Narration and Realization 101

Narration and Realization 101

How’s my day? (Kahapon n lng kwento ko)

Yesterday, deadline ng last requirement ko sa isang subject. Sa relsfor yon, survey research. Hekhek my honey helped me out sa proj ko and I want to commend how thankful I am for dat hehe. After non nagmeet kmi sa um.. d pa kmi dumiretso umuwi kasi 6pm p ung sfc ko e mga quarter to 3pm lng un.. so sinamahan ko c ian maglaro… ng ano? Malamang adik un sa mga comp games kaya aun one hour sya nagdota at kung ano pang games e talo nman…hehehehe after non d p kmi nakonteto nagsu2nog nga kmi ng oras e.. nag arcade kmi dun p din sa um.. oh well first time kong mag arcade dun.. d me ganung nagsaya kc medyo inaantok me dun.. nagloro ako once kaso ka2sawa kaya sya n lng naglaro…grbe adik tlga tsk tsk tsk .. naubos mga barya nmin kc talo sya lagi hekhek … but honestly isa cguro un sa mga gusto kong mga mangyari .. I mean gusto ko gwin kasama sya .. lyk watching him playing comp games etc..happy lng ako.. kc nga ang kulit nya mag react pag natatalo..wahahha. After nun, umuwi n kmi at sumakay sa van.. isa pa sa mga gusto kong mangyari pagmagkasama kmi e magkatabi kmi sa van or any trip..oh well d kmi magkatabi.. aun lng..pero we stayed close p din nman on d latter part n ng byahe..another p n moment n gusto kong gwin pagmagkasama kmi e ung dumadantay sya beside me pag magkatabi kmi .. oh well gusto ko un kasi I feel secure pag nka-wrap ung arms nya sken…yiheee!!..cool hekhek I also love n gwin nmin together is ung mag usap ng kung anu anu mapahone, cp, text, mail, ym or khit anu n means of communication..i think we understand each other well kaya nag e2njoy ako n kausap sya kc I already told him n ata un n we understand same things khit anu man un hehehe..kaya khit cguro tumanda kmi e gusto ko kmi lagi magkwe2ntuhan ng buhay buhay..hayz..neweiz….After nun napadpad kmi somewhere n ngyon ko pa lng npunthan.. aun napakain kmi ng kung anu anu…food trip kung food trip..buti n lng e malakas immune system ko hekhek kundi sumakit tyan ko..neweiz…after nun diretso n kmi dun sa miting place nmin ni kua joerie every sat sa jaca.. medyo pagod n ung honey ko non kaya d n nkasma..hayun kita n kmi ni kua jo nilibre nya muna me after nmin hated gf ..pretty ng gf nga swear ewn ko b anu gnaw ni kua n gayuma dun hekhek hek joke..she’s a supervisor sa cebu pacific at well nag inquire ako bka pwede me magflight steward ..hehee malamang may height requirement dun …T.T pero gud thing meron daw nakakapasok khit d..oh well my childhood dream of being a flight attendant e masasakatuparan ko na..wagi hehehe..dmi ko ng option sa mga plans ko for my career path ko like plan A..be a flight attendant..for 2-3 years probably..plan B..ok practice ko n ung field ko systems analyst na..while having that options I’ll make ipon for my masteral and sa pagsupport ng studies ng bunso kong kapatid..and last but not the least..plan C to go any apply job abroad to practice again ma field…sysmpre mga gmik at hang out kasama n dun sa mga plans ko..kasama n din probably ung pag-a2partment nmin ng mga eternal friends meaning mga friends ko since HS at magpasahanggang ngyon..syempre maka2limutan ko ba c n mama at papa oh well hindi noh..i’ll still help them sa pagtulong ko kay aubs sa studies nya sa college…since cya n lng mag-aaral smen..so pwede n cla lumarga at magfly sa abroad kasama ate ko kung/sana e mkawork cya dun…im glad kc unti unti n kmi nka2raos sa pag-aaral..khit mhirap e..hopefully my rewards nman ung pagtitiis nmin sa huli…hekhek hek pero dapat lagi cla healthy kc health is wealth d cla maka2larga nun pag d cla malusog....so back again sa mga nagyari saken yesterday..aun we waited sa tsekot ni kua tska lagi akong early bird dun..i ate many fud der while watching nina’s video sap sp ni kua cool nga ..hekhek..aun the event started na praise n talk n afterwards…dami n2man me natutunan ..actually I