July 29, 2006

current update sa buhay ko


Sabog kung sabog: kuwen2 ko ngayng araw..
[larawan ng isang babaeng pasabog na dahil sa walang kapararakan n gawain.fish out..`_`)]
(July 28, Friday) hai lyf.. kcng saya at gulo ng 'my girl ' ang buhay ko..*feeling* gnun tlga pag blog ko 2...neweiz.. e2 cmulan ko sa araw na i2.. eon nga nagbizproc kmi ng mga 6-9..hai nkasaby n sana aq kina carla kaso ang bgal ko e.. neweiz aus lng.. tas nagya2 c nikki n magworship kaso may class nga ako d ba ng 6-9..celebration daw ng bday ni prince...after
ng class nagtxt ako kong san cla..tas aun wala.. nakasakay na ko sa lrt tas asa shakeys..magling d ba..neweiz.. umuwi ako d ba.. tas ngtxt c nel at nangumusta aun ok nman ako..buhay pa.. tas humingi ng favor tas un.. ok lng nman gncng ko sya..aun bumawi lng ako kc gncng din nya ako...tas nun asa lrt lng ako nun ngtxt c kuba aka neil.. i was influenced by carla..aun yng excuse ko haha!! aun ngtxt lng kmi love aq tas sya lovely name nya..d b ang ganda..cnu b nman ang d malo2ka sa mga pangyayri.. change topic.. aun so d nga ako umatend ng netcomm d ba..mga 9-1110 asa lab ako ngtatype.. tas pasahan 1130 d ang ganda ng tym..durog.. nagpaprint ako tas un minalas my virus yng pc tas my ngpascan p daw kaya bumagal... so kailangn irestart..kumasta nman ako d ba..halos lagpas n ng 1130 un.. pero dahil mabait c mis hazel *it sec* gnawa n nyang 1130.. naks i lab u mam..weheheh...aun.. tas uminun lng me ng ice coffee at kumain ng chocolate para mabuhayan nman ako ng dugo..tas un punta sa conserv... un chika chika with friends..gnun bonding.. tas ngya2 c da danon bi2li daw ng shoes kc madmi nkurakot..hehehe joke d nman nya maba2sa 2..neweiz ac2ally basta ngkapera cla ..of course blockm8 at friend kmi kaya aun ngrob kmi..car ni george yng gmit..tas un road 3p..picture picture syempre d mawawala..tas aun wla lng bumili lng sya ng shoes.. tas aun mukhang naawa ata samin tas aun nanlibre cla ni george sa yellow cab.. tas un picture picture p din tas bumili cna obs at tin ng ice cream.. aun bundat ever kmi.. tas au ..masaya sya..period...haha ang labo ayokong mg organize ng kwen2 ok.. pagod n ko e..2 araw nga lng n walang 2lugan sabog n sabog na ko.. kaya an my reflection nangyayari.. so aun lng nman.. tas e2 pla phabol.. aun nga ngtxt din c michael a. *block m8 ko 2*nagya2 daw mgfellowship s morayta mlapit sa feu.. masaya daw un..magu2stuhan ko.. aun nga tas chika chika..tas nagpa2saring.. aura qng aura ang labanan...neweiz.. mgulo tlga ako.. khit sa bihin nyo n mkapal mukha ko e gnun tlga ako.. as in...nagfee2ling.. cge lng ok lng.. mataray..ok lng ako tlga yun...pero mabait ako..i follw my conscience in all and of course above all my GOD...*inspired by sir belino..prof rels3*..so guyz yun lng nman.. dmi kong nakaligtaan.. ac2lly brief p lng yun.. hmm marami p kasunod pg my tym.. tas un ikwe2n2 q yng mga iba png aspeto ng lyf ko...

*tas pla pu2nta kmi ng laguna maya para sa vlchain nmin..hay buhay.. sana malapit lng laguna...*

*while typing: txtng, chatting, listening music(stars are blind..song of day, .. sabihin mo na..inspired by mygirl(wanna watch dat after the term..sembreak..).., dahil ikaw..true faith..nyahaha fav song daw ni kuba, christian baustista..astig! crush kong singer..., numb.., moonlight sonata)...intervals ko: tawa.. icp..txt.*

*hai puno na inbox ko..pagod at sleepy na ko..part 2 ulit nxt visit ko..ayoko ng mga period after ng mga kwen2 ko... haha libre nman e...basta bawal basahin i2 ng mga filipino at english prof..ok.. :D*

*nagsisisi ka kc tnapos mong basahin noh..nonsense nga e...hehe*

*thank you lord sa lahat lahat ng mga blessings nyo sakin ngyn..sana naging blessing din ako sa iba..*

April 20, 2006

summer job training @ wyeth

summer job training @ wyeth

@_@ i hav my summer job hir in wyeth. i was assign in the purchasing department. wohoh.. sobrang tedious ng mga work d2..hai buti nga my sahod kmi e.. hai sobrang bored na ko.. wla pa kasing inuutos c mam josie e.. supervisor ko pla sya.. secretary sya ng head ng purchsing hir sa wyeth.. wala nman akong masabi sa mga co-workers d2.. mabait clang laht.. muntik muntik na nga me ma-bingo sa kanya..hahah pero sobrang astig ng experience ko d2... ganito pla sa office noh!!!daming papers na ifa2x, ixe2rox, ie2dit, i have 2 answer phone calls... file d2 file dun, sort ng mga file d2 at dun..>_
....hehe grbe d pa din ako inuutasan ng supervisor ko..hui anu ba mam!! baka nman mabad shot ako sa inyo...kailangan maging productive ako d2...mam*_* mam josie callinga haleer...
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April 16, 2006

Mga Dahilan Kung Bakit Single Ka Pa Rin

Hayaan mo tulungan kita mag-isip kung bakit wala ka pa ring (bf/gf~partner) hanggang ngayon. Ito ang sampung dahilan bakit wala pa.

1. Kailangan mong mag-concentrate sa career. Hindi na uso ang mga
babaeng pambahay ngayon. Kalimitan meron ng tinatawag na career. Habang
hindi ka pa tinatamaan ng palaso ni kupido, hamo na munang
magconcentrate ka sa trabaho mo. Kailangan mong ma-achieve ang full
potential mo.

2. Masyadong mataas ang standards mo. Ibaba mo kasi ng konti,
baka naman kahit si Rizal hindi ma-achieve yung standards mo. Tandaan mo,
si Rizal kahit na bayani medyo babaero din. Walang taong perpekto.
Kahit naman ikaw di ba? Meron ka ding kapintasan? Baba mo ng konti,
yung makatarungang pamantayan lang. Baka naman naghahanap ka ng Brad Pitt eh
di ka naman si Jennifer Aniston. Lumagay ka lang sa dapat mong
kalagyan. Baka naman naghahanap ka ng kasing yaman ni Zobel eh ikaw naman eh
pobre din lang naman. Huwag. Huwag ganoon. Para kang g**o non. Baka
naman naghahanap ka ng smart, na gwapong, mayaman. Ate, kung ganon ang hanap
mo, malamang tatandang dalaga ka na talaga. Di lahat binibigay ni Lord.
Di bale kung salat sa face value, babawi na lang siguro yung sa bait at
sa talino.Kung puro face value naman, at salat sa kaalaman or masama
ang ugali, manalig ka na lang na baka pag pinakain mo ng gulay tumalino
or ito the best, lahat naman ng tao nagbabago. Pwede pa 'yan bumait.

3. Hindi ka lumalabas ng bahay. O baka lumalabas ka nga ng bahay,
sa opisina lang naman ang punta mo. Huwag ganon. Sumama ka sa mga
kaibigan mo, mag-mall ka, magsimba ka, mag-outreach program ka. Huwag
mong panisin ang sarili mo sa bahay dahil wala talagang makakapansin sa iyo
sa bahay. Mag-aral ka ng painting, voice lessons at Yoga. Imaginin mo
kung magka-boyfriend ka na Yoga master? or di kaya, chef. O di ba cool
'yun? Magliwaliw ka sa bookstores, sa coffee shops, at kung saan-saan
pang mataong lugar. Baka sakali mapansin ka doon.

4. Baka naman sobrang tapang mo. Oo nga naman, baka naman sobrang
masungit ka at natatakot sa iyo ang mga potential suitors mo. Baka
dapat kang maging approachable ng konti. Baka masyadong maangas ang dating mo
imbis na matuwa sa iyo matakot. Baka sobrang independent mo, at parang
mabubuhay ka ng wala silang lahat. Minsan may epekto rin 'yan. Baka
sobrang talino ng dating mo pakiramdam nila mababara lang sila or baka
'pag pinadalhan ka ng love letter eh i-edit mo ng red ink pen.
Magkunwari ka kayang t**** minsan-minsan, tingin mo?

5. Baka naman kasi losyang ka. Oo nga naman, mag-ayos ka
paminsan-minsan kay lang kung pangit ka, pangit ka talaga. No amount of
make up can change that. Pero at least pwede ma-enhanceng konti.

6. Baka naman hinahanapan pa ni Lord ng ribbon ang para sa iyo.
Natatandaan ko ang sabi ng kaibigan ko. Blessing daw from the Lord ang
mga girlfriends/boyfriends. O eh baka naman hinahanapan pa ni Lord ng
magandang ribbon yung regalo mo. Kasi baka daw 'pag hinarap ang
packaging i-reject mo.

