Senior's Ball issue

OMG!!! --Senior's Ball issue
(got from my block's ygroup..i already replied to it..no assurance..)

Grabe naiiyak na ko!!...Waa d ko lam qng mkakapunta ako, kami or wat...
May point c danon last affair n ng batch nmin at unti unti n kaming gra2duate..T.T
Naiiyak ako kc sobrang npamahal n sakin yang block ko..weve been happy bonding
blockm8s since my first days as frosh at even ngyn...hmm meaningful din kc ung arw n un
for me cause its my bday!! hay sbi ko kay mama d ako pu2nta .. bka kc ma OP kmi dun ni ian
kc waaa d ko close ibang mga kbatch ko.. iilan lng tska bka d nman lht kmi mkpunta sa S12 i
worried about dat d ba,...khit na familiar kmi sa mga mukha ng isat isa e mlamang sa
malamang d ko kbisado names nla..hahahaha ... sbi ko din kay mama na mag isa n lng me
magce2lebrate hahaha..pero saya din icpn hahaha laht kmi ngpaparty sa bday ko wahhaha..
nakakaboring nman kc yoko masydo 4mal kung d lang d ba?!! nman kailangn daw nkacocktail
dress..kamusta nman tlga d ba..hayz malaking EWAN tlga ang lhat ngyn...
Neweiz ito p pla ung point ko..wat if lng d ba sem break kc un e..wat if d mganda
nkuha kong grades which is a BIG NO NO NO talaga...nku yko nman magparty pag gnun
which is sana d tlga mangyari..hayz..acads acads acads...hay hay hay...watta life!!!

----- Original Message ----
From: Ivan Almanzor
To: sigaw_ng_bayan_S12@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Wednesday, August 8, 2007 12:47:06 AM
Subject: Re: [sigaw_ng_bayan_S12] S12 READ!!! El Presidente Danon PLEASE read!
naiiyak na ko! :P

mr. president, for your info, tatlo kami nila mel at jolenz na gragraduate!

karl dimaculangan wrote:

hahaha....bastos ka pala pre eh...kinalimutan mo c jolenz..hahaha. ... libre ba yan?
jolends cool wrote:

hoy mr. president, dalawa po kami ni mel na grgraduate. hahaha.

danon borlaza wrote:

S12!!!!

may SENIOR"S BALL tayo sa SEPT. 7, 07!!! punta kyo!!!!
sa ASTORIA PLAZA sa may ORTIGAS!!!!! punta kyo!! gs2 ko complete
s12 pleasE!!!!!! ! cge na!!!

isipin niyo toh... one time nlng toh... MINSAN NA LANG TAYO MAGIGING
BATA!!!! this is our last dance!!!! isipin niyo huling kasiyahan na
toh ng college life natin!!!!

Nico, ayaw mo ba isayaw si Carla??????

Xtin, dalhin mo si Ivan punta na kyo!!!!

Anjhe, ung boyfriend mo, punta kyo, kung gs2 mo isayaw ka niya!!!!

George, sinu ba talaga??? pinsan ni Nico (Surname: Lee) o ung dati???

Neil, punta ka na!!!!

Karl Dmac, hanap ka date punta ka!

Carl co! punta ka ako date mo!!!!

Aubs Deck punta kyo!!!!

MEL ikaw pa lang ggraduate sa s12!! CONGRATS MEL!! punta ka sa
senior's ball mel!!!!

Volts, anu kasa ka?? Punta ka one time lng ito!!!!

Si Jamie, nagbayad na!!! Si Jolenz bayad na rin!!!!

Hazel, ndi ka na pmnta nung absinth, eto na last C2t8 bonding event
punta kana!!!!

Lai, alam ko ppnta ka, wg ka lng gugulong!!!! ! ok lng yan Lai!!!!

Michi, punta ka rin!! tama na OJT!!!!

Matty, tama na kabaklaan punta kana!!!

at HULI SA LAHAT. . . DANON, anu ba talaga ha?!?!??! hahaha

taena naiiyak ako gs2 ko buo s12 sa ball!! please pmunta na kyo!!!
please please!!!! s12 is the best and closest BLOCK!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!
kkanta ako sa ball pnta na kyo gs2 ko rin mag host kya bka ako mag
host hahhaa! pero ayoko na un bahala na!!!!! anu

S12!!!!!!!! SENIOR'S BALL!!! Sept 7, 07!!!! ask me for details!!!!
syet! i want us to be complete! centrum complete!!!! please please
s12!!!!

MATATAPOS NA ANG STORYA... kaya sana mag kakasama tyo!!!!

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post 101

post 101

While reading text messages...my hon called up..and then after..Moment of silence..at the back of my mind..
....I just dont know. Everytime na 2matawag ka kinikilig ako ..Cguro kaw na ung guy na nilaan ni lord for me.. I just dont know. I know na di lang ito ang basis for falling in love..Wala ako paki sa mga cnasabi nila n d tau dpat together..D ako nagbubulagan..honest lang ako sa nararamdaman ng puso ko..Cuz u know wat.. sa lhat ng mga naramdaman kong kilig from dis moment on..Sau lang ang kakaiba.. Cuz i think mutual ang ang somethings between us..Madrama ryt..hehehe i love you from the corners of my heart..

Porwn bonding --> reunion ito..

Porwn bonding --> reunion ito..

-->Waa soobrang saya ng day na ito at di ko makakalimutan as in..At last were united again ng aking mga fave friendships way back in hs..
--> More of our bonding pics sa multiply ko...
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Don Quixote de La Mancha

Don Quixote de La Mancha

// just wanted to post.. in lieu with the ballet show that we've watched recetly @ CCP
// sobrang galing as in i love it..heheh kahit na daming unexpected moment na nangyari..O_o!

In a village on the plateau of La Mancha in south-central Spain lives a country gentleman of fifty years named Alonso Quijano. As a hidalgo (a nobleman of the lower ranks) he lacks the money and lavish amenities of the higher Spanish nobles. Nevertheless, the rents he receives from his property enable him to live a modestly comfortable life. Residing with him in his home are his twenty-year-old niece, a middle-aged housemaid, and a man to saddle his horse, work his fields, and perform odd jobs.
.......To maintain his tall, thin frame, Quijano eats meat hashes, bacon and eggs, lentils, and on Sundays an occasional pigeon. When he dresses up, he wears a handsome suit with a jerkin, velvet stockings, and–for special activities such as attending mass on holy days of obligation–velvet pantofles (slippers).
.......His great passion in life is to discuss and read about knights of old and their weaponry, their battles, and their ladies. It is not uncommon for him to argue at length with the village priest and barber over who was the best of the knights. Among the names that surface in their arguments are Palmerin of England, Amadis of Gaul, and Amadis’s brother, Don Galaor.
.......One of Quijano’s favorite knights is Rodrigo Díaz de Divar, known as the Cid, who conquered Valencia and became a national hero. But Quijano says the Cid could not compare with the Knight of the Burning Sword, who killed two giants with one blow. He in turn could not compare with Bernardo del Carpio, who slew the fabled Roland of Roncesvalles. However, none of these heroes, Quijano believes, could compare with his favorite of favorites, Reinaldos of Montalban, who stole a golden idol of Mahomet.
.......So taken with the tales of great knights is Quijano that he spends entire days reading books about them. At night, he continues his reading until the sun rises. Then the whole cycle begins anew. In time, his lack of sleep–and the burden of tales he carries in his brain–undermine his sanity. So disoriented does he become that he decides one day to take up knight-errantry himself, donning an old suit of armor left behind by his grandfather and a headpiece with a missing visor that he replaces with a cardboard flap. Further rummaging produces the necessary weaponry. A bony barnyard nag becomes his trusty steed, which he names Rosinante, and a peasant girl from the neighboring village of Toboso becomes his lady fair. It does not matter that he has never spoken to this damsel, called Aldonsa Lorenzo. Quixote thinks of her as his own and imagines she has a romantic name, Dulcinea del Toboso. He pledges to perform valorous feats in her honor. Finally, he has an innkeeper dub him Don Quixote de La Mancha, a name that took him eight days to invent.

