OMG as in!!!

OMG as in!!!

OMG to the highest levels tlaga!!! waaaa i really dont know what to do.. someone propose ba ito?? kasi ganito un kagabi, jayson called me... wla lng nangangamusta since pauwi n din sila from venezuela and he said na he cant wait to see me on sept..@.@ waaa and then he miss me daw etc etc..
later kaninang umaaga he called me also to say na anu daw b ang sagot ko??waaa yes or no lng daw? waaa i didnt even hear kgabi na my sinabi sya n magic words saken..
well i just said na i have a bf already and he knows that and i dont want to hurt anyone and im happy na friends lng tlga kmi.. he said na he is fallin for me ek ek at kung anu anu pa.. and he will also respect what will be my decision.. cra kasi cuzn ko and he really pushes him to me.. nman my cuzn said na jayson loves me and he wanted to marry me?!? waaa
i have nothing to say since i know na di tlga pwede ung gusto nya mangyari.. nman o...he is looking forward to see me soon..
waaahay!!! why why why!!??
state of mind: really disturb!!!

Unfortunate day

Unfortunate day...:(



Ewan ko ba today.. lapitin ata ako ng kamalasan..puro bruises at pasa ang inabot ko..=( puro sugat mga kamay ko.. nagkapasa pa ako sa paa dahil nbagsakan ako ng CPU..buti n nga lang endi kuko e...hay nman eto pang mas malala ang dami kong pimples...nman o! :( sobrang tiring ang week na ito... i want to rest and buy a new something next week a book will do or magpafacial para gumanda.. hay i want something new to me.. i also want to have a new hair style?? i want blue highlights...hay so many things to wish but so many things to do din...i also have to prepare our thesis pa.. sa wakas ilang weeks na lng at matatapos n OJT ko...wheww!

Not so good yesterday

Not so good yesterday

Hay muntikan na naman ako mang away dito sa ofis. I really felt bad thats why i cry. Umuwi n lng ako after ko matapos ung task ko kahapon. Buti n lng pag uwi e my mama comfort me.. nakakamiss din ung mga advices nya pag may ganung situation. I never hesitate in telling her about what happen dito sa ofice. She just said that ganun lng talga sa office at marami ka pang ma-eencounter n mga ganyan since un ung work mo...Hay well so be it.. Some people tlaga akala biro lng kasi ang lhat... they don't see your effort kahit physically at mentally e pagod na pagod ka na..kung anu anu kasi pinagagwa e akala nman employee na ako dito ... hmmmp.. i'l never work here tlga.. i dont want to spend my entire career with this kind of people around me..NEVER

SUITORS

Okay, eto na nag uupdate na ako..hihihih
Ai sya.. its been a while na mag update ako ng gabi hehehe.. nman talaga di ko na alam gagawin ko.. nag OJT lng ako neto ah tas mdami na nangyayri sa kapaligiran.. nman including me.. as in could someone help me nman o.. T.T worried na ako.. kasi ganto un..

Ehem ehem.. my cuzn..#.# nman o!!!!! may pinakilalang stranger and 2 nights na niya ako bina bug as in BUG in my cell..at ako'y natatakot coz my cuzn keeps on pushing him for me and i think he is waiting for something.. T.T namn o!! grrr hay nalilito na ako cuz i know na he just nid a friend kasi nga mhirap tlga mgtrabaho sa barko at nakakalungkot dun at kakamove on nya lng sa ex nya from gen san.. after ng contract nya e he's going to visit me? to give mga pasalubong ng cuzn ko samin.. but i smell something fishy tlga dun..hay hay at eto pa he's spending much na sa kakatawag saken minsan after lunch at most of the time tuwing gabi.. i already seen his pic sa friendster and aun so so..basta naguguluhan ako sa kakatawag nya ng mdalas and im worried na wla ako mapgsabihan e..T.T!

Another one.. actually matagal na to.. i meet him during may NCO days his name..actually dalawa silang namba BUG din hehehehe.. wag nating isiwalat ang kanilang mga pangalan para di expose hahaha.. pangalanan naten ung isa na UP aun.. si UP we plan na mgbeach outing kaso di natuloy hahah..before he plans na magdate daw kami or wat knowing i have a BF ha! malakas ang loob nya tlaga at nkuha nya akong tawaging sweetie.. T.T nman o but recently di na sya nagt2xt..aun buti nman hehehe the other one pangalanan natin syang TM.. si TM aun kaka BUG lng nya recently and malakas din loob neto grbe kakaiba n talga mga tao ngayon.. knowing tlga na may BF ako ha as in BF.. niyaya nya ako n magdate daw kmi last thursday.. T.T nman o... confucious talaga ang drama ko tlga..!!!@#$@#%

at eto pa malupit... binansagan akong crush ng bayan ng BCT...!!! the hell talaga!!!
kasi i dont know wats his position in Sykes but i think mataas nga..this guy pangalanan naten syang J.Lo hahah John Patrick Lopez ata name nya.. he looks young for his position and i think he is very knowleadgeble talga.. actually ung incident nangyari sa elevator.. he said those guys inside said na 'pretty daw nung bagong IT ekek' and he keeps on teasing me.. kaya aun nalaman na ng mga boss ko dun at lhat sila inaasar na ako..T.T for me nakaka flatter un at times but for me i feel na they are just making fun or something na di na bago sa akin kaya di na ako naapektuhan.. hinahayaan ko sila kung dun sila lumigaya.. so wat!