7. Baka naman nagtitipid sa toll fee yung para sa iyo. Malay mo
kasi taga-Norte yung para sa iyo eh mahal naman ang toll fee. Baka
nagtitipid dumaan sa walang t oll kaya medyo natatagalan. -

8. Baka naglakad yung para sa iyo. Parating na 'yon kaya lang
mahal ang gasolina so naglakad na lang papunta sa iyo. Besides, walking
is good for the heart daw. Baka sa kakalakad naligaw na. Ito pa namang mga
lalaking ito, hindi magtatanong kung hindi pakiramdam nila naliligaw na
sila.

9. Baka naman sadyang torpe lang yung para sa iyo. Baka naman
nag-iipon pa ng lakas ng loob o di kaya nag-iisip pa ng magandang
tiyempo. Baka talagang hindi lang siya makapag-salita dahil sobrang mahiyain
niya. Baka naman dapat makiramdam ka rin ng konti kasi talagang deadma
ang dating nito. Baka dapat tinatanong ng unti-unti.

10. Baka naman talagang for single blessedness ka. Ipagdasal mo.
Baka naman kasi pinapagod mo ang sarili mong kakaisip bakit you're
still single eh hin di naman kasi marriage ang plan ni Lord for you.
Paminsan-minsan magtanong ka kasi sa Kanya baka naman ikaw ang
naliligaw. Baka naman ikaw ang nagtitipid. Baka naman kasi ikaw ang torpe. Baka
naman kasi ikaw ang problema.

Gasgas man, pero sasabihin ko pa rin. Darating Din Yun. Kung para sa
iyo, para sa iyo. Kahit iwasan mo, para talaga sa iyo.

-->natamaan aq ah!!..neweiz i'll try 2 make it up in my attitude ayt!! hapi p din khit dming problem..but i'll not allow myself 2 carried by those **c*ing problems hai!! how i wish n magbalik ulit yng dati..kaya q 2!!


may ur mighty will be done oh GOD in my lyf! for all the GLORY BE YOURS!!

March 27, 2006

You Are 32% Evil


A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

HAHAHA.. guys try nyo o!!! :]p

March 26, 2006

laid back lover huh!?

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You're a Laidback Lover

Carefree and easy-going — that's your approach to love and life. Above all, you respect your boyfriend's beliefs, choices, and ideals, making you a trustworthy and supportive force in his decisions. Caring and thoughtful when it comes to your actions, you expect the same in return.Even if you spend every waking moment together, you want to feel like you have freedom and room to breathe. For you, it's important that you maintain your individuality so that you can continue to bring something unique to the relationship. After all, you gotta be you.

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March 23, 2006

Time management...i think i need this one..

Time Management



->i think i need this one... i've just got it on my mail addressed by my batchm8s group ...hope u have a minute 2 read this one.. after that reflect..tcelfer...=>


One day an expert in time management was speaking to a group ofbusiness students and, to drive home a point, used an illustrationthose students will never forget. As he stood in front of the group ofhigh powered overachievers he said, "Okay, time for a quiz."Then he pulled out a one-gallon, wide mouth mason jar and set it onthe table in front of him. Then he produced about a dozen fist-sizedrocks and carefully placed them, one at a time, into the jar. When thejar was filled to the top and no more rocks would fit inside, heasked, "Is this jar full?"Everyone in the class said, "Yes."Then he said, "Really?" He reached under the table and pulled out abucket of gravel. Then he dumped some gravel in and shook the jarcausing pieces of gravel to work themselves down into the spacebetween the bigrocks. Then he asked the group once more, "Is the jarfull?"By this time the class was on to him. "Probably not," one of themanswered."Good!" he replied. He reached under the table and brought out abucket of sand. He started dumping the sand in the jar and it wentinto all of the spaces left between the rocks and the gravel. Oncemore he asked the question, "Is this jar full?""No!" the class shouted. Once again he said, "Good." Then he grabbed apitcher of water and began to pour it in until the jar was filled tothe brim. Then he looked at the class and asked,

"What is the point ofthis illustration?"One eager beaver raised his hand and said, "The point is, no matterhow full your schedule is, if you try really hard you can always fitsome more things in it!"

"No," the speaker replied, "that's not the point. The truth this illustration teaches us is: If you don't put the big rocks in first,you'll never get them in at all.

"What are the 'big rocks' in your life? Time with your loved ones? Yourfaith, your education, your dreams? A worthy cause? Teaching ormentoring others?

Remember to put these BIG ROCKS in first or you'llnever get them in at all.So, tonight, or in the morning, when you are reflecting on this shortstory, ask yourself this question: What are the 'big rocks' in mylife? Then, put those in your jar first.

asar na hapong..hapon lng ha!!! ~_+

asar na hapon..hapon lng ha!!! ~_+ hmmp..

leche..napakagandang paunang salita d bah!! well walang ng pakialamanan. blog ko i2 at sana marespe2 nyo n lng khit d karespe respe2... at dahil yun yng nangyari saken kaninang hapon.. actually kulang p nga yan e.. nakakairita..ggrrrr...nku... ano ba problema nila.. at ano b ang gnawa ko sa kanila.. leche tlga.. hai.. minsan kc nakakapagod n tlgang mging mabait at friendly...tas yng iba nami2s interpret nila yng mga maliit n bagay... like masungit daw ako di nama2ncn...da hell kau... e sa iyon yng nature ko e.. and that doesnt mean n galit ako or wat...d nyo nman ako kasama buong araw at buong magdamag para magsalita ng gnun e... at bka malay mo e problematic lng ako...alam ko na tlagang kakaiba ang pag u2gali ko... e sa gnun ako e.. no choice kau.. wala po kc kaung karapatan na magpabago ng kapwa..at d ko din nature ang ma-please ang lhat ng gus2 ng tao..tandaan d po tau perpek2.... kung d lng talaga at kung pwede lng talaga dun ko mismo sa pangyayari n yun ibinulalas ang pangbabara at pangleleche nila saken.. leche cla.. hai..para magkaroon kau ng idea kung anu nga tlaga nangyari sken ai gani2 yun e..
mga 1pm n yun.. magkaklas n kmi.. kumain lng ako ng baon ko sa rum tas lumabas ako para uminom sa drinking fountain tpos nkita ko yng iba sa mga blockm8s ko and guess wat!! boom dun n nga nabadtrip na nga ako..leche.. mga perros sila...pakshit..
anu b pwede b tigilan nla ako pwede.... di ko alam ko ano b motibo nila at kailangan nilang manira at manapak ng iba tao.. mga hudas kau!!!.. d mo mlaman kung ngpa2ncn o talagang nana2dya e..
alam ko na tama cla.. malamng sitwasyon ko yun.. pero sana wag nman nila sanang ipagduldulan saken at sa buong planeta ng gox kung ano nangyari saken.. mga leche kau ..plastik wala ng mas pla2stik sa inyo..go to hell!! nkakaimbyerna kau.. maganda n kc dapt ang buong araw ko.. u know!!!duh hell kau!!! i really try to make my day a happy one despite of all the requirements and stuff tpos... tpos ano gnwa ng mga taong walang mga pang-unawa sa kapwa.. hai nku talga... may araw din kau.. kung di saken cguro sa iba.. kung wala kaung ibang way para mpancin ng tao o ng mga babae.. e wag kaung mang walang ya..leche kau... mind ur own ****ing bussiness pwede...cguro lhat nman tau ay may karapatan magalit at ipadama n tau ay galit... yun cguro yng isang idea for me na nabalewala ko.. o2 i admit na sa bhay mas vocal ako sa nararamdaman ko, panu b nman lubos ko ng kilala at kilala din nman ako ngmga tao sa bhay pero sa skul..ah ibnag usapan n yan.. im not a war freak kind of person.. meron lng talagang mga values na kailangn mpreserve kc alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako iyon at d proper yun n gwin.. i really hav 2 say it here once and for all.. gus2 ko din n mtpos n i2ng issue n i2.. d nman ako maramdamin and mabilis din mawala yng inis ko sa mga taong iyon...cguro ang blog ko n lng ang mgcha2nnel in behalf of my emotions now and then... mas ok pa cguro i2ng way para maclear ko yng confussions sa sarili ko at yng mga pakikitungo ko at ng mga tao sa paligid ko....ang blog ko din na i2 ang mg vo2ice out for me and for my entire living day 2 day...
** pasensya na.. sa lhat ng mkakabasa.. im just want to tell want i felt on a certain matter or situation e...i hope na d na sana i2 mangyari o maulit.. at kung maulit man i2 e sana d magdilim paningin ko at san kau mapulot..ayt!!!.. hmmp...i'll still continue to be bitter 2 some persons...who are so irritating and so arrghh feeling.. i know i can get off to my condition and sooner or later e mas mgagawa ko na yng dapat kong ma accomplise with confidence...bye for now... bye pe3rros pips bhee!!!

February 24, 2006

You scored as Engineering. You should be an Engineering major!

Philosophy

83%

Biology

83%

Engineering

83%

Mathematics

75%

Art

75%

Sociology

75%

Psychology

75%

English

67%

Dance

67%

Journalism

67%

Linguistics

67%

Chemistry

67%

Anthropology

67%

Theater

58%

What is your Perfect Major?
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Ang gara.. philosophy nga tas engineering.. aus ha.. neweiz mas prefer qng mging biologist...trip qng kumaha ng bioinformatics..at least related sa major q..ahihi try nyo o... !()_o

February 18, 2006

valentines fever!!!

To Be Near You
by ********

Note: Bold words are lyrics from song, To Be Near You, by Viktoria

I sit here in silence at my usual booth in the corner of the obscure little coffee shop downtown. This has been my habit, to be here like I always do Tuesday afternoons at four. And I don't come here merely for the coffee or the ambience.I glance at my watch before I take a slurp of my cappuccino granita. My waiting did not take a second longer when I see you breeze through the doorway.

