what had happened to me last term, during the xmas vacation and up to this very day...

-> First stop, my acads were doin fine but not my gpa last term.. but thank God i was enrolled..so many blessings that come my way that i have to thank and thank...especially people that helped me up with this...dont know how to repay them but i'll make sure that they're not gonna regret even if they did but we just dont know what will happend in the future..i really hope it will turn out to be what i deserve..neweiz i dont want to assume much regarding with this i'll just do what im supposed to do...skip

-> Next stop what did i do last xmas vacation??... oh well, i work. Yes im sure with this again. Yah again i averted my self to relax and just be with my loved ones that holiday season but again i didnt feel i was alone becoz their so many reason not to be sad about that hahaha... neweiz im glad because during that 24 days stay in NCO ive meet people with nice and not so nice identities..hahahah basta they've been part of my life na.. some made my stay their worthwhile but not the work itself because you know being a call center agent is a stressful work..you have to comply with this and with that...jahe!!! basta i enjoy the company of my co-workers but not the work or field itself ok...anu pa ba.

-> love life ??? anyone!!?? hahaha i dont know ian and I were going steady coz we've been together for a year or so.. I love him so so so much and i believe he loves me too but there are times na u know masusubukan tlga ung trust nya and trust ko sa kanya.. i just believe and take what he says.. esp if its all about in our relationship.. i dont regret na pinili ko sya for once ever hanggang ngyon kahit na maraming intruders and ian knows about them..yikes... i dont want to hide or do something that i'll regret in the future.. i just want to be still and i hope in time na we could be really together.. i hope that we could withstand all.. hayzzz long long way pa nga..d nman ako nagmamadali.. were enjoying each others company as of now... im happy and secure everytime im with him coz i know he accepted me for who i am and i also do the same for him..basta mahal ko lang talaga sya without any pretentions period..

->boys boys boys *.*... i just dont want to flaunt or make yabang but im not a chickgirl..if theirs a term for that.. i dont want to be labeled as makapal ang mukha or yabang or feeling coz im not that type.. but ever since my hs friends know that im not turning down or hindering anyone who gets should i say attracted na lang to me..cause you know y?? i just dont what for that person to feel that he/she is rejected by someone.. un lang i know i commited with someone and i perhaps he felt selos with them but still he knw it already i just dont want to talk about that much... masayahin na sumpungin lang ako but im not bad and im dont intend to hurt anyone.. me na lng..d bale na lang ako mahurt that feel guilty about it..ryt ryt hahah...o tama na

->Family aun kaboom nanaman kailangn ko magpagood shot all over again with may papaita dearest.. as in bitter ever sa akin e.. hayz basta message ko sa mga?! magiging anak ko in the future dont be hard headed like me..hahahah..

-> Friends lotsa of them.. i dont think nagkukulang me dun but definitely im with them anyway and they know it.. just call or text me and i'll be there..fyn gullible na nga ako nabiktima na ako ni jeric!!! at ni jonnel sa text.. mga wlanya kau.!!! argghh hahaha

-> Anu pa ba?? ya i almost forgot ung reunion thingy namin nung mga gs batchmates ko sa sacre.. hahah as in evolution to the max ang drama ng mga tao dun.. tameme nga lang ako sa iba na di ko gnung ka close.. malaro lang kasi ako na bata nung gs and i do excell but not that much,.. i just enjoy being a kid back then kaya no string attached or any emotions when we've meet..unlike hs.. ung sa iba like lyka, ozelle, or kristine via phone.. medyo closey closey lang kmi unlike tlga ung iba as in nastar struck lang at na amaze lang ako nung nyt na un hahaha.. i hope to have a reunion again with them!!! magdadala na ako ng yearbook un ang solution ko ...hahah i dont even know their names e but i do recognize some of their face!!! hahah lol

->anu pa nga ba?? party, gimmick gimmick lang tska anu pa.. kainan..food..tulog..text..hahah kulitan asaran anu p ba mga nagawa ko.. aun i havent seen my relatives last reunion.. sad kasi less ung pabuya... ahhaha kidding i know im big enough for that hahaha but still i havent made chika chika with my cuzn'z etc etc.. neweiz i havent change nman e.. im still the sweet reserve bright obedient angeline they know heheheh.. fyn partially lng!!! anu pa ba...

-> ya i need to fill or feed my spirit with gospel... feeling ko un ung task ko na need ko mafulfill para macomplete me hayz... i must tlga to be obedient na.. neweiz im getting tired and mind you mahirap magflash back sa mga nangyari sa akin in the details.. neweiz i wanted to talk all the people that made my life colorful at times and tough at times too... and im thanking God for all the blessings tlga..all the glory to him...signing off for now...
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Stolen

Stolen

non sense title for my non sense entry today hehehe wala ako sa wisho mag update at magdrama ....all i can say is that as of now im red headed na hahah for a change!!!!probabaly sunday or monday ko maupdate!!! n my sense n un ...ciao!






