September 12, 2007

Feeling of what?!@!#

Feeling of what?!@!#

im scared but i have to face it. im threatened every time i think about it. it seems i dont know how to deal within it.. again. i just dont know. im waiting and hoping for the situation to turn out well as i was prayin for it everynight or even im reminded of it everytime. i absolutely dont know how. i was always reminded of the message that ive got in my phone..

the saying goes....Dear student, I see that you're tired. I tell you, drop your book & rest for a while. Why WORRY TOO MUCH about the fight? Smile. Be confident. All you have to do is to prepare well & be in school. Then, against the hundred questions that tired to destroy you, there i'll stand & rescue you. Passing the course requires not only Me nor you, but rather me & you. Just do your best & i'll take care of the rest. Your teacher, Jesus..

..im still holding this..until i'll know.. ..this is fuckin hard..i swear..sorry for the term ..there is no way i could say what i felt...just misses the old me..in some aspect..evaporate

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