get here

Get Here
by Oleta Adams

You can reach me by railway, you can reach me by trailway
You can reach me on an airplane, you can reach me with your mind
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can

You can reach me by sail boat, climb a tree and swing rope to rope
Take a sled and slide down the slope, into these arms of mine
You can jump on a speedy colt, cross the border in a blaze of hope
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can

There are hills and mountains between us
Always something to get overIf I had my way,
surely you would be closerI need you closer

You can windsurf into my life, take me up on a carpet ride
You can make it in a big balloon, but you better make it soon
You can reach me by caravan, cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here, just - get here if you can
I don't care how you get here, just -- get here if - you can

--> gus2 ko lang din ulit ipost..para sau?!?nai

insyd ur heaven

Inside Your Heaven

by Carrie Underwood

I've been down

Now I'm blessed

I felt a revelation coming around

I guess its right, it's so amazing

Everytime I see you I'm alive

You're all I've got

You lift me up

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' windI wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love

The stars light up

The wrong becomes undone

Naturally, my soul surrenders

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

And I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathing in

A soothing windI wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years

When mountains fall, I'll still be here

Holdin you until the day I die

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry fromW

here the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' windI wanna be inside your heaven

Oh yes I doI wanna be inside your heaven

-->..gus2 ko lang ipost..*_*

True Insignia

True Insignia
> Reality does bite; must endure it for acceptance....OMG..O_o!!! Secrets revealed..<

Quote of the day by madam Anjhe!!! Wahahah!!!

-It is more ridiculous to believe what oders say 2 u without nothing to flaunt any of it at all...lol..Hahaha.. (masakit man ang katotohanan kaya wag magfeeling *feeling mganda/pogita??!!* ) change if applicable|| do not disturb..:p

Marami ngayon ang mapaniwalain..you heard me ryt!!..masakit o masama man ngunit kailangan na para mabawasan ang mga utu-uto sa mundo…I’m just being honest...and not being mean ayt.. coz somehow reality bites..ok ok..ill site some instances of which is which…just agree if u felt that or if the situation is suitable to you…

Sa ngyon, marami ang natutuwa at flattered pag sinabihan ka ng maganda/gwapo (Pero sa 22o lng kaw lang ang mukhang tao at matino sa grupo in which bumaba2 ang standard at perception ng mga nkapalibot sau…kaya ang tendency mo ay..tsk tsk magfeeling (lahat n nang mga kafeelingan…like feeling matalino pero d nman, feeling cute pakyut nman, feeling maganda d nman,, feeling gwapo mukha nman swelas, etc..etc..)), pag my kakilala ka na mtaas ang posisyn dahil malakas at closy closy kau, walang mukhang matino sa group nyo kaya kahit walang ‘K’=karapatan at ka2yahan= sya na ung ngle2ader leaderan..hay..

…WAG BASAHIN NG MGA MAIINITIN ANG ULO…plz

marami pa yng ganung katangian.. ung iba nman ang tigas ng mukha..sinabihan lang na kesyo ganyan ka at ganyan ka...huli ka boi.. uto2x..tsk tsk..very conceited na..kailangn may manggcng n sa inyo..kc nman mas malaki pa sa hot air balloon ang ulo nyo..haha nadaig nyo pa ung frend ko hahaha nung hs.. I mean hello hello der tlga..yohooo…stop being vain coz it poisons all people around you..nagiging mapagmataas na, kasi nman laging bida…tsk tsk.. could anyone create a task force to get rid of those people na ganun..plzzz.. sana may matatag na…nakakasuka kasi e…it is not really pleasing in the eye..

Sobra nman kasi ang pagboost up ng ating environment today..kahit pangit go lang..tsk tsk..nawawalan n cla ng sense of creativity… I mean kung iku2lture or i-i2solate nten ang isang grupo ng mga indibidwal which is compose of different attitudes, appearance, and approaches…malamang may mag o2ut stand dyan..kahit walang K..tas yong iba nman mag gro2p group and will create new norm hay…ewn ko..masyado akong ncarried away at dito ko naibuhos ang pananaw ko sa issue ng mga nagfe2ling…payo ko lang manahimik n lng kau..be sensitive enough sa feelings ng ibang tao..ayt..

Somehow nakakatulong din ung iba na mapanlait at pintasero at pintasera.. u know why coz they are just so honest to shout out what irritates them and not suitable to their tastes…I also want to compliment them for being real in some cases lang po ok….:D

I don’t point it to anyone in particular.. I just want to voice out some of what I observe and felt towards some instances… so if you also felt what I felt…great coz ur not alone der..

Show youre true insignia for you to shine!!!

Hawak kamay

HAWAK KAMAY
by: Yeng Constantino
from the album: Pinoy Dream Academy (Originals Volume 1)

Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema
Minsan nahihirapan ka at masasabing
“di ko na kaya”
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpungan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan

Chorus:

Hawak-kamay
Di kita iiwan sa paglakbay
Dito sa mundong walang katiyakan

Hawak-kamay
Di kita bibitiwan sa paglalakbay
Sa mundo ng kawalan

Same chords as intro:
Minsan madarama mo
Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa
At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka
Tumingin ka lang sa langit
Baka sakaling may masumpangan
Di kaya ako’y tawagin
Malalaman mong kahit kailan

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:
Wag mong sabihin nagiisa ka
Laging isipin meron kang kasama
Narito ako oh,Narito ako…

Repeat Chorus

Sa mundo ng kawalan
Hawak-kamay,hawak-kamay
Sa mundo ng kawalan

--> ah inaalay ko ang awitin n i2, sa mga friendships at mga kakila2 ko na nka2kila2 skin b_d ..im just onli hir..ayt.. last night ko lng narinig(naintndhan ung essence ng kanta) sa yfc covenant orientation..azZzztig !!..cool.enjoy

bago ko burahin sa phone.....

bago ko burahin sa phone.....

event: texting my new found friend...nai
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I: Ganon? kac nmn prng lgi kng may prob kya nakikitimple n lng me sa mood mo db, actually prng 1st tym molng me tinxt n good mood k, hehe

ME: Ang ybang n2, mnsan good mood d lng halata.