Are you just a habit, or some kind of addiction
Can't seem to get you out of my system

Right on the dot, I think just as I had earlier surmised. You don't see me, but you nod quickly towards a few people who recognize your face before you go up to the bar. You grin at the friendly owner, your index pointing heavenward to indicate your order. I bet you'll be having your usual steaming mocha latte, no cream plus brown sugar. I've been staying here long enough, patiently enough to know what you want. I only wish I knew what you want of me because I've been suffering from this intense longing and pain far longer than I remember.I don't know what it is about you that got me so interested this way. It could be your genuine skill in music. Perhaps it's your cool air of mystery. Or the cryptic way you always show how much you detest me for a reason only you could know. And I don't fathom anything anymore, except that you've haunted me for days on end because no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get rid of thoughts of you in my mind.

What could you have done to me, feels so stuck like glue
Turn the pages in my head and there's only you

This is crazy, me being in this very coffee shop at this time and day of the week just to see you. But I don't mind it, hoping that at every chance I do this, I'd get at least some form of a positive response from you. This isn't the first time I tried to bridge the gap between us. You know I've struggled to get on your good side since the very first time you shunned your shoulder at me and turned around with a flip of your hair. I can never forget that time…it is the first time I ever got introduced to you. Such an impression you made on me.

I don't care I would do anything to be near you
I would go anywhere to be near you

Of course I do wonder sometimes if it's worth it. You are only friendly with me during lives and a few TV appearances. I'm more than certain audience hype and nothing more causes you to act a little more chummy with me on those prized occasions. My friends in my former band think I'm crazy, telling me time and again that I should give up. Sometimes I get to wonder if **** and ***** think that way, too. You hardly ever acknowledge me off camera, in our real ordinary lives, save for a few rare occasions when you probably forget how much you hate me. I haven't done you anything wrong, as extensively as my memory serves me. I don't deserve this kind of treatment from you.

Am I truly hopeless? Am I being pathetic?
Are you even aware of my existence?

Do you think I've forgotten every nasty detail of the nice things you do to me? I've forgiven you for them, though you never asked for my apology…as if you ever would. But I can never forget them. They're too painful to dismiss just like so. Every glare you shoot my way, every shun of your perfect shoulders, each moment of rolling your eyes upward, every syllable of the colorful names I go by in your book…they kill me. It wouldn't matter to you if you learned of how they pain me. It's not like you care. Yet no one can stop me from thinking, from hoping all those would have an end.

Would mean everything to me if you spend a little time
Could you give in to me with the least resistance?

For some reason, every time you stick your nose up in the air at me, I only get more persistent. Perhaps I see it as some sort of a challenge, I view you as some sort of a dare. And I'm never one to back down on any type of provocation, especially from you. You are the game as well as the prize. Losing without fighting just isn't me.

Especially the losing.

I don't care I would do anything to be near you
I would go anywhere to be near you

The café keeper places the steaming stimulant down on the counter. You hand him the cash and take the cup, indicating your departure and generous tip. It also gives me cue that I should get going as well, to carry on something that will mark this day different from all the other Tuesdays I stayed here and did nothing but watch you in silence.Gathering my drink in addition to my bravado, I get up from the corner and make my way to the door after having mentally calculated I'd catch up with you just before you get your hand on the knob. And I'm right; me tailing behind you. Even from this view, you've managed to still exude your elegant radiance. How you do it is beyond me. I'd guess your beauty is just too natural to conceal. And your scent…it's so ethereal it's intoxicating.

A deep intake of air and I plunge into my opening line. "Hello, *****!"

I don't care, I would do anything to be near you,
I would go anywhere to be near you
I would do anything to be near you
I would go anywhere to be near you

You turn around, too quickly for me to realize the little space between us. Your occupied hand collides with mine, sending the contents of my covered plastic cup to shake. I lift the corners of my mouth to offer you a smile but it turns into a grimace. My mouth lets out a sharp cry of anguish. Looking down, I note half of your fresh steaming drink staining my immaculate white T-shirt, its heat seeping through my every pore."Oh my God!" you cry upon realizing my predicament then set your cup down the nearest table. You use the napkin in your hand in a feeble but sweet attempt to wipe the coffee off my chest. "*****, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you were --""It's alright," I mumble as audibly as I could. So this is what getting singed feels like. "My bad, really." But much more than the scalding pain I feel is the sensation your hands give me at your every stroke to my chest. You have never touched me this way before and I doubt you ever would if not for this mishap. But I don't care. It's part of the sacrifice I take just to be with you.

I would do anything to be near you, I would go anywhere to be near you

I would do anything to be near you I would go anywhere to be near you

"You okay?" you ask, your voice sounding off concern.

"Yeah…pretty much." I'm not lying. I've started to feel better when I saw in your eyes a tad amount of care. You're not so heartless after all, I realize.

"I'm sorry about your shirt."

"I'm really sorry about your coffee."

You chuckle, but it isn't one to spite me. In fact, it sounds almost endearing. "*****, it's just coffee…and it's not your fault."

You try some more to vainly wipe the coffee off my shirt. Then you sigh almost immediately. With nothing else left to be done, you sever our contact by ceasing to mop my torso. You dump the balled-up sheet of spent napkin on the table beside your nearly empty cup.

"I guess that's it." You look up at me, your gaze intense and more scorching than the beverage that got its way onto my clothing. "Nothing more can be done about it."

My breath hitches in my throat. For the first time in my life, I have you looking and smiling at me the way you do right now. And just before I allow myself to drown in your eyes, I utter the first thing that comes into my mind. "How about if I buy you a fresh cup of mocha latte?"

You tilt your head aside in a seductive yet innocent act. "How about if I buy you a new shirt?"

"How about if I take you out to dinner?"

I bite my tongue, cursing myself inwardly over and over again. My mind is working fast, but my mouth goes double time. Of course I do want to spend more time with you, but my words slip out too much too soon. I clear my throat, attempting to apologize, to take my words back before you could even say 'no.'

Of course I know you're going to say 'no.'

"*****, I didn't --"

"I'd love to, *****."

I blink. I'd choke if I have anything in my mouth. But your gaze never falters. Did I just hear something in the affirmative?

You brush a stray lock of cerulean hair away from your eyes in a shy manner, as though embarrassed at having said 'yes.' For a moment, I fear you'll change your mind until you say, "There's this newly opened Western restaurant just two blocks away. Wanna go check that out?"

"Sure." I'm certain I'd say the same thing even if the diner were somewhere in Neptune.

I feel like my feet are floating fifteen inches above the ground. And as we make our way out the street, I remember that I haven't brought much cash with me. The last purchase I made with my credit card almost sent me over my limit. If luck would be stingy today, the ATM will probably be off-line.

But I shrug as we walk down the avenue, still miraculously unrecognized. Money is the least of my concerns because I have you with me. Even if I'd have to beg, borrow or steal should finances go short, I wouldn't care.

I'd do anything. For you. You know that.

To be near you…To be near you…To be near you…To be near you

***** => Kau n bhala sa name kung cnu man sya.. ^_^
Bel8d happy valentines to ol of my friends reading this!!!!Mwahh :D

January 10, 2006

g302 lab...alone..chillin..goin @home aftr...

g302 lab...alone..chillin..goin @home aftr...

hir i am again.. and2 aq nakaupo at ng ta type ng mga saloobin ko ngayong araw!? O_o huhu as usual d ko kau na inform bout sa mga past agenda ko.. well tamad lng ako talaga minsan mg post lalo na pag madaming gngwa(parang 220!!)
neweiz.. ng start n ang last sem ko bilang isang sopho... at ayun gnun p din.. pero pipilitin kong mabago yng mga bad attitudes ko last year.. ang pangit ng dating ng year of the rooster bat kaya??? rabbit tas rooster.. well la na akong paki basta ang saya ko pag naiicp ko na unti unting ngkaka22o yng mga pinapanalangin ko kay God every prayer tym.. as in talaga sobra.. lam nyo share ko i2 ha!!! kc ganto yun.. meron kasi akong tatlong request kay God. Yng request ko na yun is about me, 4 my family, @ para sa future ko.. lam nyo b qng ano yun?? hindi.. ayt kaya wag nyo ng itanong...hahah.. basta gnun.. lagi lagi ko yung binabanggit kay God walang mintis yun.. tas yng una kong wish nagka22o na, tas yng pangalawa lapit na din..hehe basta my tym n pgnangyari yun .. i'll inform u ol..haha..basta ang labo no..
ngyon ewan ko ba qng gud deeds ba.. basta my katabi ako ngyon sa lab na babae, tas wala lang ng ask sya qng panu ba daw gumawa ng yahoogroups para sa subj nya!!! haha ayun tinulungan ko sya.. nakakatuwa kasi d nya alam cnusulat ko n sya d2..wahaha talaga.. kung pwede nga lang 2mawa ng malakas kaso onti lng kmi d2 bka pagkamalan akong baliw wahaha.. yoko na nga...
bout acads nman.. whoa dami kong na22nan as in astig ng prof ko sa artapre ..sir bayot sobrang talino tas kahit na weird sya sa iba, dahil sa ang bilis bilis nyang mgsalita at ang pangit ng hand writing nya as in.. wahaha nagtanong nga yung katabi ko sabi nya... did u understand his hand writing in da board?? wahaha ang potah tas syempre sagot ko medyo lang..wahehe grbe ang kulit ko.. natatawa ako sa mga jokes nya.. lakas ksi ng sense of humor nya.. take note english pa ha... waheheh para 2loy syang entertainer sa mga gag shows.. waheeheh!!! nku ayoko na nga sabi nya kasi wag daw mging judgemental.. e anu 2!!! waheheh neweiz u know wat yng gurl besyds me na ng ask qng panu gumwa ng yahoogroups..well so bait nya ha.. porket d nya alam na jinojoin ko na sya d2.. wahhehee sana nga na tama yng tinuro ko sa knya..oppss...:D
I'm reli tired of typing.. pero at least napra2ktis ko ang aking typing skills ..wahehe.. neweiz boring na ang mga susunod.. dahil waaaa.. wala na akong maitype.. ngchi2ll na din yng mga daliri ko at hita sa lamig d2..
Kairita nman o, la nga kming lab nxt wek kaso kailangn daw pumunta sa zoo.. ampotah.. no ba yan.. la nman akong kasama.. hai meron ba sa inyo interestd na sumama saken sa zoo??? pls.. yokong mbaliw kasama mga animals dun .. just txt me if u r free ok.. at syempre willing na mgfield trip kasma q... aun basta kahit anung tym dis week or nxt week...
I reli thank God kasi natapos ang day ko ng walang prob.. marami lang requirements iniwan yng mga prof pero aus lang.. w8 i recall.. wahaha prof ko ulit si sir rigan .. well probsta i2.. waheheh klasm8 ko n yng iba qng blockm8s.. cna deck, rica, obri, at tin... well hop n mkaya nmin ang mga kaweirduhan at mga turo n sir.. labuser.. waheheh O_o