// full of great novels, plays, short storys ung link na to..i also got this plot here..Q_o..
//source: click here

me and my ianski..

seven months..yea!! we've been together almost seven months na nga and i've no regrets..every day im looking forward sa mga bnondings namin ni oishii..wahaha Seriously, i think im not that gf material.. d ko lang kc feel ung mga ganung tipo and im not that expressive malamang pag kami lang lagi ko cyang kakulitan.. i only want someone na maka2share ko sa lahat..in good times and in bad..kahit sa pinaka weird o kung saan pa man.. so totoo lang im hapi cuz i share my life with someone like ian.. marami akong nakita na mga bagay n dapat ko pa palang pasalamatan in terms sa family, friends, and towards other people.. of course d maiiwasan ang pagtatalo ..kc cya nman lagi ung nag uumpisa lagi akong inaaasar at kung anu anu pang kaweirduhan ang pinag gagawa..hahah just kidding!! walang aangal blog ko to..hehehe..marami pa akong gusto n mgawa at maexperience kasama si ian.. i wanted na maging formal ang aming relation sa aking magulang at kamag-anak.. but im planning na after na lng ng grad nya.. lam ko na somehow na d ganung maganda tignan na ako pa ung yaw magpakilala sa parents ko.. but behind that my good thought nman ako kung bakit ganito pa ang aming setting.. basically, mahirap tlga pero i have to maintain this setting kasi nga im still studying malamang d ako papayagan d ba.. pangalawa d pa kami grad kaya un malamang sa malamang d tlga pwede.. I'll never give up- un ung drama ko since masaya ako at kaya ko pa, i'll never let go of him unless tamarin ako wahahah joke ..love u hon mwah

wokie..its time

wokie..its time

grabe naimbyerna ako knina..buti n lng at naalala ko p ung mga nirebyu ko kgbi..T.T
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atlast!

At last mag u2pdate na ko..hmm very tiring tlga..after cguro nito il go home and sleep.. another sleepness night nanaman grabe..i thought after i finish an activity maka2pag update na ko dito but waatf..T.T sana bakasyon ulit huhuh..ngayon ko lang npagtanto na hirap pla ng landas n tinahak ko sa college..grabe di umiimpis 2ng eyebagzz ko..T.T sori puro complain n lng argghh..

Im looking forward pla sa upcoming activity ko sa org.. entitle CLIP(Computer Literacy Program) ..noon pa man plan ko n talaga magturo ng mga ganyang bgay sa iba..hehehe buti n lng ngayn mtutupad .. lam ko d p ito ung last ..probably start p lng to ng pagtulong ko sa iba.. another thing sana madami makijoin sa activity kong ito especially mga members nku sayang nman ung membership nyo kun di nyo mamaximize yan..dmi p nman gustong sumali..

Another thing, excited n ko tom cuz me and im honey will wacth transformers..wahaha post monthsary celebration nmin to since pumatak ng sunday ung aming unforgetable day nmin..Wohoho kainis tong S.A na to sa lab ah..pinapaalis n kmi may clas daw...neweiz bka kaladkarin ako d2..more updates will be posted hir..yey!

cheers!! probably il continue updating pagdating ko sa bhay..hek..

PASUKAN 07- 08

Okay..here we go again. Pasukan n n2man at mdmi n2mang gngwa..as in...

wla ako msabi kc nabo2re na ako at i really want 2 sleep..

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Yko na...gusto ko ng umuwi...T.T

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waaa hayz back again

I'm back .. Tsk tsk tsk .....>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Ewan n2man ako ngyn...D n me nagbago crammer..T.T Susme kay raming gawain n kailangn gawin...dunno wats first. Kay kalat ko din dn ko lubayan ng mga nka2lat n bgay sa bhay...Y.Y Why o why nman 2 weeks lang nman me nging involuntary tas aun dami ko plang kailangn tapucn and ol... I must start on my self first ... hmmmm Malaking .... E!!! as in malaking ewn ako dis summer..+.+ sobra nga akong nakapgpahinga kso dinapuan nman ako ng mga ailments..oo waaa bum n nga may ailments pa..T.T... I wont promise basta i'll be more productive next week.. Shocks!!! 2 weeks n lng ang glory days at muli start n2man ng hell and suffocating days ng acads and orgs.. Oh well im not complaining...o sya d n nga.. isang taon n lng tlga ang kailangn ko and puff tapos na..yea! but i must accomplish all of this nerve wrecking and mind boggling stuff ahead..wohooo!!! I really hope God will help me all through out my decisions and errands dis school year..Light my path Lord and i'll follow..... Clear slate .. erase erase all bad habits and vices ... Please gusto ko n tlga grumaduate and magpakasubsub sa work.. and do want i want to do...as in...Wahehe kidding!! Basta i only mean to be independent na..let me try new stuff especially exciting and challenging kinda thingz!!!
Oh well again..eto n2man..la na akong masulat kundi miz ko na sobra c ian..T.T periond

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Normal nman pla ang lahat..ako lang ang nag-e2xag..:))

So lets continue contemplating on our own lifes..

Hopefully after ng week na ito ay mas maging maasyos na ako..I hope kau din..:D

I'm looking 4ward sa mga bonding at hang-outs nten dis summer..yea!!!

C u soon guys..luv yah ol!!!

Its time to ..dyanan!!!