I: Hui, di q nmn lam eh sry...misteryosa k kcng babae and dts wut i lyk bwt u, :p

ME: Nku yan n2man kya mhrap 4 me 2 trust sme1 bka mang iwan l8r, feel ko lng tngn u skn manhd nh?

I: Di k manhd, i know it cuz ur experiencng tough tyms and ive been der too, and i wnt u 2 know n di aq marunong mangiwn and i just hope dt in tym ul learn 2 trust me cuz ryt now, i do trust u

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ME: Hmm gr8 2 hear dt frm u, buti n lng at nai2ntindihn mo ko, in tym cguro magi2ng ok n dn aq kya chill k lng, thnx dn pla at ngti2wla k skn,u

I: Sna nga lng kht papano, lil by lil, nagiiba n paningin mo sa akn, i can w8, i dont want 2 rush things cuz i know d pain is sumwut stil der in u, ill just tell u ds, u have changed me for d better and i hope i can help ease ur problems pra gumaan nmn buhay mo

ME: O tlga? Anu k b dti haha i mean in wat way nman kta nbgoe hard drnkr, smkr, at loser k p dn, nyahaha

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I: I drink less, i hardly smoke anymore since u h8 smokers and i feel like a winner wenvr i c u, i noticed it myself evn f ds r small things, wat habts ud i not change 4 u eh i better off ryt now than b4 i met u

ME: Ows tlga, ahm mani2wla kya aq? pg icpn ko muna, haha

I: I dont nid 2 know f u want 2 believe wut ive said cuz i know sumhow dt kung ano and cnbi q sau dts wut i feel

ME: Cge n nani2wala n ko e2 srious u nmn 2day, eat n muna ko, kw dn kain n.u

I: Ayyt, ingat sa consumption ng calories ha, aq ang bnty mo dyn sa pgdiet mo ok? Hehe

ME: Surenes kw dn nh kla mo nmn haha.u

I: Nuod me res evil apoc, sna d2 ka rin pra me ksma me, kakagult. >.<

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Reaction: somehow clear na rin sakin ang intention ni2ng batang i2.. somehow sya din ung isa s mga reason kung bkit i must go on khit olats ako sa buhay pag-ibig.. and now i believe na f i lose someone 2day, it means dat someone better s comin 2morw(not sure kung sya nga i2..but im hoping 2 have a good relationshp soon..grbe d nman ako bumabata e nh O_o)...d pla kailagan mag paapekto sa nararamdamn..ill just take my tym to know him more..in fairness my mga good qualities nman ung tao.. i never rate someone interestd 2 me.. i just let friends do it..hehe lam nila i2.. i just dont know..do ko ugali un e..good thing about me is dat i never criticize someone n alam ko n my intentions 2 me.. i let dem be there self.. kasi yun nman tlga gus2 ko..maging totoo ka sakin at magiging totoo din ako sau..

I dont want to have a perfect relationship at all..kasi impocble un..im just hoping and praying kay God kung sya na ba or wat yung GG(GOd's Gift) na ibinigay nya 4 me...i never give standards(unattainable standards n pang perfect ika nga..dahil of course d nman ako perfect e)...tska aside from this.. gusto ko n din khit pano maging settle sa portion n yan ng life ko..kc u know wat some of my friends and family thought na "ano ba yan..dami nman n2ng boylet..paibaba etc etc..."..syempre yoko namn kung kani kanino ako mapapadpad...tsk tsk ayoko naman ng ganun kasi mawa2lan ako ng dangal non...

Nga pla..nakain ko na2man mga sinabi ko.. not dat much kc nga i said before na resign muna aq sa love echos..but yun nga i believe na mahal talga ako ni God kc nga d nya ako hinayaan na malumbay ng ilang taon.. parang my ipinalit sya for me to recover soon.. and im really thankful for dat..

Na notice ko din na habang nadadagdagn ung age ng isang tao..parang mas nagiging simple n lang at attainable ung dream nten sa love-part industry...simple bec. for me gusto ko na mapadpad sa braso ng tao na mahal na mahal ako..of course dahil mapapanahal n din ako..attainable kc nga after all of my realization about sa past relationships ko..dapt tlaga from the start tlaga clear at totoo dapt kau sa isat isa..

Another thing about me dat i must confess is that, ang bilis ko kasing magsawa sa mga bagay na uncertain or ung minadali...considerations and prioritize yun pla ang dpat before dealing with something na pangmatagalan ang effect sa buhay...

I'll mark the month od SEPTEMBER to be the start of something new..start ng pagkakulot ng hair ko..at pag end ng mga childish(immaturity) stuff ko..18 years is done..start of 19 onwards and new wonderful years ahead of me..

I wanted to feel and appreciate that perfect moments..no flash back thingy in the past..coz i dont want to lose those moments na dpat ko p plang ipagpasalamat at of course i cherish sa life ko...
Once lang ako mabubuhay and i want to feel, express, be real to want i believe and i wanted to do...

REALIZATION OF A GIRL WHO DREAM, AND DREAMS, AND DREAMS, AND DREAMS...:D

quotes

If people talk negatively abour you, live in such a way that no one will believe them...

Message: Continue to use me God to do your will, continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others...

--> Nice quote from my bessy istine albu..hehe...

mode ko at nya: stupidity and moroness

mode ko at nya: stupidity and moroness

scene:nangyari lamang ng kaming muling ngchat at nag usap

astig ng mode ko: nasa trying to be friends again until we can wait and see mode (niki's theory)

status ko: relief whoho::ang saikt buti n lng nglog out ka na.. but still were ok..arent we.?:D hapi hapi p din

follow up na status ko:kung invi ka: magsaya ka na sa status ko kanina..3 secnds lng karmang naexperience ko..magsaya ka n tlga..mag aral k p din ng accouting ok kaya mo yan!..kw p..:D..somehw niki knows wats happening 2 me..

scenario: kachat ko si nel and his last mesage 2 me b4 he go is this..very striking hu? so come on read it..