Oi got 2 go.. grbe baka masiraan ako ng bait sa mga katabi ko.. ang weird kc ng katabi ngayon... guess wat ha.. yng guy na in charge d2 sa lab grbe ng lalaro ng counter.. ampotah yan..MAGALING d ba..qng pweda lng umepal at sabihing bawal yan.. nku.. sibak k sa job u.. at guess wat again.. sobrng saya nya ai na ko ewn ko.. la na akong masabi kaya tuldok na su2nod na makikita nyo............................................................ ^_^ c u. ................................................

December 31, 2005

HAPPY new YEAR!!! Welcome 2006!!! wohoh

HAPPY new YEAR!!! Welcome 2006!!! wohoh
I just want to great ol of u a safe and prosperous new year!!!!
So panu ba ako mag-u2mpisa.. iba pakiramdam ko ngayon e.. mixed emotions.. somewhat hapi and worried..haping hapi ako kasi bagong taon na!!-->2006 later maririnig ko nanaman ang mlakas na pu2kan di2 samin..pero para maiba namn kailangang ihang ko i2ng mensahe ko ngayon..
Sarap magbakasyon. Lalo pa't kasama mo ang mga taong mahahalaga at malapit sa puso mo. Recently, we had a picnic sa tagaytay. Kasama ko cuzn ko at cna ate diana with his husband, kua toni with her girlfrend ate dianne, tita violy and my family. We went kasi wala lang. We had a great time chatting, eating, playing games, lakaran sa tagaytay..hai.. Lamig don at ganda ganda ng view. Dream ko mgkaroon ng houz sa top ng isang bundok para tanaw na tanaw ko ang lahat. I reali cant help imagine kung mgkatotoo yung dream ko na yun..hahah..
Nagkaroon din ako ng time para makapag isip isip ng mga bagay bgay na pwedeng mangyari saken sa parating na taon. Nakakatuwa nga e, habang nakastare ako sa mga bundok napatingin at napancn ko yng isang family na andun din besides us. Typical family, my tatay na nakikipaglaro sa mga anak nya ng kite at isang nanay na nagbabasa ng book. Wahaha kulit nga nung naimagine ko e.. inicp ko na sana gnun din yng managyari saken.. magkaroon ng isang family, mga anak na magaganda at gwapo, at mamasyal kung saan saan.. O_o hehehe.. Hai sarap mangarap..
Hai natapos ang taong 2005 na wala pa din akong luvlyf..hahah O_o imaginin mo yun noh!!Kakainis ang tagal nya kasing dumating.. andi2 lang namn ako.. hai dumating ka na..ang tagal at ang bagal mo...hahah^_^!!!!!
Neweiz...i have many plans dis coming year!!! I hope na mas maging mature ako mg isip at mgdecide not only 4 my own syempre 4 my family and future na rin.. Sana yng tatlong bagy na hinihiling ko every prayer tym e magka22o.. sana talaga..i reali owe 2 God ol of whatever happens 2 my lyf..sana akma din yng mga plano ko sa plano nya..hehe syempre cya mas mauuna..
Imention ko lang nung dec 22 1st bday ng youngest ever cuzn ko sa mother's syd.. HAPI BDAY sam!!! Saya dun.. grabe nagwala kami ng sis ko dahil sa ktv na yan.. hahaha.. biritan ever..
Onting hours na lang, 2006 na usual thing na gngawa nmin is 2 eat together and fire those crackers outsud r house.. after nun watch movie or stil go out and greet my neighborhoods..tas nun sakto tulog na ko tas gcng ng maaga para umatend kami sabay sabay ng mass.. syempre il say my prayer b4 aq ma2log.. para makapagpasalamat nman kay Lord at buhay p din ako at umabot ako ng 2006!! Yehey.. lapit na .. kaya ngayon wla na akong masabi ..hehe isang mabilisang hirit n lng i2!!!

HAVE A SAfe and wonderful YEAR 2 ol of u!!! lab u ol mwahhh!!!!!!!!!

October 27, 2005

da nyt

oww wat a day.. its been a bz and hectic days passed by.. i hope i could had a tym to relax..after magsend sken n em ng creepy txt message... i thought na d na ako maka22log.. but w8..i realy had a good conversation with my blockm8 bout lyf.. sana 22o sya noh.. i doubt to open up at first.. buti na lng at jolly sya gaya q.. hai!! i dont wnt 2 conclude pa ok..wer planning 2 meet-->pero 4 him date daw... wahehe...neweiz..der are other things dat i hav 2 think about... ok.. if ill hav a free tym i'll just upd8 u ok..:D..nyt nyt!!!

September 07, 2005

my birthday!!!

Legal age!!!-- birthday celebration!!!
i'm now 18 years old.
i don't know what will be first reaction
but i'm glad to reach this age!!
Thank you LORD!!!
Almost 18 years of having experienced the ff:
..existence here on earth.
..struggles to succeed
..joy and fear
..being loved and hurt
..laughter
..sorrow
..fun and failures
..disappointments
..sufferings
..being alone
..obeying and disobeying my parents
..inhaling and exhaling
..eating, sleeping, and lying
..talking, thinking, crying
..studying
..changes
..committing mistakes but somehow learns her lessons
18 years.. tsk tsk.. i can't believe...it is quite long but
i hope that after the end of my time,
i've accomplish and fullfilled my goals here
I'm happy and somehow satisfied of what i had become and will gonna be on the following years ahead.
Thanks to my family, relatives, friends, and to all who had been part of my life who supports and loved me...
I'm thanking my God for all he had provided from the start up to the end...thnx for not leaving me alone. thnx for the strength..
i love you ol!!!
18 years which is really a blessing given by my God..

August 14, 2005

got tagged by david (aka robert)

got tagged by david (aka robert)

David, my new meet friend, his so friendly thats why we became friend..heheheh.. chigi n nga tsagutan q na... oi yng mga tinag q d2.. tsagutn nyo.. ok..this are my answers...

1. What are the things you enjoy doing even when there's no one around you?
The things i enjoy doing when i alone.. hmm..i really like to watch movies and koreanovela cds, dvds, etc @ home or @ the big screen.. Other than that, are sleeping, listening to music, of course eating also..heheh and anything which i want to finish..i also want to surf and download @ the net..


2. What lowers your stress/ blood pressure/ anxiety level?
What lowers my stress?...hmm..after i've done tedious work in school.. if i have time i eat after that i go to ktv alone or if i accidentally meet my friends i'll just invite them to join me...heheh if also i hav budget, i want to buy things that makes me satisfy like tshirt, bag, books, etc..

3. Tag five friends and ask them to post it in theirs. (lhat na!! :D)
jOlEnZ , sTePhiE , LnEl , hAzEl , rUbIE , vAl , dHrEi , jAh , vOn , rObErT

August 13, 2005

loser !!!???!@#



loser !!!???!@#
is that term really apt for me this day...whaaah... i just want to scream out loud... kairita.. i wish i was somebody else...argh..*sori.. i dnt know what i' m talking about my eyes r partially close* nyweiz... my day 2day is really tiring and frustrating.. I just cant help it...my eyes r closing i'l narrate it 2m..feeling: tired!!!!

August 08, 2005

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nagandahan lng aq sa view ...** sa likod ng kwar2**

August 06, 2005

shifting shifting

shifting shifting
.. aq c angelica abaya na mula sa kursong cs-it ay ngdisisyong lumipat sa major na cs-ictm..
tama decided na tlaga aq..all subjs nman n ntake ko e creditd... la na aqng paki sa sa2bihin ng iba .. basta aq kung saan aq mas comportable dun aq.. bat ba npakasenti nman ng tugtog..(listening to: bent down by hale)..nyweiz ayw kong sabihin n hapi aq ngyon..i hav 2 depex dis monday and y should i say n ok aq.. kailangn ko ng tym pra mkpgrebyu.. at ano 2ng gngwa ko..tsk..tsk..i just want to express my feelings 2day ...i felt relieved 2day kc d pla glit sa ken c nico sakin.. kc mas sana'y aq n nanggu2lo at ng ga2mbala sya.. :D pano nman d nya aq binati nung ngkita kmi...tas ano pa.. ang epal nman ng kanta senti..potah naiiyak na q..back 2 business.. yoko n wa n aq ma say.. bye til nxt tym...
oi robert!!! pakiayos ng tag board u.. yaw mgappear ng cursor sa name at sa url..k k..para mkapg comment aq.. : o
i forgot.. !#$% @#$%# shutter yan..i watched shutter kanina.. @#$% dun lng aq npatili.. sobra pati kpatid q ntakot.. ok yng movie..my sense...yun lng..drei u ang nxt..:)

July 08, 2005

.........6:30....pm... @ comlab ----> gox302...