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kay tagal kong hinintay

kay tagal kong hinintay...

kay tagal kong hinintay ang araw at moment na to...namakapag update dito wahahaha...
hayz kainis ksi binlock nila 2ng blogger sa nco...hayz eneweiz..bwaahahaah ewn basta masaya ako sa mga nangyayari sa akin as of now heheh..dont know but im happy ... =D

lapit na xmas and and wala lang malapit lang sya at masaya kmi hahaha..

im thanking God for all the blessings i had receive and will be receiving .. im happy with my acads, my family?, my friendssss lots of them, and my luvlyf. of course excited ako kasi malapit na onting tiis n lang at i'll be on my own..hahaha yipee..

neweiz im signing off..hungry hungry ...=D

Advance Merry Xmas and happy New Year!!! Godbless to all!!!

santa santita!!!

Santa santita!!

Hay segway lang di daw nagmamano ang boi ko unlike my sis honey..hmm ai ewan wla akong macomment e sa ganun ugali nun la akong magagawa...baka sa ibang lalaki na lang nila probably mahanap un..naman pag nagbigay ung kapalaran ng iba..ibang surpirse baka. cge go lang...
hay hay medyo nag eenjoy ako sa pakikinig ng mga xmas songs hehehe..while doin novel analysis...feel na feel ko na ung xmas hehehe fine i'll enjoy

hay hay hay hopefully 2 terms na lang ako.. my mom really pressures me kahit d ganung implied..hehehe i've explained kasi hows my situation na..hay d ko na lng iniintindi ung TOR ko kasi baka mabaliw ako basta ok CGPA ko pwede na un d lang nman un ung basis to land on a good job.. since sabi ni ate patty feria i must also consider my extra curricular activity..dat would give edge with other co-college graduates nman i got her point...i told dat to my mom but then hehe nabanas lang ..

oh well after college perhaps my life will start then i'l prove them wrong at ung ibang mga fans ko na umeepal epal at mahilig umilirat at maghalungkat ng kung anu anu mga tsismis at paninira sa akin and to may family.. damn all of them..bwahahaha..im not being wicked be ready lang mga eps..coz I'l succeed for sure since malakas kami sa taas..hehehe..even though naglay low ako nitong college ko, im definitely sure i'll perform my best at my work as in career kung career..i'l pursue my big dream..kailangn maging ambisyosa hehehe .. i must aim high kahit medyo imposible nga to!!..im dreaming to be a cio of an international company !!! nman d ba bigatin..i'l make my mami and dady proud of again like when i was in high school.. nman kasi d ako nchallenge ngayn coz i have my own tym hehehe epal ko tlga..i wont waste tym and im definitely sure i wont waste somebody else's tym like my beloved sponsor..hehehe as in nman they are part of me especially his wife and his family...since they invest on me so damn hard.. pero i know they had a lot nman ehehehe..ewn ko iba talga si God .. ang creative nya.. pinakukulay nga ang buhay ko.. may twist ng onti ehehehe..nice nice..OK back to work!!!

I'll reminisce alot especially im on my way to tweenties...hehehe i must be and push my luck in all hahahaha!!!!

When You FALL IN LOVE

When You FALL IN LOVE (Debunking the Myths That Are Driving You Crazy)
By: Bo Sanchez

This article isn't for teenagers only. Falling in love happens to the young and the not-so-young. (Did you see 42-year-old Tom Cruise jump up and down Oprah's couch because of Katie?) I t happens to everyone. Fat, thin, tall, short, intelligent, uneducated, holy, not so holy, dark, white, yellow, green... it doesn't really matter. All of us fall in love. And we get stuck in myths that drive us absolutely crazy. My goal is to debunk these myths and convince you not to believe in them. Let's begin....... ...

MYTH 1: LOVE WILL CONQUER ALL Let me qualify. This is such a tricky myth. Because love ----- as defined by the Bible ------ will conquer all. But love ------ as defined by glazed-eyed lovers ----- will not. If you believe in this myth, you might do the following: You overlook major obstacles in your relationship. Everyone you know is wondering why you chose that creature from outer space as your boyfriend. Your bestfriends are telling you to get rid of him. Your family is telling you to throw him out of a running vehicle. Aling Rosa of the sari-sari store across the street is telling you to lace his drink with poison. But you won't --------- because you're in love. That's why there are songs entitled, "you and me against the world"
Your bestbuds comment, 'but he's been jobless for the past three years!" And you say, "He's free-spirited. He feels boxed in when he's in the office. '(in other words, he's undisciplined, lazy bum.)
Your officemates say, 'He flirts with other women constantly!' and you say, 'No, he's just friendly.' (in other words, he's a pervert) Your cousins say, 'He's taking drugs, He's got needle marks all over his arm. And you say, 'No, he's into cross stitching.' You overstay in toxic relationships, believing that your love will change him. The wedding doesn't transform anyone. Even if three Popes officiate the wedding. The person you'll march with into the church will be the same person you'll march with out of the church. He doesn't change one bit. In fact, the marriage makes the hidden more obvious. If he was selfish before he got married, he will be even more selfish after the wedding. If he was hypercritical before he got married, he'll even be more vile and prolific with his criticisms after wedding.