we talked..kamustahan blues.. he is drank and got to post his final message to me

sabi nya: if everything happened in exactly at the right place and time, then everything could have been different, may be better. but that's not the case. the potential's always there, but it is realized at the wrong time. but as one tries to relive the "something (my term)," the being comes together, making it whole again... living in different realities is hard. but the world is small. and the potential is always there. today, it is may be sleeping. --- a summary of fr. roque ferriols lecture regarding potential and repetition. good night

haluan b ng intellect ang mga gnung bagay..tsk watw do i expect..sya un e..

sobrang harsh ng mga pangyayari..dpat ako tlga ang sisihin kung bakit ako at kmi nging ganito..stupid nga ako..cge na.. kaya ung karma gnun n lng kung humampas sakin.. define angelica abaya: gurl which is hard 2 understand..stupid tlga... but still.. im looking on the bright side..sapul tlga ako..d2 as in.. kasalanan ko tlga 2..nasa harap ko n sya dti tas tinanggihan ko..stupid me...

it start with my dream of him ... (narrate it next tym)

so feeling mo nman mkikipgbalikan tlga ako sau..cge na rejoice or laugh until u want...

realization of my relationships...read pagod na ko sau..look at the logic..

pag lumalapit ka, ayw ko = pag lumalapit ako, ayw mo..

congruent d ba..parang ung dati mong tinuro sakin sa trigo nten nung hs...

i want to resign; im sick and tired of this relationships, i think niki is right..i think i'll wait for somebody who i deserve to be with..

sana d kaw..belat ..im loser loser loser loser lose

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current update sa buhay ko

Sabog kung sabog: kuwen2 ko ngayng araw..

[larawan ng isang babaeng pasabog na dahil sa walang kapararakan n gawain.fish out..`_`)]

(July 28, Friday) hai lyf.. kcng saya at gulo ng 'my girl ' ang buhay ko..*feeling* gnun tlga pag blog ko 2...neweiz.. e2 cmulan ko sa araw na i2.. eon nga nagbizproc kmi ng mga 6-9..hai nkasaby n sana aq kina carla kaso ang bgal ko e.. neweiz aus lng.. tas nagya2 c nikki n magworship kaso may class nga ako d ba ng 6-9..celebration daw ng bday ni prince...after

ng class nagtxt ako kong san cla..tas aun wala.. nakasakay na ko sa lrt tas asa shakeys..magling d ba..neweiz.. umuwi ako d ba.. tas ngtxt c nel at nangumusta aun ok nman ako..buhay pa.. tas humingi ng favor tas un.. ok lng nman gncng ko sya..aun bumawi lng ako kc gncng din nya ako...tas nun asa lrt lng ako nun ngtxt c kuba aka neil.. i was influenced by carla..aun yng excuse ko haha!! aun ngtxt lng kmi love aq tas sya lovely name nya..d b ang ganda..cnu b nman ang d malo2ka sa mga pangyayri.. change topic.. aun so d nga ako umatend ng netcomm d ba..mga 9-1110 asa lab ako ngtatype.. tas pasahan 1130 d ang ganda ng tym..durog.. nagpaprint ako tas un minalas my virus yng pc tas my ngpascan p daw kaya bumagal... so kailangn irestart..kumasta nman ako d ba..halos lagpas n ng 1130 un.. pero dahil mabait c mis hazel *it sec* gnawa n nyang 1130.. naks i lab u mam..weheheh...aun.. tas uminun lng me ng ice coffee at kumain ng chocolate para mabuhayan nman ako ng dugo..tas un punta sa conserv... un chika chika with friends..gnun bonding.. tas ngya2 c da danon bi2li daw ng shoes kc madmi nkurakot..hehehe joke d nman nya maba2sa 2..neweiz ac2ally basta ngkapera cla ..of course blockm8 at friend kmi kaya aun ngrob kmi..car ni george yng gmit..tas un road 3p..picture picture syempre d mawawala..tas aun wla lng bumili lng sya ng shoes.. tas aun mukhang naawa ata samin tas aun nanlibre cla ni george sa yellow cab.. tas un picture picture p din tas bumili cna obs at tin ng ice cream.. aun bundat ever kmi.. tas au ..masaya sya..period...haha ang labo ayokong mg organize ng kwen2 ok.. pagod n ko e..2 araw nga lng n walang 2lugan sabog n sabog na ko.. kaya an my reflection nangyayari.. so aun lng nman.. tas e2 pla phabol.. aun nga ngtxt din c michael a. *block m8 ko 2*nagya2 daw mgfellowship s morayta mlapit sa feu.. masaya daw un..magu2stuhan ko.. aun nga tas chika chika..tas nagpa2saring.. aura qng aura ang labanan...neweiz.. mgulo tlga ako.. khit sa bihin nyo n mkapal mukha ko e gnun tlga ako.. as in...nagfee2ling.. cge lng ok lng.. mataray..ok lng ako tlga yun...pero mabait ako..i follw my conscience in all and of course above all my GOD...*inspired by sir belino..prof rels3*..so guyz yun lng nman.. dmi kong nakaligtaan.. ac2lly brief p lng yun.. hmm marami p kasunod pg my tym.. tas un ikwe2n2 q yng mga iba png aspeto ng lyf ko...

*tas pla pu2nta kmi ng laguna maya para sa vlchain nmin..hay buhay.. sana malapit lng laguna...*

*while typing: txtng, chatting, listening music(stars are blind..song of day, .. sabihin mo na..inspired by mygirl(wanna watch dat after the term..sembreak..).., dahil ikaw..true faith..nyahaha fav song daw ni kuba, christian baustista..astig! crush kong singer..., numb.., moonlight sonata)...intervals ko: tawa.. icp..txt.*

*hai puno na inbox ko..pagod at sleepy na ko..part 2 ulit nxt visit ko..ayoko ng mga period after ng mga kwen2 ko... haha libre nman e...basta bawal basahin i2 ng mga filipino at english prof..ok.. :D*