.........6:30....pm... @ comlab ----> gox302...
hi 2 ol... i really mis posting daily events in my blog....paalis na din kc ako... me and the rest of the gang(vhen, em...) will watch a concert in willliam shaw ... mojofly....lalng.. d ko nman fav yng band.. friday night nman so.. okie mgstay ng late...
well about my day.. di p din ako ntawg sa impromptu... i've been carrying this nervousness for almost 3 days ...mag 5 days n pla....whew.. hope n maayos at interesting yng question...
study!!!!! i hav 2 start studying nxt week.. i hav 2 cope in all okie... im really serious....
okie..its tym to go... really..bye bye for now... :D good luck and goodbless 2 ol...luv u ... :% :* :)

June 27, 2005

you and me

you and me
by lifehouse
All of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
though I don't know where to go from here
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do, nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
there's something about this boy
I can't quite figure out everything he does is beautiful
everything he does is right
and it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do and nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people
with nothing to do and nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
what day is it and in what month
this clock never seems so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
**just want to post.. **
**his missing**

moments.. ever after...

moments.. ever after...

..elow bloggy... ina updated ko lng blog ko... nkakalungkot... :D miz ko na agad mga cuzn ko..
they arrive on may 23; 1 month lng cla d2.. and yesterday they have to leave the country...
wish ko abot kamay ko lng yng US.. i really miss them.. ang saya lhat ng mga gimik at mga bicta nmin sa houses ng mga tito and titas ko... :(

School zone: hay naku!! kapagod mga nagdaang weeks.. daming dapat tapcn at lakarin... buti na lng na aacomplish ko khit papaano.... :p
--->hazel's debut is fast approaching!!! @ natatakot na ako.. y?? secret.. heheh.. kwen2 k pag nangyari na...
--->burning career: grabe halos lahat ng mga cuzn ko ngpaburn ng mga cd saken...tsk tsk.. yun n lng kaya ang ipursue ko ...
!#$#@$%$#^%
--->love lyf area: tsk tsk... ha?? maraming aspiring personalities ang pwede kaso... parang ang weird ko kung ipupursue ko e... :D tanong nyo sa ken kng bakit...bilis.. :p
--->comfort zone: as of now my alitan kmi ni papa.. at as usual ng aking sistah... woisho!!
--->im so bad... 3 weeks n ko d ngc2mba.... im so argh... :&
--->examsssssss... kairita... ang dami nla... :D thats ol mga peeps and frendz... :D

June 10, 2005

2:30...clas tym ko na!!!!

2:30...clas tym (dasalgo)!!!!

ai naku inaupdate ko na ha!!..ngstart n kmi ng clas nung may 23...
at ngyon wala lang...i hope na mging mganda ang sem n 2 4 me... lalo pa't na nalalapit na ang aking debut...hope na mging masaya ang mga araw at i2ng sem n i2 4 me...at gus2ng gus2 ko ng mgdl sana...sana... i hope na makaya ko ...yu na okie... the time is 2:20.. 10 mins na lng ..kaya bye ...btw asa g306 ako...c you na lng mga frendz... gudluck 2 ol...

May 15, 2005

tsk... tsk update ku...

tsk... tsk update ku...

hay!!! again i almost forgot to update my blog...but at least haha...hmmm... no bng mgandang maikwen2..well from the past weeks ng vacation e, masasabi kong masaya iyon at very fulfilling in my part...para mas exciting i'll narrate some of the movies na pinanood ko together with my friends and family:
~nangu2na sa listahan ay ang mga sumusunod..together with my comment huh... :D


1. sweet 18 -->hay..sobrang bow ako sa movie series n i2.. sobrang ganda ng chemistry ng dalawa.. haha..me and ruby watch dis in our house after nmin mgswim sa skul.... grabe sobrang nakilig kmi ever d2 sa series n i2..sa sobrang pagka adik nmin, d n nmin namalayan yng tym..hahah kya yun sa min n2log c ruby..hehe hay naku.. lalo pat nlaman ko n real lyf lovers pla ang dalawa..hahha..sobra..cute ng movie..a must-see koreanovela tlaga...if u really want 2 watch just post sa tagboard ko..at pahi2ramin ko kyo .. xnsya n sa sobrang pag- ka adik ko e binurn ko lhat ng 16 cds..hehehe..nyweiz da 2nd one is...

2.mean girls && freaky friday--> both of this movie was portrayed by lindsay lohan...cool ng story... usual din ng mga movies n napanood ko... all's well that ends well.. yun lng... basta pretty ni lindsay...

3.how to lose a guy in 10 days -->i only borrowed dis cd from drei...hmm..nice and funny yng story... la n kong masabi.. heheh she only recommend dis 2 me.. fav movie nya e.. medyo my pagka naughty yng girl dahil pinangalanan nya yng thing ng guy.. princess sofie ata..lam nyo na yun.. try 2 watch if ur interested sa movie..nxt is

4.white chick-->starting from this number up to the last e, mga hiniram nmin sa video cty..sa sobrang dami nming na miss n movie e ngmovie marathon kmi ng aking pamilya...hmm funny pero parang hawig sa freaky friday at hotchicks..well ok lng napatawa nman ako e..

5.the notebook--> hmm.hmm. sabi ng ilan boring daw..pero 4 me ok lng heheh...usual love story din..cute lng nung guy nung bata bata cla.hehe

6.resident evil-apocalypse--> isa sa mga cool at astig n movie ... cguro mka2relate ako ng hus2 kung napanood ko yng ibng series before dis..nyweiz nxt

7.dodgeball--> sa tagalog tamaang bola..pero my pagka tournament yng knila... hmm lam nyo n yun cguro naman nglaro kyo nun ng bata pa kyo.. heheh mis ko na 2ng game n i2.. we've play dis game 2together with the children sa nazalu..sa cwts nmin.. haggard pero enjoy...

8.the village-->...hmm suspense ever i2.. well...basta yng baliw yng ngpapanggap n multo dun, pumunta sa liblib n village yng family ng baliw kc dami n nyang npatay basta theme ng movie is 'lang lihim n d nbu2nyag' ...and day live happily ever after..watch the movie for further info ok...nxt

9.the forgotten--> ...hmmm.. xnsya na nire2call ko kc nlimutan ko e..nyweiz suspense n my pagka horror i2.. pilit n binubura ng devil yng memory ng mother.. pinapaniwala sya n d ng e2xist yng anak nya.. pero u know nman mother instinct..lam nya deep insyd n buhay pa ang anak nya.. ending buhay yng anak at yng crash plane incident na nagyari ay d 22o..or in other words d tlaga nangyari...

10.ocean 12--> if u watch ocean 11..parang continuation lng din... gawain nla ay mgnakaw .. pero i2 kailangn nlang mgnakaw para mabayaran yung kasamahan nla.. kc nman pinaghati-hatian nla yung parte ng kasamahan nla...amazing nga yng strategies nla sa pagna2kaw e...i'm not telling na panoorin nyo 2 para makakuwa kyo ng mga techniques..heheh just watch if ur curious..nice nice...nxt

11.the doll master--> so feed up sa mga movies na ngc2mula sa "the --" thing...hehe..kng ipa2 enumerate sa kin yng mga movies n 2 sa game ka na ba e...baka manalo pa ko.. nyweiz.. suspense ang korean horror film n 2...after i watch this para 2loy ngcc ako sa mga tinago o pinabayaan kong dolls nung bata pa ko..hehe..a bit scary pero my lesson i2..haha akalain mo..."dont get stranger's doll"..ok..nyek nyek...nxt..

12.the punisher--> astig din i2ng action movie n i2...la lng... naawa nga ako e kc police sya.. my pinagawa s knilang raid ata...tas npatay nya yng anak ng isang mayamang tao yun lng kc yng familyar na name sa kin dun sa movie..nyweiz..yun nghiganti yng c travolta.. pinapatay nya sa mga tauhan nya yng pamilya nung guy sa isang gathering lng...tsk..kawa2 nya e.. tas nun ayun nghiganti din yung guy...kaya pinamagatang the punisher..ending napatay nung guy lhat ng pumatay sa buong kaanak nya..theme e n2ng movie na i2 ay... "vengence is ours not in God"...hahah with application sa speech nmin nung 4th yr....la lng..

ladder 49, 13 going on 30, terminator 3--> sorry d ko n npanood 2 e...hiniram lng...la kc me nung pinanood nla..nyweiz filling ko mganda din..watch nyo n lng...

~~still hoping 2 watch the following movies:everybody has secret, my sasy girl, windstruck and my little bride ... another koreanovela if ever...
till nxt movie marathon...hmmm..nxt nman n ipo2st ko yng ngyari sa gk okie...


~~eem ehem..kala nyo tapos na noh..well di pa.. currently i'm ready about a book written by paulo coelho which is "veronika decides to die"..title palang di ba... interesting na...hopefully i could read also his other books..nice nice....hmm i'll just tell u more pag ntapos ko na ...hopefully before mgpasukan ...

hay hay! ...come on lyf is still worthwhile kahit my mga problems... gnun tlaga lam ko d din mgtatagal e maaayos din nmin yng prob nmin..in my family...huh...i thank god for providing all our needs everyday...wish u ol guys are okie...ryt...till my nxt update...after 36 years...joke...c yah soon... :D..luv yah...mwahh..