Tama ito nga ang time para magreflect ng mga bagay bgay..b - a - g- a -yyyyyy ay

(opend d PC ..... looking for cd to listen to..........placed the CD on the drive and puff.......ooppss O_o..OMG!!!...its a CD i got years and years century na nga e ehehe ... a CD made especially for me by mah friend...?!? T.T
Oh well i'll just describe this CD actually fave ko ung mga kinanta netong batang ito e... he sang it especially for me cuz !~!#@$#$..with no apparent reason hahahah lol ung may alam baliw...sori tlga hahaha cuz im curious kung ano ung mga tracks ng CD na ito..hahaha batang bata pa ang voice mo iho dito ah..hahahah..cge ill stop na cuz baka may makaaway me ng dhil n2man sa pagco2mment ko...pero in fairness di ko 2 tinapon i thought nawala or n misplace ko lng somewhere hahaha akalain mo noh..and still you're voice ok p nman..hahahah parang gay...actually ok sya nman..=p
i dont know..im crazy tlga..while im listening sa cd na 2..i dont know nga kung bakit ko pa ito pinakikinggan..weird ng feeling tsk.. sobrang sabog ako..pati mga thoughts ko towards sa pinakikinggan ko,,hayz naku tlga please sana may bumatok saken tlga naku...love of my life...if ur not d one...lost space...i'll be..wohoh!! mustha nman da bah..neweiz. if you want to listen to it..oh well..ehem "d manager" ahaha you can purchase it to me personally...ahaha joke lng kapatid..!!! psensya wlang magawa kundi magnilay nilay mang asar at maging mabusising bata...wehehe..piece tau pag nabasa mo ayt..=p

Nice time to reflect nga ng mga bagaybgay....:D o tara game!!! Reflect.uhhhmmmm..

idle time: Appsdev class... 0_o

idle time: Appsdev class... 0_o

ai oo..inaantay ko n lng mag bell to proceed sa q&a nmin sa stramis..hopefully d kmi magisa ng husto ni sir ons..neweiz..ai nku din.super duper to the nth tym n me n bad shot sa parents ko..waaaahhhh... ai nku i admit n tlga lagi ko kc nlilimutan ung time at magsabi kung nasaan n ko kaya cla nag aalala..nku tlga sobra uuwi n tlga me ng maaga ..at mgiging taong bahay ... sana makaya ko..ahaha...but seriously ayoko na mpagalitan ng dahil lng sa pgiging pbaya ko... d nman ako nagloloko sa acads or wat at di din me ngrerebelde..its just dat gusto ko lng magkaroon ng tym sa lhat ng mga errands ko, friends ko, at kay ian..speaking of..ai nku oo bnbasa mo to..dpat mgpagood shot k sa parents ko tlga...ewn ko panu u g2win un...bka kc kaw cchin or idahilan n2man kaya me nagi2ng pasaway..pero as of now d nman..ahahaha
...comments kc ng mama, papa, at ate ko is tigilan mo dw me, lubayan mo dw me, at iwasan ko dw ikw respectively...o d ba..kulit noh..ai nku tlga sana nman pag grad8 ko khit cnu n cgurong guys pwede ko ng dalhin sa bhay 4 dem to meet..syempre yoko laging illegal but honestly mas prefer ko n wag sbihin i know d sya magnda tignan pero mas gusto ko n me ung magte2st if ok b sya sa family ko...

oh well time na...bye yikes my class p ng sabado..tsk..argghh...

returning from the wilderness

returning from the wilderness

ai oo guys.. im back hir to update mah blog.."oh well"(fave saying ko ngyn) sobra na 'to..kay raming gngwa hayz nkue..lalo n acads..grbe gusto ko na magbakasyon at mg unwind ng mga bgay bgay sa buhay ko ...
..let me share my thoughts today and other past days n ngbiz bzhan ako...
..first my sis finally return home..d sya lumayas or wat ngmed mission ata cla sa isang liblib n pook...ya knw nursing stuff.. oh well kaboom...aside sa namiss ko sya e..wag ka sobrang laki n ng mga changes n nangyari s knya becoz of that event..basta eto n lng.."family first na ang motto nya"..oh well gurl i appreciate u na..nag iba n din ung princples nya towards boys..wahahaha sana gnun n din me.. she change for good and un nga mas nagmature n tlga sya..hahaha..i hope n mas mging successful sya sa career nya and im really proud kc gra2d8 n sya..:D sa family at frendz no prob nman..may tampuhan pero naaaus din ...thank God ok nman me towards them...minsan lng actually lagi n tlga e pasaway ako..d me nagtatanda hahaha kya naiinis parents ko skin..ahehehe
..second oh well..acadzzz..ai susme grbe na tlga to lalamunin n kmi ng mga subjs nmin..sobra hahaha onti n lng n term ang pagtitiisan cge na go aim for the high..excited din me to take my grad pic hahaha hopefully...
..hmm pangthird probably ang mga 'nangyari' smin ng mahal kong ian..fine i admit n sobrang saya ko pagkasama ko sya.and i would give all ..kaso lng tlga naka2limutan ko ung time..sobrang mahal na mahal ko sya and gusto ko sya n tlga forever as in.. i admit n mrami n kming ups and downs n naranasan but i believe n mern nman kming lesson n npulot dun..oh well sobrang pgod ako ngyn pero i want to stress out dis day dto sa blog ko na kasama ko sya..hayz i really mis him already..esp ung smell nya parang lagi kong naa2moy..:) nga pla he turns 19 and im proud to say n nkpagluto ako for him hahaha actually i do cook tlga la lng tlgang tym for hands on apli..neweiz..mag-upd8 n lng me some other tym cuz nku bangag aq ngyn..hayz nyt to y'all

IF EVER YOU'RE IN MY ARMS AGAIN

IF EVER YOU'RE IN MY ARMS AGAIN

It all came so easy, all the loving you gave me
The feelings we shared, and I still can remember
How your touch was so tender, it told me you cared
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just couldn't see, until it was gone
A second once in a lifetime, may be too much to ask
But I swear from now on

If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time will never end

Now I'm seeing clearly
How I still need you near me
I still love you so
There's something between us
That won't ever leave us
There's no letting go

The best of romances,deserve second chances
I'll get to you somehow
'Cause I promise now

why o why

why o why: it just happened

masakit.sobra.ung mata.ung ulo.tska puso...
magmanhid n lng sana.all my senses.and especially my heart...
mawala n sana..ung sakit..kung pwede ako n din..kso saglit lng..my dpat p qng tpucn..
must endure this one..kaya ko to!!..wish ko lng..T.T
recovery.malaking E..
pagod na din..kso kailangan magmove on..

*Thanx s mga kaibigan ko na andyan agad sa likod at harap ko..
*Minahal kita sobra..and im sori that it happend..
*May pag asa p ba???..cguro..gus2 ko man..but not now..
*Lord kaw n po bhala sa future decisions ko..

walang eentra..