lately din nakakareceive ako ng mga invitation na magcoffee daw kmi ekeke via net! di ba iba tlga nman o.. grbe tlga advancement nten ngayon sa technology.. ang lalakas ng mga fighting spirits nga mga tao..tsk tsk.. sori pero di ako gnun grrr!!! di nila alam di ako nagrereply sa mga gnun ahahahah mahirap na noh! unless kung si PIOLO un hahaha kidding!! :D

di ko lam kung fortunate ba ito or gift or wat...but for me ayoko na makilala as a pretty face lang.. never ko iniisip na maging ganun.. i only want is na makilala ako as having a good character, knowledgeble kahit pano, has enormous faith in God which lately di ko na ganong naeexercise, humble at may diskarte sa buhay....un ung mga gusto ko e..hehehe

title siguro netong blog ko SUITORS in ACTION!!! Horror to promise!

somewhere in the middle !!!

pa circle circol circul lng ang buhay

somewhere in the middle !!!
kasi bangag ms c'=

currently listening to dishwalla - somewhere in the middle
ive been harsh well thats me pabigla bigla ...i want to drink...
to change my atmosphere may mayayaya` ba ako dito ? mga friendships ko ba game b dito?or anyone na di ko pa naaya before or i want a night alone with myself..starring at the stars across a field of grasses or the city basta mataas na lugar na abot tanaw ung mga bagay bgay while drinking lite.. meron bng gnun stress sa practicum? tingin ko ako lang un.. i want a condo. studio type.. i must invest... i wanted to start at that point... makita improvements ko unti unti mapupuno ng mga gamit etc while providing and helping my family... i wanted to start on scratch.. simple na lng ang gusto ko ngyon after ko makagrad. to work.to help my little sis to grad too in college.to live,love,enjoy life while spending mah own cash..to share wat i have.and to die peacefully.no more little me or perhaps marriage..i think madami mgagalit but dito in the future but im sori..i have many fears..future.. so many twist kaya wag dapt unahan ang mga bgay bgay. im still young and capable. i must right what i did na mali this past few years..i must start right away..like now?! i'll drink my last liquor and savor all my pleasures except comp games cause this would be the last..ive been selfish for the past years and i must live my life nman for others para sila nman sumaya.. 2 nights ko ng nilalabanan ung isipan ko to set it right its really really super duper hirap coz u dont know where tlga to start.. i want all to be happy , at di lng ako dpat ung masaya.. i must be the last one to be happy from now onwards until i die thats for sure c; and i'l do it right now starting this night...i have to fight for it even my heart and mind breaks..carry lng!

..hopefully that would be the last time posting my extreme emotion to someone..i dnt know.

..i want someone to appreciate too what im hearing ryt now..

Bitches are witches.. and so are you!!!

Bitches are witches.. and so are you!!! -> para sau ito nagfe feeling!! potah

Putang ina tlga mga pangit sa paligid ko!!!!Grrrr!!! Sori but i have to. Ayoko sa lahat ng mga ganito eh!!!! mga pangit na physically ang lalakas pa ng loob!!! Bullshit tlga sa mga nag eencourage sa mga pangit na yan!!! Da hell mga un!!! Fyn fyn just rejoice and flaunt probably ngayon ka lang nasabihan ng gnun wow *applause* but dont you ever make fool to me again kasi di ko kau uurungan mga bullshit kau!!! kau na nga itong panget eh ang lalakas pa ng loob nyo..bravo tlga ako sa mga fighting spirit at kapal muks ng mga PI n yan!!!!

Ang BF/GF mo ba ay dapat bang...

1. Dapat ba maganda/gwapo?

..d nman...

2. Matalino?

..katamtaman..

3. Preferred Age?

..older/younger or same age like me

4. Preferred Height?

..mas matangkad saken...

5. How about sense of humor?

..oo kailangn..

6. How about piercings?

..ok lng din khit wla

7. Accepts u for who u are?

..of course..at mahal ako syempre

8. Mushy or no?

..tama lng..

9. Thin or Fat?

..ok n ung ktwan ni ian ko ... :)

11. Moreno or Chinito or Mestiso?

..moreno..

12. Long Hair or Short Hair?

..short hair..basta maayos tignan at d agaw E

13. Plastic or Metal?

..??

14. Smells good?

..yea ok n ung amoy ni ian ko

15. Smoker?

..big NO

16. Drinker?

..occasionally ..

17.boy-next-door type?

...

18. Musically inclined?

..khit my alam lng okie lng sken

19. Plays Guitar?

..khit hindi okie lng

20. Plays Piano?

..same as 19

21. Plays violin?

..same as 20

22. Sings very good?

..same as 21

23. Vain?

..wag..

24. With Glasses?

..oo.. i prefer..hahahah

25. With braces?

..khit wag na .. aus lng

26. Shy type?

.. d nman.. outgoing person like ian

27. From what school?

..khit san

28. Active or Passive?

..in terms of ??

29. Sporty?

..yea..basketball will do..

