May 04, 2007

waaa hayz back again


I'm back .. Tsk tsk tsk .....>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Ewan n2man ako ngyn...D n me nagbago crammer..T.T Susme kay raming gawain n kailangn gawin...dunno wats first. Kay kalat ko din dn ko lubayan ng mga nka2lat n bgay sa bhay...Y.Y Why o why nman 2 weeks lang nman me nging involuntary tas aun dami ko plang kailangn tapucn and ol... I must start on my self first ... hmmmm Malaking .... E!!! as in malaking ewn ako dis summer..+.+ sobra nga akong nakapgpahinga kso dinapuan nman ako ng mga ailments..oo waaa bum n nga may ailments pa..T.T... I wont promise basta i'll be more productive next week.. Shocks!!! 2 weeks n lng ang glory days at muli start n2man ng hell and suffocating days ng acads and orgs.. Oh well im not complaining...o sya d n nga.. isang taon n lng tlga ang kailangn ko and puff tapos na..yea! but i must accomplish all of this nerve wrecking and mind boggling stuff ahead..wohooo!!! I really hope God will help me all through out my decisions and errands dis school year..Light my path Lord and i'll follow..... Clear slate .. erase erase all bad habits and vices ... Please gusto ko n tlga grumaduate and magpakasubsub sa work.. and do want i want to do...as in...Wahehe kidding!! Basta i only mean to be independent na..let me try new stuff especially exciting and challenging kinda thingz!!!
Oh well again..eto n2man..la na akong masulat kundi
miz ko na sobra c ian..T.T periond


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April 06, 2007

Okei

Normal nman pla ang lahat..ako lang ang nag-e2xag..:))

So lets continue contemplating on our own lifes..

Hopefully after ng week na ito ay mas maging maasyos na ako..I hope kau din..:D

I'm looking 4ward sa mga bonding at hang-outs nten dis summer..yea!!!

C u soon guys..luv yah ol!!!



April 04, 2007

Its time to ..dyanan!!!

Tama ito nga ang time para magreflect ng mga bagay bgay..b - a - g- a -yyyyyy ay

(opend d PC ..... looking for cd to listen to..........placed the CD on the drive and puff.......ooppss O_o..OMG!!!...its a CD i got years and years century na nga e ehehe ... a CD made especially for me by mah friend...?!? T.T
Oh well i'll just describe this CD actually fave ko ung mga kinanta netong batang ito e... he sang it especially for me cuz !~!#@$#$..with no apparent reason hahahah lol ung may alam baliw...sori tlga hahaha cuz im curious kung ano ung mga tracks ng CD na ito..hahaha batang bata pa ang voice mo iho dito ah..hahahah..cge ill stop na cuz baka may makaaway me ng dhil n2man sa pagco2mment ko...pero in fairness di ko 2 tinapon i thought nawala or n misplace ko lng somewhere hahaha akalain mo noh..and still you're voice ok p nman..hahahah parang gay...actually ok sya nman..=p
i dont know..im crazy tlga..while im listening sa cd na 2..i dont know nga kung bakit ko pa ito pinakikinggan..weird ng feeling tsk.. sobrang sabog ako..pati mga thoughts ko towards sa pinakikinggan ko,,hayz naku tlga please sana may bumatok saken tlga naku...love of my life...if ur not d one...lost space...i'll be..wohoh!! mustha nman da bah..neweiz. if you want to listen to it..oh well..ehem "d manager" ahaha you can purchase it to me personally...ahaha joke lng kapatid..!!! psensya wlang magawa kundi magnilay nilay mang asar at maging mabusising bata...wehehe..piece tau pag nabasa mo ayt..=p

Nice time to reflect nga ng mga bagaybgay....:D o tara game!!! Reflect.uhhhmmmm..