Panalangin
Artist: Apo Hiking Society

Revival: Moonstar88
Album: Kami nAPO Muna - Tribute to Apo Hiking Society

LYRICS

[I]
Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

[II]
At wala ng iba pang mas mahalaga
Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig
Nating dal’wa…
Sana naman makikinig ka
Kapag aking sasabihin
Minamahal kita…aaah

(Repeat I & II) 2x

[III]
Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko, iyong dinggin

(Repeat III) 3x

...o yes malapit n matapos ang araw..even though d n2pad ung plan ko 4 dis day, at least some part of want i plan happened n d ko man inasahan..plan a .. we both must eat lunch together and be together until the day is over and i must give him my surprise and be together pa din..while we're together i'll play our fav song and be together p din...
...hayz what truly happen is un nga we eat together hanggang sa mabundat c ian..hahahaha.. dhil nga sa spoiler (pa hoping..) ako lagi d ko dn nbigay ang aking surprise..i wont be able to tell s amin n lng un ng aking close friend.. but still we manage to be together until the end of the day.. ac2ally im contented than wat i've planned kc mas okey p ng d pinaghandaan e..hahaha perhaps mas madmi p cgurong mga moment n mas maganda ang mangyayari between us..
...FYI mga friendships..wag nyo po plang sbihin n umiikot n lng ang aking mundo sa aking boylet..which is a big no no po... im just tellin dis to feel each oders presence (feeling n may karamay k sa lhat)...saya kc esp kshare mo sya s lhat etc etc...cguro lhat n ng mga nka2kila2 s akin magta2ka kc ending endi ako i2..wahahaha..but one things 4 sure i've change for the good.. pero d ako ng iba im still me inaccept ko lng ung mga changes s akin at sa paki2tungo ko sa ibang peepz..ewan tama n sobra ko ng narealize...ayt..hayz...
IAN..
...im looking forward p sa mga moments nten together.. sana we could get through it.. thanx honey cuz u've been a part of my transformatn..heheh ;p
....its tym..tym for me to shine in my bed..nyt.ZzZzzzz...luv u all!!! luv u hachimitsu..

Continuation ng mga pangyayari...

Continuation ng mga pangyayari...

..so aun nga tpos n nga ung work ko.. miz ko n mga peepz der..haiz my tym tlga during ng work n batong bato na ako at excited n pumasok..malaking PERO.. ako'y nagkamali kc aun panibagong puyatan n nman..whoooat!! o cge mention ko n ung mga peepz der .. cna pre at jr, tatay mat(by request ng amain ko sa call cnter), rog, lourdes, mari, angge, maja, ate marj, rhea, ogie, art, victor, aizelle, tska ..ahh basta TEAM CARMINE aun lhat lhat na andun kaya lang magtatampo...GRP MESSAGE: guyz..mis ko n kau and sana sa summer e magkita kta tau ulit..at sbay sby taung magsa2bi ng "Thank you for calling Xbox Customer Support..etc etc.."

...kailangn ko pla..(in nid tlga..haha) mandekwat ng mga pics..for remembering purposes dun..:D


....EON NGA PASUKAN NA waaaah...
..so eto part 2.. pasukan n nga ac2ally 3rd week n nmin at susmarya haayz ang dami n gngwa..lam mo un puno agd sched ko sa isang linggo..ang dami kong gus2ng gawin kaso conflict sa acads(program, research, project, japanese subj..etc), sa mga orgs, tagaytay training for d kidz, raket ko( basta guyz i need ur support..plz pray 4 me..hayz), atska marami pang iba...

...gusto ko pang sumali sa mga orgs at umattend ng mga training kso..aun time constraint..sana gumana ang time mngt ko dis term!!!

....MAY NAKALIMUTAN P B AKO???
..syempre last but not the least..aun nga ang aking special alalay..hahaha o wag magalit sweet ako kaya yan tawag ko ..^_^ its been a month since nga nung tym n nalinlang mo ko..ahihi joke..i guess mas ok n ata ako sa larangang ito?? >.< ok in a sense na mas sure ako sa mga gngwa ko at alam lng ng parents ko na my bf ako at ang pangalan ay ian..bad for me kc dey tease me hahaha ako nman todo segway to change 2pic..but good thing kc feeling ko dey treat me n as a big girl hahaha (feeling ko nagstart 2 nung nagwork ako..hahaha gud thing din)..kc mas nfeel ko ung responcbility to handle a not so perfect but trying to be one na relationship...o yan hahah...

..laki ng impact ng pagwork ko i felt n isa n akong woman?.? echoss i also felt n special, impt, at my kwenta ako sa mga taong ngpa2halaga at nagma2hal sa akin...lalo n c ian tnx hon!!

..MY MESSAGE TO IAN
..boi! ga2wan n kita ng testi sa friendster.. tska ito pla..tnx sa pag intindi at pag ride mo sa mga moods, joke, kalokohan, kaartehan, kaengotan, ktamaran, at kong anu anu pa.. at syempre pag accept mo s akin..perhaps im lucky kc psensyoso ka..hahaha masunurin k nman dpat lagi lng ako asa tabi mo para swertihin ka..hahaha ac2ally alam ko n alam mo n and2 lng ako 4 u to support, to love, and to apprec8 u.. aun tnx sa lhat lhat mapamaterial man or indi...i hope gnun k din 4 me.. and i'll always be beside u..love u!!..oist d p 2 testi ko sau ha! atska may request ako..anu ung blog mo plz ireveal mo na ha..mushy!!hahaha

...OOPPPSS MY PAHABOL AKO..
..ewn i think my dalang swerte ang year n ito..i think God probably knows wat my heart wants.. dis is bout my raket...i'll tell u dis thing pag nkapasok ako and of course guyz i nid ur support.. bale ipag pray nyo n sana makmit ko ang gold mine...ang aking dreamz..and i'll do d same 2 u ol...i'll announce n lng kung ano ung napala ko dun..im still proud khit manalo or matalo ako.. so upd8 na noh...o cge 1 . 2 . 3 . posted!!!

Haayz ...Last day !!! Wohoh Start of Classes O_o!!!

Haayz ...Last day !!! Wohoh Start of Classes O_o!!!

OMG..i cant believe that e2 n nga ang day n pinaka hihintay nming laht..wahaha last day n nmin d2 sa nco..last day n din ng pagtro2ubleshoot ng mga xbox c0nsole..at last!!! yes tapos n din ang work..sobrang hirap pla magtrabaho ..kaya bawat oras tlga importante..this is my first job and cool din ung mga na experience ko from here.. id never imagine na aside from work e marami tlaga ung maga2in at nagain ko nga dito..even though la akong xmas at new year madami nman akong nakilala mga friendship dito most especially ung team nmin..TEAM CARMINE ni Sir Coy!!! Aun sobrang proud na ako sa lagay na to wahaha.. kc nafulfill ko kc ung dapt gwin hanggang sa huli...this experience is very memorable..swear i will cherish all the experiences i had here..

Actually this entry is not enough para mashare ko ung mga naranasan ko dito..may tyms n malungkot kc nga dba la kming xmas at new year pero masaya ako kc marami akong kasama dito n nagpasaya khit pano ng aming xmas..sobrang happy ako actually complete n din cuz i have my honey with me..hehe special mention tlga sya as in all through out my break...of course my ever supportive family d mawawala..and last but not the least syempre c God kc without his guiding presence at source of strength ko throughout my stay dto magpahanggang sa ngyn...

Sobrang mami2ss ko cguro lht ng mga peeps d2 also the floor walkers, tm, eac...oops i have to post it muna...