*nagsisisi ka kc tnapos mong basahin noh..nonsense nga e...hehe*

*thank you lord sa lahat lahat ng mga blessings nyo sakin ngyn..sana naging blessing din ako sa iba..*

summer job training @ wyeth

summer job training @ wyeth

@_@ i hav my summer job hir in wyeth. i was assign in the purchasing department. wohoh.. sobrang tedious ng mga work d2..hai buti nga my sahod kmi e.. hai sobrang bored na ko.. wla pa kasing inuutos c mam josie e.. supervisor ko pla sya.. secretary sya ng head ng purchsing hir sa wyeth.. wala nman akong masabi sa mga co-workers d2.. mabait clang laht.. muntik muntik na nga me ma-bingo sa kanya..hahah pero sobrang astig ng experience ko d2... ganito pla sa office noh!!!daming papers na ifa2x, ixe2rox, ie2dit, i have 2 answer phone calls... file d2 file dun, sort ng mga file d2 at dun..>_
....hehe grbe d pa din ako inuutasan ng supervisor ko..hui anu ba mam!! baka nman mabad shot ako sa inyo...kailangan maging productive ako d2...mam*_* mam josie callinga haleer...
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Mga Dahilan Kung Bakit Single Ka Pa Rin

Hayaan mo tulungan kita mag-isip kung bakit wala ka pa ring (bf/gf~partner) hanggang ngayon. Ito ang sampung dahilan bakit wala pa.

1. Kailangan mong mag-concentrate sa career. Hindi na uso ang mga
babaeng pambahay ngayon. Kalimitan meron ng tinatawag na career. Habang
hindi ka pa tinatamaan ng palaso ni kupido, hamo na munang
magconcentrate ka sa trabaho mo. Kailangan mong ma-achieve ang full
potential mo.

2. Masyadong mataas ang standards mo. Ibaba mo kasi ng konti,
baka naman kahit si Rizal hindi ma-achieve yung standards mo. Tandaan mo,
si Rizal kahit na bayani medyo babaero din. Walang taong perpekto.
Kahit naman ikaw di ba? Meron ka ding kapintasan? Baba mo ng konti,
yung makatarungang pamantayan lang. Baka naman naghahanap ka ng Brad Pitt eh
di ka naman si Jennifer Aniston. Lumagay ka lang sa dapat mong
kalagyan. Baka naman naghahanap ka ng kasing yaman ni Zobel eh ikaw naman eh
pobre din lang naman. Huwag. Huwag ganoon. Para kang g**o non. Baka
naman naghahanap ka ng smart, na gwapong, mayaman. Ate, kung ganon ang hanap
mo, malamang tatandang dalaga ka na talaga. Di lahat binibigay ni Lord.
Di bale kung salat sa face value, babawi na lang siguro yung sa bait at
sa talino.Kung puro face value naman, at salat sa kaalaman or masama
ang ugali, manalig ka na lang na baka pag pinakain mo ng gulay tumalino
or ito the best, lahat naman ng tao nagbabago. Pwede pa 'yan bumait.

3. Hindi ka lumalabas ng bahay. O baka lumalabas ka nga ng bahay,
sa opisina lang naman ang punta mo. Huwag ganon. Sumama ka sa mga
kaibigan mo, mag-mall ka, magsimba ka, mag-outreach program ka. Huwag
mong panisin ang sarili mo sa bahay dahil wala talagang makakapansin sa iyo
sa bahay. Mag-aral ka ng painting, voice lessons at Yoga. Imaginin mo
kung magka-boyfriend ka na Yoga master? or di kaya, chef. O di ba cool
'yun? Magliwaliw ka sa bookstores, sa coffee shops, at kung saan-saan
pang mataong lugar. Baka sakali mapansin ka doon.

4. Baka naman sobrang tapang mo. Oo nga naman, baka naman sobrang
masungit ka at natatakot sa iyo ang mga potential suitors mo. Baka
dapat kang maging approachable ng konti. Baka masyadong maangas ang dating mo
imbis na matuwa sa iyo matakot. Baka sobrang independent mo, at parang
mabubuhay ka ng wala silang lahat. Minsan may epekto rin 'yan. Baka
sobrang talino ng dating mo pakiramdam nila mababara lang sila or baka
'pag pinadalhan ka ng love letter eh i-edit mo ng red ink pen.
Magkunwari ka kayang t**** minsan-minsan, tingin mo?

5. Baka naman kasi losyang ka. Oo nga naman, mag-ayos ka
paminsan-minsan kay lang kung pangit ka, pangit ka talaga. No amount of
make up can change that. Pero at least pwede ma-enhanceng konti.

6. Baka naman hinahanapan pa ni Lord ng ribbon ang para sa iyo.
Natatandaan ko ang sabi ng kaibigan ko. Blessing daw from the Lord ang
mga girlfriends/boyfriends. O eh baka naman hinahanapan pa ni Lord ng
magandang ribbon yung regalo mo. Kasi baka daw 'pag hinarap ang
packaging i-reject mo.

7. Baka naman nagtitipid sa toll fee yung para sa iyo. Malay mo
kasi taga-Norte yung para sa iyo eh mahal naman ang toll fee. Baka
nagtitipid dumaan sa walang t oll kaya medyo natatagalan. -

8. Baka naglakad yung para sa iyo. Parating na 'yon kaya lang
mahal ang gasolina so naglakad na lang papunta sa iyo. Besides, walking
is good for the heart daw. Baka sa kakalakad naligaw na. Ito pa namang mga
lalaking ito, hindi magtatanong kung hindi pakiramdam nila naliligaw na
sila.

9. Baka naman sadyang torpe lang yung para sa iyo. Baka naman
nag-iipon pa ng lakas ng loob o di kaya nag-iisip pa ng magandang
tiyempo. Baka talagang hindi lang siya makapag-salita dahil sobrang mahiyain
niya. Baka naman dapat makiramdam ka rin ng konti kasi talagang deadma
ang dating nito. Baka dapat tinatanong ng unti-unti.

10. Baka naman talagang for single blessedness ka. Ipagdasal mo.
Baka naman kasi pinapagod mo ang sarili mong kakaisip bakit you're
still single eh hin di naman kasi marriage ang plan ni Lord for you.
Paminsan-minsan magtanong ka kasi sa Kanya baka naman ikaw ang
naliligaw. Baka naman ikaw ang nagtitipid. Baka naman kasi ikaw ang torpe. Baka
naman kasi ikaw ang problema.

Gasgas man, pero sasabihin ko pa rin. Darating Din Yun. Kung para sa
iyo, para sa iyo. Kahit iwasan mo, para talaga sa iyo.