30. Singer or dancer?

..khit endi..

31.Suplado?

..d dapt

32. Hiphop?

..okie lng

33. Piercing?

..ntanung n ata 2

35. Torpe?

..d dapt..

36. Mr count-my-ex-till-u-drop?

..endi

37. Dimples?

..okie lng khit wala

38. Bookworm?

..same as 37

39. Mr. Love letter?

..hmm oo sana

40. May goatee?

..wg n lng

41. Flirt?

..sapak gusto mo?

42. Poem writer?

..i prefer sana..

43. Serious?

..my times cguro ..

44. Galante?

..oo

45. Campus crush?

..big NO

45. Painter?

..okie lng khit hindi

46. Religious?

..yea hopefully

47. Alaskador?

..medyo lng..

48. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

..no sa lht

49. Speaks 20 languages?

..ian kaya mo?

50. Loyal o faithful?

..both..khit ako wicked

..NOTE: i've been thinkin of someone will answering this survey... hahaha hula ka n lng... hubby ko..

i was tagged..

i was tagged..

Post the rules:
*each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
*bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
*at the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
*don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

1. one thing about me is that, i love sweets..and im not techy person..

2.second, hmm i want ny stuff to be organize..khit d halata...

3.i enjoy hanging out w/ friends or any occasion na..

4.mahilig akong mag try ng something exciting...

5.i enjoy swimmin alot...

6.eto ngayn ko lng nalaman.. delayed me magreply .. it depends kung urgent and impt un

7.i can socialize to any type of persons... ^.^

8.i have no beauty secret...o yan ha...ola!@!

9.i can adapt to any situation...adjust perhaps is the ryt term...

10.my wildest dream is to tour and travel good places together with my parents and siblings..and also ian<-asawa ko na un BONUS 11.i want 4 babies..bhala n kung pano khit magic yan basta 4 period... ...NOTE" i want to tag the following persons....lhat ng makakabasa neto n may blog...!!! na-tag kasi ako ni lex...hekhek fyn ilist daw ung mga tao...hmm.. aubri, deck, jacob, ja,em, jolenz, nel, steph, andrea, istine, olivia, nica,regz, robert, basta lhat ng mga my blog...ayt... :D

I just finish reading it...

I just finish reading it...by the river piedra, i sat down and wept

--> actually last week ko pa ito tapos basahin..kc pinapasauli n saken but still it is very worthwhile reading one of paulo coelho's books...medyo i find it boring kc hinaluan ng religion knitty gritty...but as a whole ayos sya... here posted are the lines that interests me while reading...la lang just again to remind myself...it is a story about pilar and his childhood friend who became a spiritual leader.. they both love each other way back then and they both have to follow their calling..e calling nung guy na maging spiritual warrior that cures pips and at the same time she still love pilar.. nagkaroon ng conflict sa love nya between kay God at kay pilar...but in the end he chooses pilar and still continue their calling together...

---> next feature sana ung fifth mountain...ian ung book peram!!!!!!!!!!
---> pending p ung the guardian n book by nicholas sparks...
---> soon to be read: solstice ba un?? not sure sa title but it is about vampires ata..T.T heheh update it soon
---> in lieu sa post ko before... well im ok... check up n lng and sana negative ung findings..di ba ian?!!!
---> i just recently sign off as an avp-socio civic in lscs...fyi 2 terms pa me....ojt dis term and ictproj nxt nxt term..honestly i really want to graduate na as in kaso nga..its not time pa...hay hay hay...i would like to quote this quote that i've got sa cp ko...

"sometimes, you juz cant hav wat u want wen u want it...but dat dsnt mean u can never hv it, everything takes place at d ryt tym... its not NO, its just NOT NOW!!"--ho ayan ...cge im holding to this...

---> cc dau ngayn!!! hopefullly maganda ung mga grades kow!!!...

some people always have to be doing battle with someone, sometimes even with their own lives. So they begin to create a kind of play in their head, and they write the script based on their frustrations.
the worst part is that they cannot present the play by themselves.. so they begin to invite other actors to join in.

Wandering.. I wished I were there with someone who could bring peace to my heart - someone with whom I could spend a little time without being afraid that I would lose him the next day. with that assurance, the time would pass more slowly. we could be silent for a while because we'd know we had the rest of our lives together for conversation. i wouldn't have to worry about serious matters, about difficult decisions and hard words.

I realized that i had known nothing of love before. When i saw him at the conference and accepted his invitation, i'd thought that i, as a mature woman, would be able to control the heart of the girl who had been looking for so long for her prince. then he had spoken about the child in all of us - and i'd heard again the voice of the child i had been, of the princess who was fearful of loving and losing..

I had tried to ignore my heart's voice, but it had grown louder and louder, and the Other had become desperate. In the furthest corner of my soul, my true self still existed, and I still believed in my dreams. Before the Other could say a word, I had accepted the ride with him and take the risks involved.

Love had found me, despite the barricade that the Other had built across a quiet street in Zaragosa, a barricade of preconceived ideas, stubborn opinions, and textbooks.

And like a child, i believed that our prayers would be answered..

True love was above all that and that it would be better to die than to fail to love....

I discovered that i too was capable of loving. Even if loving meant leaving, or solitude, or sorrow, love was worth every penny of its price.