March 29, 2007

idle time: Appsdev class... 0_o

idle time: Appsdev class... 0_o

ai oo..inaantay ko n lng mag bell to proceed sa q&a nmin sa stramis..hopefully d kmi magisa ng husto ni sir ons..neweiz..ai nku din.super duper to the nth tym n me n bad shot sa parents ko..waaaahhhh... ai nku i admit n tlga lagi ko kc nlilimutan ung time at magsabi kung nasaan n ko kaya cla nag aalala..nku tlga sobra uuwi n tlga me ng maaga ..at mgiging taong bahay ... sana makaya ko..ahaha...but seriously ayoko na mpagalitan ng dahil lng sa pgiging pbaya ko... d nman ako nagloloko sa acads or wat at di din me ngrerebelde..its just dat gusto ko lng magkaroon ng tym sa lhat ng mga errands ko, friends ko, at kay ian..speaking of..ai nku oo bnbasa mo to..dpat mgpagood shot k sa parents ko tlga...ewn ko panu u g2win un...bka kc kaw cchin or idahilan n2man kaya me nagi2ng pasaway..pero as of now d nman..ahahaha
...comments kc ng mama, papa, at ate ko is tigilan mo dw me, lubayan mo dw me, at iwasan ko dw ikw respectively...o d ba..kulit noh..ai nku tlga sana nman pag grad8 ko khit cnu n cgurong guys pwede ko ng dalhin sa bhay 4 dem to meet..syempre yoko laging illegal but honestly mas prefer ko n wag sbihin i know d sya magnda tignan pero mas gusto ko n me ung magte2st if ok b sya sa family ko...

oh well time na...bye yikes my class p ng sabado..tsk..argghh...

March 22, 2007

returning from the wilderness

returning from the wilderness

ai oo guys.. im back hir to update mah blog.."oh well"(fave saying ko ngyn) sobra na 'to..kay raming gngwa hayz nkue..lalo n acads..grbe gusto ko na magbakasyon at mg unwind ng mga bgay bgay sa buhay ko ...
..let me share my thoughts today and other past days n ngbiz bzhan ako...
..first my sis finally return home..d sya lumayas or wat ngmed mission ata cla sa isang liblib n pook...ya knw nursing stuff.. oh well kaboom...aside sa namiss ko sya e..wag ka sobrang laki n ng mga changes n nangyari s knya becoz of that event..basta eto n lng.."family first na ang motto nya"..oh well gurl i appreciate u na..nag iba n din ung princples nya towards boys..wahahaha sana gnun n din me.. she change for good and un nga mas nagmature n tlga sya..hahaha..i hope n mas mging successful sya sa career nya and im really proud kc gra2d8 n sya..:D sa family at frendz no prob nman..may tampuhan pero naaaus din ...thank God ok nman me towards them...minsan lng actually lagi n tlga e pasaway ako..d me nagtatanda hahaha kya naiinis parents ko skin..ahehehe
..second oh well..acadzzz..ai susme grbe na tlga to lalamunin n kmi ng mga subjs nmin..sobra hahaha onti n lng n term ang pagtitiisan cge na go aim for the high..excited din me to take my grad pic hahaha hopefully...
..hmm pangthird probably ang mga 'nangyari' smin ng mahal kong ian..fine i admit n sobrang saya ko pagkasama ko sya.and i would give all ..kaso lng tlga naka2limutan ko ung time..sobrang mahal na mahal ko sya and gusto ko sya n tlga forever as in.. i admit n mrami n kming ups and downs n naranasan but i believe n mern nman kming lesson n npulot dun..oh well sobrang pgod ako ngyn pero i want to stress out dis day dto sa blog ko na kasama ko sya..hayz i really mis him already..esp ung smell nya parang lagi kong naa2moy..:) nga pla he turns 19 and im proud to say n nkpagluto ako for him hahaha actually i do cook tlga la lng tlgang tym for hands on apli..neweiz..mag-upd8 n lng me some other tym cuz nku bangag aq ngyn..hayz nyt to y'all