-->natamaan aq ah!!..neweiz i'll try 2 make it up in my attitude ayt!! hapi p din khit dming problem..but i'll not allow myself 2 carried by those **c*ing problems hai!! how i wish n magbalik ulit yng dati..kaya q 2!!


may ur mighty will be done oh GOD in my lyf! for all the GLORY BE YOURS!!

You Are 32% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

HAHAHA.. guys try nyo o!!! :]p

laid back lover huh!?

You're a Laidback Lover

Carefree and easy-going — that's your approach to love and life. Above all, you respect your boyfriend's beliefs, choices, and ideals, making you a trustworthy and supportive force in his decisions. Caring and thoughtful when it comes to your actions, you expect the same in return.Even if you spend every waking moment together, you want to feel like you have freedom and room to breathe. For you, it's important that you maintain your individuality so that you can continue to bring something unique to the relationship. After all, you gotta be you.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Time management...i think i need this one..

Time Management

->i think i need this one... i've just got it on my mail addressed by my batchm8s group ...hope u have a minute 2 read this one.. after that reflect..tcelfer...=>

One day an expert in time management was speaking to a group ofbusiness students and, to drive home a point, used an illustrationthose students will never forget. As he stood in front of the group ofhigh powered overachievers he said, "Okay, time for a quiz."Then he pulled out a one-gallon, wide mouth mason jar and set it onthe table in front of him. Then he produced about a dozen fist-sizedrocks and carefully placed them, one at a time, into the jar. When thejar was filled to the top and no more rocks would fit inside, heasked, "Is this jar full?"Everyone in the class said, "Yes."Then he said, "Really?" He reached under the table and pulled out abucket of gravel. Then he dumped some gravel in and shook the jarcausing pieces of gravel to work themselves down into the spacebetween the bigrocks. Then he asked the group once more, "Is the jarfull?"By this time the class was on to him. "Probably not," one of themanswered."Good!" he replied. He reached under the table and brought out abucket of sand. He started dumping the sand in the jar and it wentinto all of the spaces left between the rocks and the gravel. Oncemore he asked the question, "Is this jar full?""No!" the class shouted. Once again he said, "Good." Then he grabbed apitcher of water and began to pour it in until the jar was filled tothe brim. Then he looked at the class and asked,

"What is the point ofthis illustration?"One eager beaver raised his hand and said, "The point is, no matterhow full your schedule is, if you try really hard you can always fitsome more things in it!"

"No," the speaker replied, "that's not the point. The truth this illustration teaches us is: If you don't put the big rocks in first,you'll never get them in at all.

"What are the 'big rocks' in your life? Time with your loved ones? Yourfaith, your education, your dreams? A worthy cause? Teaching ormentoring others?

Remember to put these BIG ROCKS in first or you'llnever get them in at all.So, tonight, or in the morning, when you are reflecting on this shortstory, ask yourself this question: What are the 'big rocks' in mylife? Then, put those in your jar first.

asar na hapong..hapon lng ha!!! ~_+

asar na hapon..hapon lng ha!!! ~_+ hmmp..

leche..napakagandang paunang salita d bah!! well walang ng pakialamanan. blog ko i2 at sana marespe2 nyo n lng khit d karespe respe2... at dahil yun yng nangyari saken kaninang hapon.. actually kulang p nga yan e.. nakakairita..ggrrrr...nku... ano ba problema nila.. at ano b ang gnawa ko sa kanila.. leche tlga.. hai.. minsan kc nakakapagod n tlgang mging mabait at friendly...tas yng iba nami2s interpret nila yng mga maliit n bagay... like masungit daw ako di nama2ncn...da hell kau... e sa iyon yng nature ko e.. and that doesnt mean n galit ako or wat...d nyo nman ako kasama buong araw at buong magdamag para magsalita ng gnun e... at bka malay mo e problematic lng ako...alam ko na tlagang kakaiba ang pag u2gali ko... e sa gnun ako e.. no choice kau.. wala po kc kaung karapatan na magpabago ng kapwa..at d ko din nature ang ma-please ang lhat ng gus2 ng tao..tandaan d po tau perpek2.... kung d lng talaga at kung pwede lng talaga dun ko mismo sa pangyayari n yun ibinulalas ang pangbabara at pangleleche nila saken.. leche cla.. hai..para magkaroon kau ng idea kung anu nga tlaga nangyari sken ai gani2 yun e..
mga 1pm n yun.. magkaklas n kmi.. kumain lng ako ng baon ko sa rum tas lumabas ako para uminom sa drinking fountain tpos nkita ko yng iba sa mga blockm8s ko and guess wat!! boom dun n nga nabadtrip na nga ako..leche.. mga perros sila...pakshit..
anu b pwede b tigilan nla ako pwede.... di ko alam ko ano b motibo nila at kailangan nilang manira at manapak ng iba tao.. mga hudas kau!!!.. d mo mlaman kung ngpa2ncn o talagang nana2dya e..
alam ko na tama cla.. malamng sitwasyon ko yun.. pero sana wag nman nila sanang ipagduldulan saken at sa buong planeta ng gox kung ano nangyari saken.. mga leche kau ..plastik wala ng mas pla2stik sa inyo..go to hell!! nkakaimbyerna kau.. maganda n kc dapt ang buong araw ko.. u know!!!duh hell kau!!! i really try to make my day a happy one despite of all the requirements and stuff tpos... tpos ano gnwa ng mga taong walang mga pang-unawa sa kapwa.. hai nku talga... may araw din kau.. kung di saken cguro sa iba.. kung wala kaung ibang way para mpancin ng tao o ng mga babae.. e wag kaung mang walang ya..leche kau... mind ur own ****ing bussiness pwede...cguro lhat nman tau ay may karapatan magalit at ipadama n tau ay galit... yun cguro yng isang idea for me na nabalewala ko.. o2 i admit na sa bhay mas vocal ako sa nararamdaman ko, panu b nman lubos ko ng kilala at kilala din nman ako ngmga tao sa bhay pero sa skul..ah ibnag usapan n yan.. im not a war freak kind of person.. meron lng talagang mga values na kailangn mpreserve kc alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako iyon at d proper yun n gwin.. i really hav 2 say it here once and for all.. gus2 ko din n mtpos n i2ng issue n i2.. d nman ako maramdamin and mabilis din mawala yng inis ko sa mga taong iyon...cguro ang blog ko n lng ang mgcha2nnel in behalf of my emotions now and then... mas ok pa cguro i2ng way para maclear ko yng confussions sa sarili ko at yng mga pakikitungo ko at ng mga tao sa paligid ko....ang blog ko din na i2 ang mg vo2ice out for me and for my entire living day 2 day...
** pasensya na.. sa lhat ng mkakabasa.. im just want to tell want i felt on a certain matter or situation e...i hope na d na sana i2 mangyari o maulit.. at kung maulit man i2 e sana d magdilim paningin ko at san kau mapulot..ayt!!!.. hmmp...i'll still continue to be bitter 2 some persons...who are so irritating and so arrghh feeling.. i know i can get off to my condition and sooner or later e mas mgagawa ko na yng dapat kong ma accomplise with confidence...bye for now... bye pe3rros pips bhee!!!