Love doesn't ask many questions, because if we stop to think we become fearful....thats why you don't ask - you act..you have to take risks..

Meet ian....

Meet ian....

i just want to post this (assignment niya..)so for me to be reminded of him always...hahahhah...

Autobiography:

Ako’y ipinanganak sa isang masaya at maaraw na Marso noong Ika labing apat ng nasabing buwan. Ako ay ipinanganak sa Cavite, at kasalaukuyang nakatira sa Paranaque. Nag-aaral ako ngayon ng export management sa De la Salle College of Saint Benilde. Nakatira ako sa bahay kasama ang aking tatay, at dalawang kapatid. Nung ako ay ipinanganak, tuwang tuwa ang lola ko, ako kasi ang una niyang apo. Ang lola ko ay napakalambing na tao at laging nilulutuan ako ng mga masasarap na putahe. Hanggang ngayon ay hinahanap hanap ko siya kahit yumao na.

Sino ako sa Buhay

Ang pangalan ko ay si Ian Marlowe D. Novido, iyan ang pangalang ibinasbas sa akin ng mga magulang ko. Nagsimula ako mag-aral noong ako’y apat na taong gulang pa lamang sa Think and Try kindergarten. Nanalo ako ng premyo sa pagiging magaling sa pagdrawing. Nagtapos ako sa Don Bosco Makati Technical Institute nung high skul at elementarya. Nanalo ako ng conduct award at academic and technical excellence sa loob ng aking baiting sa paaralan. Lagi akong nasa honor list ng aking mga baiting hanggang nagkaroon ako ng problema sa pamilya nung 3^rd year high skul ako. Ako ay kasalakuyang 1^st year transferee student sa DLS-CSB. Plano kong tapusin ang aking pag-aaral at magtrabaho pagkagradweyt. Plano ko ring kumuha ng Masters degree sa Business Administration sa hinaharap.

Ano ang Buhay para sa Akin

Ang buhay para sa akin ay ang aking mga pamilya at kaibigan particular ang aking kasintahang si Angelica. Ito rin ay ang mga problema at pagsubok na kailangan tahakin upang umasenso sa buhay. Ako ay sa kasalukuyang ay nasa masayang bahagi ng buhay. Katulad ng lahat ng mga estudyante sa kolehiyo, nagsisikap akong pumasa at makakuha ng matataas na marka sa kurso ko. May mga lubak sa daanan na dapat lampas an at iyon ang aking “motivation”. Meron akong mga kaibigan na kahit di ko na nakikita ay sumsuporta pa rin sa akin. Tulad ng pag mayroon akong kabiguan sa araw, meron akong makakausap tungkol dito. Pinapalipas ko ang oras sa paaralan pagkatapos ng mga klase ko sa pamamagitan ng pagidlip sa mga bakanteng upuan at pagtapos ng mga takdang-aralin. Pinipilit kong baguhin ang buhay ko para na rin sa aking mga kapamilya at sa sarili ko. Iniisip ko na ang buhay ng lahat ng tao ay may patutunguhan, kailangan ko nga lang gumalaw upang may kalalabasan ang aking pinaghirapan.

Ang Kalagayan ko sa Hinaharap

Sampung taon mula ngayon, ako ay naninirahan pa rin sa Pilipinas ngunit may mga negosyo or trabaho sa ibang bansa. Magiging matagumpay akong may-ari ng isang negosyo at nagbibigay trabaho sa mahigit kumulang 200 katao. Mabubuhay ako ng komportable sa kasalukuyan kong sitwasyon sapagkat asawa ko na si Angelica. Magtutulungan kami sa anomang problema at magkakaroon kami ng isang anak na nagngangalang Kyle. Isang henyo sa musika at siyensiya si Kyle at tinuturuang maging magaling na basketbolista kahit 3 taong gulang pa lamang siya. Si Anjhe ay mabait at magandang babae, na nakakadala at nagbibigay buhay sa aking pakiramdam. Kami ay habang buhay na magkakasama hanggang sa kami ay tinubuan na ng putting buhok.

Konklusyon

Gaya ng sinabi ko sa simula, ako ay ipinanganak sa Pilipinas at di pa nakakatapak sa ibang bansa. Gusto kong libutin ang mundo kasama ang mahal ko ngunit pansamantalang nag-aaral pa kami. Sana’y nasayahan kayo sa pagbasa ng aking maikling talambuhay tulad ng pagsulat nito sa mga babasa nito. Gawin niyong pundasyon ang inyong mga karanasan, humanap ng pangarap at tuparin. Habang may buhay, may pag-asa pa.