Here's the truth : You need more than feelings of love to make a relationship work. You need mature character, total commitment and a minimum level of compatibility.
Especially compatibility in the area of values and mission in life. I hear people say, 'We're compatible. Our names begin with the same letter J. My name is Julie and his name is Julio. We're both born in July." Wow. That's so deep, I want to cry.

MYTH 2 : WHEN IT"S TRUE LOVE YOU WILL KNOW THE MOMENT YOU MEET THE OTHER PERSON I'm sure you've had this experience before. You are in a crowded room. You're surrounded by boring, noisy chatter when, suddenly, this gorgeous guy enters the door. Your eyes meet. Instantly, time stands still. The universe grinds to a halt. Except for this attractive man in front of you, everything in your vision becomes a giant blur. The hubbub of the crowd becomes a soft muffle and, from out of nowhere, you here gentle violin music from the background. One week later, he's your boyfriend. A few weeks later, you discover that your boyfriend's a pathological liar, buried in credit card debt, borrows money from all his girlfriends (you're his eight in six months). Your mind says, 'Dump him' Your heart says, 'But it was love at first sight!' Here are the consequences ... You become so focused on the magical first moment, you become blind to the dark side of the relationship. Six out of seven days, you're fighting with your boyfriend. But you can't give him up because you met each other in such a magical moment. Your car keys fell and he picked it up, and then your eyes met, you smelled his deodorant, and you dropped your keys again ......How can you not be meant for each other? You become a love-at-first- sight junkie that you could miss out on the 'real thing'. One intelligent woman told me, 'Bo, there's this guy who's courting me. He's okay. He's kind, he's responsible, he has a good job.......' "I could hear a 'but' coming ," I said. 'but there are no sparks!" she bit her lip. "No violin music playing in the background huh" "none. When I see him, the background music I hear is lululalu-lalulalula lei..." "listen. You don't need a magical first moment to meet our potential husband. The important things are mature character, financial responsibility, ability for commitment, compatible mission and values..." I actually met this girl again on her wedding, and before she marched down the aisle, she whispered to me, "Do you hear the violin music, Bo? It's loud and clear." It doesn't have to be love at first sight.
In fact, marriages with the least adjustments are those between friends who've known each other for years before they realize that they're good marriage material.
What is love at first sight? Many times, it's lust at first sight. Or infatuation at first sight. Don't give it too much weight. Here's the truth: it takes a moment to experience infatuation but true love takes a lifetime.

MYTH 3 : IF IT IS TRUE LOVE YOU WILL FEEL THIS WAY FOR EACH OTHER FOREVER No, you won't. Here are the consequences for believing this myth : You panic when the feelings wane, and wonder whether the marriage is over and whether you really loved one another in the first place. Imagine the night of your honeymoon. Your new bride is sleeping. The cotton curtains are gently swaying in the cool breeze. You gaze at her lovely face. You study her soft cheeks. Her long eyelashes. Her beautiful nose, her parted red lips. And all of a sudden, she snores. "Ngggggggooork" How do you react? Because it's your honeymoon, you say, 'How cute.' Six months down the road, the same scene transpires. Your wife is sleeping. And the same cotton curtains are gently swaying in the cool breeze. And you hear her snore. "Ngggggoork. " What do you say? "Ssssssheeeesh, Honey! You sound like a boat!' What has happened? The feelings have gone. Let me say this: 'That's normal. It happens to everyone. But it doesn't mean your love is gone so don't panic! You can make a decision to love the snoring boat. You start blaming your partner for the loss of love This is nutty. But many people do it: when we don't feel in love, we think it's the fault of the other person. And so we fight him. Again, we fall out of love because we're human beings. It's nobody's fault. The moment you fall out of love, the real work begins . Let me explain. This is the most important point I'm going to make. (I got this from Scott Peck in his bestseller book, The Road Less traveled) Falling in love isn't love Here's why. When you fall in love..... a. No decision is required. Falling in love just happens. b. No effort is required. Falling in love is like.... Well, falling. c. No hard work is required. Falling in love is being bitten by the love bug. On the other hand, true love requires all three : Decision, effort and lots of hard work. In the Bible, love is a command. You make it happen. Sure true love can only happen after you've fallen out of love.
When you begin choosing to love, even if you don't feel like doing it ---- that's true love. And that's the foundation of a lasting marriage.

