September 21, 2007

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Angels Cry lyrics

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Angels Cry lyrics

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well it's hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
(please don't cry)
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why
(please don't cry)
I can't tell you lies

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
[repeat]

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words can't hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

- yeea..they cry especially pag d n kaya
...pero w8 lalaki kc kumanta neto e..d other way around ok..
ang eps mo ksi e..nai..bruha ka..grrr
- mali n yng kulay..hay naku..naiiyak n nga ako kasi d ko p tapos ung gnagawa ko..T.T
-download mo !! nyo n din..mwah

September 20, 2007

1st over night this 2nd term...

1st over night this 2nd term...

taksyapo!! punyeta!! ai ewn ko tlga...grrr.. kelan kelan ba ha??? talga sobrang argghhh...yoko n ng mag-aral may plano akong magLOA .. gusto ko muna magbreak!!! as in sobrang tired na ko..T.T but minding may situation.. i wanna get out from this shoes and try somebody else's shoes..o kaya maging paa n lng ako..?!! hay pwede dn..i just want to do want i really want..again im being selfish..tsk tsk ..grbe start p lng ng second term e dami n agad gagawin and problems.. i think i should be glad coz d pa ako mamamatay T.T dami ko p kc iniisip ..labo ko na nanaman..actually ngayn first over night ko this term..ntapos ko na ung dfd.kitams.. dfd p lang un ha..hay sobrang long loooong way pa...im tired but not sleepy.. i just dont want to mind anyone this week..ako muna ... labo at ang gulo ko e... nalilihis na nanaman ako sa sibilisasyon e..taong emotera ako.. as in..i wanted to isolate my self again..hay buhay..sobrang gulo...wanted to escape.bitter escape bwahahaha.pano ko kaya sasabihin ang aking paglayo? lalayo? pano? i think its better if that happened.. bakasyon muna agad..!?? yey!! but no..how i wish tlga..i want to try something new...i want to try something i long to do..hay hay buhay ang sipag ni carmz..pablog blog at download n lng ako dito e c carmz waaa as in focus..c jm aun rest muna,,hehehe sobrang simple lang..i dnt want to mind other people's view towards sa akin or even sa kanila..i want to be me.. really me..as in..i miss someone not so special..gusto ko lang makibalita..but i dont think he could find time pa to read this..i think busy n din un..update lng nya sana ako bout " life i think solve na ko..medyo similar cguro kami..so simple yet mas maganda ako..wahahaha joke..!! gusto ko magpadraw ..nung face ko, nung favorite screen ko which is watching the set of sun in an island n wlang kahit anu?!! pwede din talga..wahaha.. pero ako dun..
sobrang selfish noh..kahit one moment lang n for me..kahit sa ganto lng..ibang iba kc gusto ko mangyari sa buhay ko . i admire people n marunong magdraw..actually the drawing itself..elebs ako dyan..
paramdam ka bakla!!txt lng ok n ko...sarap kasi pag may naaasar ako e...nid fresh news at chika.. hay masokista tlga ako ... tpos na nga e..my buhay n un ng sarili yoko ko ng mangulit ... miss ko lng but it doesnt mean n im bad.. ok!! gusto ko na itong iend coz gacng n mom nijm..inaantok na e...basta wag nyo akong kausapin tom coz ill sleep 2 ur face...ZZ..signing off...mwah mwah!!

September 16, 2007

Ryan Philippe

Cruel Intention

Ai sya .. Nice! papable c Ryan Philippe..period .. NC!!!
ianski pa din!!! hahaha nagpost ako ng new!
haahaha


September 13, 2007

Sala

Sala
Pumikit akong may luhang sumisilid sa aking mga mata. Patuloy itong dumadaloy habang akoy nakahikbi at tila manhid sa pag iisip lamang ng mga bagay bagay na akala ko’y tinapos ko na noon pa. Patuloy pa din ang daloy ng mga luha na tila ngayon lang tumulo sa aking mga mata. Lungkot, pagsisi, at panghihinayang ang aking nararamdaman. Ako ang may sala…
Bago ko ilahad ito, naaalala ko ang mga salitang aking binigkas noon. Isang eksena na noo’y baliwala lang , panandalian lang, ngunit sa isip isip ko ito’y tumatak at naging isang palaisipan.

“I’m big enough and I’m liable with my actions! Whatever I do to my life I’m responsible to it” bulalas ko nang kami ng aking ina at kapatid ay nag uusap patungkol sa mga ikinikilos ko noong mga panahon na ako’y naging manhid. Manhid. Panandaliang patay sa mga nararamdaman ng mga tao sa aking paligid; sa aking pamilya.

Pinilit kong balikan ang mga pangyayari ngunit kalungkutan ang pumupukaw sa aking isipan marahil na di lingid sa akin ang mga saway at payo nila sa akin. Ngayon sa isip isip ko ako’y nagmistulang bulag sa sitwasyong aking kinalalagyan. Natatakot ako n dumating ang araw na iyon..araw na kung saan ako’y sising sisi..d ko lang alam kung paano, saan, at kailan…
ipagpapatuloy...

Horoscope for the day

Horoscope sa friendster..naman o naka2relate ako..hahaha

The Bottom Line

What you have been worrying about isn't a big deal -- it's merely a minor setback.

In Detail

Your feelings are what they are -- own them, and own up to them! Denying your emotions any longer will only delay the inevitable. Respect the way you feel and you'll teach others to do the same. Whatever hesitation you've been feeling about a relationship will disappear today when you get a phone call or email that sheds some much-needed light on the situation. What you have been worrying about isn't something you need to be worrying about -- it's merely a minor setback.

Horoscope ng Pisces..for ian

The Bottom Line

A small change you made weeks ago has created huge improvements you'll see today.

In Detail

A small change you made weeks ago has created a huge improvement in your life, and you will start noticing the rewards of your efforts today. Very soon, you'll be able to kick back, put your feet up, and let someone else worry about things for a while. Being passive isn't a character flaw ... it's an element of every balanced person's personality. Your quest for balance has been very successful, and this is one of the few final elements to incorporate into your life.


September 12, 2007

8th monthsary

8th Monthsary
Gosh!! first kiss ko to..lol
Goin strongly together..haha
to view other pix click this link
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Feeling of what?!@!#

Feeling of what?!@!#

im scared but i have to face it. im threatened every time i think about it. it seems i dont know how to deal within it.. again. i just dont know. im waiting and hoping for the situation to turn out well as i was prayin for it everynight or even im reminded of it everytime. i absolutely dont know how. i was always reminded of the message that ive got in my phone..

the saying goes....Dear student, I see that you're tired. I tell you, drop your book & rest for a while. Why WORRY TOO MUCH about the fight? Smile. Be confident. All you have to do is to prepare well & be in school. Then, against the hundred questions that tired to destroy you, there i'll stand & rescue you. Passing the course requires not only Me nor you, but rather me & you. Just do your best & i'll take care of the rest. Your teacher, Jesus..

..im still holding this..until i'll know.. ..this is fuckin hard..i swear..sorry for the term ..there is no way i could say what i felt...just misses the old me..in some aspect..evaporate

September 06, 2007

Tweenteen..me

Tweenteen..

Ilang oras n lng twenty na ko..but i dnt feel like celebrating..still waiting for something to happened..sana positive..maybe un n ung best gift namare2ceive ko ever..sobrang d ko makakalimutan 2ng edad na to..and ill make sure na it'll be the start of new improved me..syempre i wont mention n ung mga bagay n gusto kong baguhin..mahirap mg change pero what can i do d b? ito ung choice n maigi..hay hay hay..hoping na maayos na..