2006 is over -> welcome 2007

2006 is over -> welcome 2007

one hour to go at new year na...before i move on sobrang madaming nangyari sa arw na to..
First of all..after ng work ko my hon fetched me...we went to church for the last mass in 2006.im really hapi kc we went der together to thank God for all ng mga blessings nya for the year tska samin dalawa...After nun pumunta kming alabang sa bhay ng tita..tas aun dun na me nwindang..i met his titas and cunz...tsk grbe unexpected ... i also met his that dad sa houz nla...tas un..actualy d p maayos 2ng story e...ill elaborate on this next log in ko sa net.. ayt..luv u boi

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! HOPE u ALL Receive more BLESSINGS AHEAD!!!!

CLUELESS...CUZ i miss u

CLUELESS...CUZ i miss u

its been a week since i've started my work as a tech support in Xbox this Xmas vacation, i've never had a complete rest but despite of that of course i’ve tried to make my vacation as memorable as possible..
to start with, I spend my xmas eve with my family and later on with my special someone...u!a <- o yan bahala ka dyn!!! Darn!! Working is really hard – sobra!! di pla gnun kadali kumita as in… cuz some of the customer are irrates grrr… kaya nkakadepress at nalu2ngkot ako pag d ko cla na2lungan..tsk..neweiz hahaha..ang sya ng bakasyon cuz ii hav my loved ones around me..esp u oo kaw nga...
This years Xmas eve is really memorable because ??? I never thought that this day will be the date for the both of us.. I just don’t want to elaborate much bout this issue.. for privacy purposes..
Thank God for this year i hope na mas gumanda at prosperous ang year nmin ahead.....mis u ol!!!! Belated Merry Xmas and Happy healthy new year!!! Luv u ian!!.

Updates: pasado. pasado. sasalang. kapagod. inggit.

Updates: pasado. pasado. sasalang. kapagod. inggit.

Ok.. first gusto munang magtype ng magtype ng mga lang kakwents n intro dito.. tas start n ng pagup8 ko..1.2.3.4.5

HAHA aun first update pasado kc lahat ng mga subjects ko this term..ok din ung gpa..second, pasado kc ako sa final exam ng training nmin..which i didnt't expect to happen haleer lagi ko kc clang dnadaya - i mean nkaka2log kc ako habang nagbabasa ng notes while having our training..hahahaha as in tulog tlga ng mga 1 or 1 1/2 na oras..;p sasalang ung third right kc mamaya isasalang n kmi sa mga calls and i feel nervous about that..yikes! ill just take their advices to be calm and go with the flow n lng while talking to them...sobrang nose bleeding to the nth power ito..tsk tsk ..inggit kc gusto ko ng mag aliw aliw like go to the mall with friend/s, stroll, window shopng, shoppng, eat, sleep on regular time, hang out sa mga bhay bhay nyo..oo sa bhay nyo..at basta lumabas...yayain nyo ako to go out cge n.. kung wla ako magya2 hahah
oi set nman kau o..basta sa umaga lng 2pm hanggang 8pm ok ako..hahaha oist un lng..hoping hoping hoping..

ill post my pics.. .. . bout .. ..basta kaewanan lng...:D c yah all soon

YFC: Prinsesa ako

Bible verses for all Princess

1. Matthew 7: 7-8
7: Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
8: for every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

2. 1 Corinthians 16:13-14
13: Watch ye, stand fast in the faith, quit you like men, be strong.
14: Let all that ye do be done in love.

3. Romans 12: 1-2
1: I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, [which is] your spiritual service.
2: And be not fashioned according to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, and ye may prove what is the good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

4. 2 Corinthians 5:17
17: Wherefore if any man is in Christ, [he is] a new creature: the old things are passed away; behold, they are become new.

5. Philippians 4: 6-7
6: In nothing be anxious; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
7: And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.

6. Philippians 4:12
12:I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need.

7. 2 Timothy 2: 22
22: after righteousness, faith, love, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart.

8. Galatians 1: 10
10: For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? For if I were still pleasing men, I wouldn't be a servant of Christ.
....this verse is very striking to me

Pieces Of Me by Ashlee Simpson

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me

Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy it's a mission
And you won't stop til I'm there

Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...I hope it never goes away... yeah

On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...So I can breathe

+++Trip kong knta this moment+++

hey hey hey!!!

Hey hey hey

Hey! musta nman kaung lhat.. hay e2 lng at ung tristancafe ang pwede ma-access d2 sa nco call center... 2nd day plng ng training nmin and aun we're studying the course notes regarding the Xbox 360 console...astig ung gadget!! i wish i could own kaso mahal e.. 399dollars..tsk neweiz thats not my priority..I recall sa tuesday n ung course card distributn!!!! nku sana lhat tau hapi sa holidays...i'll pray 4 u guyz na pasado tayong lhat sa mga subjects nten..

..Hay khit training d ko p feel n magwork..ewn nku parang ng-aaral lng din me sa lab..gnun lng feeling..so aun ung upd8 ko...sobrang dami ko pa lng nami2ss..cge un na..Goodluck sa ating lahat!!!...Mwahh!!

term end...fast approaching..term end break...yipee

term end...fast approaching..term end break...yipee

panu b cmulan??e2 n2man..hirap magcmula sa mga gnitong blog blog..*_* hay buti n lng tapos n lhat ng mga requirments ko s lhat ng mga subjs.. kaso im still bz doin other stuff like xmas party preparation in obb, xmas party in lscs, exchange gift sa block nmin..huhuhu..obviously magastos ang xmas..hay hay tlga nman..dahil nga ako ay magtra2baho na sa call center dis xmas at new year...d ko kasama family ko ngayong taon..gus2ng gus2 ko p nman ung new year icelebr8 kasi dun lng ako nagwawala..hahaha..kasi nman 22o b tlga ung ksabihan n kung cnu kasama mo sa cmula ng taon e un dn ang mga mka2sama mo sa buong taon..tsk anu b un..kasama ko n b buong taon ung mga ktrabaho ko dun 4ever...oh no!! yoko!!.. nku ang dami kong mami2ss tlga lalo n ang saya ng mga su2nod n weeks...even though madami tlga benefit i2ng work na 2 esp ung datong at ung communication skills n gus2 kong hasain e kailangn tlga ng patience para n din prepared ako magtrabaho sa career n ipinupursue ko in the future...hay hay well sa umaga cguro after ng work e mano2d n lng ako ng dvd or gimik with mah kaberks or matulog hahaha...
....tama yoko pa pla munang magsaya kasi di ko p lam ung mga grades ko...sana maging masaya ang xmas at new year ko...sana kau din mga friendships..kaya wag kalimutang mag upd8 ng blog ha...oist panot, drei, em, ja, aubs, and the rest of mah gangsta frend der over der..ayt..
txt txt n lng 4 some gimik and hapi hapi announcements..luv yah all..advance merry xmas and hapy new year n lng...:D

WaG basahin ng mga wala pang gift sa akin..

V

Maniwala bumili n now na!!!

