September 20, 2007

1st over night this 2nd term...

1st over night this 2nd term...

taksyapo!! punyeta!! ai ewn ko tlga...grrr.. kelan kelan ba ha??? talga sobrang argghhh...yoko n ng mag-aral may plano akong magLOA .. gusto ko muna magbreak!!! as in sobrang tired na ko..T.T but minding may situation.. i wanna get out from this shoes and try somebody else's shoes..o kaya maging paa n lng ako..?!! hay pwede dn..i just want to do want i really want..again im being selfish..tsk tsk ..grbe start p lng ng second term e dami n agad gagawin and problems.. i think i should be glad coz d pa ako mamamatay T.T dami ko p kc iniisip ..labo ko na nanaman..actually ngayn first over night ko this term..ntapos ko na ung dfd.kitams.. dfd p lang un ha..hay sobrang long loooong way pa...im tired but not sleepy.. i just dont want to mind anyone this week..ako muna ... labo at ang gulo ko e... nalilihis na nanaman ako sa sibilisasyon e..taong emotera ako.. as in..i wanted to isolate my self again..hay buhay..sobrang gulo...wanted to escape.bitter escape bwahahaha.pano ko kaya sasabihin ang aking paglayo? lalayo? pano? i think its better if that happened.. bakasyon muna agad..!?? yey!! but no..how i wish tlga..i want to try something new...i want to try something i long to do..hay hay buhay ang sipag ni carmz..pablog blog at download n lng ako dito e c carmz waaa as in focus..c jm aun rest muna,,hehehe sobrang simple lang..i dnt want to mind other people's view towards sa akin or even sa kanila..i want to be me.. really me..as in..i miss someone not so special..gusto ko lang makibalita..but i dont think he could find time pa to read this..i think busy n din un..update lng nya sana ako bout " life i think solve na ko..medyo similar cguro kami..so simple yet mas maganda ako..wahahaha joke..!! gusto ko magpadraw ..nung face ko, nung favorite screen ko which is watching the set of sun in an island n wlang kahit anu?!! pwede din talga..wahaha.. pero ako dun..
sobrang selfish noh..kahit one moment lang n for me..kahit sa ganto lng..ibang iba kc gusto ko mangyari sa buhay ko . i admire people n marunong magdraw..actually the drawing itself..elebs ako dyan..
paramdam ka bakla!!txt lng ok n ko...sarap kasi pag may naaasar ako e...nid fresh news at chika.. hay masokista tlga ako ... tpos na nga e..my buhay n un ng sarili yoko ko ng mangulit ... miss ko lng but it doesnt mean n im bad.. ok!! gusto ko na itong iend coz gacng n mom nijm..inaantok na e...basta wag nyo akong kausapin tom coz ill sleep 2 ur face...ZZ..signing off...mwah mwah!!

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