September 02, 2007

Narration and Realization 101

Narration and Realization 101

How’s my day? (Kahapon n lng kwento ko)

Yesterday, deadline ng last requirement ko sa isang subject. Sa relsfor yon, survey research. Hekhek my honey helped me out sa proj ko and I want to commend how thankful I am for dat hehe. After non nagmeet kmi sa um.. d pa kmi dumiretso umuwi kasi 6pm p ung sfc ko e mga quarter to 3pm lng un.. so sinamahan ko c ian maglaro… ng ano? Malamang adik un sa mga comp games kaya aun one hour sya nagdota at kung ano pang games e talo nman…hehehehe after non d p kmi nakonteto nagsu2nog nga kmi ng oras e.. nag arcade kmi dun p din sa um.. oh well first time kong mag arcade dun.. d me ganung nagsaya kc medyo inaantok me dun.. nagloro ako once kaso ka2sawa kaya sya n lng naglaro…grbe adik tlga tsk tsk tsk .. naubos mga barya nmin kc talo sya lagi hekhek … but honestly isa cguro un sa mga gusto kong mga mangyari .. I mean gusto ko gwin kasama sya .. lyk watching him playing comp games etc..happy lng ako.. kc nga ang kulit nya mag react pag natatalo..wahahha. After nun, umuwi n kmi at sumakay sa van.. isa pa sa mga gusto kong mangyari pagmagkasama kmi e magkatabi kmi sa van or any trip..oh well d kmi magkatabi.. aun lng..pero we stayed close p din nman on d latter part n ng byahe..another p n moment n gusto kong gwin pagmagkasama kmi e ung dumadantay sya beside me pag magkatabi kmi .. oh well gusto ko un kasi I feel secure pag nka-wrap ung arms nya sken…yiheee!!..cool hekhek I also love n gwin nmin together is ung mag usap ng kung anu anu mapahone, cp, text, mail, ym or khit anu n means of communication..i think we understand each other well kaya nag e2njoy ako n kausap sya kc I already told him n ata un n we understand same things khit anu man un hehehe..kaya khit cguro tumanda kmi e gusto ko kmi lagi magkwe2ntuhan ng buhay buhay..hayz..neweiz….After nun napadpad kmi somewhere n ngyon ko pa lng npunthan.. aun napakain kmi ng kung anu anu…food trip kung food trip..buti n lng e malakas immune system ko hekhek kundi sumakit tyan ko..neweiz…after nun diretso n kmi dun sa miting place nmin ni kua joerie every sat sa jaca.. medyo pagod n ung honey ko non kaya d n nkasma..hayun kita n kmi ni kua jo nilibre nya muna me after nmin hated gf ..pretty ng gf nga swear ewn ko b anu gnaw ni kua n gayuma dun hekhek hek joke..she’s a supervisor sa cebu pacific at well nag inquire ako bka pwede me magflight steward ..hehee malamang may height requirement dun …T.T pero gud thing meron daw nakakapasok khit d..oh well my childhood dream of being a flight attendant e masasakatuparan ko na..wagi hehehe..dmi ko ng option sa mga plans ko for my career path ko like plan A..be a flight attendant..for 2-3 years probably..plan B..ok practice ko n ung field ko systems analyst na..while having that options I’ll make ipon for my masteral and sa pagsupport ng studies ng bunso kong kapatid..and last but not the least..plan C to go any apply job abroad to practice again ma field…sysmpre mga gmik at hang out kasama n dun sa mga plans ko..kasama n din probably ung pag-a2partment nmin ng mga eternal friends meaning mga friends ko since HS at magpasahanggang ngyon..syempre maka2limutan ko ba c n mama at papa oh well hindi noh..i’ll still help them sa pagtulong ko kay aubs sa studies nya sa college…since cya n lng mag-aaral smen..so pwede n cla lumarga at magfly sa abroad kasama ate ko kung/sana e mkawork cya dun…im glad kc unti unti n kmi nka2raos sa pag-aaral..khit mhirap e..hopefully my rewards nman ung pagtitiis nmin sa huli…hekhek hek pero dapat lagi cla healthy kc health is wealth d cla maka2larga nun pag d cla malusog....so back again sa mga nagyari saken yesterday..aun we waited sa tsekot ni kua tska lagi akong early bird dun..i ate many fud der while watching nina’s video sap sp ni kua cool nga ..hekhek..aun the event started na praise n talk n afterwards…dami n2man me natutunan ..actually I already knew dat narefrash lng ulit sa mind ko ung mga virtues na natu2nan ko…as a whole narealize ko lng na the Lord God used this opportunity para my iremind saken…esp sa sarili ko at relationship ko sa kanya.. I realize na his der all the time even though d n ko regularly umaatend ng mass or even praying at night and after waking up.. I fell unworthy being his daughter kasi malaki n ung changes n nangyari saken at sa relationship nmin in the past.. I think nagging busy tlga ako sa mga earthly activities at nalihis ng onti lng sa path na gusto nya for me… Kaya ung dating ng problems saken this past months e medyo d at ease dalhin.. but im happy kc d nya me ni-let go kahit ang layo ko sa kanya.. the Lord find ways and used someone n malapit sa akin to constantly remind me to be obey and follow his godly and holy deeds.. eventually d ko nman cguro instantly mababago ung nkagawian ko but I’ll just instill to my self na be reminded to be worthy child to him by simply acting and doin things that glorify him..actually lhat nman tlga ng mga nangyayari sa lyf ko khit d ko irequest or khit narequest ko s knya e my nagra2nt sya..khit matagal I just think n lng n his finding the right and perfect thing na deserve ko.. im happy kc medyo mahaba haba ang pagkwe2nto ko ng realization ko this moment.. tahimik kc ng ambience kya nagana ng maayos ung utaks ko e..hayz hayz..ano p ba.. hmm tama isa p pla n gusto kong ishare here is ung reason ko why im having online diary like my blog here..since then naging open sa public ang life ko…hekhek parang artista lang..but honestly gusto ko maglahad ng kwento ng buhay ko ditto for my future sons and daughter’s ko.. I mean they’ll be grateful kasi dey could read my blog even khit d na ko nag-e2xist..sad it my seems pero at least my naiwan akong marka kahit through online man lang… the thought n may nag-exist na ma. Angelic a manansala abaca sa world da bah???!!! Well aside don I think mas nagiging open ako sa nararamdaman ko while im putting it here.. no one will object or complain kasi this whole thing is mine ..the thought of it and all crap that im doin every single day or event in ,y life e nabubuhos ko dito..well basically that’s my point I also made this so that my honey will know how’s me in all aspect ng buhay ko mapamood swings ko this day man or physically or mentally disturb ako or wat..ok nalilihis na ako..medyo nake carried away n ako..insight un d bah..eneweiz…back to the topic.. im glad kasi dami ko naging mga friends dun..last time n attend ko dun e la me ganung nkausap ..well iba n next sat kasi my kakwentuhan at kdaldalan n me dun..hahahaha I really don’t find them different kahit naglevel up na ako as sfc..d ko pa nga naeenjoy ung pagiging yfc ko but buti n lng pwede p daw ulit me mag youth cute ..hehehe medyo naconfuse nga me sa religion ko e..half half ang lahat coz my mom christian sya while my dad catholic..per o before issue to sa family ko e..kasi nung una tlga catholic pamilya nmin pati relatives ko sa mother side … sa father kasi catholic sila e..e ngyon born again n cla…hmmm medyo confusing pero we still all believe in one God..nice d ba..d n cya issue smen hekhekhek…basta ako half half pwede s khit anu cuz I have God in me…tpos anu p ba ikukwento ko..hmmm aun sana pla e makasa ko c ian sa mga gantong activity..he said to me n d nya to trip..pero sana …malaking SANA e we could make it…impt kasi ung mga gantong bgay para maging fruitful at meaningful ang aming relationship at eventually family in the future…oh well this is it muna..kinda tired na I’l make kwento n lng probably 2m..huuuo//:o signing off.. mwahmwahmwah xoxome

…il post din probably tom ung kanta ko sa relationship nmin ni ian..abangan sa multiply ko…bwahaha.