March 11, 2007

IF EVER YOU'RE IN MY ARMS AGAIN

IF EVER YOU'RE IN MY ARMS AGAIN

It all came so easy, all the loving you gave me
The feelings we shared, and I still can remember
How your touch was so tender, it told me you cared
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just couldn't see, until it was gone
A second once in a lifetime, may be too much to ask
But I swear from now on

If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time will never end

Now I'm seeing clearly

How I still need you near me
I still love you so
There's something between us
That won't ever leave us
There's no letting go

The best of romances,deserve second chances
I'll get to you somehow
'Cause I promise now

February 15, 2007

why o why

why o why: it just happened

masakit.sobra.ung mata.ung ulo.tska puso...
magmanhid n lng sana.all my senses.and especially my heart...
mawala n sana..ung sakit..kung pwede ako n din..kso saglit lng..my dpat p qng tpucn..
must endure this one..kaya ko to!!..wish ko lng..T.T
recovery.malaking E..
pagod na din..kso kailangan magmove on..

*Thanx s mga kaibigan ko na andyan agad sa likod at harap ko..
*Minahal kita sobra..and im sori that it happend..
*May pag asa p ba???
..cguro..gus2 ko man..but not now..
*Lord kaw n po bhala sa future decisions ko..


January 25, 2007

walang eentra..

Panalangin
Artist: Apo Hiking Society

Revival: Moonstar88
Album: Kami nAPO Muna - Tribute to Apo Hiking Society

LYRICS

[I]
Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

[II]
At wala ng iba pang mas mahalaga
Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig
Nating dal’wa…
Sana naman makikinig ka
Kapag aking sasabihin
Minamahal kita…aaah

(Repeat I & II) 2x

[III]
Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko, iyong dinggin

(Repeat III) 3x

...o yes malapit n matapos ang araw..even though d n2pad ung plan ko 4 dis day, at least some part of want i plan happened n d ko man inasahan..plan a .. we both must eat lunch together and be together until the day is over and i must give him my surprise and be together pa din..while we're together i'll play our fav song and be together p din...
...hayz what truly happen is un nga we eat together hanggang sa mabundat c ian..hahahaha.. dhil nga sa spoiler (pa hoping..) ako lagi d ko dn nbigay ang aking surprise..i wont be able to tell s amin n lng un ng aking close friend.. but still we manage to be together until the end of the day.. ac2ally im contented than wat i've planned kc mas okey p ng d pinaghandaan e..hahaha perhaps mas madmi p cgurong mga moment n mas maganda ang mangyayari between us..
...FYI mga friendships..wag nyo po plang sbihin n umiikot n lng ang aking mundo sa aking boylet..which is a big no no po... im just tellin dis to feel each oders presence (feeling n may karamay k sa lhat)...saya kc esp kshare mo sya s lhat etc etc...cguro lhat n ng mga nka2kila2 s akin magta2ka kc ending endi ako i2..wahahaha..but one things 4 sure i've change for the good.. pero d ako ng iba im still me inaccept ko lng ung mga changes s akin at sa paki2tungo ko sa ibang peepz..ewan tama n sobra ko ng narealize...ayt..hayz...
IAN..
...im looking forward p sa mga moments nten together.. sana we could get through it.. thanx honey cuz u've been a part of my transformatn..heheh ;p
....its tym..tym for me to shine in my bed..nyt.ZzZzzzz...luv u all!!! luv u hachimitsu..

January 23, 2007

Continuation ng mga pangyayari...

Continuation ng mga pangyayari...

..so aun nga tpos n nga ung work ko.. miz ko n mga peepz der..haiz my tym tlga during ng work n batong bato na ako at excited n pumasok..malaking PERO.. ako'y nagkamali kc aun panibagong puyatan n nman..whoooat!! o cge mention ko n ung mga peepz der .. cna pre at jr, tatay mat(by request ng amain ko sa call cnter), rog, lourdes, mari, angge, maja, ate marj, rhea, ogie, art, victor, aizelle, tska ..ahh basta TEAM CARMINE aun lhat lhat na andun kaya lang magtatampo...GRP MESSAGE: guyz..mis ko n kau and sana sa summer e magkita kta tau ulit..at sbay sby taung magsa2bi ng "Thank you for calling Xbox Customer Support..etc etc.."