May 05, 2005

at last....the return of the come back..anJhe

at last....the return of the come back..anJhe...woooohahahooo

hahah...sobra na i2...pati sa pag u2pdate ng blog e nakakatamadan ko pa..huhu..
pero sa katunayan enjoy ako sa pag ta type ngyon... bakit? dapat lng n mging masaya... kc pinkikinggan ko fave ko na kanta....... e2 ata ang napa2la sa kakapanood ng koreanovela..hahah...kailangan kong mg update cmula ngayon...dahil mg isa na ako ngyon...wat do i mean n mg isa n lng ako?? ahm..xmpre d ko nman agad n msasabi lahat ngyon..
medyo madami n tlaga ang nangyari dis past ahhh months, since ngstart yun bakasyon...
enjoy kahit na medyo haggard.. gus2 ko tlagang ikwen2 ang lahat d2..lam mo yun na parang ang daming gus2ng ikwento ng isip ko kaso d ko lam kung san mg u2mpisa..weird!

e2 na lng bawat araw na lumipas sa buhay ko, masasabi kong my mga experiences na ngbibigay sakin ng lessons. natu2wa ako dhil kahit na mahirap e posible, kung gus2 mo at determinado ka tulad n lng nung ng gk kmi..lam ko na gus2 kong gwin sa buhay ko after ng college.. of course ipopursue ko ang career na napili ko, pero d lang yun.. gus2 ko n ding tumulong sa iba through gawad kalinga... weird pero gus2 kong mg camp ng mg camp at 2mulong sa iba ng wlang kapalit..if will talaga ni God na mg serve ako sa kapwa ko through gk e.. y not d ba? e kung hindi e d matinding pagpla2no n2man i2...i'll give my further reason behind dis ok... i'm not yet through... i'll just continue this issue pag nacollate ko n sa utak ko ulit okie okie...c u frendz..adios...mwahh..peace out!!!

Lessons you should know...

MARKS OF WISDOM

1.Fear of the Lord
2.Submission to the authority
3.Open ears – Openness to advice
4.Increasing knowledge
5.Self control – Tongue control
6.Diplomatic Language
7.Soul Winning
8.Timely Work


FRUITS OF WISDOM

1.Healing
2.Life Salvation from death and disaster
3.Peace
4.Approval. Delight from the superiors
5.Progress
6.Abundance

7.Preeminence
- The wise become the master.
- Strength
8.Wealth/Glory.
9.Honor
10.More Wisdom.

February 21, 2005

penguin... penguin ..penguin

haha...atlas!! nkapag update n din ako... kaasar dapat kahapon ako ng update la n kc akong prepaid net anyweiz...
i'll just updated my blog... kwento ko lng yung ginawa ko nong sunday!!

i'm just happy kc ngkaroon pa di ako ng bonding moments with my family.. after nmin mgcmba sa folk arts.. we went to harrison and ate lunch after non.. my lil sis invited us na makita yung penguin summit dun din sa place.. so kaming tatlo lng na mgkakapatid ang nanood... haha cla mama @ papa nman e ngbingo .. nakaka aliw yung mga peguins.. yung ticket pla is P120 isa... kainis nga lang discount.. pero ok lng nman sulit kc we had a chance to touch and play w/ da penguins... by day way 6 yung mga peguins... sayang nga la kmimg cam na dala.... d namn nmin plinan c obri lng yng ngyaya.. kmi nman umoo agd heheh...^_^

buti nman khit na buzy e... we had a chance to spend a quality time for each of my family... o2 nga pla, ng babagong buhay na ko.. im on to sports ulit... every saturday... after ng cwts nmin punta kming sports complex para ...mgbadminton, volleyball, @ pinaka fav ko ang mgswim... ^_^ update ko n lng ulit 2 nxt week...

happy ako dhil i passed my midterms in genpsyc...hopefully sana mgpatuloy!!!

February 07, 2005

uPdAtED... UPDaTed...........=D

Virgo August 23 - September 22 Bust your heart out of its rut. It wants variety, new choices and a fresh outlook, as well as ongoing nurturing. Give your heart what it wants and it'll give you what you want.

In lieu to this horoscope....hahaha...grabe n 2... this day in that moment<@library> is the happiest time i ever left....

You know why?? hehe.. sa wakas nkausap ko n din c #e^ry...hahaha..sobra...iku2kwen2 ko sa inyo ng mas detalyado...

After ng class nmin sa anmath, i went to the library to search for our assignment in engltwo...which is journal article related to our field...

Tapos.. sa di inaasahang pagkakataon at minuto ay naku grabe...nakita ko c 10-5-13-13-25...
@ di lng yun ...nilapitan nya ako habang ngpa2xerox ako... and he asked me kung san ako nkakuha ng article... at itinuro ko yung shelves at the right..heheh..grabe... para akong cra na nakangisi palabas ng lib..hahah...yun lng...

Anyweiz, grabe dAmi na talagang pinagagawa...hopefully matagalan ko at makaraos ako this term... Dpat lubucn ko n i2ng term n i2 dahil last n nmin 2 as froshees...
I've just read this story hope you'll like it na lng..

updated!!!!!yahooo........ =D

nyahahaha! may moral ito sa dulo promise! haha. =) napulot ko lng po ito sa isa kong egroup. e natuwa ako so share ko lng sa inyo. promise may moral to... ahahahaha! *grinning hugely* blessings!tint
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Nung first year highschool ako una ko siyang nakita.Napahinga pa nga ako ng malalim habang hinahawakan ang armchair ng mahigpit nung pumasok siya sa classroom. Wow, sabi ko sa sarili ko, Ito ang lalaking magpapamemorable ng life ko. At naging siya nga.So, ayun nagkakilala kami. "O eto si *****." sabi ng common friend namin. "ako naman si *****" "Ay, Nice to meet you.. "(kunwari pa kong di alam ang name nya eh ultimo kung saan siya m ay nunal sa katawan eh alam ko na) with matching pa cute na smile at looking at him from head to toe.Na-amaze pa nga ako kasi ang linis-linis nya at humahalimuyak ang pabango nyang Hugo Boss..Aaah!!! Pwedeng-pwede!! Ngumiti lang siya sa akin with matching takip ng panyo sa mouth niya. Aba, mahiyain...hmm....Teka...Ayun naging friends kami. Tawagan sa phone, text sa cellphone exchanging sweet messages throughout highschool. Hanggang naramdaman ko na lang nung isang araw... Yak..inlove na yata ako!! Hindi naman pwede kasi may nililigawan siya, at nung binasted siya, may niligawan na naman siya at syempre ako hindi man lang niya ako niligawan. Siguro kasi pag niligawan niya ako wala ng challenge!!!At parang ako na ang nanligaw! Kasi naman lagi ko siyang binibigyan ng gifts pag may occasion basta kung anu-ano ang binibigay ko sa kanya. Hindi naman ako nanghihingi ng kapalit pero napansin ko nibalat ng candy wala siyang binigay sa akin..kung meron man eh isang ½ crosswise na paper na sapilitan ko pang hiningi ka sa kanya para naman may remembrance ako nung minsan naging magkaklase kami.Pero in fairness sinayaw naman nya ako nung 2 proms namin. Nandun yung hinawakan nya yung kamay ko papunta sa dance floor infront of everybody na halos mapaiyak ako sa sobrang saya at naisip ko nalang na ayokong matapos ang gabing yun. Sa dami ng napagdaanan ko nung minahal ko siya, napagod na rin ako nung may niligawan uli siya.Hindi na ko makatiis hanggang nung Graduation namin inamin ko sa kanya na mahal ko talaga siya since first year. Wala akong pakialam kung anong isipin nya basta ang alam ko kailangan ko na sabihin dahil baka hindi na kami magkita. Nakatingin lang siya sa akin huminga sya ng malalim at bigla niyang sinabing.. " Kasi... ano...Friends lang talaga eh." ohmigosh! Nanlaki ang mata ko non tapos bigla na lang ako tumawa ng malakas "Sabi ko nga eh. Hahaha!" with matching hampas pa sa braso niya. Tapos non eh pinilit ko siyang kalimutan.Nag college na ko maraming cute pero . Haaay.... Wala pa ring maka higit sa kanya. May nanligaw naman sa akin nung mga time na yun, Isang cute na fil-am, yung coño kong friend at isang cute na guy na mas bata sa kin ng 3 yrs kaya lang hindi ko sila maiwasang compare sa kanya. Bakit siya cute sya ngumiti? Bakit siya ang napapangiti niya ako? Sasagutin ko na sana yung isa dahil hindi na ito normal!Goodluck! Hindi ko pa rin kaya! Bigla kong naisip na KUNG HINDI LANG SIYA.. WAG NA LANG.Naisip ko na minsan lang pala ako umibig.Naisip ko na sa isang lalaki ko lang pala gagawin yung mga ka-cornyhan at kabaduyan ko. Siya lang talaga ang hinihiyaw ng puso ko. Haaay.. nakakainis!!!Anyway, hindi ko na siya nakita for 5 years, pero nababalitaan ko pa rin yung mga nangyayari sa kanya. Gumraduate na siya.. (Uuuy, Congrats!), May trabaho na siya ( Goodluck sa job!) May girlfriend nasiya ( I'm happy foryou...waaah!)at kung anu-ano pa. Tutal naman maycareer na ko and the money's good at naalagaan ko yung parents ko and I can hang-out with my friends kaya okay lang pero... parang kulang pa rin dahil naiisi p ko pa rin siya. Mas mabuti na rin yung ganito kasi ayun nga sa kanta "I'll know I'll never love this way again" hindi na ko makakapagmahal ng todo-todo na umaapaw uli sa isang lalaki.Isang hapon habang nagdadrive na ko pauwi napasabak pa ko sa traffic.Napatingin ako sa kanan ko sa katabi kong car. Napansin ko pa nga yung kamay ng driver. Naalala ko yung kamay nung minahal kosa sobrang kakatsansing sa kamay non eh syempre sinong dimakakamemorize non noh!Anyway, tumingin na ko sa highway. Grabe traffic pa rin!! Birthday pa naman ng friend ko nung highschool at excited na kong makipagtsismisan. Pagtingin ko uli sa kanan sa mamang may cute na kamay eh bigla akong nagulat nakatingin pala sa akin yung driver. Ako naman tong si iwas.After kong nabigo sa pag-ibig nung highschool eh nagsusuplada na ang lola niyo After ng matagal na traffic eh nakarating na ko sa party ng friend ko syempre walang humpay na tsismisan at tawanan at balitaan sa mga buhay-buhay namin. Biglang may dumating na car na parang familiar sa akin tapos biglang bumaba yung tao sa loob. Biglang may nagsalita sa likod ko "Hoy, pare!! Ang tagal mo!" bigla siyang nagsalita with matching punas ng panyo sa noo. "Traffic eh." With matching ngiti at humalimuyak na naman ang Hugo Boss sa ilong ko.O, HINDEE!! ANG LALAKING NAKASABAY KO SA TRAFFIC NAMAY MAGANDANGKAMAY......Biglang sabi ng friend ko sa kanya "Teka naalala mo pa ba si...?"AY WALANG IBA KUNG HINDI ANG TANGING LALAKING MINAHAL KO ALL MY LIFE...Gusto kong magpalamon sa lupa, magpakalunod at sakalin ang friend ko sa sobrang hiya. Hindi pa ko handang makita siya!!!Bigla siyang tumingin sa akin at sinabing."OO NAMAN. ALALANG-ALALA."Whaaat?? Ano uli???Naalala nya pa ko!!! At ang panalo kung kaibigan ay iniwan kaming dalawa. Ayun, tanong sya sa kin ng tanong sa buhay ko. Nag-alok siyang ihatid ako sa bahay sabi ko may car ako. Tumawa siya at sabi niyang "Oo nga ikaw nga yung nakita ko sa traffic!!"Lagi niya akong sinusundo sa office ko, nagdidinner din kami at syempre tinatawagn niya ako sa bahay ko gabi-gabi. Hindi ko alam pero parang bumaligtad yata ang mundo!After 2 months, naging kami.After 1 year, nagpakasal na din kami.Before kaming ikasal sinabi niya sa akin "Naalala mo nung gumraduate tayo at pinagtapat mo sa akin na mahal mo ko?" Namula na lang ako bigla at nag joke "Ah.. yun?Bata pa ko non!"Bigla nyang hinawakan ang kamay ko at sinabing "Hindi na tayo bata non.. Mas pinili kong makakilala ng mga maling babae kesa maging tayo sa maling panahon na hindi pa tayo handa. Unang kita ko pa lang syo, naramdaman ko na ikaw na ang babaeng para sa akin"Napatingin muna ako sa kamay niya na buong highschool kong pinagnasaan at sa mukha nya. Ano ba to!! Naiiyak ako kasi naiiyak din siya. Totoo ba ito?At naramdaman ko ang yakap sa amin ni LORD...Kami nga talaga para sa isa't isa. At ito na nga ang tamang panahon...ü"Sometimes letting go is the only way to moveforward..."tantananan! ang moral of the story - dapat pareho kayong my kotse. hehe! nyahahahaha! =) o diba ang ganda ng moral. ^_~!