….sana pag nabasa to ng mga anak ko in the near future e gayahin nla c mommy..not the naughty at sutil side of me but the good things in me…hekhek syempre daddy din nila..hekhek

August 30, 2007

My Marrying Age is 22..T.T

My Marrying Age is 22..T.T

TAKE THiS QUiZ TO FiND OUT
WHATs YOUr
MARRYing AGE iS:

[x] I know how to make a pot of
coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a
calendar.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in my
dads car.
[ ] I do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[x] My parents have better things to
say than my friends.

total: 4

[ ] I show up for school/college/work
every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely
trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at
least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means
without looking it up.
[ ]I drink coffee at least once a week.

total: 5

[x] I know how to do the dishes
[x] I can count to 10 in another
language.
[ ] When I say I'm going to do
something I do it
[x] My parents trust me. //minsan pag good mood cla..T.T
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without
being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.

total: 4

[x] I can spell 'experience' without
looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Gloria Jeans know me
by name.
[ ] my favorite kind of food is take
out.
[x] I have gained weight since
middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up
is get caffeine.
[ ] I cant go out of the store without
getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the
first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.

total: 4

[x] I have realized that the weather
forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place
of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party
[ ] I have realized that no one will
take you seriously unless you are over
the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills that I can pay.
[ ] Most of my friends are older than
I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all
night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[x] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a
while.
[x] I can read a book and actually
finish it.

total: 5

add up all the number and repost this
as: MY MARRying AGE iS

-->Nooo..that's to soon..haha neweiz just a survey..

August 26, 2007

I cost P 342

I cost P 342 ..T.T

ewan ko kung matutuwa ako or wat.. ang mura ko pla..hahaha..

You look it over the following list
and see how many of these things you
have done. BUT you have to ADD up the
money amount along the way.

PS: the smaller the better!

1. Had sex: P40.00

2. Smoked: P40.00

3. drank alcohol: P20.00

4. Went skinny dipping: P40.00

5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex:
P4.00

6. Kissed someone of the same sex:
P20.00

7. Cheated on a test: P28.00

8. Fell asleep in class: P20.00

9. Been expelled: P40.00

10. Been in a fist fight: P40.00

11. Given oral: P40.00

12. Got oral: P40.00

13. Prank called the police: P40.00

14. Stole something: P40.00

15. Done drugs: P40.00

16.Dyed your hair: P20.00

17. Done something sexually with
someone older (like a few years):
P40.00.

18. Courted someone OVER 18 (if your
under 18): P40.00

19. Ate a whole bag of oreos: P40.00

20. Cried yourself to sleep: P2.00

21. Said you love someone but didnt
mean it: P4.00

22. Been in love: P20.00

23. Got caught doing something that
you shouldnt have been doing: P40.00

24. Went streaking: P4.00

25. Got arrested: P40.00

26. Cuddled: P4.00

27. Peed in the pool: P20.00

28. Played spin the bottle: P40.00

29. Done something you regret: P20.00

Now add up and post as "I COST P......

August 21, 2007

watda...?!!!

Friendster Horoscope for August 21, 2007

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

Virgo

The Bottom Line

Give yourself more time to do things! Go with the unpredictable flow of your life.

In Detail

There's a lot of pressure being put on you today, but you're the one who's applying it! You are being way too hard on yourself right now -- and your friends and family have noticed. One or two of the people who love you may say something today about how you should stop and smell the roses. They're right. If you can just give yourself more time to do things, you'll start to be able to relax and just go with the flow once again. The people you're trying to impress already are impressed.


Anu ito ?? Grbe nman nka2relate n tlga ako.. two days straight na akong d na22log ng normal..at Gudluck tlga sobrang dami png dapt tpucn as in.. Tinatawagan n ako nila Obri,,, hahaha tumakas ako to post and update lng.. tyempong tyempo tong friendster d ba.. i nid to relax pero panu ha aber... sobrang d ko nga nama2nage tym ko dis past days khit nwalan n ng pasok ng isang linggo d bah? Kmusta tlga... hayz i sana may magproxy muna saken ...T.T
Nami2ss ko lng ang hubby ko...T.T Ganito ba ang tamang pagsalubong sa straight na hair ko ha..?!! hayz two weeks n lng ata at mata2pos na ang term..At magbebente na ako..my gulay talaga...makulay ang buhay!...brooommm...


August 17, 2007

New dose of scope from the horoscope

New dose of scope from the horoscope

I think its applicable to my honey...read it..

Friendster Horoscope for August 17, 2007

Pisces (Feb 19 - Mar 20)

Pisces

The Bottom Line

Obey your urge to clean today! It's all about out with the old and in with the new.

In Detail

It's not spring, but your urge to clean will definitely be strong today! It's out with the old and in with the new for you right now, and that applies to more than just what's in your closet. After you've gotten rid of the garbage you don't need in your life anymore, think about ridding yourself of the negative people you don't need in your life anymore. Stop going to that cranky cashier. Say 'no thanks' when that catty coworker asks you to lunch. Stick with newer, brighter attitudes.


CLIP fulfillment

CLIP fulfillment

--> i just want to commend the activity that ive been too.. im proud to be the project leader of this type of activity..good thing coz weve made it kahit n cguro d manalo sa TAYO, basta we've touch and help improve other peoples lives..thats the prize...

--> Message from ate bebs ex prexy of LSCS got it from the egroups...
Hi Guys!
As you all know, we (LSCS) has implemented CLIP 2006 (Computer Literacy Program) youths (SIGA) of GK in Baseco -- the HS and Elem students. And I just want to share, because I believe that all of us who helped and prayed for CLIP last year has the every right to be thankful and be proud of this: one of our students in CLIP (sorry I dont have the name yet) was able to get a decent job because of the computer literacy certification she got from CLIP. :) last school year, 1st term. I bet everyone of us would agree that this is a program that all of us could be very proud of, as it provides a venue for the under priviledged young students to experience using a computer and of course learn how to use computer and its basic application. Still remember our beneficiaries? They are the
I just want to share this not for us to feel sooo proud that BECAUSE OF US, SOMEONE GOT A JOB. Or to make us feel that we are really worthy of being the winner as most outstanding socio civic award. I hope we won't think this way. Because I believe that student has worked so hard to be able to achieve something. But I guess my purpose for this is for us to feel more motivated and inspired to continue sharing a little bit of our time, talent, knowledge and effort to the less priviledged one. As I quote from DLSP: "even if I'm not the light, I can be the spark". =) Diba :D
Another thing, I have another good news for you guys!!!! I'm not sure if you're familiar with TAYO. If not, here's a simple background about TAYO

TAYO or the Ten Accomplished Youth Organization is a yearly search that recognizes 20 youth organizations from all over the country for its civic projects. Out of the 20, 10 are proclaimed as the organizations, which have made the most impact in their communities. This initiative is a brainchild of Senator Francis Pangilinan and is overseen by the TAYO Foundation and the National Youth Commission (NYC). www.tayo-awards. org

With this year's search, LSCS took the change to join the search with CLIP 2006 as our entry :D And I am sooooooo proud and honored to let you guys know that

We (LSCS) QUALIFIED in the TOP 20 ORGANIZATIONS in TAYO Search . :D One more step, and we might be qualified in the TOP 10. :D And what is the prize if ever we get chosen as the winner??? Php 50,000 cash for our org! :D Imagine what that 50k can do diba??? :D

Tomorrow, Aug 17, 9am, the TAYO Committee will be meeting 3 of our officers to have a videoed interview/screening with the org and might also go to Baseco to interview the beneficiaries. Next week, TAYO will already process the screening results, and announce the winner anytime soon. :)