...kailangn ko pla..(in nid tlga..haha) mandekwat ng mga pics..for remembering purposes dun..:D


....EON NGA PASUKAN NA waaaah...
..so eto part 2.. pasukan n nga ac2ally 3rd week n nmin at susmarya haayz ang dami n gngwa..lam mo un puno agd sched ko sa isang linggo..ang dami kong gus2ng gawin kaso conflict sa acads(program, research, project, japanese subj..etc), sa mga orgs, tagaytay training for d kidz, raket ko( basta guyz i need ur support..plz pray 4 me..hayz), atska marami pang iba...

...gusto ko pang sumali sa mga orgs at umattend ng mga training kso..aun time constraint..sana gumana ang time mngt ko dis term!!!

....MAY NAKALIMUTAN P B AKO???
..syempre last but not the least..aun nga ang aking special alalay..hahaha o wag magalit sweet ako kaya yan tawag ko ..^_^ its been a month since nga nung tym n nalinlang mo ko..ahihi joke..i guess mas ok n ata ako sa larangang ito?? >.< ok in a sense na mas sure ako sa mga gngwa ko at alam lng ng parents ko na my bf ako at ang pangalan ay ian..bad for me kc dey tease me hahaha ako nman todo segway to change 2pic..but good thing kc feeling ko dey treat me n as a big girl hahaha (feeling ko nagstart 2 nung nagwork ako..hahaha gud thing din)..kc mas nfeel ko ung responcbility to handle a not so perfect but trying to be one na relationship...o yan hahah...

..laki ng impact ng pagwork ko i felt n isa n akong woman?.? echoss i also felt n special, impt, at my kwenta ako sa mga taong ngpa2halaga at nagma2hal sa akin...lalo n c ian tnx hon!!

..MY MESSAGE TO IAN
..boi! ga2wan n kita ng testi sa friendster.. tska ito pla..tnx sa pag intindi at pag ride mo sa mga moods, joke, kalokohan, kaartehan, kaengotan, ktamaran, at kong anu anu pa.. at syempre pag accept mo s akin..perhaps im lucky kc psensyoso ka..hahaha masunurin k nman dpat lagi lng ako asa tabi mo para swertihin ka..hahaha ac2ally alam ko n alam mo n and2 lng ako 4 u to support, to love, and to apprec8 u.. aun tnx sa lhat lhat mapamaterial man or indi...i hope gnun k din 4 me.. and i'll always be beside u..love u!!..oist d p 2 testi ko sau ha! atska may request ako..anu ung blog mo plz ireveal mo na ha..mushy!!hahaha

...OOPPPSS MY PAHABOL AKO..
..ewn i think my dalang swerte ang year n ito..i think God probably knows wat my heart wants.. dis is bout my raket...i'll tell u dis thing pag nkapasok ako and of course guyz i nid ur support.. bale ipag pray nyo n sana makmit ko ang gold mine...ang aking dreamz..and i'll do d same 2 u ol...i'll announce n lng kung ano ung napala ko dun..im still proud khit manalo or matalo ako.. so upd8 na noh...o cge 1 . 2 . 3 . posted!!!

January 07, 2007

Haayz ...Last day !!! Wohoh Start of Classes O_o!!!

Haayz ...Last day !!! Wohoh Start of Classes O_o!!!

OMG..i cant believe that e2 n nga ang day n pinaka hihintay nming laht..wahaha last day n nmin d2 sa nco..last day n din ng pagtro2ubleshoot ng mga xbox c0nsole..at last!!! yes tapos n din ang work..sobrang hirap pla magtrabaho ..kaya bawat oras tlga importante..this is my first job and cool din ung mga na experience ko from here.. id never imagine na aside from work e marami tlaga ung maga2in at nagain ko nga dito..even though la akong xmas at new year madami nman akong nakilala mga friendship dito most especially ung team nmin..TEAM CARMINE ni Sir Coy!!! Aun sobrang proud na ako sa lagay na to wahaha.. kc nafulfill ko kc ung dapt gwin hanggang sa huli...this experience is very memorable..swear i will cherish all the experiences i had here..