MYTH 4: YOUR PARTNER WILL FULFILL YOU COMPLETELY Again because falling in love satisfied you completely ----- you want the same satisfaction to last. No it won't. Consequence? You might fail to recognize a good relationship because your partner isn't fulfilling the needs you should be fulfilling yourself.
Here's the truth: the right partner will fulfill many of your needs but not all of them . There are just some things your husband can't give you: you're self-worth. Your spirituality. Your inner happiness. These are things you have to work on your own.
I've met lots of people who think they're dissatisfied with their marriage. In reality, they're dissatisfied with themselves. I've met lots of people who think they're bored with their marriages. And they complain to the high heavens how boring their husband or wife is ---- when in truth, they're really bored with life. Meet your own needs. Find your happiness in God. Find your niche, your calling, your destiny. And then share your joy with your spouse.

MYTH 5 : IF IT'S TRUE LOVE YOU WON"T BE ATTRACTED TO ANYONE ELSE If you believe in this myth, you panic when you get attracted to someone else, questioning the authenticity of your love for your spouse. One man told me, 'Bo, I love my wife. Or I thought I did. But then I met this woman at work. She has nice make-up. She smells nice. She wears a pencil-cut skirt. When I go home, my wife is wearing a drab rag. Her hair is undone. She smells of vinegar. Gosh I am attracted to this girl at work." Being attracted to someone is normal ----- even if you have a happy marriage. But being attracted doesn't mean falling into adultery. Every time you think of the other woman, discipline your heart and say, 'Home, boy, Home!' and escort your heart back to your wife. Because if you feed your attraction with fantasies and constantly think about the other woman, it grows. But if you starve your attraction, it dies a natural death.

-- Kerygma (June 2006)

Update

UPDATE

udate: check this link---> lscs : new website of lscs (mah org!\m/)

tas ung mga links din ng mga friendships ko...probably il update this pagbalik ko from the retreat.. =D

What Men Want in a Relationship

What Men Want in a Relationship

by Coach Rinatta Paries

I have discovered a stark contrast between what each sex thinks
the opposite sex wants from them, and what the opposite sex
really does want.

What women think men want from them causes women to have resentment and anger toward men, and feel hopeless about ever developing a wonderful, warm, romantic partnership. What men think women want from them causes them much of the same feelings
and frustration.

The sad part is that it does not have to be this way, if only we would realize that both men and women are human beings first and pretty much want the same thing. But, you don't have to take my word for this.

I asked a number of men and women who are actively involved in personal growth and development what they want from a partner in order to build a great relationship. You will find their answers unexpected. Discover what men said they want from women as contrasted with what women think men want. You'll also find tips for women to give men what they want, attract a great man, and create a wonderful relationship.

1. Men want honest, timely, loving communication.

Honest communication is top priority for men. They want a woman who answers questions honestly, and perhaps even volunteers information. They want a woman who confidently asks for her wants and needs to be met. They want a woman who can see the truth and tell it like it is while communicating with kindness. Men want a woman who can communicate without being too critical, who cares about preserving his and her dignity.

Women think men want them to be superficial, to keep quiet about their needs or wants, and never to ask for anything. Women think men believe them to be too needy and too sensitive, and that men simply want women to get over it. Some women believe they do not have the permission to tell it like it is, that they will be rejected for speaking up.

**A Tip for Women**
Great men want and need straightforward, courageous communication without anger or criticism. One way to attract a great man and build a satisfying relationship is to learn how to communicate your truth and needs effectively.

2. Men want self-sufficient, secure, confident women.

Men want a woman to choose them out of want rather than out of desperation -- either materially or emotionally. Men need to be wanted and needed by their partners, but they want their partners to have a separate identity. Men want a woman to be active and independent, to have her own friends and interests.
On the other hand, men treasure time spend with a loving partner.

Women think men don't want women to need them. Women think men do not need or appreciate time spent together as a couple. Women believe that showing a man he is needed will turn him off and
possibly make him run away.

**A Tip for Women**
Men want what women want -- a whole partner. One powerful way to attract a great man and build a vibrant relationship is to create a full, rewarding life for your own fulfillment.

3. Men want a manipulation-free relationship.

Men want no manipulation of any kind. They do not want to read their partner's mind or try to interpret signals. They do not want to be forced to move faster in a relationship than they are ready. They do not want to be manipulated into taking all the blame for things gone wrong. They do not want to be on the receiving end of game playing.