So there, once again, I'm asking for your prayers.. all of us.. 80 officers.. I hope we can all pray for this. =) And also, please don't forget to send your testimonials to Byang before 6am of August 17. (Yes! that means you have tonight!) Sorry late notice siya, late narin kasi nainform si byang na magpupush through tomorrow. But please, especially sa mga naging facilitators and teachers, your testimonials will help alot. And for the other officers, just send in your thoughts and testimonials on whatever you think how CLIP helps the community :)

THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS! I'm just toooo happy that blessings are coming our way, and.. guys, GOOD JOB! :D

PS. dont forget your testimonials and prayers! :)

Sincerely yours,

Bebs

August 16, 2007

so so s.o.s!!!

so so s.o.s!!!

sobrang nananakit n ung batok ko sa lamig la kc pasok my vagyo..hayz..sana dito ian ko to make me warm..para din madamayan ko sya .. masakit kc likod nya may athritis ata..tsk tsk tumatanda n kc e..ahihi just making fun of it .. honestly sana talga sa tabi nya me lagi lam ko na u've experienced to much but think of it hon as a challenge na kailangn u malagpasan ... dont wori i wont leave you no matter what.. well pangit man pakinggan na para na akong saring plaka na magpapaalala sau na you should not go back to the old ian ok...M.Y.D.P hahahha lam ko minsan n taung dalawa lng nagkakaintindhan..hahah ang cool!!!...neweiz based nga sa title ko e.. sos help..dming dapat tapucn for the completion of courses tska i missing someone pa..hay hay hay..lyf.. sana after neto e magturn out n mganda.. im excited sa bday ko.. kc bday ko/seniors ball nmin/js prom n din iyon cuz..partner ko ang honey ko...hahahha namna cge .. i kip doin my stuff para matpos n as in...hayz...ang lamig...

August 13, 2007

names names names

MEN’S NAME

Adam
Albert
Benedict
Brian
Bryant
Byron
Caleb
Cedric
Clarence
Clyde
Dale
Daniel
Dominic
Drew
Dwight-wise person
Gabriel
Grant
Jeremy
Jules
Julian
Keith

Kurt
Lance
Laurence
Leigh
Lloyd
Martin
Nathan
Nathaniel
Scott
Seth
Sydney
Terence
Vincent
Warren
Wayne

WOMEN’S NAME

Abigail
Alexandra
Beatrice
Bridget
Colleen
Corinne
Daphne
Dorothy – gift from God
Gabriella
Genevieve
Heather
Helena
Isabelle
Juliana
Katherine
Kathleen
Kyle
Leila
Madeline
Maggie
Margot
Margaret
Maureen
Maxine
Nadine
Natalie
Pauline
Phoebe- bright
Sandra
Valerie

August 09, 2007

Brag it out boi!!!!

Brag it out boi!!!! 202
Am i taking it all? Its freaking hard without you Lord...Why there is some instances that "I"was taking too much & not giving others...I must STOP right now.. I have too...Well in some way I think its too much... I really feel right now that im alone... I must be..probably..Im having too much right.. I rally felt that it must come to an end..I have my self..alone... here.. I, the one making my decision here...ME, MySelf, and I.. I hope his night I could dream of the place I want to be.. Its a place were I could see the warm setting of the sun.. Watching over it alone feeling of sensitivity together with my pen and piece of parchment memories...

Di ba ito ung right place @ the right time na tinatawag?..I think nagkamali nanaman ako...T.T

---> Some thoughts of when im in a serious state...beware..not so feeling good dat day..

August 08, 2007

Senior's Ball issue

OMG!!! --Senior's Ball issue
(got from my block's ygroup..i already replied to it..no assurance..)

Grabe naiiyak na ko!!...Waa d ko lam qng mkakapunta ako, kami or wat...
May point c danon last affair n ng batch nmin at unti unti n kaming gra2duate..T.T
Naiiyak ako kc sobrang npamahal n sakin yang block ko..weve been happy bonding
blockm8s since my first days as frosh at even ngyn...hmm meaningful din kc ung arw n un
for me cause its my bday!! hay sbi ko kay mama d ako pu2nta .. bka kc ma OP kmi dun ni ian
kc waaa d ko close ibang mga kbatch ko.. iilan lng tska bka d nman lht kmi mkpunta sa S12 i
worried about dat d ba,...khit na familiar kmi sa mga mukha ng isat isa e mlamang sa
malamang d ko kbisado names nla..hahahaha ... sbi ko din kay mama na mag isa n lng me
magce2lebrate hahaha..pero saya din icpn hahaha laht kmi ngpaparty sa bday ko wahhaha..
nakakaboring nman kc yoko masydo 4mal kung d lang d ba?!! nman kailangn daw nkacocktail
dress..kamusta nman tlga d ba..hayz malaking EWAN tlga ang lhat ngyn...
Neweiz ito p pla ung point ko..wat if lng d ba sem break kc un e..wat if d mganda
nkuha kong grades which is a BIG NO NO NO talaga...nku yko nman magparty pag gnun
which is sana d tlga mangyari..hayz..acads acads acads...hay hay hay...watta life!!!

----- Original Message ----
From: Ivan Almanzor
To: sigaw_ng_bayan_S12@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Wednesday, August 8, 2007 12:47:06 AM
Subject: Re: [sigaw_ng_bayan_S12] S12 READ!!! El Presidente Danon PLEASE read!
naiiyak na ko! :P

mr. president, for your info, tatlo kami nila mel at jolenz na gragraduate!

karl dimaculangan wrote:

hahaha....bastos ka pala pre eh...kinalimutan mo c jolenz..hahaha. ... libre ba yan?
jolends cool wrote:
hoy mr. president, dalawa po kami ni mel na grgraduate. hahaha.

danon borlaza wrote:
S12!!!!

may SENIOR"S BALL tayo sa SEPT. 7, 07!!! punta kyo!!!!
sa ASTORIA PLAZA sa may ORTIGAS!!!!! punta kyo!! gs2 ko complete
s12 pleasE!!!!!! ! cge na!!!

isipin niyo toh... one time nlng toh... MINSAN NA LANG TAYO MAGIGING
BATA!!!! this is our last dance!!!! isipin niyo huling kasiyahan na
toh ng college life natin!!!!

Nico, ayaw mo ba isayaw si Carla??????

Xtin, dalhin mo si Ivan punta na kyo!!!!

Anjhe, ung boyfriend mo, punta kyo, kung gs2 mo isayaw ka niya!!!!

George, sinu ba talaga??? pinsan ni Nico (Surname: Lee) o ung dati???

Neil, punta ka na!!!!

Karl Dmac, hanap ka date punta ka!

Carl co! punta ka ako date mo!!!!

Aubs Deck punta kyo!!!!

MEL ikaw pa lang ggraduate sa s12!! CONGRATS MEL!! punta ka sa
senior's ball mel!!!!

Volts, anu kasa ka?? Punta ka one time lng ito!!!!

Si Jamie, nagbayad na!!! Si Jolenz bayad na rin!!!!

Hazel, ndi ka na pmnta nung absinth, eto na last C2t8 bonding event
punta kana!!!!

Lai, alam ko ppnta ka, wg ka lng gugulong!!!! ! ok lng yan Lai!!!!

Michi, punta ka rin!! tama na OJT!!!!

Matty, tama na kabaklaan punta kana!!!

at HULI SA LAHAT. . . DANON, anu ba talaga ha?!?!??! hahaha

taena naiiyak ako gs2 ko buo s12 sa ball!! please pmunta na kyo!!!
please please!!!! s12 is the best and closest BLOCK!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!
kkanta ako sa ball pnta na kyo gs2 ko rin mag host kya bka ako mag
host hahhaa! pero ayoko na un bahala na!!!!! anu

S12!!!!!!!! SENIOR'S BALL!!! Sept 7, 07!!!! ask me for details!!!!
syet! i want us to be complete! centrum complete!!!! please please
s12!!!!