already knew dat narefrash lng ulit sa mind ko ung mga virtues na natu2nan ko…as a whole narealize ko lng na the Lord God used this opportunity para my iremind saken…esp sa sarili ko at relationship ko sa kanya.. I realize na his der all the time even though d n ko regularly umaatend ng mass or even praying at night and after waking up.. I fell unworthy being his daughter kasi malaki n ung changes n nangyari saken at sa relationship nmin in the past.. I think nagging busy tlga ako sa mga earthly activities at nalihis ng onti lng sa path na gusto nya for me… Kaya ung dating ng problems saken this past months e medyo d at ease dalhin.. but im happy kc d nya me ni-let go kahit ang layo ko sa kanya.. the Lord find ways and used someone n malapit sa akin to constantly remind me to be obey and follow his godly and holy deeds.. eventually d ko nman cguro instantly mababago ung nkagawian ko but I’ll just instill to my self na be reminded to be worthy child to him by simply acting and doin things that glorify him..actually lhat nman tlga ng mga nangyayari sa lyf ko khit d ko irequest or khit narequest ko s knya e my nagra2nt sya..khit matagal I just think n lng n his finding the right and perfect thing na deserve ko.. im happy kc medyo mahaba haba ang pagkwe2nto ko ng realization ko this moment.. tahimik kc ng ambience kya nagana ng maayos ung utaks ko e..hayz hayz..ano p ba.. hmm tama isa p pla n gusto kong ishare here is ung reason ko why im having online diary like my blog here..since then naging open sa public ang life ko…hekhek parang artista lang..but honestly gusto ko maglahad ng kwento ng buhay ko ditto for my future sons and daughter’s ko.. I mean they’ll be grateful kasi dey could read my blog even khit d na ko nag-e2xist..sad it my seems pero at least my naiwan akong marka kahit through online man lang… the thought n may nag-exist na ma. Angelic a manansala abaca sa world da bah???!!! Well aside don I think mas nagiging open ako sa nararamdaman ko while im putting it here.. no one will object or complain kasi this whole thing is mine ..the thought of it and all crap that im doin every single day or event in ,y life e nabubuhos ko dito..well basically that’s my point I also made this so that my honey will know how’s me in all aspect ng buhay ko mapamood swings ko this day man or physically or mentally disturb ako or wat..ok nalilihis na ako..medyo nake carried away n ako..insight un d bah..eneweiz…back to the topic.. im glad kasi dami ko naging mga friends dun..last time n attend ko dun e la me ganung nkausap ..well iba n next sat kasi my kakwentuhan at kdaldalan n me dun..hahahaha I really don’t find them different kahit naglevel up na ako as sfc..d ko pa nga naeenjoy ung pagiging yfc ko but buti n lng pwede p daw ulit me mag youth cute ..hehehe medyo naconfuse nga me sa religion ko e..half half ang lahat coz my mom christian sya while my dad catholic..per o before issue to sa family ko e..kasi nung una tlga catholic pamilya nmin pati relatives ko sa mother side … sa father kasi catholic sila e..e ngyon born again n cla…hmmm medyo confusing pero we still all believe in one God..nice d ba..d n cya issue smen hekhekhek…basta ako half half pwede s khit anu cuz I have God in me…tpos anu p ba ikukwento ko..hmmm aun sana pla e makasa ko c ian sa mga gantong activity..he said to me n d nya to trip..pero sana …malaking SANA e we could make it…impt kasi ung mga gantong bgay para maging fruitful at meaningful ang aming relationship at eventually family in the future…oh well this is it muna..kinda tired na I’l make kwento n lng probably 2m..huuuo//:o signing off.. mwahmwahmwah xoxome

…il post din probably tom ung kanta ko sa relationship nmin ni ian..abangan sa multiply ko…bwahaha.

….sana pag nabasa to ng mga anak ko in the near future e gayahin nla c mommy..not the naughty at sutil side of me but the good things in me…hekhek syempre daddy din nila..hekhek