Win

Win
by Brian Mcknight

Dark is the night
I can battle the storm
Never say die
I've been down this road before
I'll never quit
I'll never lay down, mm
See I promised myself that I'd never let me down

I'll never give up
Never give in
Never let a ray of doubt slip in
And if I fallI'll never fail
I'll just get up and try again
Never lose hopeNever lose faith
There's much too much at stake
Upon myself I must depend
I'm not looking for place ashore
I'm gonna win

I'll stop at nothing
There's still a ways to go, oh
Someway, somehow
Whatever it takes, I knowI'll never quit, no no
I'll never go down, mm, mm
I'll make sure they remember my name
A hundred years from now

When it's all said and done
My once in a lifetime will be back again
Now is the timeTo take a stand
Here is my chance
That's why I...

Mmm, I'm gonna win

-->para sa acads nten mga katoto

how to save a llife

"How To Save A Life"
by The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

munting paalala ni true insignia

Some reminders from the expertzz p.o.v(madami cla)-->lang ko2ntra..tnx!!

How do you know when you are in love? How do you tell the difference between a crush or infatuation and real love?

+=+The simple answer is, you just do! It's like no other feeling you have ever experienced. You can't stop thinking about the person; your heart skips a beat every time you see them. You don't care about anything else, and would do anything in the world for that person. You click on every level: hobbies, personality, likes, dislikes. It's the most amazing feeling in the world! I don't believe there is such a thing as love at first sight. I think there is attraction at first sight but you truly have to know a person to fall in love with them. That is the difference between love and a crush. Chances are if you are infatuated with someone or have a crush on them you don't really know that person and the street is one way (you have feelings but they don't feel the same). True love is a two-way street -- the other person feels the same way about you as you feel about them.

+=+I know I'm in love when I feel like the one I'm with was made for me by God himself. They're designed to be your other half and you question everything in your life that has every happened up until the point you meet them and everything in your life changes. Your every sense is heightened as if you're intoxicated with this feeling of total bliss! You'll know when it's real.

+=+Youknow you're in love when there is no hesitation in expressing yourself. When you feel you can share anything and everything. When you are not anxious about making a commitment. Mostly, you don't feel the need to look around for greener pasture. You don't think that maybe the next man you meet may be better. You are willing to check this relationship out...see where it goes. A crush or an infatuation doesn't last long -- it's not satisfying and doesn't usually turn into a long-term relationship.

+=+When you are in love you will just know it. There is no formula or logic to love. You just feel it in your heart, your mind, and your soul. The feeling is something you can't describe but can arise at any moment, triggered by a memory, a word or a thought of that special person. The difference between a crush/infatuation and real love is that a crush is someone you may forget about during the course of a day/week/month. Someone you may think of a few moments from time-to-time that you can do fun things with such as dates, dinner, and movies. A real love is someone that you cannot live without, someone who is constantly on your mind, day in and day out. It's someone you can't wait to talk to next. Someone who you can't wait to see for whatever reason!

+=+It's a fast way to lose 20 lbs. You can't eat. You toss and turn at night and have butterflies in the tummy. Oh what a feeling! That's love. On the other hand, a crush is gone in about a week! Infatuation is purely physical, but then again all of these can be physical.

+=+It's hard to describe being in love; you simply know it when you feel it. A crush is a romantic bliss state where the person does no wrong. Infatuation is where there is no care about the big picture and your enjoying the hot sensation of the moment like a fast-burning candle. Being in love is like an anchor of reason and romance living in balance. Unlike a crush or infatuation, love is comforting as it settles from the spiking highs and lows. Love is a condition of the heart and mind. Love is understanding the "why" behind your acceptance. Love is warm.

+=+I think the difference between a crush and an infatuation is only in degree and neither of them is even close to the meaning of real love. I perceive a crush to be something rather platonic. For example, your best friend's brother is a cutie and you have a crush on him, that type of thing.An infatuation is intense and often times, short lived. In infatuation, people tend to idealize the other person and fail to see their shortcomings. They emphasize the positive attributes in the other person and this adds to the intensity of their infatuation, which they mistakenly perceive as "real love," or more accurately described, they feel they are "in love."Being in love is an exhilarating feeling, and it has the potential to become real love. Being in love is like the hook for the opportunity of real love to present itself. When you are in love with someone, you feel very attracted to the other person, in several different levels: physical, mental, emotional and yes, spiritual. From getting to know the person with whom you are in love, real love has the opportunity to flourish.Real love, unlike an infatuation is realistic. Real love is a complete acceptance of the other person, and of oneself. Because if you can't love yourself, who can you love? Or who will love you? Complete acceptance does not mean that we don't find shortcomings in the other person, as that is not possible, we are humans and we are not perfect, we all make mistakes. Complete acceptance means discernment with no judgment. It means that we accept the whole package just as it is, without trying to change the other person to meet our every need.Real love resides in knowing one another. In knowing what our strengths are, what our weaknesses are, what our potential is. In knowing these things we come to respect, and admire each other, and out of that, real love is born. In the words of Wayne Dyer, " Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves without any insistence that they satisfy you."

+=+Love is when a stunning woman, a stranger, walks into the room and you look over to the one you're with, the one you've shared many conversations and memories with. You look at her and can't wait to be alone so that you can hold her in your arms. That is when love becomes so much more then infatuation.

+=+I know I'm in love when I feel an overwhelming sense of complete surrender and awe for another person and a feeling of completeness when we're together -- and incompleteness when we're apart. Real love can only be achieved through the test of time and mutually getting to know each other. I don't think real love is ever a one-way street. A crush or infatuation is a feeling of desire for a person based on my fantasy of what could be, should be, or might be, but not necessarily what is. It's kinda like my relationship with Rick S.

+=+How do I know when I'm in love? When no sacrifice is too big, no distance is too great. When every time I think of her, I feel happier than the moment before. When I see her in everything I do and everywhere I am. When her love in return wraps me like a warm blanket. Then I know. A crush doesn't come close.

+=+Infatuation is that "floaty" feeling you get when you meet someone and the chemistry is right. The head has absolutely nothing to do with it at this point and you really don't know the person inside yet. You haven't had a chance to "love" the real person. It's all surface in the beginning and most people mistake that for real love. Usually, we're more excited about the high you initially get. Sometimes we can start creating this scenario of love in our head. It's fun to feel like you're in love. We sometimes create all of these wonderful thoughts about this person without even knowing them. It doesn't mean love can't follow after you have really gotten to know the person, their heart, their soul, but it isn't love in the beginning. Love grows with time. If a relationship is very new and you think you're in love, ask yourself, "What is it about the person that you love?" Sometimes the person is not kind to others; he likes to flirt and was unfaithful to his ex, but still you think, "but, I'm in love". When you get to know and are in love with the person, along with that wonderful "floaty" feeling you get in the very beginning, that's when you know it's something you can count on. That "floaty" feeling is just nature's way of making sure we repopulate the planet. Be smart and use your head with your heart.