MATATAPOS NA ANG STORYA... kaya sana mag kakasama tyo!!!!

__,_._,___

July 22, 2007

post 101

post 101
While reading text messages...my hon called up..and then after..Moment of silence..at the back of my mind..
....I just dont know. Everytime na 2matawag ka kinikilig ako ..Cguro kaw na ung guy na nilaan ni lord for me.. I just dont know. I know na di lang ito ang basis for falling in love..Wala ako paki sa mga cnasabi nila n d tau dpat together..D ako nagbubulagan..honest lang ako sa nararamdaman ng puso ko..Cuz u know wat.. sa lhat ng mga naramdaman kong kilig from dis moment on..Sau lang ang kakaiba.. Cuz i think mutual ang ang somethings between us..Madrama ryt..hehehe i love you from the corners of my heart..

July 19, 2007

Porwn bonding --> reunion ito..

Porwn bonding --> reunion ito..

-->Waa soobrang saya ng day na ito at di ko makakalimutan as in..At last were united again ng aking mga fave friendships way back in hs..
--> More of our bonding pics sa multiply ko...
--> click here...click here ulit...

July 17, 2007

Don Quixote de La Mancha

Don Quixote de La Mancha

// just wanted to post.. in lieu with the ballet show that we've watched recetly @ CCP
// sobrang galing as in i love it..heheh kahit na daming unexpected moment na nangyari..O_o!


In a village on the plateau of La Mancha in south-central Spain lives a country gentleman of fifty years named Alonso Quijano. As a hidalgo (a nobleman of the lower ranks) he lacks the money and lavish amenities of the higher Spanish nobles. Nevertheless, the rents he receives from his property enable him to live a modestly comfortable life. Residing with him in his home are his twenty-year-old niece, a middle-aged housemaid, and a man to saddle his horse, work his fields, and perform odd jobs.
.......To maintain his tall, thin frame, Quijano eats meat hashes, bacon and eggs, lentils, and on Sundays an occasional pigeon. When he dresses up, he wears a handsome suit with a jerkin, velvet stockings, and–for special activities such as attending mass on holy days of obligation–velvet pantofles (slippers).
.......His great passion in life is to discuss and read about knights of old and their weaponry, their battles, and their ladies. It is not uncommon for him to argue at length with the village priest and barber over who was the best of the knights. Among the names that surface in their arguments are Palmerin of England, Amadis of Gaul, and Amadis’s brother, Don Galaor.
.......One of Quijano’s favorite knights is Rodrigo Díaz de Divar, known as the Cid, who conquered Valencia and became a national hero. But Quijano says the Cid could not compare with the Knight of the Burning Sword, who killed two giants with one blow. He in turn could not compare with Bernardo del Carpio, who slew the fabled Roland of Roncesvalles. However, none of these heroes, Quijano believes, could compare with his favorite of favorites, Reinaldos of Montalban, who stole a golden idol of Mahomet.
.......So taken with the tales of great knights is Quijano that he spends entire days reading books about them. At night, he continues his reading until the sun rises. Then the whole cycle begins anew. In time, his lack of sleep–and the burden of tales he carries in his brain–undermine his sanity. So disoriented does he become that he decides one day to take up knight-errantry himself, donning an old suit of armor left behind by his grandfather and a headpiece with a missing visor that he replaces with a cardboard flap. Further rummaging produces the necessary weaponry. A bony barnyard nag becomes his trusty steed, which he names Rosinante, and a peasant girl from the neighboring village of Toboso becomes his lady fair. It does not matter that he has never spoken to this damsel, called Aldonsa Lorenzo. Quixote thinks of her as his own and imagines she has a romantic name, Dulcinea del Toboso. He pledges to perform valorous feats in her honor. Finally, he has an innkeeper dub him Don Quixote de La Mancha, a name that took him eight days to invent.


// full of great novels, plays, short storys ung link na to..i also got this plot here..Q_o..
//source: click here

me and my ianski..

seven months..yea!! we've been together almost seven months na nga and i've no regrets..every day im looking forward sa mga bnondings namin ni oishii..wahaha Seriously, i think im not that gf material.. d ko lang kc feel ung mga ganung tipo and im not that expressive malamang pag kami lang lagi ko cyang kakulitan.. i only want someone na maka2share ko sa lahat..in good times and in bad..kahit sa pinaka weird o kung saan pa man.. so totoo lang im hapi cuz i share my life with someone like ian.. marami akong nakita na mga bagay n dapat ko pa palang pasalamatan in terms sa family, friends, and towards other people.. of course d maiiwasan ang pagtatalo ..kc cya nman lagi ung nag uumpisa lagi akong inaaasar at kung anu anu pang kaweirduhan ang pinag gagawa..hahah just kidding!! walang aangal blog ko to..hehehe..marami pa akong gusto n mgawa at maexperience kasama si ian.. i wanted na maging formal ang aming relation sa aking magulang at kamag-anak.. but im planning na after na lng ng grad nya.. lam ko na somehow na d ganung maganda tignan na ako pa ung yaw magpakilala sa parents ko.. but behind that my good thought nman ako kung bakit ganito pa ang aming setting.. basically, mahirap tlga pero i have to maintain this setting kasi nga im still studying malamang d ako papayagan d ba.. pangalawa d pa kami grad kaya un malamang sa malamang d tlga pwede.. I'll never give up- un ung drama ko since masaya ako at kaya ko pa, i'll never let go of him unless tamarin ako wahahah joke ..love u hon mwah

July 12, 2007

wokie..its time

wokie..its time

grabe naimbyerna ako knina..buti n lng at naalala ko p ung mga nirebyu ko kgbi..T.T
stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..
stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..
stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..stress..
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July 03, 2007

atlast!


At last mag u2pdate na ko..hmm very tiring tlga..after cguro nito il go home and sleep.. another sleepness night nanaman grabe..i thought after i finish an activity maka2pag update na ko dito but waatf..T.T sana bakasyon ulit huhuh..ngayon ko lang npagtanto na hirap pla ng landas n tinahak ko sa college..grabe di umiimpis 2ng eyebagzz ko..T.T sori puro complain n lng argghh..
Im looking forward pla sa upcoming activity ko sa org.. entitle CLIP(Computer Literacy Program) ..noon pa man plan ko n talaga magturo ng mga ganyang bgay sa iba..hehehe buti n lng ngayn mtutupad .. lam ko d p ito ung last ..probably start p lng to ng pagtulong ko sa iba.. another thing sana madami makijoin sa activity kong ito especially mga members nku sayang nman ung membership nyo kun di nyo mamaximize yan..dmi p nman gustong sumali..
Another thing, excited n ko tom cuz me and im honey will wacth transformers..wahaha post monthsary celebration nmin to since pumatak ng sunday ung aming unforgetable day nmin..Wohoho kainis tong S.A na to sa lab ah..pinapaalis n kmi may clas daw...neweiz bka kaladkarin ako d2..more updates will be posted hir..yey!
cheers!! probably il continue updating pagdating ko sa bhay..hek..








June 13, 2007

PASUKAN 07- 08

Okay..here we go again. Pasukan n n2man at mdmi n2mang gngwa..as in...

wla ako msabi kc nabo2re na ako at i really want 2 sleep..