Women think men want little or no communication, and the only way to get needs met is through manipulation. Women think men either need or want to be reminded that the relationship needs to move forward. Women think men don't want or value praise and acknowledgement, and so tend to only verbalize criticism.

**A Tip for Women**
Men will not tolerate manipulation of any kind for any significant length of time. To attract a great man and build a wonderful relationship learn to ask without hesitation for what you want and need in every area of your life. Learn to be aware of his timing and his timeline. Learn how to acknowledge and bestow praise.

4. Men want growth, personal responsibility, and ownership.

Men want a partner who can laugh at herself and who has courage and strength. They want a woman who can see her part in relationship dynamics and own it. She has to be emotionally stable. Men want a woman who is developing herself personally, and who takes responsibility for her emotional experience.

Women think men only want to have a good time. Women think men have no interest in developing and growing a relationship or developing and growing themselves. Women think men want women who are super models, and that they never consider whether a
woman is emotionally mature, kind, supportive, or loving.

**A Tip for Women**
Men want women who are emotionally mature. Maturity does not mean lack of emotions. It does mean the ability to handle emotions responsibly. To attract a great man and build a long-term relationship, learn to take responsibility for your emotional experience and expression.

5. Men want fidelity and a commitment to the relationship.

Fidelity is an absolute must. In fact, men want a woman who does not have a "roaming eye" and who can wholeheartedly commit to the relationship. Many may define commitment as fidelity plus the willingness to work on the relationship -- even when the going gets tough.

Women think that all men want is sex, and that men will leave a relationship for the next prettier face. Women think men cannot be trusted to be faithful. Women believe men do not want to work on a relationship; that when the going gets tough, they run.

**A Tip for Women**
Here is great news for those women who are resigned to the myth that all men cheat: infidelity and "a roaming eye" are as distasteful to men as they are to women. Great men know how to build a wonderful relationship, and they know fidelity is the main ingredient.

6. Men want women who know how men need to be treated.

Many women treat men in ways that diminish their egos, making them feel inadequate. Men would rather have more praise, more acknowledgement of what they do right, more acknowledgment that they are great guys who are loved and appreciated.

Women think men do not need them, do not value their opinion, their support, their praise. Women also think men do not care about many things important to women, which is why they criticize. Criticism is a way to verbalize resentment.

**A Tip for Women**
Most men want acknowledgement and appreciation from women. Learning to acknowledge instead of making your partner wrong is one of the most powerful relationship survival tools available to you.

Your Relationship Coach,
Rinatta Paries.

****cge na iconsider na sila..ahaha kidding.. i've just spotted this article in yahoo..hahah****

im done with the ntbk

im done with the ntbk..

im done reading the notebook! some quotable excerpt from the book:

Noah mentioned this:
"My father used to tell me that the first time you fall in love, it changes your life
forever, and no matter how hard you try, the feelin' never goes away. This girl you been
tellin' me about was your first love. An no matter what you do, she'll stay with you
forever." - from page 16

Another scene is when Noah met Allie again:
"If you're happy, Allie, and you love him, I wo'nt try to stop you from going back to him.
But id there's a part of you that isn't sure, then don't do it, This isn't the kind of
thing you fo into halfway." - from page 47

Noah said this line:
"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic
and common sense. That's what it was like for me. i didn't plan on fallin in love with you,
an i doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that
neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our
differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like
that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared
in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it." - from page 102

Some of the letters that was worth reading are:
Noah's letter for Allie..she read it before meeting his fiance..actually confuse kung cno
sa dalawa hahaha...pero nice ito!

My dearest Allie,
....
You and I different. We came from different worlds, and yet you were the one who taught me
the value of love. You showed me what it was like to care for another, and I am a better
man because of it. i don't want you to ever forget that.
i am not bitter because of what has happened. On the contrary. i am secure in knowing that
what we had was real, and I am happy we were able to come together for even a short period
of time. And if, in some distant place in the future, we see each other in our new lives, I
will smile at you with joy, and remember how we spent a summer beneath the trees, learning
from each other and growing in love. And maybe, for a brief moment, you'll feel it too, and
you'll smile back, and savor the memories we will always share together. Iloveu,Allie. Noah

Again last and final letter..medyo naiyak me dito.ka-touch!! Q.Q
Dear Noah,
...
We have lived a lifetime most couples never know, and yet, when I look at you, I am frightened by the knowledge that all this will be ending soon. For we both know my prognosis and what it will mean to us. I see your tears and I worry more about you than I do about me, because I fear the pain I know you will go through. There are no words to express my sorrow for this, and I am at a loss for words.

So I love you so deeply, so incredibly much, that I will find a way to come back to you despite my disease, I promise you that. And this is where the story comes in. When I am lost and lonely, read this story - just as you told it to the children - and know that in some way, I will realize it's about us. And perhaps, just perhaps, we will find a way to be together again.