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Ang gara.. philosophy nga tas engineering.. aus ha.. neweiz mas prefer qng mging biologist...trip qng kumaha ng bioinformatics..at least related sa major q..ahihi try nyo o... !()_o

valentines fever!!!

To Be Near You
by ********
Note: Bold words are lyrics from song, To Be Near You, by Viktoria

I sit here in silence at my usual booth in the corner of the obscure little coffee shop downtown. This has been my habit, to be here like I always do Tuesday afternoons at four. And I don't come here merely for the coffee or the ambience.I glance at my watch before I take a slurp of my cappuccino granita. My waiting did not take a second longer when I see you breeze through the doorway.

Are you just a habit, or some kind of addiction
Can't seem to get you out of my system

Right on the dot, I think just as I had earlier surmised. You don't see me, but you nod quickly towards a few people who recognize your face before you go up to the bar. You grin at the friendly owner, your index pointing heavenward to indicate your order. I bet you'll be having your usual steaming mocha latte, no cream plus brown sugar. I've been staying here long enough, patiently enough to know what you want. I only wish I knew what you want of me because I've been suffering from this intense longing and pain far longer than I remember.I don't know what it is about you that got me so interested this way. It could be your genuine skill in music. Perhaps it's your cool air of mystery. Or the cryptic way you always show how much you detest me for a reason only you could know. And I don't fathom anything anymore, except that you've haunted me for days on end because no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get rid of thoughts of you in my mind.

What could you have done to me, feels so stuck like glue
Turn the pages in my head and there's only you

This is crazy, me being in this very coffee shop at this time and day of the week just to see you. But I don't mind it, hoping that at every chance I do this, I'd get at least some form of a positive response from you. This isn't the first time I tried to bridge the gap between us. You know I've struggled to get on your good side since the very first time you shunned your shoulder at me and turned around with a flip of your hair. I can never forget that time…it is the first time I ever got introduced to you. Such an impression you made on me.

I don't care I would do anything to be near you
I would go anywhere to be near you

Of course I do wonder sometimes if it's worth it. You are only friendly with me during lives and a few TV appearances. I'm more than certain audience hype and nothing more causes you to act a little more chummy with me on those prized occasions. My friends in my former band think I'm crazy, telling me time and again that I should give up. Sometimes I get to wonder if **** and ***** think that way, too. You hardly ever acknowledge me off camera, in our real ordinary lives, save for a few rare occasions when you probably forget how much you hate me. I haven't done you anything wrong, as extensively as my memory serves me. I don't deserve this kind of treatment from you.

Am I truly hopeless? Am I being pathetic?
Are you even aware of my existence?

Do you think I've forgotten every nasty detail of the nice things you do to me? I've forgiven you for them, though you never asked for my apology…as if you ever would. But I can never forget them. They're too painful to dismiss just like so. Every glare you shoot my way, every shun of your perfect shoulders, each moment of rolling your eyes upward, every syllable of the colorful names I go by in your book…they kill me. It wouldn't matter to you if you learned of how they pain me. It's not like you care. Yet no one can stop me from thinking, from hoping all those would have an end.

Would mean everything to me if you spend a little time
Could you give in to me with the least resistance?

For some reason, every time you stick your nose up in the air at me, I only get more persistent. Perhaps I see it as some sort of a challenge, I view you as some sort of a dare. And I'm never one to back down on any type of provocation, especially from you. You are the game as well as the prize. Losing without fighting just isn't me.

Especially the losing.

I don't care I would do anything to be near you
I would go anywhere to be near you

The café keeper places the steaming stimulant down on the counter. You hand him the cash and take the cup, indicating your departure and generous tip. It also gives me cue that I should get going as well, to carry on something that will mark this day different from all the other Tuesdays I stayed here and did nothing but watch you in silence.Gathering my drink in addition to my bravado, I get up from the corner and make my way to the door after having mentally calculated I'd catch up with you just before you get your hand on the knob. And I'm right; me tailing behind you. Even from this view, you've managed to still exude your elegant radiance. How you do it is beyond me. I'd guess your beauty is just too natural to conceal. And your scent…it's so ethereal it's intoxicating.

A deep intake of air and I plunge into my opening line. "Hello, *****!"

I don't care, I would do anything to be near you,
I would go anywhere to be near you
I would do anything to be near you
I would go anywhere to be near you

You turn around, too quickly for me to realize the little space between us. Your occupied hand collides with mine, sending the contents of my covered plastic cup to shake. I lift the corners of my mouth to offer you a smile but it turns into a grimace. My mouth lets out a sharp cry of anguish. Looking down, I note half of your fresh steaming drink staining my immaculate white T-shirt, its heat seeping through my every pore."Oh my God!" you cry upon realizing my predicament then set your cup down the nearest table. You use the napkin in your hand in a feeble but sweet attempt to wipe the coffee off my chest. "*****, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you were --""It's alright," I mumble as audibly as I could. So this is what getting singed feels like. "My bad, really." But much more than the scalding pain I feel is the sensation your hands give me at your every stroke to my chest. You have never touched me this way before and I doubt you ever would if not for this mishap. But I don't care. It's part of the sacrifice I take just to be with you.