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Yko na...gusto ko ng umuwi...T.T

May 04, 2007

waaa hayz back again


I'm back .. Tsk tsk tsk .....>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Ewan n2man ako ngyn...D n me nagbago crammer..T.T Susme kay raming gawain n kailangn gawin...dunno wats first. Kay kalat ko din dn ko lubayan ng mga nka2lat n bgay sa bhay...Y.Y Why o why nman 2 weeks lang nman me nging involuntary tas aun dami ko plang kailangn tapucn and ol... I must start on my self first ... hmmmm Malaking .... E!!! as in malaking ewn ako dis summer..+.+ sobra nga akong nakapgpahinga kso dinapuan nman ako ng mga ailments..oo waaa bum n nga may ailments pa..T.T... I wont promise basta i'll be more productive next week.. Shocks!!! 2 weeks n lng ang glory days at muli start n2man ng hell and suffocating days ng acads and orgs.. Oh well im not complaining...o sya d n nga.. isang taon n lng tlga ang kailangn ko and puff tapos na..yea! but i must accomplish all of this nerve wrecking and mind boggling stuff ahead..wohooo!!! I really hope God will help me all through out my decisions and errands dis school year..Light my path Lord and i'll follow..... Clear slate .. erase erase all bad habits and vices ... Please gusto ko n tlga grumaduate and magpakasubsub sa work.. and do want i want to do...as in...Wahehe kidding!! Basta i only mean to be independent na..let me try new stuff especially exciting and challenging kinda thingz!!!
Oh well again..eto n2man..la na akong masulat kundi
miz ko na sobra c ian..T.T periond


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April 06, 2007

Okei

Normal nman pla ang lahat..ako lang ang nag-e2xag..:))

So lets continue contemplating on our own lifes..

Hopefully after ng week na ito ay mas maging maasyos na ako..I hope kau din..:D

I'm looking 4ward sa mga bonding at hang-outs nten dis summer..yea!!!

C u soon guys..luv yah ol!!!



April 04, 2007

Its time to ..dyanan!!!

Tama ito nga ang time para magreflect ng mga bagay bgay..b - a - g- a -yyyyyy ay

(opend d PC ..... looking for cd to listen to..........placed the CD on the drive and puff.......ooppss O_o..OMG!!!...its a CD i got years and years century na nga e ehehe ... a CD made especially for me by mah friend...?!? T.T
Oh well i'll just describe this CD actually fave ko ung mga kinanta netong batang ito e... he sang it especially for me cuz !~!#@$#$..with no apparent reason hahahah lol ung may alam baliw...sori tlga hahaha cuz im curious kung ano ung mga tracks ng CD na ito..hahaha batang bata pa ang voice mo iho dito ah..hahahah..cge ill stop na cuz baka may makaaway me ng dhil n2man sa pagco2mment ko...pero in fairness di ko 2 tinapon i thought nawala or n misplace ko lng somewhere hahaha akalain mo noh..and still you're voice ok p nman..hahahah parang gay...actually ok sya nman..=p
i dont know..im crazy tlga..while im listening sa cd na 2..i dont know nga kung bakit ko pa ito pinakikinggan..weird ng feeling tsk.. sobrang sabog ako..pati mga thoughts ko towards sa pinakikinggan ko,,hayz naku tlga please sana may bumatok saken tlga naku...love of my life...if ur not d one...lost space...i'll be..wohoh!! mustha nman da bah..neweiz. if you want to listen to it..oh well..ehem "d manager" ahaha you can purchase it to me personally...ahaha joke lng kapatid..!!! psensya wlang magawa kundi magnilay nilay mang asar at maging mabusising bata...wehehe..piece tau pag nabasa mo ayt..=p

Nice time to reflect nga ng mga bagaybgay....:D o tara game!!! Reflect.uhhhmmmm..

March 29, 2007

idle time: Appsdev class... 0_o

idle time: Appsdev class... 0_o

ai oo..inaantay ko n lng mag bell to proceed sa q&a nmin sa stramis..hopefully d kmi magisa ng husto ni sir ons..neweiz..ai nku din.super duper to the nth tym n me n bad shot sa parents ko..waaaahhhh... ai nku i admit n tlga lagi ko kc nlilimutan ung time at magsabi kung nasaan n ko kaya cla nag aalala..nku tlga sobra uuwi n tlga me ng maaga ..at mgiging taong bahay ... sana makaya ko..ahaha...but seriously ayoko na mpagalitan ng dahil lng sa pgiging pbaya ko... d nman ako nagloloko sa acads or wat at di din me ngrerebelde..its just dat gusto ko lng magkaroon ng tym sa lhat ng mga errands ko, friends ko, at kay ian..speaking of..ai nku oo bnbasa mo to..dpat mgpagood shot k sa parents ko tlga...ewn ko panu u g2win un...bka kc kaw cchin or idahilan n2man kaya me nagi2ng pasaway..pero as of now d nman..ahahaha
...comments kc ng mama, papa, at ate ko is tigilan mo dw me, lubayan mo dw me, at iwasan ko dw ikw respectively...o d ba..kulit noh..ai nku tlga sana nman pag grad8 ko khit cnu n cgurong guys pwede ko ng dalhin sa bhay 4 dem to meet..syempre yoko laging illegal but honestly mas prefer ko n wag sbihin i know d sya magnda tignan pero mas gusto ko n me ung magte2st if ok b sya sa family ko...

oh well time na...bye yikes my class p ng sabado..tsk..argghh...

March 22, 2007

returning from the wilderness

returning from the wilderness

ai oo guys.. im back hir to update mah blog.."oh well"(fave saying ko ngyn) sobra na 'to..kay raming gngwa hayz nkue..lalo n acads..grbe gusto ko na magbakasyon at mg unwind ng mga bgay bgay sa buhay ko ...
..let me share my thoughts today and other past days n ngbiz bzhan ako...
..first my sis finally return home..d sya lumayas or wat ngmed mission ata cla sa isang liblib n pook...ya knw nursing stuff.. oh well kaboom...aside sa namiss ko sya e..wag ka sobrang laki n ng mga changes n nangyari s knya becoz of that event..basta eto n lng.."family first na ang motto nya"..oh well gurl i appreciate u na..nag iba n din ung princples nya towards boys..wahahaha sana gnun n din me.. she change for good and un nga mas nagmature n tlga sya..hahaha..i hope n mas mging successful sya sa career nya and im really proud kc gra2d8 n sya..:D sa family at frendz no prob nman..may tampuhan pero naaaus din ...thank God ok nman me towards them...minsan lng actually lagi n tlga e pasaway ako..d me nagtatanda hahaha kya naiinis parents ko skin..ahehehe
..second oh well..acadzzz..ai susme grbe na tlga to lalamunin n kmi ng mga subjs nmin..sobra hahaha onti n lng n term ang pagtitiisan cge na go aim for the high..excited din me to take my grad pic hahaha hopefully...
..hmm pangthird probably ang mga 'nangyari' smin ng mahal kong ian..fine i admit n sobrang saya ko pagkasama ko sya.and i would give all ..kaso lng tlga naka2limutan ko ung time..sobrang mahal na mahal ko sya and gusto ko sya n tlga forever as in.. i admit n mrami n kming ups and downs n naranasan but i believe n mern nman kming lesson n npulot dun..oh well sobrang pgod ako ngyn pero i want to stress out dis day dto sa blog ko na kasama ko sya..hayz i really mis him already..esp ung smell nya parang lagi kong naa2moy..:) nga pla he turns 19 and im proud to say n nkpagluto ako for him hahaha actually i do cook tlga la lng tlgang tym for hands on apli..neweiz..mag-upd8 n lng me some other tym cuz nku bangag aq ngyn..hayz nyt to y'all

March 11, 2007

IF EVER YOU'RE IN MY ARMS AGAIN

IF EVER YOU'RE IN MY ARMS AGAIN

It all came so easy, all the loving you gave me
The feelings we shared, and I still can remember
How your touch was so tender, it told me you cared
We had a once in a lifetime
But I just couldn't see, until it was gone
A second once in a lifetime, may be too much to ask
But I swear from now on

If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll love you much better
If ever you're in my arms again
This time I'll hold you forever
This time will never end

Now I'm seeing clearly

How I still need you near me
I still love you so
There's something between us
That won't ever leave us
There's no letting go

The best of romances,deserve second chances
I'll get to you somehow
'Cause I promise now

February 15, 2007

why o why

why o why: it just happened

masakit.sobra.ung mata.ung ulo.tska puso...
magmanhid n lng sana.all my senses.and especially my heart...
mawala n sana..ung sakit..kung pwede ako n din..kso saglit lng..my dpat p qng tpucn..
must endure this one..kaya ko to!!..wish ko lng..T.T
recovery.malaking E..
pagod na din..kso kailangan magmove on..