Ang Tangi kong Inspirasyon

Sampung buwan na kami magkatuwang, magkasalo sa aming gawain at pangangailangan. Isa siyang tunay na anghel, hulog ng langit. Nagpapasalamat ako na dumating siya sa buhay ko. Akala ko nga dati bago siya dumating ay ang mga anghel ay makikita lamang sa langit. Nagkamali ako, nandito siya, ang sarili kong Anghel na nagngangalang Angelica. Simula’t simula nung nagging girl friend ko siya ay nabago na niya ng tuluyan ang buhay ko. Ang Ian dati ay iba na sa Ian ngayon. Malaki ang naitulong niya sa buhay ko. Binago niya ang aking pananaw sa buhay. Ang paraan ng pamamalakad ko sa sarili kong buhay pati na rin ang pakikitungo ko sa ibang tao. Best friend ko siya, Masaya ako at nanatiling lubus-lubusang maligaya. Naghahanap na lamang ako ng paraan kung paano ko masusuklian ang mga ginawa niya para sa akin. Mahal ko siya, sobra pa sa sarili ko. Sana habang buhay na kami magkasama. Dahil mas gugustuhin ko na may anghel sa tabi ko at nagbabantay sa akin kahit na medyo makasarili ako sa ibang tao dahil sa pinagdaramot ko siya. Mahal na mahal ko talaga siya.

is it for real??

is it for real??

one thing i thought when i woke up this morning...is it really happening to me? waaa grbe na ito!!! im sick!!! i wana cry.. i want them to know that im sick but hell not coz they'll be angry for the cause/reason of it... is it really for real..eto n b ung mga signs n were not meant for each other?? is it? i really love ian so much..and God knows that.. but eto n b tlga ung intruder n ta2pos ng lhat sa amin... im really bothered... i wanna cry and tell someone about the things going in my mind and tell what really my condition is..but heaven gracious no....every time i think of it and other related things with it... i just feel worried, sad, and hopeless.. i never regret the things that happened to me but if this is really the prize for it... i have to accept and live life...as the way it is...updated!!


//d,j,j,i,a

long time no update...

long time no update...

thats ryt!!...hay just visit my multiply site if u want...ryt now im addict in pc games as in...T.T
hmmm 3rd term is about to end and in a matter of weeks waaa mag-O2jt n ako and i'll be doin or we'll be doin r project!!! i hav to learn .net in a short span of time waaa how is dat???!!...i hav to do what im suppose to do thats mah motto>.<...hopefully guys ur doin good also...lets continue to reflect even if its not holy week...dats for now...hopefully i could update it more often...sayounara!!

Oh come on!!

Oh come on!!

Grabe ha!! this past few days e.. warrr kami ni ian!!-.-as in awy tas bati... haay sobrang liit lang nman nung mga pinag aawayan nmin...ai nku tlga!!! get lost mga bwsit na intruders sa friendster ko at nya okie!! pakelam b ha!!!;p neweiz hope na we could spend time each other na d kmi nag aaway...-.- ;p

----> midterms ngyn kaya bz bzhan ayt!!! babush!!!
----> news: fyi magpre2sent ako at ang vp nmin for the how 2008... ibang level tlga, nominated kasi mga project nmin and hopefully it'll turn out just fine/okie... bigatin din mga kalaban nmin..hooh!! wish us luck!!!


---> hope we all pass our midterms!!! onti n lng guys!!! we could do it!!!=D
---> Godbless!!!tc!

Happy V-day!!1

Va-len-tines..ss

First and foremost happy Valentines day 2 all my friendz!!!

Basically, aun lng ung post ko!!!






Mag-enjoy kau sa mga jowaers nyo..or if wala with family and friends n lng!!! hehehe peace spread the love..!!! mwahh =D

ange!!! tandaan mo to!

waaah...ange!!! tandaan mo to!

ai nman talaga o kanina good mood ako..ngayon boraot na!!tf i just dnt know basta yoko and indi ko feel and mga pinag iicp ko ngayn.. i have to achieve my goal this week.. maiinis tlga ako pag di ko na attain un...T.T

->una wag malate this week
->pangalawa wag maging magastos (as much as possible talaga)
->pangatlo maging pa good girl na !!@.@ icontrol ang dapat icontrol
->pang apat careerin and acads
->panlima makapag mass 2 times or 3 times this week...
->pang anim makapag swim para magtone nman khit unti katawan ko

->major accomplishment ko would be mabili ung pinag iipunan ko this week!!! actually kakikayan lang un hahahaha pero sasaya na ako pag naaccomplish ko un bec that means im in control ng mga bagay bagay.. really ... i dont want to slip away the chances na maaring mangyari..as long as i could handle and control things up nasa civilizasyon pa ako... meaning little by little e may pa22nguhan nman ung buhay ko.. i mean may direction ba.. grabe i wanted to act and be mature mag icp coz ang panget nman pag indi...i wanted to think mature Un uN! to simplify just wanna use my brain sa mga bagay bagay n may sense ba!! kaboraot tlga pag di..nabobobo kasi ako..nakakahawa..yikes!!!

--? sori for this post napeste lng...*.* hay back to doin acad stuff again..babushh!!


......basta azarness talaga pag di un natupad!!!amp!

How to start updates like this........

How to start updates like this........

-> okie eto na mag uupdate na ako but i dunno where to start..to begin na lang i'll just narrate briefly what had happened to me last term, during the xmas vacation and up to this very day...