Actually this entry is not enough para mashare ko ung mga naranasan ko dito..may tyms n malungkot kc nga dba la kming xmas at new year pero masaya ako kc marami akong kasama dito n nagpasaya khit pano ng aming xmas..sobrang happy ako actually complete n din cuz i have my honey with me..hehe special mention tlga sya as in all through out my break...of course my ever supportive family d mawawala..and last but not the least syempre c God kc without his guiding presence at source of strength ko throughout my stay dto magpahanggang sa ngyn...

Sobrang mami2ss ko cguro lht ng mga peeps d2 also the floor walkers, tm, eac...oops i have to post it muna...

December 31, 2006

2006 is over -> welcome 2007

2006 is over -> welcome 2007


one hour to go at new year na...before i move on sobrang madaming nangyari sa arw na to..
First of all..after ng work ko my hon fetched me...we went to church for the last mass in 2006.im really hapi kc we went der together to thank God for all ng mga blessings nya for the year tska samin dalawa...After nun pumunta kming alabang sa bhay ng tita..tas aun dun na me nwindang..i met his titas and cunz...tsk grbe unexpected ... i also met his that dad sa houz nla...tas un..actualy d p maayos 2ng story e...ill elaborate on this next log in ko sa net.. ayt..luv u boi

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! HOPE u ALL Receive more BLESSINGS AHEAD!!!!

December 29, 2006

CLUELESS...CUZ i miss u

CLUELESS...CUZ i miss u

its been a week since i've started my work as a tech support in Xbox this Xmas vacation, i've never had a complete rest but despite of that of course i’ve tried to make my vacation as memorable as possible..
to start with, I spend my xmas eve with my family and later on with my special someone...u!a <- o yan bahala ka dyn!!! Darn!! Working is really hard – sobra!! di pla gnun kadali kumita as in… cuz some of the customer are irrates grrr… kaya nkakadepress at nalu2ngkot ako pag d ko cla na2lungan..tsk..neweiz hahaha..ang sya ng bakasyon cuz ii hav my loved ones around me..esp u oo kaw nga...
This years Xmas eve is really memorable because ??? I never thought that this day will be the date for the both of us.. I just don’t want to elaborate much bout this issue.. for privacy purposes..

Thank God for this year i hope na mas gumanda at prosperous ang year nmin ahead.....mis u ol!!!! Belated Merry Xmas and Happy healthy new year!!! Luv u ian!!.

December 21, 2006

Updates: pasado. pasado. sasalang. kapagod. inggit.

Updates: pasado. pasado. sasalang. kapagod. inggit.

Ok.. first gusto munang magtype ng magtype ng mga lang kakwents n intro dito.. tas start n ng pagup8 ko..1.2.3.4.5

HAHA aun first update pasado kc lahat ng mga subjects ko this term..ok din ung gpa..second, pasado kc ako sa final exam ng training nmin..which i didnt't expect to happen haleer lagi ko kc clang dnadaya - i mean nkaka2log kc ako habang nagbabasa ng notes while having our training..hahahaha as in tulog tlga ng mga 1 or 1 1/2 na oras..;p sasalang ung third right kc mamaya isasalang n kmi sa mga calls and i feel nervous about that..yikes! ill just take their advices to be calm and go with the flow n lng while talking to them...sobrang nose bleeding to the nth power ito..tsk tsk ..inggit kc gusto ko ng mag aliw aliw like go to the mall with friend/s, stroll, window shopng, shoppng, eat, sleep on regular time, hang out sa mga bhay bhay nyo..oo sa bhay nyo..at basta lumabas...yayain nyo ako to go out cge n.. kung wla ako magya2 hahah
oi set nman kau o..basta sa umaga lng 2pm hanggang 8pm ok ako..hahaha oist un lng..hoping hoping hoping..

ill post my pics.. .. . bout .. ..basta kaewanan lng...:D c yah all soon

December 18, 2006

YFC: Prinsesa ako

Bible verses for all Princess

1. Matthew 7: 7-8
7: Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
8: for every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

2. 1 Corinthians 16:13-14
13: Watch ye, stand fast in the faith, quit you like men, be strong.
14: Let all that ye do be done in love.