*Thanx s mga kaibigan ko na andyan agad sa likod at harap ko..
*Minahal kita sobra..and im sori that it happend..
*May pag asa p ba???
..cguro..gus2 ko man..but not now..
*Lord kaw n po bhala sa future decisions ko..


January 25, 2007

walang eentra..

Panalangin
Artist: Apo Hiking Society

Revival: Moonstar88
Album: Kami nAPO Muna - Tribute to Apo Hiking Society

LYRICS

[I]
Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko iyong dinggin

[II]
At wala ng iba pang mas mahalaga
Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig
Nating dal’wa…
Sana naman makikinig ka
Kapag aking sasabihin
Minamahal kita…aaah

(Repeat I & II) 2x

[III]
Panalangin ko sa habang buhay
Makapiling ka, makasama ka
Yan ang panalangin ko-oh
At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito
Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling
Mahal ko, iyong dinggin

(Repeat III) 3x

...o yes malapit n matapos ang araw..even though d n2pad ung plan ko 4 dis day, at least some part of want i plan happened n d ko man inasahan..plan a .. we both must eat lunch together and be together until the day is over and i must give him my surprise and be together pa din..while we're together i'll play our fav song and be together p din...
...hayz what truly happen is un nga we eat together hanggang sa mabundat c ian..hahahaha.. dhil nga sa spoiler (pa hoping..) ako lagi d ko dn nbigay ang aking surprise..i wont be able to tell s amin n lng un ng aking close friend.. but still we manage to be together until the end of the day.. ac2ally im contented than wat i've planned kc mas okey p ng d pinaghandaan e..hahaha perhaps mas madmi p cgurong mga moment n mas maganda ang mangyayari between us..
...FYI mga friendships..wag nyo po plang sbihin n umiikot n lng ang aking mundo sa aking boylet..which is a big no no po... im just tellin dis to feel each oders presence (feeling n may karamay k sa lhat)...saya kc esp kshare mo sya s lhat etc etc...cguro lhat n ng mga nka2kila2 s akin magta2ka kc ending endi ako i2..wahahaha..but one things 4 sure i've change for the good.. pero d ako ng iba im still me inaccept ko lng ung mga changes s akin at sa paki2tungo ko sa ibang peepz..ewan tama n sobra ko ng narealize...ayt..hayz...
IAN..
...im looking forward p sa mga moments nten together.. sana we could get through it.. thanx honey cuz u've been a part of my transformatn..heheh ;p
....its tym..tym for me to shine in my bed..nyt.ZzZzzzz...luv u all!!! luv u hachimitsu..

January 23, 2007

Continuation ng mga pangyayari...

Continuation ng mga pangyayari...

..so aun nga tpos n nga ung work ko.. miz ko n mga peepz der..haiz my tym tlga during ng work n batong bato na ako at excited n pumasok..malaking PERO.. ako'y nagkamali kc aun panibagong puyatan n nman..whoooat!! o cge mention ko n ung mga peepz der .. cna pre at jr, tatay mat(by request ng amain ko sa call cnter), rog, lourdes, mari, angge, maja, ate marj, rhea, ogie, art, victor, aizelle, tska ..ahh basta TEAM CARMINE aun lhat lhat na andun kaya lang magtatampo...GRP MESSAGE: guyz..mis ko n kau and sana sa summer e magkita kta tau ulit..at sbay sby taung magsa2bi ng "Thank you for calling Xbox Customer Support..etc etc.."

...kailangn ko pla..(in nid tlga..haha) mandekwat ng mga pics..for remembering purposes dun..:D


....EON NGA PASUKAN NA waaaah...
..so eto part 2.. pasukan n nga ac2ally 3rd week n nmin at susmarya haayz ang dami n gngwa..lam mo un puno agd sched ko sa isang linggo..ang dami kong gus2ng gawin kaso conflict sa acads(program, research, project, japanese subj..etc), sa mga orgs, tagaytay training for d kidz, raket ko( basta guyz i need ur support..plz pray 4 me..hayz), atska marami pang iba...

...gusto ko pang sumali sa mga orgs at umattend ng mga training kso..aun time constraint..sana gumana ang time mngt ko dis term!!!

....MAY NAKALIMUTAN P B AKO???
..syempre last but not the least..aun nga ang aking special alalay..hahaha o wag magalit sweet ako kaya yan tawag ko ..^_^ its been a month since nga nung tym n nalinlang mo ko..ahihi joke..i guess mas ok n ata ako sa larangang ito?? >.< ok in a sense na mas sure ako sa mga gngwa ko at alam lng ng parents ko na my bf ako at ang pangalan ay ian..bad for me kc dey tease me hahaha ako nman todo segway to change 2pic..but good thing kc feeling ko dey treat me n as a big girl hahaha (feeling ko nagstart 2 nung nagwork ako..hahaha gud thing din)..kc mas nfeel ko ung responcbility to handle a not so perfect but trying to be one na relationship...o yan hahah...

..laki ng impact ng pagwork ko i felt n isa n akong woman?.? echoss i also felt n special, impt, at my kwenta ako sa mga taong ngpa2halaga at nagma2hal sa akin...lalo n c ian tnx hon!!

..MY MESSAGE TO IAN
..boi! ga2wan n kita ng testi sa friendster.. tska ito pla..tnx sa pag intindi at pag ride mo sa mga moods, joke, kalokohan, kaartehan, kaengotan, ktamaran, at kong anu anu pa.. at syempre pag accept mo s akin..perhaps im lucky kc psensyoso ka..hahaha masunurin k nman dpat lagi lng ako asa tabi mo para swertihin ka..hahaha ac2ally alam ko n alam mo n and2 lng ako 4 u to support, to love, and to apprec8 u.. aun tnx sa lhat lhat mapamaterial man or indi...i hope gnun k din 4 me.. and i'll always be beside u..love u!!..oist d p 2 testi ko sau ha! atska may request ako..anu ung blog mo plz ireveal mo na ha..mushy!!hahaha

...OOPPPSS MY PAHABOL AKO..
..ewn i think my dalang swerte ang year n ito..i think God probably knows wat my heart wants.. dis is bout my raket...i'll tell u dis thing pag nkapasok ako and of course guyz i nid ur support.. bale ipag pray nyo n sana makmit ko ang gold mine...ang aking dreamz..and i'll do d same 2 u ol...i'll announce n lng kung ano ung napala ko dun..im still proud khit manalo or matalo ako.. so upd8 na noh...o cge 1 . 2 . 3 . posted!!!

January 07, 2007

Haayz ...Last day !!! Wohoh Start of Classes O_o!!!

Haayz ...Last day !!! Wohoh Start of Classes O_o!!!

OMG..i cant believe that e2 n nga ang day n pinaka hihintay nming laht..wahaha last day n nmin d2 sa nco..last day n din ng pagtro2ubleshoot ng mga xbox c0nsole..at last!!! yes tapos n din ang work..sobrang hirap pla magtrabaho ..kaya bawat oras tlga importante..this is my first job and cool din ung mga na experience ko from here.. id never imagine na aside from work e marami tlaga ung maga2in at nagain ko nga dito..even though la akong xmas at new year madami nman akong nakilala mga friendship dito most especially ung team nmin..TEAM CARMINE ni Sir Coy!!! Aun sobrang proud na ako sa lagay na to wahaha.. kc nafulfill ko kc ung dapt gwin hanggang sa huli...this experience is very memorable..swear i will cherish all the experiences i had here..