I would do anything to be near you, I would go anywhere to be near you
I would do anything to be near you I would go anywhere to be near you

"You okay?" you ask, your voice sounding off concern.

"Yeah…pretty much." I'm not lying. I've started to feel better when I saw in your eyes a tad amount of care. You're not so heartless after all, I realize.

"I'm sorry about your shirt."

"I'm really sorry about your coffee."

You chuckle, but it isn't one to spite me. In fact, it sounds almost endearing. "*****, it's just coffee…and it's not your fault."

You try some more to vainly wipe the coffee off my shirt. Then you sigh almost immediately. With nothing else left to be done, you sever our contact by ceasing to mop my torso. You dump the balled-up sheet of spent napkin on the table beside your nearly empty cup.

"I guess that's it." You look up at me, your gaze intense and more scorching than the beverage that got its way onto my clothing. "Nothing more can be done about it."

My breath hitches in my throat. For the first time in my life, I have you looking and smiling at me the way you do right now. And just before I allow myself to drown in your eyes, I utter the first thing that comes into my mind. "How about if I buy you a fresh cup of mocha latte?"

You tilt your head aside in a seductive yet innocent act. "How about if I buy you a new shirt?"

"How about if I take you out to dinner?"

I bite my tongue, cursing myself inwardly over and over again. My mind is working fast, but my mouth goes double time. Of course I do want to spend more time with you, but my words slip out too much too soon. I clear my throat, attempting to apologize, to take my words back before you could even say 'no.'

Of course I know you're going to say 'no.'

"*****, I didn't --"

"I'd love to, *****."

I blink. I'd choke if I have anything in my mouth. But your gaze never falters. Did I just hear something in the affirmative?

You brush a stray lock of cerulean hair away from your eyes in a shy manner, as though embarrassed at having said 'yes.' For a moment, I fear you'll change your mind until you say, "There's this newly opened Western restaurant just two blocks away. Wanna go check that out?"

"Sure." I'm certain I'd say the same thing even if the diner were somewhere in Neptune.

I feel like my feet are floating fifteen inches above the ground. And as we make our way out the street, I remember that I haven't brought much cash with me. The last purchase I made with my credit card almost sent me over my limit. If luck would be stingy today, the ATM will probably be off-line.

But I shrug as we walk down the avenue, still miraculously unrecognized. Money is the least of my concerns because I have you with me. Even if I'd have to beg, borrow or steal should finances go short, I wouldn't care.

I'd do anything. For you. You know that.

To be near you…To be near you…To be near you…To be near you

***** => Kau n bhala sa name kung cnu man sya.. ^_^
Bel8d happy valentines to ol of my friends reading this!!!!Mwahh :D

g302 lab...alone..chillin..goin @home aftr...

g302 lab...alone..chillin..goin @home aftr...

hir i am again.. and2 aq nakaupo at ng ta type ng mga saloobin ko ngayong araw!? O_o huhu as usual d ko kau na inform bout sa mga past agenda ko.. well tamad lng ako talaga minsan mg post lalo na pag madaming gngwa(parang 220!!)
neweiz.. ng start n ang last sem ko bilang isang sopho... at ayun gnun p din.. pero pipilitin kong mabago yng mga bad attitudes ko last year.. ang pangit ng dating ng year of the rooster bat kaya??? rabbit tas rooster.. well la na akong paki basta ang saya ko pag naiicp ko na unti unting ngkaka22o yng mga pinapanalangin ko kay God every prayer tym.. as in talaga sobra.. lam nyo share ko i2 ha!!! kc ganto yun.. meron kasi akong tatlong request kay God. Yng request ko na yun is about me, 4 my family, @ para sa future ko.. lam nyo b qng ano yun?? hindi.. ayt kaya wag nyo ng itanong...hahah.. basta gnun.. lagi lagi ko yung binabanggit kay God walang mintis yun.. tas yng una kong wish nagka22o na, tas yng pangalawa lapit na din..hehe basta my tym n pgnangyari yun .. i'll inform u ol..haha..basta ang labo no..

ngyon ewan ko ba qng gud deeds ba.. basta my katabi ako ngyon sa lab na babae, tas wala lang ng ask sya qng panu ba daw gumawa ng yahoogroups para sa subj nya!!! haha ayun tinulungan ko sya.. nakakatuwa kasi d nya alam cnusulat ko n sya d2..wahaha talaga.. kung pwede nga lang 2mawa ng malakas kaso onti lng kmi d2 bka pagkamalan akong baliw wahaha.. yoko na nga...
bout acads nman.. whoa dami kong na22nan as in astig ng prof ko sa artapre ..sir bayot sobrang talino tas kahit na weird sya sa iba, dahil sa ang bilis bilis nyang mgsalita at ang pangit ng hand writing nya as in.. wahaha nagtanong nga yung katabi ko sabi nya... did u understand his hand writing in da board?? wahaha ang potah tas syempre sagot ko medyo lang..wahehe grbe ang kulit ko.. natatawa ako sa mga jokes nya.. lakas ksi ng sense of humor nya.. take note english pa ha... waheheh para 2loy syang entertainer sa mga gag shows.. waheeheh!!! nku ayoko na nga sabi nya kasi wag daw mging judgemental.. e anu 2!!! waheheh neweiz u know wat yng gurl besyds me na ng ask qng panu gumwa ng yahoogroups..well so bait nya ha.. porket d nya alam na jinojoin ko na sya d2.. wahhehee sana nga na tama yng tinuro ko sa knya..oppss...:D
I'm reli tired of typing.. pero at least napra2ktis ko ang aking typing skills ..wahehe.. neweiz boring na ang mga susunod.. dahil waaaa.. wala na akong maitype.. ngchi2ll na din yng mga daliri ko at hita sa lamig d2..
Kairita nman o, la nga kming lab nxt wek kaso kailangn daw pumunta sa zoo.. ampotah.. no ba yan.. la nman akong kasama.. hai meron ba sa inyo interestd na sumama saken sa zoo??? pls.. yokong mbaliw kasama mga animals dun .. just txt me if u r free ok.. at syempre willing na mgfield trip kasma q... aun basta kahit anung tym dis week or nxt week...
I reli thank God kasi natapos ang day ko ng walang prob.. marami lang requirements iniwan yng mga prof pero aus lang.. w8 i recall.. wahaha prof ko ulit si sir rigan .. well probsta i2.. waheheh klasm8 ko n yng iba qng blockm8s.. cna deck, rica, obri, at tin... well hop n mkaya nmin ang mga kaweirduhan at mga turo n sir.. labuser.. waheheh O_o