-> First stop, my acads were doin fine but not my gpa last term.. but thank God i was enrolled..so many blessings that come my way that i have to thank and thank...especially people that helped me up with this...dont know how to repay them but i'll make sure that they're not gonna regret even if they did but we just dont know what will happend in the future..i really hope it will turn out to be what i deserve..neweiz i dont want to assume much regarding with this i'll just do what im supposed to do...skip

-> Next stop what did i do last xmas vacation??... oh well, i work. Yes im sure with this again. Yah again i averted my self to relax and just be with my loved ones that holiday season but again i didnt feel i was alone becoz their so many reason not to be sad about that hahaha... neweiz im glad because during that 24 days stay in NCO ive meet people with nice and not so nice identities..hahahah basta they've been part of my life na.. some made my stay their worthwhile but not the work itself because you know being a call center agent is a stressful work..you have to comply with this and with that...jahe!!! basta i enjoy the company of my co-workers but not the work or field itself ok...anu pa ba.

-> love life ??? anyone!!?? hahaha i dont know ian and I were going steady coz we've been together for a year or so.. I love him so so so much and i believe he loves me too but there are times na u know masusubukan tlga ung trust nya and trust ko sa kanya.. i just believe and take what he says.. esp if its all about in our relationship.. i dont regret na pinili ko sya for once ever hanggang ngyon kahit na maraming intruders and ian knows about them..yikes... i dont want to hide or do something that i'll regret in the future.. i just want to be still and i hope in time na we could be really together.. i hope that we could withstand all.. hayzzz long long way pa nga..d nman ako nagmamadali.. were enjoying each others company as of now... im happy and secure everytime im with him coz i know he accepted me for who i am and i also do the same for him..basta mahal ko lang talaga sya without any pretentions period..

->boys boys boys *.*... i just dont want to flaunt or make yabang but im not a chickgirl..if theirs a term for that.. i dont want to be labeled as makapal ang mukha or yabang or feeling coz im not that type.. but ever since my hs friends know that im not turning down or hindering anyone who gets should i say attracted na lang to me..cause you know y?? i just dont what for that person to feel that he/she is rejected by someone.. un lang i know i commited with someone and i perhaps he felt selos with them but still he knw it already i just dont want to talk about that much... masayahin na sumpungin lang ako but im not bad and im dont intend to hurt anyone.. me na lng..d bale na lang ako mahurt that feel guilty about it..ryt ryt hahah...o tama na

->Family aun kaboom nanaman kailangn ko magpagood shot all over again with may papaita dearest.. as in bitter ever sa akin e.. hayz basta message ko sa mga?! magiging anak ko in the future dont be hard headed like me..hahahah..

-> Friends lotsa of them.. i dont think nagkukulang me dun but definitely im with them anyway and they know it.. just call or text me and i'll be there..fyn gullible na nga ako nabiktima na ako ni jeric!!! at ni jonnel sa text.. mga wlanya kau.!!! argghh hahaha

-> Anu pa ba?? ya i almost forgot ung reunion thingy namin nung mga gs batchmates ko sa sacre.. hahah as in evolution to the max ang drama ng mga tao dun.. tameme nga lang ako sa iba na di ko gnung ka close.. malaro lang kasi ako na bata nung gs and i do excell but not that much,.. i just enjoy being a kid back then kaya no string attached or any emotions when we've meet..unlike hs.. ung sa iba like lyka, ozelle, or kristine via phone.. medyo closey closey lang kmi unlike tlga ung iba as in nastar struck lang at na amaze lang ako nung nyt na un hahaha.. i hope to have a reunion again with them!!! magdadala na ako ng yearbook un ang solution ko ...hahah i dont even know their names e but i do recognize some of their face!!! hahah lol

->anu pa nga ba?? party, gimmick gimmick lang tska anu pa.. kainan..food..tulog..text..hahah kulitan asaran anu p ba mga nagawa ko.. aun i havent seen my relatives last reunion.. sad kasi less ung pabuya... ahhaha kidding i know im big enough for that hahaha but still i havent made chika chika with my cuzn'z etc etc.. neweiz i havent change nman e.. im still the sweet reserve bright obedient angeline they know heheheh.. fyn partially lng!!! anu pa ba...

-> ya i need to fill or feed my spirit with gospel... feeling ko un ung task ko na need ko mafulfill para macomplete me hayz... i must tlga to be obedient na.. neweiz im getting tired and mind you mahirap magflash back sa mga nangyari sa akin in the details.. neweiz i wanted to talk all the people that made my life colorful at times and tough at times too... and im thanking God for all the blessings tlga..all the glory to him...signing off for now...
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non sense title for my non sense entry today hehehe wala ako sa wisho mag update at magdrama ....all i can say is that as of now im red headed na hahah for a change!!!!probabaly sunday or monday ko maupdate!!! n my sense n un ...ciao!






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kay tagal kong hinintay

kay tagal kong hinintay...

kay tagal kong hinintay ang araw at moment na to...namakapag update dito wahahaha...
hayz kainis ksi binlock nila 2ng blogger sa nco...hayz eneweiz..bwaahahaah ewn basta masaya ako sa mga nangyayari sa akin as of now heheh..dont know but im happy ... =D

lapit na xmas and and wala lang malapit lang sya at masaya kmi hahaha..

im thanking God for all the blessings i had receive and will be receiving .. im happy with my acads, my family?, my friendssss lots of them, and my luvlyf. of course excited ako kasi malapit na onting tiis n lang at i'll be on my own..hahaha yipee..

neweiz im signing off..hungry hungry ...=D

Advance Merry Xmas and happy New Year!!! Godbless to all!!!

santa santita!!!