January 25, 2005

what does your name mean???????

what does your name mean???????

ANGELICA
A is for Arty
N is for Natural
G is for Glittering
E is for Extraordinary
L is for Likeable
I is for Insane
C is for Confused
A is for Astounding

hahah...some of those meaning are true...especially letter ah eh ah... lahat pla..hehe...=D

January 18, 2005

i'm a dreaming soul....wanna try!!!

wanna try!!!
wanna try!!!
wanna try!!!
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the timeYou have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul



What Kind of Soul Are You?

January 10, 2005

pic ko with my blockmates-s12

pic ko with my blockmates-s12




*me * jolenz * francis * hazel *kristine *aubrey *don>
*carlo *deck * mel ........ = D

January 05, 2005

nahuli lng ng update...nong jan.3 i2..

nahuli lng ng update...nong jan.3 i2..

gosh... first day n nmin knina...well as usual new clasm8s and profs.. but di yun ang topic ko ngyon... ire2minisce ko lng yung maga2ndang nangyari sa kin before that which is nung enrollment.. jan. 3.. ewn ko ba..gus2 ko lng ipost para mare2call ko i2 ...

first thing n ginawa ko of course e mag enroll muna ...dhil yun nman tlaga main purpose ko ... after nun ngkita kita kmi nla.. drei, steph, ruby, von, marvin, lexter, mary, evelyn, aiza, marga, at arven.. nghintayan kmi para mkatapos sa pagre2new ng scholarship... after nun ng decide kmi n kumain sa food court kso puno so sa jollibee n lng kmi kumain... c em binalita na DL c kuya marc...kaya nilibre kmi ng lunch dun din sa jobe...habang kumakain kmi ngkwe2n2han kmi nla kuya marc bout our day 2 day lyf.. na mention n lng yung characteristic ko after nmin mgkwen2han sa phone nung last eve ng christmas.. na ako daw yung tipo na ng ha2nap... meaning "i dont like someone seeks me but rather i'll be the one to seek my type and kind of person na gus2 ko"... na pinpoint agad ni kuya marc... that really is me... hopefully ico2nsider ko pa din yung mg ngsee2k..d nman ako manhid ...sometyms hahah.. after nming mglunch...we went back sa school chika2 && siesta of course...la lang just w8 4 da others para saby sabay din kmi mkauwi....kso.. nku nka2hawa kc cla.... ngya2 c drei n pumuntang rp... la lng bibili daw sya ng ntbk o libro e.. ei naala2 ko ime2ntion ko din pala 2.. yung drawing pla na binigay ni lex sa kin gling kay nel...drawing ng asawa ko c vincent... joke!!! he really draw well pero mas mgaling pa din ako... para sa sarili ko lng... hahahaha...nyeweiz... we went to rp na dpat sana e nkabiyahe me pauwi ng bhay...kaso nga niya2 nla me kc paniguradong bz n sa term n 2...cnamahan lng nmin c drei n pumili ng book && ntbk... kaso olats ...wala... as in wala kming nbili miski isa hahaha...pano ba nman 2ng c marvin 2do discourage sa binder na gus2 sa nming bilhin ni drei....hahah pero in the other side may point sya ha. yaw nya din kming mgc2 sa bi2lhin nmin dhil subok nya na daw... salamat dun pare!!! back 2 da main event... after nun nghanap hanap c drei ng tshirt.. nbanggit ko sa kanya yung shop n madalas kong tignan like nung artwork... like na like ko tshirt dun kaya nirecomend ko sa kanya kaso wla sa rp sa sm lng meron... tpos nun la lang ngkayayaan n mgpunta sa dreamworld.....yun nglaro lng cla ng air hockey,.... niya2 ko din clng mgktv... > ...la 2do pili kami ng mg kanta... at kmanta kming lhat... sama lng ng loob ko kc nataasan p kmi nan ni lex... hahaha... lu2 nga e araw2 nya ata yun kinakanta hahaha!!!yun lng nman ang mga happenings ever sa akin dat day..hopefully sana maretain at itrreasure din nla yun and sana makabond ko ulit cla jolenz, hazel , mel at don...really miz u guyz...
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January 01, 2005

welcome 2005!!!good bye 2004!!!

welcome 2005!!!good bye 2004!!!

the long waiting and countdown is over ...cnalubong nmin yung new year ng may saya at pag asa sa aming puso ... i didn't expect na mas enjoy yung new year last year kaysa ngyon... d rin nman ngbago yung pagsalubong nmin bago ang new year ...gnun pa din nman yung putok ng mga paputok ng mga kapitbahay....nasabi ko yun kc yung mga sunod sunod na calamities at mga di inaasahang pangyayari tulad ng sunog ay nakaapek2 sa mga tao para mag celebrate ng hus2 sa holidays na nganap.... pero mas malaki na ata ang pinagbago ko kaysa dati.. im really happy kc la nmang nsaktan sa pagsalubong nmin ng taon.. nag enjoy tlaga ako... para akong bumalik sa pagkabata habang ngc2ndi ng paputok... kj kc nila ma2 at ate.. kmi lng 3 nla pa2 at obrei ang ngpaputok...hahah... tlagang 22o ang kasabihan na kung cno man yung mga tao n kasama mo bgo mg bagong taon ay cla rin ang mka2sama mo sa buong taong pa2rating... sana nga na mging gnun parati... pamilya ko lng nman talaga ang mahalaga sa akin.. ngpa2salmat ako kay God kc he never fails to leave us lalo na nung nakaraang taon... sana mging masagana yung taon n i2 sa akin at sa aking family... xmpre gnun din para sa mga frendz && frelatives ko na mala2pit at maha2laga sakin...
Unfortunately.... may nsaktan ata ako... nel called me up after ng celebration... na22log na nga ako nun e... ngring lng yung cel tpos kasunod n din ng phone... a yun pinakinggan ko lng cya sa mga hinaing nya khit na may tama na yun ... its about her frend n nkausap nya din b4 nya 2mawag smin... la nman .. i told him na i2log nya muna yun but sbi nya ok p din daw sya at lam nya p daw cnsabi nya... ayun nga ng usap lng kmi ng onti ntapos n ata ng 2:20am... cnbi nya lng yung nara2mdman nya sa akin... pero xmpre ndala na ako e.. gus2 ko na mg stay yung friendship nmin no more no less... yun lng nman yung gus2 ko.. .. gus2 ko na bilang kaibigan, hayaan nya ako n mging free at wag akong sakalin o ipressure na mgdecide .... yun n lng kc lagi yung sitwasyon na napa2sukan ng kaibigan kong yun.... friend+relationship = misunderstanding --> enemy... parang gnun lng nman humahan2ng ...hehehehh... advice ko nga na sna wag cyang mgmadali khit na alm nya n ready na sya kailangn n mgconsider ng mraming bagay b4 he gets to it....
message ko sa sarili ko: wag na ulitin ang mga nangyaring pagkakamali... pls madala ka na...matino ka nman e... accept and consider.. new year na kaya dapat new good works ang gwin...
message to all: be mature yun lng!!!! and be....@#$%$%...........=D