Please don;t be angry with me on days I do not remember you, and we both know they will come. Know that I love you, that I always will, and that no matter what happens, know I have led the greatest life possible. My life with you.

And if you save this letter to read again, then believe what I am writing for you now. Noah, wherever you are and whenever this is, I love you. I love you now as I write this, and I love you now as you read this, And I am so sorry if I am not able to tell you. I love you deeply, my husband. you are, and always have been, my dream...Allie

Nice talaga!!!preview nman ng the wedding!!
Actually continuation ito ng the ntbk.. life nman ng anak ni Noah na c Kate at husband nyang c Wilson.
Noah read the notebook he wrote for Allie to recover gradually even though her disease is quite impossible. Another reason thats why he did that is for him also..And their he said this..
"Falling in love", he said. "That's what I remember. On her good days,it was like we were just starting out all over again." He smiled. "That's what I mean when I say that I did it for me. Every time I read to her, it was like I was courting her, because sometimes, just sometimes, she would fall in love with me again, just like she had a long time ago. And that's the most wonderful feeling in the world. How many people are ever given that chance? To have someone you fall in love with you over and over?"

--> nice next nman ung Memoirs of a Geisha ..i'll continue to read that para mapagpa2loy ko din ung sequel ng the ntbk..

currently..moi moi moie

currently..moi moi moie


currently..im reading books written by renowned writers (nicholas sparks and arthur golden)some of their works were now a big hit motion picture in our time...(hay parang wala ga2win ah..T.T) in reality dami tlga outlet ko n lng perhaps ang magbasa..heheh parang totoo nh!!..actually nahikayat lng aq ng mga friends ko magbasa since mas maganda nman tlaga magbasa muna ng book coz mas detailed at pwede mong ulit ulitin ung mga memorable scenes haha, kung gawin mang movie e mas lalong maganda...hahah almost half way na ako sa the notebook and same din sa memoirs of a geisha..sobrang naka2wala ng stress ang pagba2sa exciting ang bawat pages .. it also refreshes my tired mind sa lahat ng mga techy, nerve wracking, and mind boggling stuff in acads and orgs..wohoh..exag tlga hahah!

neweiz cge na nga, my honey completes ma day..haha yan nmention ko na.. even though uwian n lng tau magkita e okie n din kasi napisil ko at nhimas ung belly mo hahah!! kidding the thought n kasama kita and kahug relieves me sa tiring day na ito.hay mwah mwah hon..

check ma multiply site for the pics sa archers celebration...here o <--click dat

Got tag by nel..!

Got tag by nel..! --> 8 facts bout me..

1. mabilis ako kumain nung hs..bumabagal n ata ngyn..pero i love to eat p din! yeaba!
2.dming nagka2mali coz others think that nagpa2ncin me sa txt by sending them quotes, jokes, etc., they dnt know nag42rward lng aq ng quotes kc dmi ng messages sa inbox ko as in...my tym n umaabot n ata sa 300+ messages..T.T
3.i had 3 relationships na..one is nung hs nung 4th yr, the second one ung nagtag saken, the 3rd one ung current is nung 3rd yr college aq..
4.i love eating stick-o tska chocolate crinkles
5.first tym ko manuod ng game sa uaap last oct. 7 sa araneta, at well nagchampion lng nman kmi hahahah love it!! d ako jynx wahahah!
6.drei and ma repapips n cna eve, albu, ning2x, arven, tska cnu pa..wanted to rent and have an appartment after college..para n ding pad nmin at ng iba p nming mga friends!! nice!
7.when im engage to something, i want to try something new..as in ka2iba ha!..sa akin n lng un hahaha pag nabored tlga ako.! mark this
8.nanligaw n ako ng guy!!? OMG dnt ask for the details..d nman ako cnagot..hahah hint nung hs ata ito..hekhek!!

i'll tag the following: -ian?
-aubrey
-drei
-panot
-deck
-robert
-jolenz
-albu
- rubs
-ja
-em
-basta lhat ng mga mapa2daan dito!
d lang 8 madmi ako gusto itag e...

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* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
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October 7, 2007?? Champs Day?!!

October 7, 2007?? Champs Day?!!

Event 1: Pacquiao vs. Barrera - PacMan won!! yey!
Event 2: DLSU vs. UE - DLSU won!! yipie! ANIMO LA SALLE!!