Santa santita!!

Hay segway lang di daw nagmamano ang boi ko unlike my sis honey..hmm ai ewan wla akong macomment e sa ganun ugali nun la akong magagawa...baka sa ibang lalaki na lang nila probably mahanap un..naman pag nagbigay ung kapalaran ng iba..ibang surpirse baka. cge go lang...
hay hay medyo nag eenjoy ako sa pakikinig ng mga xmas songs hehehe..while doin novel analysis...feel na feel ko na ung xmas hehehe fine i'll enjoy

hay hay hay hopefully 2 terms na lang ako.. my mom really pressures me kahit d ganung implied..hehehe i've explained kasi hows my situation na..hay d ko na lng iniintindi ung TOR ko kasi baka mabaliw ako basta ok CGPA ko pwede na un d lang nman un ung basis to land on a good job.. since sabi ni ate patty feria i must also consider my extra curricular activity..dat would give edge with other co-college graduates nman i got her point...i told dat to my mom but then hehe nabanas lang ..

oh well after college perhaps my life will start then i'l prove them wrong at ung ibang mga fans ko na umeepal epal at mahilig umilirat at maghalungkat ng kung anu anu mga tsismis at paninira sa akin and to may family.. damn all of them..bwahahaha..im not being wicked be ready lang mga eps..coz I'l succeed for sure since malakas kami sa taas..hehehe..even though naglay low ako nitong college ko, im definitely sure i'll perform my best at my work as in career kung career..i'l pursue my big dream..kailangn maging ambisyosa hehehe .. i must aim high kahit medyo imposible nga to!!..im dreaming to be a cio of an international company !!! nman d ba bigatin..i'l make my mami and dady proud of again like when i was in high school.. nman kasi d ako nchallenge ngayn coz i have my own tym hehehe epal ko tlga..i wont waste tym and im definitely sure i wont waste somebody else's tym like my beloved sponsor..hehehe as in nman they are part of me especially his wife and his family...since they invest on me so damn hard.. pero i know they had a lot nman ehehehe..ewn ko iba talga si God .. ang creative nya.. pinakukulay nga ang buhay ko.. may twist ng onti ehehehe..nice nice..OK back to work!!!

I'll reminisce alot especially im on my way to tweenties...hehehe i must be and push my luck in all hahahaha!!!!

When You FALL IN LOVE

When You FALL IN LOVE (Debunking the Myths That Are Driving You Crazy)
By: Bo Sanchez

This article isn't for teenagers only. Falling in love happens to the young and the not-so-young. (Did you see 42-year-old Tom Cruise jump up and down Oprah's couch because of Katie?) I t happens to everyone. Fat, thin, tall, short, intelligent, uneducated, holy, not so holy, dark, white, yellow, green... it doesn't really matter. All of us fall in love. And we get stuck in myths that drive us absolutely crazy. My goal is to debunk these myths and convince you not to believe in them. Let's begin....... ...

MYTH 1: LOVE WILL CONQUER ALL Let me qualify. This is such a tricky myth. Because love ----- as defined by the Bible ------ will conquer all. But love ------ as defined by glazed-eyed lovers ----- will not. If you believe in this myth, you might do the following: You overlook major obstacles in your relationship. Everyone you know is wondering why you chose that creature from outer space as your boyfriend. Your bestfriends are telling you to get rid of him. Your family is telling you to throw him out of a running vehicle. Aling Rosa of the sari-sari store across the street is telling you to lace his drink with poison. But you won't --------- because you're in love. That's why there are songs entitled, "you and me against the world"
Your bestbuds comment, 'but he's been jobless for the past three years!" And you say, "He's free-spirited. He feels boxed in when he's in the office. '(in other words, he's undisciplined, lazy bum.)
Your officemates say, 'He flirts with other women constantly!' and you say, 'No, he's just friendly.' (in other words, he's a pervert) Your cousins say, 'He's taking drugs, He's got needle marks all over his arm. And you say, 'No, he's into cross stitching.' You overstay in toxic relationships, believing that your love will change him. The wedding doesn't transform anyone. Even if three Popes officiate the wedding. The person you'll march with into the church will be the same person you'll march with out of the church. He doesn't change one bit. In fact, the marriage makes the hidden more obvious. If he was selfish before he got married, he will be even more selfish after the wedding. If he was hypercritical before he got married, he'll even be more vile and prolific with his criticisms after wedding.

Here's the truth : You need more than feelings of love to make a relationship work. You need mature character, total commitment and a minimum level of compatibility.
Especially compatibility in the area of values and mission in life. I hear people say, 'We're compatible. Our names begin with the same letter J. My name is Julie and his name is Julio. We're both born in July." Wow. That's so deep, I want to cry.