December 30, 2004

+---2 tulog n lng....happy new year...!!!!

wahaha... tama 2 tulog n lng at new year nah!!!...pero bago yun... dapat tpucin ang taong 2004 ng maayos.. i mean kailangan na salubungin yung su2nod na taon ng maayos... maka2tulong kung c2mulan mo sa houz.. xmpre 2do linis ako ng mga kalat ko lalo na yung mga papers at kung ano2 pang xerox etc., cnunod kong linicn yung mga damit ko.. tinanggal ko yung mga damit n d ko n kailangan.. pinaayos ko din yung damit ng kapatid ko para maayos... buti na lng mayroon na akong mabi2gay sa host family ko sa cwts... xmpre di ko maka2limutan yung sarili ko.. ngpagupit pa ako ng buhok para swerte..hehehe....kailangan mging optimistic at realistic para buenas ako sa susunod na taon...khit na mdaming mga problems at mga pangya2ring inuwan 2ng taon na i2..like nung recent na tsunami...grbe ... mgpa2lit pa lang ng taon nanggyari pa yun..sus...hopefully talaga mging maganda yung su2nod na year 4 me and also 4 my frendzz and familly xmpre... hope ko na mging ligtas at masaya ang pagsalubong nmin ng new year!!!...
additionally: hope ko din na mging maganda at maayos ang mgi2ng plans ko 4 nxt year... at sna
sna... ahm.. sana...ahm...mangyari...ang ... ahm... yung.. ah e... ahm......ahm ...ahm ahm ahm ahm... !#$#$#%$%$^%&^&amp;amp;*&*)$%#$#$#%$^... ahm ...ayan tinataboy ko yung ....malas...hahahaha.....= D

+---lAnG KwEnTa--+

haha....nka2inis tlaga bkit kaya gnun ...ngyon lng ako nkagawa ng blog message....hahah
ewan ko ba... ngu2lohan ako ... kasi nman tong la kwenta kong kaibigan... nhulog n2man sa patibong ko...hehehhe...kaya ayun napa2icp n2man ako... dpat maging hapi sya khit pa2 ano noh d ko sya binasted... ha2yaan ko n lng sya na mgpa impress again and again to win ...dis dhung heart of mine ...hahaha...loko loko talaga ..inaalok ko ng other girla loo ayaw...kainis pano na yung priority ko... mawa2lan n2man ako ng concentration...

bkit kaya gnun no...kung cno pa yung gus2 ko ayw nman... at kung cno pa yung may gus2 sakin tinatanggihan ko pa...lang ya o!!! ..ang potah .....nai2nis na ko... yung code nwala...argh argh....kainis..!!!

December 25, 2004

christmas day!!! moment of the year...= D

...Atlas... this day had come. ..= D
...I'll so glad kc dumaan i2ng araw na i2 ng maayos khit na medyo malungkot kc sa crisis nga!!!..
..parang di hapi yung mga tao...
.....pero at least andun pa din ang essence ng celebration w/c is yung birth ni jesus....= D

BuTi nA lNg yUnG hInIHiNtAy kOnG MoMeNt bEforE AkO M2Log Ay NgYaRi...

.....i'll just type it here briefly....

nong christmas eve la tlaga akong magawa kundi ma2log, kumain at mgchat...tingin ko nga e maba2to lng ako dhil sa sobrang boring d2..heheh...pero ok sa part nla ma2 kc bumuti n din lagay ng sis ko...la ng sakit...
wala pati cna mama at papa nag last minute shopping pa sila before clang mgprepare para sa noche buena... e yun nag open lng ako ng mail at ng chat..nkachat ko lng c kuya mark we had a good conversation bout lyf and luvlyf...after nun kuya mark made a call d2 sa bhay... la lng just want to greet lng ...kwen2 ever ng mga grudges sa puso heheh...but at least it help in our part na ma ease yung mga kalungkutan na nafe2l namin khit pasko...

BOUT nman dun sa pinag u2sapan nmen e... samin n lng yun heheh...
da question i long to ask 4 my self is finally answered... nafeel ko yun... 22o at walang halong kaplastikan.. i think dat dis thing will happen again and again... until i finally got it.
In dat instance when he told his feelings 4 me. . i realize na sya na kaya? o baka wala lang?

.....YOKO munang pag usapan ang bagay na i2 ...Nxt tym n lng... nxt blog...hehehe...

NEWAYZ... ayun nga after naming mg usap ni kuya sa phone... i receive many text... greetings ng mga frends at kung cno cno pa.. i didm't expect na ta2wag c claire akala ko nman na yun nga ba2ti lng at manga2musta ... 2mwag din pla sya para sabihin na 2mawag daw ako kna nel.... ngtaka lng kc ako ,... d nman cla ngce2lebrate ng xmas ah? at ako pa ang ta2wag...hmp?!?

YUN pla... ngsabi lng ng burden nga ngyon xmas... ... nagthank you lng nung bday nya....... grbe detalyado ... hehehe......hehehe...binaggit din nya yung feeeeeelings na2man !!! oh no!! nya daw again sa kin...gulo noh...!!! ..= [

ANG Moment... na pinakahihintay ko ay i2... whahahahiehiehehe.... ilang minutes na lng kc at mg chri2stmas na... iniexpect ko pa nman na may mg text o kaya my 2mawag man lng sa kin w/c is c Mr. Ralph Sialdon "don" Acoba...hahehehe... ayun... ng miscol sya after nming mg usap ni nel.... nagparinig me na im expecting nga na my bumati man lng bago mg christmas...heheh he replied na could i giv him 20 mins... hahah sinaka2 p tlaga sa xmas.... ayun 2mwag lng sya at ayun n nga ...yun yung moment na pinakahi2ntay ko ... para pagtapos nun chibugan na at pahinga.... sa 22o lng after he called i just fell asleep sa sobra atng saya ...waheheh di din ata ako nka2log dahil sa ngputukan na d2 ...ang layo noh!!! xmas tpos ngputukan wahehehe...

December 15, 2004

EVERY LITTLE THING (he does is magic)

Though I tried before to tell him
All the feelings I have for him in my heart
Every time that I come near him
I just loose my nerve
As I've done from the start
('cause) Every little thing he does is magic
Every thing he does juust turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on

Do I have to tell a story
Of the thousand rainy days since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me who ends up getting wet
I resolve to call him up
A thousand times a day
And ask him if he'll marry me
In some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reached the phone
Long before my tongue has stripped me
Must I always be alone


Every little thing
Every little thing he does
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic

December 14, 2004

MISS YOU

Miss you...
Everyday and every night
this feeling I fight, try as I might
but I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright
Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now
I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you (I miss you)
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too
Miss you
All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can't bear it boy, alright
When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as might to hide the tears,
and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near
Miss you...

December 09, 2004

STILL Surviving.........HAY!!!!....= D

HAY BUHAY!!!!
sa wakas tpos n ang mp ko!!!! hope na maging maganda at maayos ang demo ko 4 2m.....grabe hectic na hectic tlaga ang sched ko dis term
....ISA PA NTIN ANG EXEGESIS hay nku!!!!....sana mging fruitful at productive ang mga pinaghihirapan ko.... para makabawi....=D
one week n lng at finals na ... at pag tpos nun e... SEMBREAK....yahoooo.!!!
kaso di pa dun ngta2pos ang mga burdens at mga g2win ko...dhil the next panigurado mhirap pa din... thank God dhil he never fails to help and guide me ...hehheheh.....thanx dhil pinala2kas nya ako through all of this.....
.........= )

December 04, 2004

it's hard to say i'm soryy....... daw!!!!!!

my title is quite not suitable....

about want had happen last day....

i'm so glad kc ngkaayos na kmi ng long lost friend ko...

and that really matters 4 me....

we've been together almost 2 years way back in h.s.

he is really my best pal... kaso d talaga maiiwasan ang mga pagtatalo

at inisan.... di man kmi ngkita...

nka2long tlaga ng malaki ang ym at xmpre ang suspensyon ng class...

hope ko sana pag ngkita kmi e mabalik yung bondness na naudlot...

i'm really happy even though madaming requirements dahil malapit na yung finals

namin at least naayos nmin yung past past conflict nmen...

gudluck na lng sa kin...

hope mapasa ko lhat ... para happy ang xmas at vacation...

whahihihih....= D