3. Romans 12: 1-2
1: I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, [which is] your spiritual service.
2: And be not fashioned according to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, and ye may prove what is the good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

4. 2 Corinthians 5:17
17: Wherefore if any man is in Christ, [he is] a new creature: the old things are passed away; behold, they are become new.

5. Philippians 4: 6-7
6: In nothing be anxious; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
7: And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.

6. Philippians 4:12
12:I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need.

7. 2 Timothy 2: 22

22: after righteousness, faith, love, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart.

8. Galatians 1: 10
10: For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? For if I were still pleasing men, I wouldn't be a servant of Christ.
....this verse is very striking to me

December 17, 2006

Pieces Of Me by Ashlee Simpson

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me

Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy it's a mission
And you won't stop til I'm there

Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...I hope it never goes away... yeah

On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...So I can breathe

+++Trip kong knta this moment+++

hey hey hey!!!

Hey hey hey
Hey! musta nman kaung lhat.. hay e2 lng at ung tristancafe ang pwede ma-access d2 sa nco call center... 2nd day plng ng training nmin and aun we're studying the course notes regarding the Xbox 360 console...astig ung gadget!! i wish i could own kaso mahal e.. 399dollars..tsk neweiz thats not my priority..I recall sa tuesday n ung course card distributn!!!! nku sana lhat tau hapi sa holidays...i'll pray 4 u guyz na pasado tayong lhat sa mga subjects nten..
..Hay khit training d ko p feel n magwork..ewn nku parang ng-aaral lng din me sa lab..gnun lng feeling..so aun ung upd8 ko...sobrang dami ko pa lng nami2ss..cge un na..Goodluck sa ating lahat!!!...Mwahh!!

December 12, 2006

term end...fast approaching..term end break...yipee

term end...fast approaching..term end break...yipee


panu b cmulan??e2 n2man..hirap magcmula sa mga gnitong blog blog..*_* hay buti n lng tapos n lhat ng mga requirments ko s lhat ng mga subjs.. kaso im still bz doin other stuff like xmas party preparation in obb, xmas party in lscs, exchange gift sa block nmin..huhuhu..obviously magastos ang xmas..hay hay tlga nman..dahil nga ako ay magtra2baho na sa call center dis xmas at new year...d ko kasama family ko ngayong taon..gus2ng gus2 ko p nman ung new year icelebr8 kasi dun lng ako nagwawala..hahaha..kasi nman 22o b tlga ung ksabihan n kung cnu kasama mo sa cmula ng taon e un dn ang mga mka2sama mo sa buong taon..tsk anu b un..kasama ko n b buong taon ung mga ktrabaho ko dun 4ever...oh no!! yoko!!.. nku ang dami kong mami2ss tlga lalo n ang saya ng mga su2nod n weeks...even though madami tlga benefit i2ng work na 2 esp ung datong at ung communication skills n gus2 kong hasain e kailangn tlga ng patience para n din prepared ako magtrabaho sa career n ipinupursue ko in the future...hay hay well sa umaga cguro after ng work e mano2d n lng ako ng dvd or gimik with mah kaberks or matulog hahaha...
....tama yoko pa pla munang magsaya kasi di ko p lam ung mga grades ko...sana maging masaya ang xmas at new year ko...sana kau din mga friendships..kaya wag kalimutang mag upd8 ng blog ha...oist panot, drei, em, ja, aubs, and the rest of mah gangsta frend der over der..ayt..
txt txt n lng 4 some gimik and hapi hapi announcements..luv yah all..advance merry xmas and hapy new year n lng...:D

WaG basahin ng mga wala pang gift sa akin..
V
Maniwala bumili n now na!!!