MYTH 2 : WHEN IT"S TRUE LOVE YOU WILL KNOW THE MOMENT YOU MEET THE OTHER PERSON I'm sure you've had this experience before. You are in a crowded room. You're surrounded by boring, noisy chatter when, suddenly, this gorgeous guy enters the door. Your eyes meet. Instantly, time stands still. The universe grinds to a halt. Except for this attractive man in front of you, everything in your vision becomes a giant blur. The hubbub of the crowd becomes a soft muffle and, from out of nowhere, you here gentle violin music from the background. One week later, he's your boyfriend. A few weeks later, you discover that your boyfriend's a pathological liar, buried in credit card debt, borrows money from all his girlfriends (you're his eight in six months). Your mind says, 'Dump him' Your heart says, 'But it was love at first sight!' Here are the consequences ... You become so focused on the magical first moment, you become blind to the dark side of the relationship. Six out of seven days, you're fighting with your boyfriend. But you can't give him up because you met each other in such a magical moment. Your car keys fell and he picked it up, and then your eyes met, you smelled his deodorant, and you dropped your keys again ......How can you not be meant for each other? You become a love-at-first- sight junkie that you could miss out on the 'real thing'. One intelligent woman told me, 'Bo, there's this guy who's courting me. He's okay. He's kind, he's responsible, he has a good job.......' "I could hear a 'but' coming ," I said. 'but there are no sparks!" she bit her lip. "No violin music playing in the background huh" "none. When I see him, the background music I hear is lululalu-lalulalula lei..." "listen. You don't need a magical first moment to meet our potential husband. The important things are mature character, financial responsibility, ability for commitment, compatible mission and values..." I actually met this girl again on her wedding, and before she marched down the aisle, she whispered to me, "Do you hear the violin music, Bo? It's loud and clear." It doesn't have to be love at first sight.
In fact, marriages with the least adjustments are those between friends who've known each other for years before they realize that they're good marriage material.
What is love at first sight? Many times, it's lust at first sight. Or infatuation at first sight. Don't give it too much weight. Here's the truth: it takes a moment to experience infatuation but true love takes a lifetime.

MYTH 3 : IF IT IS TRUE LOVE YOU WILL FEEL THIS WAY FOR EACH OTHER FOREVER No, you won't. Here are the consequences for believing this myth : You panic when the feelings wane, and wonder whether the marriage is over and whether you really loved one another in the first place. Imagine the night of your honeymoon. Your new bride is sleeping. The cotton curtains are gently swaying in the cool breeze. You gaze at her lovely face. You study her soft cheeks. Her long eyelashes. Her beautiful nose, her parted red lips. And all of a sudden, she snores. "Ngggggggooork" How do you react? Because it's your honeymoon, you say, 'How cute.' Six months down the road, the same scene transpires. Your wife is sleeping. And the same cotton curtains are gently swaying in the cool breeze. And you hear her snore. "Ngggggoork. " What do you say? "Ssssssheeeesh, Honey! You sound like a boat!' What has happened? The feelings have gone. Let me say this: 'That's normal. It happens to everyone. But it doesn't mean your love is gone so don't panic! You can make a decision to love the snoring boat. You start blaming your partner for the loss of love This is nutty. But many people do it: when we don't feel in love, we think it's the fault of the other person. And so we fight him. Again, we fall out of love because we're human beings. It's nobody's fault. The moment you fall out of love, the real work begins . Let me explain. This is the most important point I'm going to make. (I got this from Scott Peck in his bestseller book, The Road Less traveled) Falling in love isn't love Here's why. When you fall in love..... a. No decision is required. Falling in love just happens. b. No effort is required. Falling in love is like.... Well, falling. c. No hard work is required. Falling in love is being bitten by the love bug. On the other hand, true love requires all three : Decision, effort and lots of hard work. In the Bible, love is a command. You make it happen. Sure true love can only happen after you've fallen out of love.
When you begin choosing to love, even if you don't feel like doing it ---- that's true love. And that's the foundation of a lasting marriage.

MYTH 4: YOUR PARTNER WILL FULFILL YOU COMPLETELY Again because falling in love satisfied you completely ----- you want the same satisfaction to last. No it won't. Consequence? You might fail to recognize a good relationship because your partner isn't fulfilling the needs you should be fulfilling yourself.
Here's the truth: the right partner will fulfill many of your needs but not all of them . There are just some things your husband can't give you: you're self-worth. Your spirituality. Your inner happiness. These are things you have to work on your own.
I've met lots of people who think they're dissatisfied with their marriage. In reality, they're dissatisfied with themselves. I've met lots of people who think they're bored with their marriages. And they complain to the high heavens how boring their husband or wife is ---- when in truth, they're really bored with life. Meet your own needs. Find your happiness in God. Find your niche, your calling, your destiny. And then share your joy with your spouse.

MYTH 5 : IF IT'S TRUE LOVE YOU WON"T BE ATTRACTED TO ANYONE ELSE If you believe in this myth, you panic when you get attracted to someone else, questioning the authenticity of your love for your spouse. One man told me, 'Bo, I love my wife. Or I thought I did. But then I met this woman at work. She has nice make-up. She smells nice. She wears a pencil-cut skirt. When I go home, my wife is wearing a drab rag. Her hair is undone. She smells of vinegar. Gosh I am attracted to this girl at work." Being attracted to someone is normal ----- even if you have a happy marriage. But being attracted doesn't mean falling into adultery. Every time you think of the other woman, discipline your heart and say, 'Home, boy, Home!' and escort your heart back to your wife. Because if you feed your attraction with fantasies and constantly think about the other woman, it grows. But if you starve your attraction, it dies a natural death.

-- Kerygma (June 2006)