Actually this entry is not enough para mashare ko ung mga naranasan ko dito..may tyms n malungkot kc nga dba la kming xmas at new year pero masaya ako kc marami akong kasama dito n nagpasaya khit pano ng aming xmas..sobrang happy ako actually complete n din cuz i have my honey with me..hehe special mention tlga sya as in all through out my break...of course my ever supportive family d mawawala..and last but not the least syempre c God kc without his guiding presence at source of strength ko throughout my stay dto magpahanggang sa ngyn...

Sobrang mami2ss ko cguro lht ng mga peeps d2 also the floor walkers, tm, eac...oops i have to post it muna...

December 31, 2006

2006 is over -> welcome 2007

2006 is over -> welcome 2007


one hour to go at new year na...before i move on sobrang madaming nangyari sa arw na to..
First of all..after ng work ko my hon fetched me...we went to church for the last mass in 2006.im really hapi kc we went der together to thank God for all ng mga blessings nya for the year tska samin dalawa...After nun pumunta kming alabang sa bhay ng tita..tas aun dun na me nwindang..i met his titas and cunz...tsk grbe unexpected ... i also met his that dad sa houz nla...tas un..actualy d p maayos 2ng story e...ill elaborate on this next log in ko sa net.. ayt..luv u boi

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! HOPE u ALL Receive more BLESSINGS AHEAD!!!!

December 29, 2006

CLUELESS...CUZ i miss u

CLUELESS...CUZ i miss u

its been a week since i've started my work as a tech support in Xbox this Xmas vacation, i've never had a complete rest but despite of that of course i’ve tried to make my vacation as memorable as possible..
to start with, I spend my xmas eve with my family and later on with my special someone...u!a <- o yan bahala ka dyn!!! Darn!! Working is really hard – sobra!! di pla gnun kadali kumita as in… cuz some of the customer are irrates grrr… kaya nkakadepress at nalu2ngkot ako pag d ko cla na2lungan..tsk..neweiz hahaha..ang sya ng bakasyon cuz ii hav my loved ones around me..esp u oo kaw nga...
This years Xmas eve is really memorable because ??? I never thought that this day will be the date for the both of us.. I just don’t want to elaborate much bout this issue.. for privacy purposes..

Thank God for this year i hope na mas gumanda at prosperous ang year nmin ahead.....mis u ol!!!! Belated Merry Xmas and Happy healthy new year!!! Luv u ian!!.

December 21, 2006

Updates: pasado. pasado. sasalang. kapagod. inggit.

Updates: pasado. pasado. sasalang. kapagod. inggit.

Ok.. first gusto munang magtype ng magtype ng mga lang kakwents n intro dito.. tas start n ng pagup8 ko..1.2.3.4.5

HAHA aun first update pasado kc lahat ng mga subjects ko this term..ok din ung gpa..second, pasado kc ako sa final exam ng training nmin..which i didnt't expect to happen haleer lagi ko kc clang dnadaya - i mean nkaka2log kc ako habang nagbabasa ng notes while having our training..hahahaha as in tulog tlga ng mga 1 or 1 1/2 na oras..;p sasalang ung third right kc mamaya isasalang n kmi sa mga calls and i feel nervous about that..yikes! ill just take their advices to be calm and go with the flow n lng while talking to them...sobrang nose bleeding to the nth power ito..tsk tsk ..inggit kc gusto ko ng mag aliw aliw like go to the mall with friend/s, stroll, window shopng, shoppng, eat, sleep on regular time, hang out sa mga bhay bhay nyo..oo sa bhay nyo..at basta lumabas...yayain nyo ako to go out cge n.. kung wla ako magya2 hahah
oi set nman kau o..basta sa umaga lng 2pm hanggang 8pm ok ako..hahaha oist un lng..hoping hoping hoping..

ill post my pics.. .. . bout .. ..basta kaewanan lng...:D c yah all soon

December 18, 2006

YFC: Prinsesa ako

Bible verses for all Princess

1. Matthew 7: 7-8
7: Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
8: for every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

2. 1 Corinthians 16:13-14
13: Watch ye, stand fast in the faith, quit you like men, be strong.
14: Let all that ye do be done in love.

3. Romans 12: 1-2
1: I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, [which is] your spiritual service.
2: And be not fashioned according to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, and ye may prove what is the good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

4. 2 Corinthians 5:17
17: Wherefore if any man is in Christ, [he is] a new creature: the old things are passed away; behold, they are become new.

5. Philippians 4: 6-7
6: In nothing be anxious; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
7: And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.

6. Philippians 4:12
12:I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need.

7. 2 Timothy 2: 22

22: after righteousness, faith, love, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart.

8. Galatians 1: 10
10: For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? For if I were still pleasing men, I wouldn't be a servant of Christ.
....this verse is very striking to me

December 17, 2006

Pieces Of Me by Ashlee Simpson

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me

Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care
When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy it's a mission
And you won't stop til I'm there

Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...I hope it never goes away... yeah

On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...So I can breathe

+++Trip kong knta this moment+++

hey hey hey!!!

Hey hey hey
Hey! musta nman kaung lhat.. hay e2 lng at ung tristancafe ang pwede ma-access d2 sa nco call center... 2nd day plng ng training nmin and aun we're studying the course notes regarding the Xbox 360 console...astig ung gadget!! i wish i could own kaso mahal e.. 399dollars..tsk neweiz thats not my priority..I recall sa tuesday n ung course card distributn!!!! nku sana lhat tau hapi sa holidays...i'll pray 4 u guyz na pasado tayong lhat sa mga subjects nten..
..Hay khit training d ko p feel n magwork..ewn nku parang ng-aaral lng din me sa lab..gnun lng feeling..so aun ung upd8 ko...sobrang dami ko pa lng nami2ss..cge un na..Goodluck sa ating lahat!!!...Mwahh!!

December 12, 2006

term end...fast approaching..term end break...yipee

term end...fast approaching..term end break...yipee


panu b cmulan??e2 n2man..hirap magcmula sa mga gnitong blog blog..*_* hay buti n lng tapos n lhat ng mga requirments ko s lhat ng mga subjs.. kaso im still bz doin other stuff like xmas party preparation in obb, xmas party in lscs, exchange gift sa block nmin..huhuhu..obviously magastos ang xmas..hay hay tlga nman..dahil nga ako ay magtra2baho na sa call center dis xmas at new year...d ko kasama family ko ngayong taon..gus2ng gus2 ko p nman ung new year icelebr8 kasi dun lng ako nagwawala..hahaha..kasi nman 22o b tlga ung ksabihan n kung cnu kasama mo sa cmula ng taon e un dn ang mga mka2sama mo sa buong taon..tsk anu b un..kasama ko n b buong taon ung mga ktrabaho ko dun 4ever...oh no!! yoko!!.. nku ang dami kong mami2ss tlga lalo n ang saya ng mga su2nod n weeks...even though madami tlga benefit i2ng work na 2 esp ung datong at ung communication skills n gus2 kong hasain e kailangn tlga ng patience para n din prepared ako magtrabaho sa career n ipinupursue ko in the future...hay hay well sa umaga cguro after ng work e mano2d n lng ako ng dvd or gimik with mah kaberks or matulog hahaha...
....tama yoko pa pla munang magsaya kasi di ko p lam ung mga grades ko...sana maging masaya ang xmas at new year ko...sana kau din mga friendships..kaya wag kalimutang mag upd8 ng blog ha...oist panot, drei, em, ja, aubs, and the rest of mah gangsta frend der over der..ayt..
txt txt n lng 4 some gimik and hapi hapi announcements..luv yah all..advance merry xmas and hapy new year n lng...:D

WaG basahin ng mga wala pang gift sa akin..
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Maniwala bumili n now na!!!