Just to give you a brief intro sa mga nangyari today..Kaninang umaga..ginising ako ni papa..sabi nya bumangon daw ako at magsisimba kami..Nung pagkasbi nya, d pa ganung nagsink in saken coz wla pa ako sa ulirat..and then he told me maaga daw kmi magsimba so that he could watch the game of Pacman and Barrera..O.o hayz..

medyo miracle nga e.. i think it is our first tym n magsama sama muli magmass as a family
since pag start ng 2nd term ko which is really good timing coz dami ko gusto ipagpasalamat
at ihingi ng sori...and then it is also a good time kasi laban nga ng lasalle at ue
later..hahaha
+neweiz sana lagi laban n Pacquiao coz its a miracle coz papa ko pa ung nang gising sken
just to go to mass..nice nice!!!

After that scenario, medyo nagkaconflict cna mama at papa..hehehe dnt mind the reason..pang
mag asawa lng un..hahaha we still went to CCP to attend day by day fellowship..kaso after
nun nauna na c papa umuwi..tinopak na..fast forward na naten..hayan na excite ako so naligo
ako agad pagdating ko sa bhay.. and so, nagpaalam na ko para pumunta sa araneta..of course
nagdala me ng food in case na magutom, kaso it turned out na naging hassle ung fud..bawal
pla un sa loob..duh! malay ko ba?!..first time ko e..hahaha neweiz i went muna kina ian
para sabay na kami..medyo late na kmi sa lagay na un ha..originally nakalagay sa ticket 3pm
p start, we arrived mga 1:30pm at sobrang dami ng tao..but filipino time it started late
hehehe mga 3:30 na ata ung awarding and ryt after nun nagstart na ung game...
+Okei good thing tlaga, coz im rooting for our team so bad..kaya every time na nasamin ung
bola i mention to myself na.."this game Lord is for the glory of you", na "our players play
all for the glory of you", "so please let us have this game"..e sobrang galing din tlga ng
ue..3 pointer cla halos and nung elimination e nasweep nila ung games nila with other
universities..but it turned out na mas lumakas ung team..one reason probably is almost ng mga
pipz sa araneta e lasallians.. 1/4 n lng ata ung sa side ng ue..

+another trivia: its my first time to watch the game of our team live in araneta..same as my
hubby ian..i think tlga may swerte kming dala dala ahahha..kidding but really im so hapi
coz since its our first time to watch the game live e nagchampion pa di ba?!!? D kmi
jynx..wehehe..d gaya ng iba ..joke..peace!!! neweiz kahit na gen ad lng kmi nakapanuod ng
game.. we still managed to enjoy the game..me ian and my friend lorraine..Actually naging
issue p samin ni ian yung ticket.. kasi my 2 tickets ako upper b and gen ad.. sabi ko pag
andun n kmi e bayaran n lng nmin ung nagba2ntay para makapasok kmi sa upper b area.. but
then d pla un pwede..kahit anung insist at pangu2lit ko na tatalon ako from gen ad to upper b
just to watch the game more clearly coz its my first time nga di ba..hayz d parin
umubra..but then and again.. masaya kmi coz La Salle won the game...

+another trivia pla ulit: nung frosh year ko pla e nagchamp din ung lasalle kaso nga lng
nadisqualified...sagana p nman un sa fud at party kung party tlga as in..but then bumawi mula sa pagkakahimlay ang aming koponan..at nagwagi !!So happy tlga kasi nga last year ko na to but then and again ulit e nagchampion kami sa UAAP as in ..party again!! wohoh!!

soobrang iba ung feeling pag andun live..medyo scared lng ako kasi medyo malapit kmi sa
intersection ng lasalle at ue sa my gen ad..hahaha baka kasi biglang magkagulo or wat..buti
nlng clean nman ung game..at sports nman ung kabilang side..iba tlga feeling paglive at
andun ka to support ur team at syempre naging champion pa d bah!..heheheh

+i also want to commend this day coz its another fond bonding time with my ianski..yea
baby!! naresolve nman nmin ung ticket issue hahaha pinapalaki ko lng tlga e..wahaha love
you hon! im so glad kasi kasama ko sya sa mga first times ko..cnt mention medyo madami na
at confidential at amin n lng un okie.. and sa mga hard times ko...one of those..his been there and im thankful for that.. he already know nman coz snbi ko nman kanina.. i also told him na im
looking forward pa sa mga exciting experiences ko na kasama cya..until the future told
us so..hehehe mushy na..

neweiz above all of this experiences i thank the Lord God for all his never ending support, guidance and blessings khit n feeling ko na im not worthy daughter for him..pasaway e..neweiz GOdsnyt!!!

+il be keepin the ticket..memories, memories...

Charlie Wilson - Without You for ian

Charlie Wilson - Without You

Mmm...hmm...