+=+I know I am in love with someone when I cannot control my feelings. When I cannot stop thinking of her -- then I know I feel love. If it is a crush or infatuation, then I know I can shut her off and think of someone else; even plan a date with another for a later time. But, if I cannot do that and do not want to see anyone else, continue to think of her all day into the night, look forward to seeing her again and put aside all others, I am in love. It has been wonderful when I have felt that way. I have had many a crush, but have been in love only a few times to the point of forsaking all others, including friends, to be with her.

+=+When I'm in love I feel that I'd like to do anything to make him happy. I think that the difference between a crush or infatuation and real love are taken - you want someone badly and given - you're willing to let him/her go.

get here

Get Here
by Oleta Adams

You can reach me by railway, you can reach me by trailway
You can reach me on an airplane, you can reach me with your mind
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can

You can reach me by sail boat, climb a tree and swing rope to rope
Take a sled and slide down the slope, into these arms of mine
You can jump on a speedy colt, cross the border in a blaze of hope
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can

There are hills and mountains between us
Always something to get overIf I had my way,
surely you would be closerI need you closer

You can windsurf into my life, take me up on a carpet ride
You can make it in a big balloon, but you better make it soon
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can
I don't care how you get here, just -- get here if - you can

--> gus2 ko lang din ulit ipost..para sau?!?nai

insyd ur heaven

Inside Your Heaven

by Carrie Underwood

I've been down

Now I'm blessed

I felt a revelation coming around

I guess its right, it's so amazing

Everytime I see you I'm alive

You're all I've got

You lift me up

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' windI wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love

The stars light up

The wrong becomes undone

Naturally, my soul surrenders

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

And I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathing in

A soothing windI wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years

When mountains fall, I'll still be here

Holdin you until the day I die

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry fromW

here the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' windI wanna be inside your heaven

Oh yes I doI wanna be inside your heaven

-->..gus2 ko lang ipost..*_*

True Insignia

True Insignia
> Reality does bite; must endure it for acceptance....OMG..O_o!!! Secrets revealed..<

Quote of the day by madam Anjhe!!! Wahahah!!!

-It is more ridiculous to believe what oders say 2 u without nothing to flaunt any of it at all...lol..Hahaha.. (masakit man ang katotohanan kaya wag magfeeling *feeling mganda/pogita??!!* ) change if applicable|| do not disturb..:p

Marami ngayon ang mapaniwalain..you heard me ryt!!..masakit o masama man ngunit kailangan na para mabawasan ang mga utu-uto sa mundo…I’m just being honest...and not being mean ayt.. coz somehow reality bites..ok ok..ill site some instances of which is which…just agree if u felt that or if the situation is suitable to you…

Sa ngyon, marami ang natutuwa at flattered pag sinabihan ka ng maganda/gwapo (Pero sa 22o lng kaw lang ang mukhang tao at matino sa grupo in which bumaba2 ang standard at perception ng mga nkapalibot sau…kaya ang tendency mo ay..tsk tsk magfeeling (lahat n nang mga kafeelingan…like feeling matalino pero d nman, feeling cute pakyut nman, feeling maganda d nman,, feeling gwapo mukha nman swelas, etc..etc..)), pag my kakilala ka na mtaas ang posisyn dahil malakas at closy closy kau, walang mukhang matino sa group nyo kaya kahit walang ‘K’=karapatan at ka2yahan= sya na ung ngle2ader leaderan..hay..

…WAG BASAHIN NG MGA MAIINITIN ANG ULO…plz

marami pa yng ganung katangian.. ung iba nman ang tigas ng mukha..sinabihan lang na kesyo ganyan ka at ganyan ka...huli ka boi.. uto2x..tsk tsk..very conceited na..kailangn may manggcng n sa inyo..kc nman mas malaki pa sa hot air balloon ang ulo nyo..haha nadaig nyo pa ung frend ko hahaha nung hs.. I mean hello hello der tlga..yohooo…stop being vain coz it poisons all people around you..nagiging mapagmataas na, kasi nman laging bida…tsk tsk.. could anyone create a task force to get rid of those people na ganun..plzzz.. sana may matatag na…nakakasuka kasi e…it is not really pleasing in the eye..

Sobra nman kasi ang pagboost up ng ating environment today..kahit pangit go lang..tsk tsk..nawawalan n cla ng sense of creativity… I mean kung iku2lture or i-i2solate nten ang isang grupo ng mga indibidwal which is compose of different attitudes, appearance, and approaches…malamang may mag o2ut stand dyan..kahit walang K..tas yong iba nman mag gro2p group and will create new norm hay…ewn ko..masyado akong ncarried away at dito ko naibuhos ang pananaw ko sa issue ng mga nagfe2ling…payo ko lang manahimik n lng kau..be sensitive enough sa feelings ng ibang tao..ayt..

Somehow nakakatulong din ung iba na mapanlait at pintasero at pintasera.. u know why coz they are just so honest to shout out what irritates them and not suitable to their tastes…I also want to compliment them for being real in some cases lang po ok….:D

I don’t point it to anyone in particular.. I just want to voice out some of what I observe and felt towards some instances… so if you also felt what I felt…great coz ur not alone der..

Show youre true insignia for you to shine!!!

Hawak kamay

HAWAK KAMAY
by: Yeng Constantino
from the album: Pinoy Dream Academy (Originals Volume 1)

Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema
Minsan nahihirapan ka at masasabing
“di ko na kaya”
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpungan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan

Chorus:

Hawak-kamay
Di kita iiwan sa paglakbay
Dito sa mundong walang katiyakan

Hawak-kamay
Di kita bibitiwan sa paglalakbay
Sa mundo ng kawalan

Same chords as intro:
Minsan madarama mo
Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa
At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpangan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:
Wag mong sabihin nagiisa ka
Laging isipin meron kang kasama
Narito ako oh,Narito ako…

Repeat Chorus

Sa mundo ng kawalan
Hawak-kamay,hawak-kamay
Sa mundo ng kawalan

--> ah inaalay ko ang awitin n i2, sa mga friendships at mga kakila2 ko na nka2kila2 skin b_d ..im just onli hir..ayt.. last night ko lng narinig(naintndhan ung essence ng kanta) sa yfc covenant orientation..azZzztig !!..cool.enjoy

bago ko burahin sa phone.....

bago ko burahin sa phone.....

event: texting my new found friend...nai
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I: Ganon? kac nmn prng lgi kng may prob kya nakikitimple n lng me sa mood mo db, actually prng 1st tym molng me tinxt n good mood k, hehe

ME: Ang ybang n2, mnsan good mood d lng halata.

I: Hui, di q nmn lam eh sry...misteryosa k kcng babae and dts wut i lyk bwt u, :p

ME: Nku yan n2man kya mhrap 4 me 2 trust sme1 bka mang iwan l8r, feel ko lng tngn u skn manhd nh?