November 25, 2006

Win

Win
by Brian Mcknight


Dark is the night

I can battle the storm
Never say die
I've been down this road before
I'll never quit
I'll never lay down, mm
See I promised myself that I'd never let me down

I'll never give up
Never give in
Never let a ray of doubt slip in
And if I fallI'll never fail
I'll just get up and try again
Never lose hopeNever lose faith
There's much too much at stake
Upon myself I must depend
I'm not looking for place ashore
I'm gonna win

I'll stop at nothing
There's still a ways to go, oh
Someway, somehow
Whatever it takes, I knowI'll never quit, no no
I'll never go down, mm, mm
I'll make sure they remember my name
A hundred years from now

When it's all said and done
My once in a lifetime will be back again
Now is the timeTo take a stand
Here is my chance
That's why I...

Mmm, I'm gonna win

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how to save a llife

"How To Save A Life"
by The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

munting paalala ni true insignia

Some reminders from the expertzz p.o.v(madami cla)-->lang ko2ntra..tnx!!

How do you know when you are in love? How do you tell the difference between a crush or infatuation and real love?

+=+The simple answer is, you just do! It's like no other feeling you have ever experienced. You can't stop thinking about the person; your heart skips a beat every time you see them. You don't care about anything else, and would do anything in the world for that person. You click on every level: hobbies, personality, likes, dislikes. It's the most amazing feeling in the world! I don't believe there is such a thing as love at first sight. I think there is attraction at first sight but you truly have to know a person to fall in love with them. That is the difference between love and a crush. Chances are if you are infatuated with someone or have a crush on them you don't really know that person and the street is one way (you have feelings but they don't feel the same). True love is a two-way street -- the other person feels the same way about you as you feel about them.

+=+I know I'm in love when I feel like the one I'm with was made for me by God himself. They're designed to be your other half and you question everything in your life that has every happened up until the point you meet them and everything in your life changes. Your every sense is heightened as if you're intoxicated with this feeling of total bliss! You'll know when it's real.

+=+Youknow you're in love when there is no hesitation in expressing yourself. When you feel you can share anything and everything. When you are not anxious about making a commitment. Mostly, you don't feel the need to look around for greener pasture. You don't think that maybe the next man you meet may be better. You are willing to check this relationship out...see where it goes. A crush or an infatuation doesn't last long -- it's not satisfying and doesn't usually turn into a long-term relationship.

+=+When you are in love you will just know it. There is no formula or logic to love. You just feel it in your heart, your mind, and your soul. The feeling is something you can't describe but can arise at any moment, triggered by a memory, a word or a thought of that special person. The difference between a crush/infatuation and real love is that a crush is someone you may forget about during the course of a day/week/month. Someone you may think of a few moments from time-to-time that you can do fun things with such as dates, dinner, and movies. A real love is someone that you cannot live without, someone who is constantly on your mind, day in and day out. It's someone you can't wait to talk to next. Someone who you can't wait to see for whatever reason!

+=+It's a fast way to lose 20 lbs. You can't eat. You toss and turn at night and have butterflies in the tummy. Oh what a feeling! That's love. On the other hand, a crush is gone in about a week! Infatuation is purely physical, but then again all of these can be physical.

+=+It's hard to describe being in love; you simply know it when you feel it. A crush is a romantic bliss state where the person does no wrong. Infatuation is where there is no care about the big picture and your enjoying the hot sensation of the moment like a fast-burning candle. Being in love is like an anchor of reason and romance living in balance. Unlike a crush or infatuation, love is comforting as it settles from the spiking highs and lows. Love is a condition of the heart and mind. Love is understanding the "why" behind your acceptance. Love is warm.