Oi got 2 go.. grbe baka masiraan ako ng bait sa mga katabi ko.. ang weird kc ng katabi ngayon... guess wat ha.. yng guy na in charge d2 sa lab grbe ng lalaro ng counter.. ampotah yan..MAGALING d ba..qng pweda lng umepal at sabihing bawal yan.. nku.. sibak k sa job u.. at guess wat again.. sobrng saya nya ai na ko ewn ko.. la na akong masabi kaya tuldok na su2nod na makikita nyo............................................................ ^_^ c u. ................................................

HAPPY new YEAR!!! Welcome 2006!!! wohoh

HAPPY new YEAR!!! Welcome 2006!!! wohoh
I just want to great ol of u a safe and prosperous new year!!!!
So panu ba ako mag-u2mpisa.. iba pakiramdam ko ngayon e.. mixed emotions.. somewhat hapi and worried..haping hapi ako kasi bagong taon na!!-->2006 later maririnig ko nanaman ang mlakas na pu2kan di2 samin..pero para maiba namn kailangang ihang ko i2ng mensahe ko ngayon..
Sarap magbakasyon. Lalo pa't kasama mo ang mga taong mahahalaga at malapit sa puso mo. Recently, we had a picnic sa tagaytay. Kasama ko cuzn ko at cna ate diana with his husband, kua toni with her girlfrend ate dianne, tita violy and my family. We went kasi wala lang. We had a great time chatting, eating, playing games, lakaran sa tagaytay..hai.. Lamig don at ganda ganda ng view. Dream ko mgkaroon ng houz sa top ng isang bundok para tanaw na tanaw ko ang lahat. I reali cant help imagine kung mgkatotoo yung dream ko na yun..hahah..
Nagkaroon din ako ng time para makapag isip isip ng mga bagay bgay na pwedeng mangyari saken sa parating na taon. Nakakatuwa nga e, habang nakastare ako sa mga bundok napatingin at napancn ko yng isang family na andun din besides us. Typical family, my tatay na nakikipaglaro sa mga anak nya ng kite at isang nanay na nagbabasa ng book. Wahaha kulit nga nung naimagine ko e.. inicp ko na sana gnun din yng managyari saken.. magkaroon ng isang family, mga anak na magaganda at gwapo, at mamasyal kung saan saan.. O_o hehehe.. Hai sarap mangarap..
Hai natapos ang taong 2005 na wala pa din akong luvlyf..hahah O_o imaginin mo yun noh!!Kakainis ang tagal nya kasing dumating.. andi2 lang namn ako.. hai dumating ka na..ang tagal at ang bagal mo...hahah^_^!!!!!
Neweiz...i have many plans dis coming year!!! I hope na mas maging mature ako mg isip at mgdecide not only 4 my own syempre 4 my family and future na rin.. Sana yng tatlong bagy na hinihiling ko every prayer tym e magka22o.. sana talaga..i reali owe 2 God ol of whatever happens 2 my lyf..sana akma din yng mga plano ko sa plano nya..hehe syempre cya mas mauuna..
Imention ko lang nung dec 22 1st bday ng youngest ever cuzn ko sa mother's syd.. HAPI BDAY sam!!! Saya dun.. grabe nagwala kami ng sis ko dahil sa ktv na yan.. hahaha.. biritan ever..
Onting hours na lang, 2006 na usual thing na gngawa nmin is 2 eat together and fire those crackers outsud r house.. after nun watch movie or stil go out and greet my neighborhoods..tas nun sakto tulog na ko tas gcng ng maaga para umatend kami sabay sabay ng mass.. syempre il say my prayer b4 aq ma2log.. para makapagpasalamat nman kay Lord at buhay p din ako at umabot ako ng 2006!! Yehey.. lapit na .. kaya ngayon wla na akong masabi ..hehe isang mabilisang hirit n lng i2!!!

HAVE A SAfe and wonderful YEAR 2 ol of u!!! lab u ol mwahhh!!!!!!!!!

da nyt

oww wat a day.. its been a bz and hectic days passed by.. i hope i could had a tym to relax..after magsend sken n em ng creepy txt message... i thought na d na ako maka22log.. but w8..i realy had a good conversation with my blockm8 bout lyf.. sana 22o sya noh.. i doubt to open up at first.. buti na lng at jolly sya gaya q.. hai!! i dont wnt 2 conclude pa ok..wer planning 2 meet-->pero 4 him date daw... wahehe...neweiz..der are other things dat i hav 2 think about... ok.. if ill hav a free tym i'll just upd8 u ok..:D..nyt nyt!!!

my birthday!!!

Legal age!!!-- birthday celebration!!!

i'm now 18 years old.

i don't know what will be first reaction

but i'm glad to reach this age!!

Thank you LORD!!!

Almost 18 years of having experienced the ff:

..existence here on earth.

..struggles to succeed

..joy and fear

..being loved and hurt

..laughter

..sorrow

..fun and failures

..disappointments

..sufferings

..being alone

..obeying and disobeying my parents

..inhaling and exhaling

..eating, sleeping, and lying

..talking, thinking, crying

..studying

..changes

..committing mistakes but somehow learns her lessons

18 years.. tsk tsk.. i can't believe...it is quite long but
i hope that after the end of my time,
i've accomplish and fullfilled my goals here

I'm happy and somehow satisfied of what i had become and will gonna be on the following years ahead.

Thanks to my family, relatives, friends, and to all who had been part of my life who supports and loved me...

I'm thanking my God for all he had provided from the start up to the end...thnx for not leaving me alone. thnx for the strength..

i love you ol!!!

18 years which is really a blessing given by my God..