I: Di k manhd, i know it cuz ur experiencng tough tyms and ive been der too, and i wnt u 2 know n di aq marunong mangiwn and i just hope dt in tym ul learn 2 trust me cuz ryt now, i do trust u

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ME: Hmm gr8 2 hear dt frm u, buti n lng at nai2ntindihn mo ko, in tym cguro magi2ng ok n dn aq kya chill k lng, thnx dn pla at ngti2wla k skn,u

I: Sna nga lng kht papano, lil by lil, nagiiba n paningin mo sa akn, i can w8, i dont want 2 rush things cuz i know d pain is sumwut stil der in u, ill just tell u ds, u have changed me for d better and i hope i can help ease ur problems pra gumaan nmn buhay mo

ME: O tlga? Anu k b dti haha i mean in wat way nman kta nbgoe hard drnkr, smkr, at loser k p dn, nyahaha

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I: I drink less, i hardly smoke anymore since u h8 smokers and i feel like a winner wenvr i c u, i noticed it myself evn f ds r small things, wat habts ud i not change 4 u eh i better off ryt now than b4 i met u

ME: Ows tlga, ahm mani2wla kya aq? pg icpn ko muna, haha

I: I dont nid 2 know f u want 2 believe wut ive said cuz i know sumhow dt kung ano and cnbi q sau dts wut i feel

ME: Cge n nani2wala n ko e2 srious u nmn 2day, eat n muna ko, kw dn kain n.u

I: Ayyt, ingat sa consumption ng calories ha, aq ang bnty mo dyn sa pgdiet mo ok? Hehe

ME: Surenes kw dn nh kla mo nmn haha.u

I: Nuod me res evil apoc, sna d2 ka rin pra me ksma me, kakagult. >.<

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Reaction: somehow clear na rin sakin ang intention ni2ng batang i2.. somehow sya din ung isa s mga reason kung bkit i must go on khit olats ako sa buhay pag-ibig.. and now i believe na f i lose someone 2day, it means dat someone better s comin 2morw(not sure kung sya nga i2..but im hoping 2 have a good relationshp soon..grbe d nman ako bumabata e nh O_o)...d pla kailagan mag paapekto sa nararamdamn..ill just take my tym to know him more..in fairness my mga good qualities nman ung tao.. i never rate someone interestd 2 me.. i just let friends do it..hehe lam nila i2.. i just dont know..do ko ugali un e..good thing about me is dat i never criticize someone n alam ko n my intentions 2 me.. i let dem be there self.. kasi yun nman tlga gus2 ko..maging totoo ka sakin at magiging totoo din ako sau..

I dont want to have a perfect relationship at all..kasi impocble un..im just hoping and praying kay God kung sya na ba or wat yung GG(GOd's Gift) na ibinigay nya 4 me...i never give standards(unattainable standards n pang perfect ika nga..dahil of course d nman ako perfect e)...tska aside from this.. gusto ko n din khit pano maging settle sa portion n yan ng life ko..kc u know wat some of my friends and family thought na "ano ba yan..dami nman n2ng boylet..paibaba etc etc..."..syempre yoko namn kung kani kanino ako mapapadpad...tsk tsk ayoko naman ng ganun kasi mawa2lan ako ng dangal non...

Nga pla..nakain ko na2man mga sinabi ko.. not dat much kc nga i said before na resign muna aq sa love echos..but yun nga i believe na mahal talga ako ni God kc nga d nya ako hinayaan na malumbay ng ilang taon.. parang my ipinalit sya for me to recover soon.. and im really thankful for dat..

Na notice ko din na habang nadadagdagn ung age ng isang tao..parang mas nagiging simple n lang at attainable ung dream nten sa love-part industry...simple bec. for me gusto ko na mapadpad sa braso ng tao na mahal na mahal ako..of course dahil mapapanahal n din ako..attainable kc nga after all of my realization about sa past relationships ko..dapt tlaga from the start tlaga clear at totoo dapt kau sa isat isa..

Another thing about me dat i must confess is that, ang bilis ko kasing magsawa sa mga bagay na uncertain or ung minadali...considerations and prioritize yun pla ang dpat before dealing with something na pangmatagalan ang effect sa buhay...

I'll mark the month od SEPTEMBER to be the start of something new..start ng pagkakulot ng hair ko..at pag end ng mga childish(immaturity) stuff ko..18 years is done..start of 19 onwards and new wonderful years ahead of me..

I wanted to feel and appreciate that perfect moments..no flash back thingy in the past..coz i dont want to lose those moments na dpat ko p plang ipagpasalamat at of course i cherish sa life ko...
Once lang ako mabubuhay and i want to feel, express, be real to want i believe and i wanted to do...

REALIZATION OF A GIRL WHO DREAM, AND DREAMS, AND DREAMS, AND DREAMS...:D

quotes

If people talk negatively abour you, live in such a way that no one will believe them...

Message: Continue to use me God to do your will, continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others...

--> Nice quote from my bessy istine albu..hehe...

mode ko at nya: stupidity and moroness

mode ko at nya: stupidity and moroness

scene:nangyari lamang ng kaming muling ngchat at nag usap

astig ng mode ko: nasa trying to be friends again until we can wait and see mode (niki's theory)

status ko: relief whoho::ang saikt buti n lng nglog out ka na.. but still were ok..arent we.?:D hapi hapi p din

follow up na status ko:kung invi ka: magsaya ka na sa status ko kanina..3 secnds lng karmang naexperience ko..magsaya ka n tlga..mag aral k p din ng accouting ok kaya mo yan!..kw p..:D..somehw niki knows wats happening 2 me..

scenario: kachat ko si nel and his last mesage 2 me b4 he go is this..very striking hu? so come on read it..

we talked..kamustahan blues.. he is drank and got to post his final message to me

sabi nya: if everything happened in exactly at the right place and time, then everything could have been different, may be better. but that's not the case. the potential's always there, but it is realized at the wrong time. but as one tries to relive the "something (my term)," the being comes together, making it whole again... living in different realities is hard. but the world is small. and the potential is always there. today, it is may be sleeping. --- a summary of fr. roque ferriols lecture regarding potential and repetition. good night

haluan b ng intellect ang mga gnung bagay..tsk watw do i expect..sya un e..

sobrang harsh ng mga pangyayari..dpat ako tlga ang sisihin kung bakit ako at kmi nging ganito..stupid nga ako..cge na.. kaya ung karma gnun n lng kung humampas sakin.. define angelica abaya: gurl which is hard 2 understand..stupid tlga... but still.. im looking on the bright side..sapul tlga ako..d2 as in.. kasalanan ko tlga 2..nasa harap ko n sya dti tas tinanggihan ko..stupid me...

it start with my dream of him ... (narrate it next tym)

so feeling mo nman mkikipgbalikan tlga ako sau..cge na rejoice or laugh until u want...

realization of my relationships...read pagod na ko sau..look at the logic..

pag lumalapit ka, ayw ko = pag lumalapit ako, ayw mo..

congruent d ba..parang ung dati mong tinuro sakin sa trigo nten nung hs...

i want to resign; im sick and tired of this relationships, i think niki is right..i think i'll wait for somebody who i deserve to be with..

sana d kaw..belat ..im loser loser loser loser lose

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