It feels like a lifetime, a thousand days have passed
By
Since I held you close to me
If I could see that smile from my friend
I know that I could live again
I need you here with me

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you're so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart I'll always stay

Boy, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step and my last breath in
My life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, boy
'Cause my sun doesn't shine, sun doesn't shine without
You

This is more for me than for you
Boy, I finally see there's no substitute
For what we have
Do you know how much I love you

And that we shared, I can't forget
Boy a love like yours
I'll never let just slip away,
just promise that you'll stay

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you're so far away
Gonna tell you and show you
Do whatever I can do to get back to you

Boy, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step and my last breath in
My life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, boy
'Cause my sun doesn't shine, sun doesn't shine
Without you

Have you ever seen a flower that did not bloom, seen a starlit night without the moon, well that's me without you, so comeback and turn my nights into days.

Boy, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step and my last breath in
My life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, boy
'Cause my sun doesn't shine, sun doesn't shine
Without you

-->3p ko today n kanta...:D

Prince Name _ _ _?

Prince Name _ _ _?

Before i leave..literally ha..cuz im going to jm's crib 2 work on our project..
i had a funny thought bago ako maligo..wala lng..naalala ko lng ng bata pa ako kasi ..im dreamt na im a princess..and im wondering kung anu name ng magiging partner ko in life forever..hahaha medyo weird kc dami kong iniisip na kung anu anu..like how does he look like, mbait ba sya, anu physical features nya..etc.. Hmm i also compose names sa mga mgiging anak nmin kaso ung isang name lng ung naaalala ko..kyle nicole..hahaha the rest blur n sa mind ko..sobrang bata ko p nun..kitams ang landi ko n nung bata ako...wahaha joke!!as in pero honestly, im dreaming tlga kung anu name nya hahaha ive encountered IAN as a name many times but considering n name sya ng bf ko ngyn..it means a lot to me now... three letters lng nman pla ung name nun!!Hmmp ..hahaha i wander pa e noh!.. ai ewn ang bilis ng panahon..but i want to spend the rest of it with my familt and with my GG forever..(God's gift)..=D

The reason why my prayer was answered..

The reason why my prayer was answered.. Psalm 34:7

The LORD, a Provider and Deliverer.

A Psalm of David when he feigned madness before Abimelech, who drove him away and he departed.

¹ I will bless the LORD at all times;

His praise shall continually be in my mouth.

² My soul will make its boast in the LORD;

The humble will hear it and rejoice.

³ O magnify the LORD with me,

And let us exalt His name together.

⁴ I sought the LORD, and He answered me,

And delivered me from all my fears.

⁵ They looked to Him and were radiant,

And their faces will never be ashamed.

⁶ This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him

And saved him out of all his troubles.

⁷ The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear Him,

And rescues them.

⁸ O taste and see that the LORD is good;

How blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him!

⁹ O fear the LORD, you His saints;

For to those who fear Him there is no want.

¹⁰ The young lions do lack and suffer hunger;

But they who seek the LORD shall not be in want of any good thing.

¹¹ Come, you children, listen to me;

I will teach you the fear of the LORD.

¹² Who is the man who desires life

And loves length of days that he may see good?

¹³ Keep your tongue from evil

And your lips from speaking deceit.

¹⁴ Depart from evil and do good;

Seek peace and pursue it.

¹⁵ The eyes of the LORD are toward the righteous

And His ears are open to their cry.

¹⁶ The face of the LORD is against evildoers,

To cut off the memory of them from the earth.

¹⁷ The righteous cry, and the LORD hears

And delivers them out of all their troubles.

¹⁸ The LORD is near to the brokenhearted

And saves those who are crushed in spirit.

¹⁹ Many are the afflictions of the righteous,

But the LORD delivers him out of them all.

²⁰ He keeps all his bones,

Not one of them is broken.

²¹ Evil shall slay the wicked,

And those who hate the righteous will be condemned.

²² The LORD redeems the soul of His servants,

And none of those who take refuge in Him will be condemned.

just wanted to share..i think i'll hold to this reason why im claiming na answerd ang pryer ko..
last sunday nagmass ako..ung pastor my tinatanong kung anu ung verse na dinidiscuss niya that day sa mga naki2nig..aun he mention psalm 34:7..un ung verse na nilagay ko sa phone ko..i intended to remember that and place it tlga sa blog ko for reflection.. not until i found ung verse tlga that goes..now i know kung y ko un d inerase sa notes ng phone ko..nice tlga...thank You LORD!! =D

⁷ The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear Him,

And rescues them.

Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

'cause you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay, yeah
Whoa-oh, stay, whoa

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray, (gray)

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

--> LSS ako sa song na to tska sa Helena ng My Chem Romance...
--> For my special someone..kay elephante..yuck!! hahaha.. princess kasi ako e..hahaha..
-->download nyo!! cute nan..

--> sbrang ok n ang lhat hopefully mag2loy 2loy na grbe ..answered prayer tlga.. thank you LORD!! as in..i love you..=D