+=+I think the difference between a crush and an infatuation is only in degree and neither of them is even close to the meaning of real love. I perceive a crush to be something rather platonic. For example, your best friend's brother is a cutie and you have a crush on him, that type of thing.An infatuation is intense and often times, short lived. In infatuation, people tend to idealize the other person and fail to see their shortcomings. They emphasize the positive attributes in the other person and this adds to the intensity of their infatuation, which they mistakenly perceive as "real love," or more accurately described, they feel they are "in love."Being in love is an exhilarating feeling, and it has the potential to become real love. Being in love is like the hook for the opportunity of real love to present itself. When you are in love with someone, you feel very attracted to the other person, in several different levels: physical, mental, emotional and yes, spiritual. From getting to know the person with whom you are in love, real love has the opportunity to flourish.Real love, unlike an infatuation is realistic. Real love is a complete acceptance of the other person, and of oneself. Because if you can't love yourself, who can you love? Or who will love you? Complete acceptance does not mean that we don't find shortcomings in the other person, as that is not possible, we are humans and we are not perfect, we all make mistakes. Complete acceptance means discernment with no judgment. It means that we accept the whole package just as it is, without trying to change the other person to meet our every need.Real love resides in knowing one another. In knowing what our strengths are, what our weaknesses are, what our potential is. In knowing these things we come to respect, and admire each other, and out of that, real love is born. In the words of Wayne Dyer, " Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves without any insistence that they satisfy you."

+=+Love is when a stunning woman, a stranger, walks into the room and you look over to the one you're with, the one you've shared many conversations and memories with. You look at her and can't wait to be alone so that you can hold her in your arms. That is when love becomes so much more then infatuation.

+=+I know I'm in love when I feel an overwhelming sense of complete surrender and awe for another person and a feeling of completeness when we're together -- and incompleteness when we're apart. Real love can only be achieved through the test of time and mutually getting to know each other. I don't think real love is ever a one-way street. A crush or infatuation is a feeling of desire for a person based on my fantasy of what could be, should be, or might be, but not necessarily what is. It's kinda like my relationship with Rick S.

+=+How do I know when I'm in love? When no sacrifice is too big, no distance is too great. When every time I think of her, I feel happier than the moment before. When I see her in everything I do and everywhere I am. When her love in return wraps me like a warm blanket. Then I know. A crush doesn't come close.

+=+Infatuation is that "floaty" feeling you get when you meet someone and the chemistry is right. The head has absolutely nothing to do with it at this point and you really don't know the person inside yet. You haven't had a chance to "love" the real person. It's all surface in the beginning and most people mistake that for real love. Usually, we're more excited about the high you initially get. Sometimes we can start creating this scenario of love in our head. It's fun to feel like you're in love. We sometimes create all of these wonderful thoughts about this person without even knowing them. It doesn't mean love can't follow after you have really gotten to know the person, their heart, their soul, but it isn't love in the beginning. Love grows with time. If a relationship is very new and you think you're in love, ask yourself, "What is it about the person that you love?" Sometimes the person is not kind to others; he likes to flirt and was unfaithful to his ex, but still you think, "but, I'm in love". When you get to know and are in love with the person, along with that wonderful "floaty" feeling you get in the very beginning, that's when you know it's something you can count on. That "floaty" feeling is just nature's way of making sure we repopulate the planet. Be smart and use your head with your heart.

+=+I know I am in love with someone when I cannot control my feelings. When I cannot stop thinking of her -- then I know I feel love. If it is a crush or infatuation, then I know I can shut her off and think of someone else; even plan a date with another for a later time. But, if I cannot do that and do not want to see anyone else, continue to think of her all day into the night, look forward to seeing her again and put aside all others, I am in love. It has been wonderful when I have felt that way. I have had many a crush, but have been in love only a few times to the point of forsaking all others, including friends, to be with her.

+=+When I'm in love I feel that I'd like to do anything to make him happy. I think that the difference between a crush or infatuation and real love are taken - you want someone badly and given - you're willing to let him/her go.